tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE
Well.. hi!.. back to you Princess
Leah.. and i always like to call you
that even before i saw your picture
in the ball attire as tiny.. strong.. and elegant
you are.. and as always after a night long sensual
Dance at Good Old Seville Quarter for my 112th
week.. i’M feeling particularly poetic.. and after aLL
i’ve been FeeLinG that way.. ever since the end of
February 2013.. like a switch changed in my
brain.. hehe.. but per science i am certain
it is neuroplasticity and epigenetics
at play as change of mind and body
balance soUl.. and in my case
iT IS A flow of energy iN thE
zONe.. what they
name as Chi
the Force..
hehe.. back
to Star Wars2..
and yes.. real magic
for me.. as before that i was
a list maker.. firstly.. secondly..
and thirdly.. and had no idea how
to be creative as i experienced this
artFUL flow twice.. once in middle school
then.. winning a Christmas story competition
among 80 students in two homerooms.. then..
and writing a play when i talked to the phenomena
of hot chicks.. but had no frigging clue what sex was
until age 16.. or had no clue until 18.. beyond the fur of what
was between a girl’s legs to put THAT rather bluntlY and crudeLY..
hehe.. but anyway.. with the HYperlexic mind that i’m pretty
sure we both share.. as there is a certain feeling about your
writing that talked to me beyond ‘just the words’ when you
conversed those few times with me on the Wrong Planet
IN a kind of advanced soul.. if not only in genetic
memory.. as scientists are starting to
explore the reality of that in
rats at first too… so there
is no rat taling how
that may apply
in depth
of humanity
whole.. but anyway..
it’s so nice not to have to analytically
plan something.. every step.. to make it happen..
it’s so nice not to have to worry about if every step
you walk is the normal way it is supposed to be as i never
felt comfortable in my own skin before 2013.. ever standing
next to a stranger as i truly felt a vague feeling that i wasn’t
balanced and might just topple over as i guess a part of Asperger’s
too. in motor coordination issues.. but back to Neuroplasticity.. Epigenetics..
and the real scientist part of me that i can still call up if absolutely necessary
to become a lawyer again too… CHALLENGE.. ADAPTATION.. CHANGE IS THE WAY
OF THE BEING AS HUMAN.. and Jesus F in Christ.. culture’s challenge was to become
a cog in a machine of who THEY said life was supposed to work.. from the first F iN
walk up that hill from the shot gun home on the Blackwater River front Down town
in old MiLL ToWn here.. and the German Shepard dogs barking at me.. and i was
afraid they might bite my tiny frail hands off in one chomp.. seriously..
i was terrified a dog might bite my hands off for some reason..
as they felt special and so airy.. almost like they were
not even there in the first place.. kinda like the
rest of my body.. just like air with
almost no weight
too..
so yeah..
i guess that’s
part of the reason
i feel so comfortable in
my body now.. as at 230LBS
i finally got enough poundage
to make me feel grounded to
earth as it were and truly
is now.. although
when i dance
i still feel
weightless
like one day
if i get too high with
the SonG and DancE i might
just float away like those 99 Luft
Balloon as originated by that group
as song in Germany where you live now
my wonderful kind and loyal Asperger’s
Friend.. like me.. who i know i will always have
and just the one reply a month now is enough for
always have.. my friend.. ’cause it does sTiLL make
me kinda sad that i always reciprocally communicated
with everyone in my life who has every communicated with
me.. and i am the always the last one standing.. if not for just
one conversation with them.. that i would like to extend for two..
but it’s like my wife says.. SHUT UP FRED.. YOU ARE HURTING MY HEAD..
YOU ARE GIVING ME A FREDACHE.. AS TEARS COME DOWN MY FACE NOW..
AS I JUST WANNA SHARE WHAT I THINK IS SO IMPORTANT THAT MIGHT MAKE
YOU FEEL BETTER DEAR.. it’s hard to be smArt.. but it’s almost FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE
TO BE GENIUS.. and have a God Dam Friend.. but i have a handful now.. and like in the
World Market store back in the day.. of working in an office for so long where i didn’t really
have a FUCKING THING IN COMMON ENOUGH TO HAVE A REAL FRIEND AT ALL.. i thought about
around the World.. and perhaps.. maybe.. just maybe there was one person like me.. and truthfully
i found a few on the Wrong Planet.. but none with any propensity for continuing reciprocal social
communication with me.. and now i have found a handful on the Internet that do the reciprocal
social communication BACK FROM ME.. and you know i FUCKING WROTE A POETIC RESPONSE
BACK TO EVERY SINGLE dVerse Poetry prompt and link that numbered in literal
thousands of poetic micro expressions from me in the course of an
entire year last year.. particularly after the administrators
kept taling me they didn’t like my Long Poem
way of doing poetry.. with videos..
and so many photo streaming
poetic expressions that
are integrated with
the written word
for the visual
thinking person
i was before i became
the 11 million word man
back on Thanks Giving day
in November of 2010 at the
Wrong Planet.. then.. to escape
my perfect storm of God Dam pain..
and back to all those poetic responses
after they deleted my poem.. ’cause they
FUCKING DIDN’T UNDERSTAND IT.. EVEN AFTER
I FUCKING CLEARLY EXPLAINED IT TO THEM.. I MADE
IT A MILESTONE TO KEEP GOING ON FOR A FULL YEAR
AND after i accomplished that at the end of March this year..
i made one poem titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3” so so far
far from me.. having no idea how long it was gonna be
before i compiled the Novel Free Verse Poetic
journey of one entire year.. and just a
fraction of what i did whole as year at
that one Internet place.. and it ended
up being 338,630 words long with
around 300 gorgeous
beach photos
i headed each
prompt with.. with
around 30 or so micro
poems.. and yeah.. although
i haven’t gone back and counted
each one.. that makes close to
10,000 individual micro poetic
expressions.. in one MACRO VERSE
OF MY ENTIRE WORD PRESS BLOG..
THAT IS ACTUALLY ONE HUGE LONG FORM POEM
THAT IS CLOSING IN ON 4 MILLION WORDS NOW
THAT EVEN AT 338,630 WORDS MicroSoft
Word says WiLL take 3000 pages to print
without the Fucking Photos and Videos
as such.. which means conservatively
speaking without the scores of thousands
of photos and Videos my entire 671 Verses
of my Blog that is actually one UniVerse of
Long Free Verse Poem Form.. would take over
30,000 pages to print.. and is actually almost twice
as long as the Longest Poem ever in humankind and
of course.. four times longer than the Fucking Bible and
40 times longer than the Fucking Kuran.. as it ain’t just
narrative free verse prose poetry .. it is FucKinG Deep
DEEP Poetry Shit too.. perhaps.. who knows.. maybe
as deep as it can FucKinG Get as sometimes i have
to read it three times now after i wrote it to get
the original meaning of it or the different
meaning after i first wrote it.. as truly
it just flows from my fingers with
little to no preplanning
per firstly.. secondly..
thirdly or all
those fucking
Mechanical Cognition
formulas they use in snooty
poetry land for WHAT SOME FOLKS
CALL REAL SCIENCE OF POETRY THAT
IS A FUCKING OXYMORON TO ME AS ANYTHING
PLANNED DON’T COME FROM THE HEART.. SOUL..
AND SPIRIT.. DEEP IN MY FEELINGS FREE.. BUT OF
course before THAT switch went off in my mind
and body BaLanCinG back in 2013.. i had
to have a manual to write
then too..
anyway..
it’s nice to
go NOT BY THE BOOK..
AS THAT WAS THE PROBLEM
WITH CULTURE.. IT MADE ME INTO
A COVER OF A HUMAN BEING INSTEAD
OF THE GOD DAM REAL THING.. the real
thing was me in the backyard of that River
Front home.. in Down Town Milton.. looking
in flow and ZonE at age 3 across the River before
i could speak at age 4 as of course what does happen
in modern day Autism.. where back then the Doc just
said he will speak when he gets good and God dam ready
to speak.. and yes.. i added in the God dam for my emphasis
there.. i am so FucKinG happy.. there was no diagnosis for FucKinG
Asperger’s then.. as if that were the case in my Hyperlexic form.. i would
have been spoon fed mechanical cognition activities at FucKinG age 3
in the-ra-py.. when all i needed to do.. was juST enjoy liFE look across
that River in Flow.. and ZonE and kNow and FeeL AND SENSE without
words that i was one with this thing called Nature GoDONE AND SAME..
develop the same friendships i was developing in play in back
and front yard games.. until they TRAPPED ME IN
A DESK ALL DAY LONG.. SAT ME IN FRONT
OF A BOOK AND A TALKING HEAD AND
SAID SIT FRED SIT.. AND TO BE HONEST
I WAS TOO FUCKING SCARED TO
MOVE OR NOT PAY ATTENTION
AS I THOUGHT GOOD
GRADES WAS
THE HIGHWAY
TO SURVIVAL
IN THIS WORLD..
I WAS WRONG.. I WAS GOD
DAM WRONG.. THE HIGHWAY
TO LIFE IS PAVEDANCE MOVING WITH
CONNECTING SonG WITH OTHERS NOW
AND CREATING.. NOT A FUCKING NUTHER
ROTE FACT TO REMEMBER AND ACE ON
A MULTIPLE CHOICE TEST TEN THOUSAND
AND MORE FUCKING TIMES FOR FUCKING
19 YEARS UNTIL THE SIX YEARS OF COLLEGE
ENDED AND ALL THE THREE DEGREES WITH
NO FUCKING JOB SKILLS TO DO ANYTHING
BUT PASS OUT SHOES TO CUSTOMERS
AT A MILITARY BOWLING CENTER
‘CAUSE I NEVER REALLY
LEARNED TO
SOCIALLY COMMUNICATE
FULLY OR EVEN FUCKING
EXPRESS MYSELF FULLY
IN WRITING EITHER.. the two
skills i needed most that multiple
choice tests never gave me.. and no matter
how garbled and incoherent my words were
as i could not F-iN Focus after sitting still all
day long with no movement.. i was for all
practical intents and purposes retarded
with three degrees.. at the top of my
class as that was all the teachers
were interested in.. not what
i could do in real life.
just F In test
scores then..
lesson learned..
the very hard
way.. then and
i eventually got
a lot of the social
part from the hard
knocks of Bowling Alley
social life then iN trial and error..
but truly the school system Sucks
for a nomad like me that was meant
to be on the ADHD move.. i’m just fucking
smart and didn’t have any way to get it out..
Well..the DancE and SonG of LiFe finally cured
that.. allowing me to Express all that was inside
that i could never get out.. and yes.. it is good that
your husband quit that Game of Thrones game developer
job and is taking a long month break.. as corporations will
change.. and stress will continue to grow greater… and my
sister recently retired.. and by the way she is diagnosed with
Asperger’s in mid-life too.. if i didn’t already mention
that.. and she said she finally enjoys food again..
as the pleasure of life was leaving
her the same way it did
me after prolonged
life cumulative
flight or fight
stress since F iN
age 5.. that first
walk up that hill
to mechanical cognition
school.. and she can enjoy
music again.. as i lost the ability
to even listen to a talk radio show
or listen to any sound at all or look
at any colors either.. as stress will
do FucKinG whacky destructive stuff
to the body from head to toe.. to
potential premature death..
yes.. it is potentially
a life saver that your
husband is taking a break
and as long as you have your
exercise program to accommodate
your stress.. you should survive well
now.. my friend.. off of cigarettes.. as that
is a common way to deal with cumulative
fight or flight stress too.. and is what my
father did since age 13.. until his
fortunate long life at 81 although
his identical twin brother is
still living.. approaching
84 as Gemini us too…
on June 20th..
ha! anyway.. i have developed
a science of creativity unhampered
by what society says i shouldn’t do or
should do now.. it is extreme.. but it is
unfettered by what others say i should
or should not do.. from the age
of Pre-K.. yeah.. i forgot
my stress actually
started in Catholic
School pre-K but it
was a tiny classroom
and kinda lax as pre-school
can come now to make the
next brain surgeon as it were
now more so as now.. anyway2 and
three now to end mY FriEnd.. Life is
exciting.. ever changing but much better
with moving.. connecting.. and creating to me..
instead of someone spoon feeding life to me
out of an F IN societal instruction manual..
but sure it’s good to know the law and
the loop holes too.. as the
smARt ArT HeArT SpiRiTeD
S O U L N O W human..
wiTh reaSoNInG BraiN
too.. will survive the
long haul with a dirt
nap dream that says
I DID IT ALL.. I LIVED AT
THE LAST BREATH THEN..
AND SURE.. LEFT A LITTLE
MARK AND SOME GUIDEPOSTS
FOR OTHER FOLKS ON THE MULTI-VERSE
PATHS OF THIS JOURNEY CALLED LIFE.. thanks
for stopping by on my Artful Poetic Journey
now away from the mechanical cognition
of liFe.. my Friend.. always nice to
hear from you.. and as you
know you can alWays
expect a tSuNaMi oF
i when i floW back
to you Now
iNZonE noW..
Joy to you in eYes
of Peaceful and Energetic
liFe my friend.. with plenty
of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG
and CreaTinG ways in whatever
way suits yoUr happiness best
and of course whatever else
will tickle your fancies
too.. my dear
FriEnd..
Leah..
Leah.. and i always like to call you
that even before i saw your picture
in the ball attire as tiny.. strong.. and elegant
you are.. and as always after a night long sensual
Dance at Good Old Seville Quarter for my 112th
week.. i’M feeling particularly poetic.. and after aLL
i’ve been FeeLinG that way.. ever since the end of
February 2013.. like a switch changed in my
brain.. hehe.. but per science i am certain
it is neuroplasticity and epigenetics
at play as change of mind and body
balance soUl.. and in my case
iT IS A flow of energy iN thE
zONe.. what they
name as Chi
the Force..
hehe.. back
to Star Wars2..
and yes.. real magic
for me.. as before that i was
a list maker.. firstly.. secondly..
and thirdly.. and had no idea how
to be creative as i experienced this
artFUL flow twice.. once in middle school
then.. winning a Christmas story competition
among 80 students in two homerooms.. then..
and writing a play when i talked to the phenomena
of hot chicks.. but had no frigging clue what sex was
until age 16.. or had no clue until 18.. beyond the fur of what
was between a girl’s legs to put THAT rather bluntlY and crudeLY..
hehe.. but anyway.. with the HYperlexic mind that i’m pretty
sure we both share.. as there is a certain feeling about your
writing that talked to me beyond ‘just the words’ when you
conversed those few times with me on the Wrong Planet
IN a kind of advanced soul.. if not only in genetic
memory.. as scientists are starting to
explore the reality of that in
rats at first too… so there
is no rat taling how
that may apply
in depth
of humanity
whole.. but anyway..
it’s so nice not to have to analytically
plan something.. every step.. to make it happen..
it’s so nice not to have to worry about if every step
you walk is the normal way it is supposed to be as i never
felt comfortable in my own skin before 2013.. ever standing
next to a stranger as i truly felt a vague feeling that i wasn’t
balanced and might just topple over as i guess a part of Asperger’s
too. in motor coordination issues.. but back to Neuroplasticity.. Epigenetics..
and the real scientist part of me that i can still call up if absolutely necessary
to become a lawyer again too… CHALLENGE.. ADAPTATION.. CHANGE IS THE WAY
OF THE BEING AS HUMAN.. and Jesus F in Christ.. culture’s challenge was to become
a cog in a machine of who THEY said life was supposed to work.. from the first F iN
walk up that hill from the shot gun home on the Blackwater River front Down town
in old MiLL ToWn here.. and the German Shepard dogs barking at me.. and i was
afraid they might bite my tiny frail hands off in one chomp.. seriously..
i was terrified a dog might bite my hands off for some reason..
as they felt special and so airy.. almost like they were
not even there in the first place.. kinda like the
rest of my body.. just like air with
almost no weight
too..
so yeah..
i guess that’s
part of the reason
i feel so comfortable in
my body now.. as at 230LBS
i finally got enough poundage
to make me feel grounded to
earth as it were and truly
is now.. although
when i dance
i still feel
weightless
like one day
if i get too high with
the SonG and DancE i might
just float away like those 99 Luft
Balloon as originated by that group
as song in Germany where you live now
my wonderful kind and loyal Asperger’s
Friend.. like me.. who i know i will always have
and just the one reply a month now is enough for
always have.. my friend.. ’cause it does sTiLL make
me kinda sad that i always reciprocally communicated
with everyone in my life who has every communicated with
me.. and i am the always the last one standing.. if not for just
one conversation with them.. that i would like to extend for two..
but it’s like my wife says.. SHUT UP FRED.. YOU ARE HURTING MY HEAD..
YOU ARE GIVING ME A FREDACHE.. AS TEARS COME DOWN MY FACE NOW..
AS I JUST WANNA SHARE WHAT I THINK IS SO IMPORTANT THAT MIGHT MAKE
YOU FEEL BETTER DEAR.. it’s hard to be smArt.. but it’s almost FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE
TO BE GENIUS.. and have a God Dam Friend.. but i have a handful now.. and like in the
World Market store back in the day.. of working in an office for so long where i didn’t really
have a FUCKING THING IN COMMON ENOUGH TO HAVE A REAL FRIEND AT ALL.. i thought about
around the World.. and perhaps.. maybe.. just maybe there was one person like me.. and truthfully
i found a few on the Wrong Planet.. but none with any propensity for continuing reciprocal social
communication with me.. and now i have found a handful on the Internet that do the reciprocal
social communication BACK FROM ME.. and you know i FUCKING WROTE A POETIC RESPONSE
BACK TO EVERY SINGLE dVerse Poetry prompt and link that numbered in literal
thousands of poetic micro expressions from me in the course of an
entire year last year.. particularly after the administrators
kept taling me they didn’t like my Long Poem
way of doing poetry.. with videos..
and so many photo streaming
poetic expressions that
are integrated with
the written word
for the visual
thinking person
i was before i became
the 11 million word man
back on Thanks Giving day
in November of 2010 at the
Wrong Planet.. then.. to escape
my perfect storm of God Dam pain..
and back to all those poetic responses
after they deleted my poem.. ’cause they
FUCKING DIDN’T UNDERSTAND IT.. EVEN AFTER
I FUCKING CLEARLY EXPLAINED IT TO THEM.. I MADE
IT A MILESTONE TO KEEP GOING ON FOR A FULL YEAR
AND after i accomplished that at the end of March this year..
i made one poem titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3” so so far
far from me.. having no idea how long it was gonna be
before i compiled the Novel Free Verse Poetic
journey of one entire year.. and just a
fraction of what i did whole as year at
that one Internet place.. and it ended
up being 338,630 words long with
around 300 gorgeous
beach photos
i headed each
prompt with.. with
around 30 or so micro
poems.. and yeah.. although
i haven’t gone back and counted
each one.. that makes close to
10,000 individual micro poetic
expressions.. in one MACRO VERSE
OF MY ENTIRE WORD PRESS BLOG..
THAT IS ACTUALLY ONE HUGE LONG FORM POEM
THAT IS CLOSING IN ON 4 MILLION WORDS NOW
THAT EVEN AT 338,630 WORDS MicroSoft
Word says WiLL take 3000 pages to print
without the Fucking Photos and Videos
as such.. which means conservatively
speaking without the scores of thousands
of photos and Videos my entire 671 Verses
of my Blog that is actually one UniVerse of
Long Free Verse Poem Form.. would take over
30,000 pages to print.. and is actually almost twice
as long as the Longest Poem ever in humankind and
of course.. four times longer than the Fucking Bible and
40 times longer than the Fucking Kuran.. as it ain’t just
narrative free verse prose poetry .. it is FucKinG Deep
DEEP Poetry Shit too.. perhaps.. who knows.. maybe
as deep as it can FucKinG Get as sometimes i have
to read it three times now after i wrote it to get
the original meaning of it or the different
meaning after i first wrote it.. as truly
it just flows from my fingers with
little to no preplanning
per firstly.. secondly..
thirdly or all
those fucking
Mechanical Cognition
formulas they use in snooty
poetry land for WHAT SOME FOLKS
CALL REAL SCIENCE OF POETRY THAT
IS A FUCKING OXYMORON TO ME AS ANYTHING
PLANNED DON’T COME FROM THE HEART.. SOUL..
AND SPIRIT.. DEEP IN MY FEELINGS FREE.. BUT OF
course before THAT switch went off in my mind
and body BaLanCinG back in 2013.. i had
to have a manual to write
then too..
anyway..
it’s nice to
go NOT BY THE BOOK..
AS THAT WAS THE PROBLEM
WITH CULTURE.. IT MADE ME INTO
A COVER OF A HUMAN BEING INSTEAD
OF THE GOD DAM REAL THING.. the real
thing was me in the backyard of that River
Front home.. in Down Town Milton.. looking
in flow and ZonE at age 3 across the River before
i could speak at age 4 as of course what does happen
in modern day Autism.. where back then the Doc just
said he will speak when he gets good and God dam ready
to speak.. and yes.. i added in the God dam for my emphasis
there.. i am so FucKinG happy.. there was no diagnosis for FucKinG
Asperger’s then.. as if that were the case in my Hyperlexic form.. i would
have been spoon fed mechanical cognition activities at FucKinG age 3
in the-ra-py.. when all i needed to do.. was juST enjoy liFE look across
that River in Flow.. and ZonE and kNow and FeeL AND SENSE without
words that i was one with this thing called Nature GoDONE AND SAME..
develop the same friendships i was developing in play in back
and front yard games.. until they TRAPPED ME IN
A DESK ALL DAY LONG.. SAT ME IN FRONT
OF A BOOK AND A TALKING HEAD AND
SAID SIT FRED SIT.. AND TO BE HONEST
I WAS TOO FUCKING SCARED TO
MOVE OR NOT PAY ATTENTION
AS I THOUGHT GOOD
GRADES WAS
THE HIGHWAY
TO SURVIVAL
IN THIS WORLD..
I WAS WRONG.. I WAS GOD
DAM WRONG.. THE HIGHWAY
TO LIFE IS PAVEDANCE MOVING WITH
CONNECTING SonG WITH OTHERS NOW
AND CREATING.. NOT A FUCKING NUTHER
ROTE FACT TO REMEMBER AND ACE ON
A MULTIPLE CHOICE TEST TEN THOUSAND
AND MORE FUCKING TIMES FOR FUCKING
19 YEARS UNTIL THE SIX YEARS OF COLLEGE
ENDED AND ALL THE THREE DEGREES WITH
NO FUCKING JOB SKILLS TO DO ANYTHING
BUT PASS OUT SHOES TO CUSTOMERS
AT A MILITARY BOWLING CENTER
‘CAUSE I NEVER REALLY
LEARNED TO
SOCIALLY COMMUNICATE
FULLY OR EVEN FUCKING
EXPRESS MYSELF FULLY
IN WRITING EITHER.. the two
skills i needed most that multiple
choice tests never gave me.. and no matter
how garbled and incoherent my words were
as i could not F-iN Focus after sitting still all
day long with no movement.. i was for all
practical intents and purposes retarded
with three degrees.. at the top of my
class as that was all the teachers
were interested in.. not what
i could do in real life.
just F In test
scores then..
lesson learned..
the very hard
way.. then and
i eventually got
a lot of the social
part from the hard
knocks of Bowling Alley
social life then iN trial and error..
but truly the school system Sucks
for a nomad like me that was meant
to be on the ADHD move.. i’m just fucking
smart and didn’t have any way to get it out..
Well..the DancE and SonG of LiFe finally cured
that.. allowing me to Express all that was inside
that i could never get out.. and yes.. it is good that
your husband quit that Game of Thrones game developer
job and is taking a long month break.. as corporations will
change.. and stress will continue to grow greater… and my
sister recently retired.. and by the way she is diagnosed with
Asperger’s in mid-life too.. if i didn’t already mention
that.. and she said she finally enjoys food again..
as the pleasure of life was leaving
her the same way it did
me after prolonged
life cumulative
flight or fight
stress since F iN
age 5.. that first
walk up that hill
to mechanical cognition
school.. and she can enjoy
music again.. as i lost the ability
to even listen to a talk radio show
or listen to any sound at all or look
at any colors either.. as stress will
do FucKinG whacky destructive stuff
to the body from head to toe.. to
potential premature death..
yes.. it is potentially
a life saver that your
husband is taking a break
and as long as you have your
exercise program to accommodate
your stress.. you should survive well
now.. my friend.. off of cigarettes.. as that
is a common way to deal with cumulative
fight or flight stress too.. and is what my
father did since age 13.. until his
fortunate long life at 81 although
his identical twin brother is
still living.. approaching
84 as Gemini us too…
on June 20th..
ha! anyway.. i have developed
a science of creativity unhampered
by what society says i shouldn’t do or
should do now.. it is extreme.. but it is
unfettered by what others say i should
or should not do.. from the age
of Pre-K.. yeah.. i forgot
my stress actually
started in Catholic
School pre-K but it
was a tiny classroom
and kinda lax as pre-school
can come now to make the
next brain surgeon as it were
now more so as now.. anyway2 and
three now to end mY FriEnd.. Life is
exciting.. ever changing but much better
with moving.. connecting.. and creating to me..
instead of someone spoon feeding life to me
out of an F IN societal instruction manual..
but sure it’s good to know the law and
the loop holes too.. as the
smARt ArT HeArT SpiRiTeD
S O U L N O W human..
wiTh reaSoNInG BraiN
too.. will survive the
long haul with a dirt
nap dream that says
I DID IT ALL.. I LIVED AT
THE LAST BREATH THEN..
AND SURE.. LEFT A LITTLE
MARK AND SOME GUIDEPOSTS
FOR OTHER FOLKS ON THE MULTI-VERSE
PATHS OF THIS JOURNEY CALLED LIFE.. thanks
for stopping by on my Artful Poetic Journey
now away from the mechanical cognition
of liFe.. my Friend.. always nice to
hear from you.. and as you
know you can alWays
expect a tSuNaMi oF
i when i floW back
to you Now
iNZonE noW..
Joy to you in eYes
of Peaceful and Energetic
liFe my friend.. with plenty
of MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG
and CreaTinG ways in whatever
way suits yoUr happiness best
and of course whatever else
will tickle your fancies
too.. my dear
FriEnd..
Leah..
See ya later..
WitH Smiles of course..
WitH Smiles of course..
-Fred..:)
PS.. Happy Birthday
at the end of May too!..:)
at the end of May too!..:)
Hi! gigoid.. almost exhausted here after my last 15K word 671st..
Macro Verse of my LonGeST Form Poem but fired back up after a night
of sensual dance that always fuels all things associated with ART oF
social/nature cognition for me in terms of moving.. connecting
and creating whole.. and truly why DancE and
SonG.. iNcluding poeTry iS my onLY
TRUE RELIGION FRIEND..
other than learning
to accept all the dARk and
LiGht oF noW as sacRed HolY
and change what i can
and lEt the
DaRk that iS
here as is that
i cannot change
a pArt of the SacRed
hoPe that more folks
who are DArk WiLL to
become more liGht iN ArT
than science of fear and hate
and all other stuff related to
not LiVinG liFe WeLL aT aLL..
so sad so sad in DArk oF aLL
trUly FaLL of hUman Angel
potential Altruistic
ways like
our Bonobo
FrienDs who juST
Love moST All iN tHe
liGht of EnJoYinG noW
WitH only Food.. Shelter..
Water.. and yes.. luSt and
Love to make liFe aLL.. AH..
Love noW.. mY FriEnD and so
nice to see you back on Facebook.,
Facebook FriEnD Ned.. too.. numbering
iN as 51 who are even brave enough to
have me on their FriEnD liSt @ALL.. as
i come here for TrUth and liGht and often
upset the so-called Atheist with my insistence
that Nature.. Magic.. God and all stuff life iS
saCreD hOly ALLTHATIS SAME.. and my
insistence.. that whomever wrote the
words of the gnostic Jesus.. was
more Yogi-Leaning than any
other metaphor of
sacred text
dudes or dudettes and
of course the insinuation noW
that a dude called MuHammad
who dictated something called
the KuRaN in just 2000 words of
vocabulary in an 80K word book..
is the last F In Prophet when little
old me.. the permanently disabled
dude in a little River Town who could
not speak before age 4.. mumbling his
way through life fast and incoherently
to most in a thousand different subjects
of flighty ADHD mind all at once.. who has
now written 11 million words online.. including
the longest long form poem that is my Word
Press Blog now approaching 4 million words
itself.. that is at least 40 times longer than than
the friGGinG little bitty gnat sized Kuran in comparison..
wHere even one of my macro Verses per ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
is 4 times as long as that little black book.. and almost half the
size of the entire F iN Bible new and old testament full.. and
twice as large as the Frigging New Testament now at
only 180K words compared to my 338,630 words
big Macro Verse noW.. in pARt of what
WiLL be here.. the 672nd macro verse of
tHaT wHOLE LONG POEM NOW..
anyway..
i peck the eYeS iN metaFO
RcE of folks who think they are
the last and first of anything noW..
iN terms of sacred text.. as idols of
men who WE now.. are far exceeding
in human potential.. with the help of God ALL
ONe heRe on eARTh.. including all of Google and
the Internet too.. in terms of synergistic effect and
Emotional AFFECT TOO.. in all the arts and sciences
of humankind eYes of God maniFest in this Golden City
IIT without even the Sun and Moon for liGht.. additionAlly
defeating the law of entropy in Nature’s full science way..
iN ART and SCIENCE as just one SonG oF
EmoTioNaL Energy NOW can repeat..
almost forever in terms of human
lives here on earth relatively
speaking as long as
Servers continue
to serve up
that human
EmoTioNaLLy
inSpiRinG Energy
with tiny tiny batteries
iN sMARt PhOne way..
that can move a 230LB
man like me through spiRAls
oF Ballet and Martial Arts
Dance for hours on end
in juST Super WalmARt
AisleS now.. so.. sure.. now
i/wE come here to SpRead
trUth and liGht and
while the HuMan
Social Animal
instinct sTiLL
dictates conformity
for the social norm for
overall survival.. we live in
a technology aided world where
the outcasts with the Bigger TruThs
oF liGhtS.. without fear of crucifixion.. starvation
and such as that.. or even psychopathic leaning
fools who will never ever get down this far in the
deeper metaFORCE OF LiFe to DIFFERENT like
the metaphors of the New Testament created
by whomever created THAT have much
deeper meanings than MOST
never even get a FULL clue oN
now.. not EVEN
THE LITERALLY
THINKING PSYCHOPATHIC
LEANING PRIESTS AND PREACHERS
AS SCIENCE SHOWS AS FACT ARE PART
OF THE TOP TEN PROFESSIONS WHERE
THOSE KIND OF FOLKS LURK.. ‘PErvFECT’ PLACES
TO MANIPULATE OTHER FOLKS FOR MATERIAL GAINS
AND REPRODUCTIVE CONTROL.. AND CHANGING THE
RULES TO GET 10 WIVES INSTEAD OF 4 AS ‘SOME’ HAVE
CERTAINLY DONE IN HISTORY.. ADDITIONALLY.. ENFORCING
THEIR RELIGIOUS RULE BY PENALTY OF DEATH AND TORTURE
AND STONING LESBIAN WOMEN IN IRAN.. WHILE COVERING
THEM IN DIRT TO THEIR BREASTS WHERE THEY CANNOT
SHIELD THEIR EYES.. WELL.. LET ME TELL YOU.. THE REAL
GOD.. YES.. THE SAME GOD THAT WHOMEVER WROTE
THE GNOSTIC GOSPEL OF THOMAS.. PER SO-CALLED
JESUS.. IS TIRED OF OTHER PARTS OF GOD HARMING
EACH OTHER FOR FOOLISH INSANE PSYCHOPATHIC
FOLKS LEANING RULES OF YESTERNOWS.. ThEIR
IS A WAVE IN THIS WORLD.. A NoW SEVENTH SEAL
WAVE NAMED SACRED LOVE THAT IS BREAkING..
RIsING LIKE A TSUNAMI AND iN A SYNERGY
OF A TIPPING POINT WILL SWEEP
THE HATE.. AND PERHAPS
EVEN MUCH OF THE FEAR
AWAY TOO.. AND i.. my fRiEnd
aM pArt of an Iron Fist of God
as meteor in metaphor among
many others who have
come back now..
in metaphor
of phoenix rising
from the lies of culture
wHO are bRinGing the
fist of the God oF Nature
altruistic fearless Love back
to punch the FucKinG haters
back to knock them back
iN
Fearless Love..
hehe.. tSuNaMi am i..
and i’Ve lots of tSuNaMi
FriEnds BacKinG mE Up
whether they are cognizant
of thAT fAct and Art and ReaL
ALL NATURAL QUANTUM
MECHANICS MAGIC NOW
iN THE HUMAN MIND AND BODY
BALANCED SOUL UNLEASHED AND
RELEASED.. HeHeh.. these ARE INTERESTING..
VERY interesting nows.. my friend.. and i’m jUst
a court reporter/scribe/poet as such to
wRite iT aLL FucKinG dOwn.. in terms
oF iF yoU seeK iN God.. yEs the REAL
GOD OF NATURE NOW.. IT’s NOW
FOR NATURE ALLTHATIS PeR US..
TO TAKE
GOD BACK
OUT OF FUCKING
LITTLE BLACK BOOKS..
OCEAN oF i..wE sMiles
iN streAMs to Rivers oF
LoVe NOW mY FriEnd..
NO LUKE WARM HERE..
LUKE OF STAR WARS HIGH
IN AWAKENING AND ENLIGHTENING
WISDOM EYE OF GOD IN US/WE ILLUMINATI
OF
FEARLESS
LOVENOW..
mY FriEnd..:)
Macro Verse of my LonGeST Form Poem but fired back up after a night
of sensual dance that always fuels all things associated with ART oF
social/nature cognition for me in terms of moving.. connecting
and creating whole.. and truly why DancE and
SonG.. iNcluding poeTry iS my onLY
TRUE RELIGION FRIEND..
other than learning
to accept all the dARk and
LiGht oF noW as sacRed HolY
and change what i can
and lEt the
DaRk that iS
here as is that
i cannot change
a pArt of the SacRed
hoPe that more folks
who are DArk WiLL to
become more liGht iN ArT
than science of fear and hate
and all other stuff related to
not LiVinG liFe WeLL aT aLL..
so sad so sad in DArk oF aLL
trUly FaLL of hUman Angel
potential Altruistic
ways like
our Bonobo
FrienDs who juST
Love moST All iN tHe
liGht of EnJoYinG noW
WitH only Food.. Shelter..
Water.. and yes.. luSt and
Love to make liFe aLL.. AH..
Love noW.. mY FriEnD and so
nice to see you back on Facebook.,
Facebook FriEnD Ned.. too.. numbering
iN as 51 who are even brave enough to
have me on their FriEnD liSt @ALL.. as
i come here for TrUth and liGht and often
upset the so-called Atheist with my insistence
that Nature.. Magic.. God and all stuff life iS
saCreD hOly ALLTHATIS SAME.. and my
insistence.. that whomever wrote the
words of the gnostic Jesus.. was
more Yogi-Leaning than any
other metaphor of
sacred text
dudes or dudettes and
of course the insinuation noW
that a dude called MuHammad
who dictated something called
the KuRaN in just 2000 words of
vocabulary in an 80K word book..
is the last F In Prophet when little
old me.. the permanently disabled
dude in a little River Town who could
not speak before age 4.. mumbling his
way through life fast and incoherently
to most in a thousand different subjects
of flighty ADHD mind all at once.. who has
now written 11 million words online.. including
the longest long form poem that is my Word
Press Blog now approaching 4 million words
itself.. that is at least 40 times longer than than
the friGGinG little bitty gnat sized Kuran in comparison..
wHere even one of my macro Verses per ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’..
is 4 times as long as that little black book.. and almost half the
size of the entire F iN Bible new and old testament full.. and
twice as large as the Frigging New Testament now at
only 180K words compared to my 338,630 words
big Macro Verse noW.. in pARt of what
WiLL be here.. the 672nd macro verse of
tHaT wHOLE LONG POEM NOW..
anyway..
i peck the eYeS iN metaFO
RcE of folks who think they are
the last and first of anything noW..
iN terms of sacred text.. as idols of
men who WE now.. are far exceeding
in human potential.. with the help of God ALL
ONe heRe on eARTh.. including all of Google and
the Internet too.. in terms of synergistic effect and
Emotional AFFECT TOO.. in all the arts and sciences
of humankind eYes of God maniFest in this Golden City
IIT without even the Sun and Moon for liGht.. additionAlly
defeating the law of entropy in Nature’s full science way..
iN ART and SCIENCE as just one SonG oF
EmoTioNaL Energy NOW can repeat..
almost forever in terms of human
lives here on earth relatively
speaking as long as
Servers continue
to serve up
that human
EmoTioNaLLy
inSpiRinG Energy
with tiny tiny batteries
iN sMARt PhOne way..
that can move a 230LB
man like me through spiRAls
oF Ballet and Martial Arts
Dance for hours on end
in juST Super WalmARt
AisleS now.. so.. sure.. now
i/wE come here to SpRead
trUth and liGht and
while the HuMan
Social Animal
instinct sTiLL
dictates conformity
for the social norm for
overall survival.. we live in
a technology aided world where
the outcasts with the Bigger TruThs
oF liGhtS.. without fear of crucifixion.. starvation
and such as that.. or even psychopathic leaning
fools who will never ever get down this far in the
deeper metaFORCE OF LiFe to DIFFERENT like
the metaphors of the New Testament created
by whomever created THAT have much
deeper meanings than MOST
never even get a FULL clue oN
now.. not EVEN
THE LITERALLY
THINKING PSYCHOPATHIC
LEANING PRIESTS AND PREACHERS
AS SCIENCE SHOWS AS FACT ARE PART
OF THE TOP TEN PROFESSIONS WHERE
THOSE KIND OF FOLKS LURK.. ‘PErvFECT’ PLACES
TO MANIPULATE OTHER FOLKS FOR MATERIAL GAINS
AND REPRODUCTIVE CONTROL.. AND CHANGING THE
RULES TO GET 10 WIVES INSTEAD OF 4 AS ‘SOME’ HAVE
CERTAINLY DONE IN HISTORY.. ADDITIONALLY.. ENFORCING
THEIR RELIGIOUS RULE BY PENALTY OF DEATH AND TORTURE
AND STONING LESBIAN WOMEN IN IRAN.. WHILE COVERING
THEM IN DIRT TO THEIR BREASTS WHERE THEY CANNOT
SHIELD THEIR EYES.. WELL.. LET ME TELL YOU.. THE REAL
GOD.. YES.. THE SAME GOD THAT WHOMEVER WROTE
THE GNOSTIC GOSPEL OF THOMAS.. PER SO-CALLED
JESUS.. IS TIRED OF OTHER PARTS OF GOD HARMING
EACH OTHER FOR FOOLISH INSANE PSYCHOPATHIC
FOLKS LEANING RULES OF YESTERNOWS.. ThEIR
IS A WAVE IN THIS WORLD.. A NoW SEVENTH SEAL
WAVE NAMED SACRED LOVE THAT IS BREAkING..
RIsING LIKE A TSUNAMI AND iN A SYNERGY
OF A TIPPING POINT WILL SWEEP
THE HATE.. AND PERHAPS
EVEN MUCH OF THE FEAR
AWAY TOO.. AND i.. my fRiEnd
aM pArt of an Iron Fist of God
as meteor in metaphor among
many others who have
come back now..
in metaphor
of phoenix rising
from the lies of culture
wHO are bRinGing the
fist of the God oF Nature
altruistic fearless Love back
to punch the FucKinG haters
back to knock them back
iN
Fearless Love..
hehe.. tSuNaMi am i..
and i’Ve lots of tSuNaMi
FriEnds BacKinG mE Up
whether they are cognizant
of thAT fAct and Art and ReaL
ALL NATURAL QUANTUM
MECHANICS MAGIC NOW
iN THE HUMAN MIND AND BODY
BALANCED SOUL UNLEASHED AND
RELEASED.. HeHeh.. these ARE INTERESTING..
VERY interesting nows.. my friend.. and i’m jUst
a court reporter/scribe/poet as such to
wRite iT aLL FucKinG dOwn.. in terms
oF iF yoU seeK iN God.. yEs the REAL
GOD OF NATURE NOW.. IT’s NOW
FOR NATURE ALLTHATIS PeR US..
TO TAKE
GOD BACK
OUT OF FUCKING
LITTLE BLACK BOOKS..
OCEAN oF i..wE sMiles
iN streAMs to Rivers oF
LoVe NOW mY FriEnd..
NO LUKE WARM HERE..
LUKE OF STAR WARS HIGH
IN AWAKENING AND ENLIGHTENING
WISDOM EYE OF GOD IN US/WE ILLUMINATI
OF
FEARLESS
LOVENOW..
mY FriEnd..:)
Thanks.. my friend..
noW aftA soMe Sand
aNd Sun and Dance oFF
to refresh more.. i’m Off to
your next blog posT noW…
to see.. hehe.. wHere i go
neXtnoW.. as i moST alWays
StArt oFfT wiTh whAt ‘they’
nAMe aS Zen MiNd eVen
afTer i read whatever comes
nexT..
iT’s liKe
A BoX oF
Chocolates
as ForRrEst
WiLL saY
too iN
GumP
TioN way..;)
noW aftA soMe Sand
aNd Sun and Dance oFF
to refresh more.. i’m Off to
your next blog posT noW…
to see.. hehe.. wHere i go
neXtnoW.. as i moST alWays
StArt oFfT wiTh whAt ‘they’
nAMe aS Zen MiNd eVen
afTer i read whatever comes
nexT..
iT’s liKe
A BoX oF
Chocolates
as ForRrEst
WiLL saY
too iN
GumP
TioN way..;)
3592
Ha!.. i’ll drop down straight from finishing your words and wisdom
to the Pearls and pearls in the comments section too..
and say.. when i snarl and spit like the
primate beast i am at core to
survive at the military
gym in what the
big alpha-like
headed male
WiLL do in aLL
hIs Natural Glory..
juSt to let ’em kNow..
he ain’t got no nows for
messing around.. he HE iS
here for survival.. LiVinG noW..
NO.. iFs and or Butts.. but maKinG
sure din din now comes sAMe.. tHere
iS tHe great pleasure of FeeLinG Fearless
mY friend.. and L I K E the alpha ape who is
trULy Gentle at core after he gets his Gorilla Growl
ouT to let other aPes kNow tHeir ain’t no fear here..
there IS AlWays more RooM for Love iF the fear can
be put aside.. and the same wITH Yellow Boy applies..
he is never afraid to come uP to strangers and offer a
fRiEndLY cLaWed Paw.. as he has been to the Jungle
uP close and personal.. and KNoWs when it’s F iN now
to get out of the way or stay.. from personal cat experience
THEN.. so yeah.. i went to the Jungle and survived intAct
fINally Fearless.. and the constructs of culture abstracts
in LanGuage way.. including obsolete pArts of
FearFULL RELIGIONS.. no longer touch
the WinGS oF miNe hiGher WitH
eYes that do fLy as
pArt oF aLLthatiS Free
noW FriEnd.. the kiNship
with the cAll of the WiLd iS
real iN fearless luSt and Love..
butT harming no other.. iT iS the
alTruism in Balance oF we LoVinG
Apes at core oF BeinG
when E-escaped
from the
LYinG of Hate
DeN iN absTract
coNstructs and symbolLocKs
like the four letter words
hate and fear.. Loveall
is the Seven word letter
as symbol and word that IS A BalancE
iN mY SaVinG Mantra for HEaveNoW..:)
to the Pearls and pearls in the comments section too..
and say.. when i snarl and spit like the
primate beast i am at core to
survive at the military
gym in what the
big alpha-like
headed male
WiLL do in aLL
hIs Natural Glory..
juSt to let ’em kNow..
he ain’t got no nows for
messing around.. he HE iS
here for survival.. LiVinG noW..
NO.. iFs and or Butts.. but maKinG
sure din din now comes sAMe.. tHere
iS tHe great pleasure of FeeLinG Fearless
mY friend.. and L I K E the alpha ape who is
trULy Gentle at core after he gets his Gorilla Growl
ouT to let other aPes kNow tHeir ain’t no fear here..
there IS AlWays more RooM for Love iF the fear can
be put aside.. and the same wITH Yellow Boy applies..
he is never afraid to come uP to strangers and offer a
fRiEndLY cLaWed Paw.. as he has been to the Jungle
uP close and personal.. and KNoWs when it’s F iN now
to get out of the way or stay.. from personal cat experience
THEN.. so yeah.. i went to the Jungle and survived intAct
fINally Fearless.. and the constructs of culture abstracts
in LanGuage way.. including obsolete pArts of
FearFULL RELIGIONS.. no longer touch
the WinGS oF miNe hiGher WitH
eYes that do fLy as
pArt oF aLLthatiS Free
noW FriEnd.. the kiNship
with the cAll of the WiLd iS
real iN fearless luSt and Love..
butT harming no other.. iT iS the
alTruism in Balance oF we LoVinG
Apes at core oF BeinG
when E-escaped
from the
LYinG of Hate
DeN iN absTract
coNstructs and symbolLocKs
like the four letter words
hate and fear.. Loveall
is the Seven word letter
as symbol and word that IS A BalancE
iN mY SaVinG Mantra for HEaveNoW..:)
3911
Back to dVerse for a few here..
before work-out now comes..
It’s Open Link Thursday
and the first one of those
i have visited noW iN a few
weeks for sure..
where almost
anything goes..
hehe.. except
for what i do..
in Longest Term Free
Verse PoeTry way.. hehe..;)
before work-out now comes..
It’s Open Link Thursday
and the first one of those
i have visited noW iN a few
weeks for sure..
where almost
anything goes..
hehe.. except
for what i do..
in Longest Term Free
Verse PoeTry way.. hehe..;)
Lot.. oh the story of Lot.. two daughters
blamed for getting their father drunk
and what making him Fuck.. nah ain’t
the way it works.. alcohol no excuse for
getting it up and putting it in.. anyWay iS
a man’s world then.. a man’s book.. half
a culture away from the fuller story of the
human soUl.. and at least spoken to some
in New Testament way.. but rapes.. violence..
murdering children of the opposing team then
as an eye for an eye.. the way of liFe noW when
one gender dominates the other of course with yes..
help of laws for FORCE and BOOKS CONTROLLING
FOR PATRIARCHAL CONTROL IN SICKEST WAYS now
OF HARMING WEAKER HUMAN BEINGS WITH FORCE..yes
WITH FORCE AND LIES AND LIES.. ANYWAY.. SADLY MUCH
OF THE WORLD POPULATION IN FEMALE FORM SUBMITS
TO THE SO-CALLED STRONGER WEAKER SEX NAMED MALE
WHO REFUSES TO CARRY THEIR OWN WEIGHT IN LOVE OVER
LAWS.. AND THAT TAKES MORE WORK IN LOVING THAN KILLING
WOMEN AND OTHER MINORITIES IF THEY DO NOT SUBMIT TO THE
LAWS AT HAND FOR DOMINATION… God lives in and as women same
as men.. homosexuals.. weaklings.. stronglings.. transvestites.. androgynes
and even Elohim.. at first was a mix of androgyne metaphor of masculine
and feminine before THEY made God into an angry old White man with
a beard.. just like the Angry Old men who dreamed uP the stories
for control of others.. through psychopathic dead heARt
ways oF BeinG then.. same as we see in the
middle east today.. ranging from
marriages made as institutionalized
rape when dowries are used for
non-consenusal marriage.. to
female Genital mutilation
to the old tradition
of separated
human’s
need iN protection
from the environmental
elements AKA FORESKIN..
RIPPED OFF FOR THE LIE THAT
WE ARE NOT JUST ANOTHER pArt
of the Balance of GoD Nature.. no more..
no less.. just killing the GAiA with the veiL
of ignorance still covering the eYes of
around half the world or so..
in harming lying
disgusting
ways…
Harm is
disgusting.. sex
when consensual and
between two mature adults
is sacred and holy.. but the lies go
on in pedophile priests.. buddhist monks
and ‘clerics’ over ‘there’ too.. it can be a sick
world without Love that never harms the free
WilL of another human being in relative way..
and wow this is one long poem but inspired by
a very inspiring poem by Bjorn.. about the
story of Lot turned around where the
woman who just wanted to
protect her daughters
from an incestuous
father who
wanted
some of
his own daughter’s
soft skin.. was turned
to a pillar of salt to keep
her mouth shut about the real
perverse of what was behind the
story to give men just another
excuse to harm women
and call them evil
at the same
dam time..
the truth gets out..
even in mythological lies
in the first place.. of stories whose
real purpose is to give one segment
of pArts of God power over the other
that is truly like God shooting God in
the God dam foot.. it’s sick.. it still happens
and the cure is fearless Love in harming no
other human being’s relative free will.. and those
people who would then Love to cover uP Real TruE
intentions of control in dominance for material
gains and reproductive control.. whether it is
a FucKinG 10 million dollar home for
sport.. or a man with 10 wives
as basically slaves.. or
whatever it is
that harms
those
with less
so-called power..
it is the greatest sin
and only sin to harm the
relative free will of another
human being.. God’s rule.. not
rules from a book.. just remember
God lives within all as Force.. to harm
any of that Force unjustified for greater
God’s Love.. iS separation to harm God
now.. God KnoWs.. FeeLs.. and seNses
iN human eYes and sKin.. to rape it.. sell
it,, or trade it for material Goods iS to do the
sAMe AS oNe to GoD ONE.. and the eventual
consequence is yes.. HOPE AND LOVE WILL
WIN OVER FEAR AND HATE.. AS LOVE AND
HOPE ARE MUCH MUCH GREATER FORCES THAT
LAST FOR THE LONG TERM OF HUMAN HAPPINESS NOW..
AND NOW off to the next link.. as i’Ve got a few more moments
left before the work-out comes to escape words with steps then..:)
blamed for getting their father drunk
and what making him Fuck.. nah ain’t
the way it works.. alcohol no excuse for
getting it up and putting it in.. anyWay iS
a man’s world then.. a man’s book.. half
a culture away from the fuller story of the
human soUl.. and at least spoken to some
in New Testament way.. but rapes.. violence..
murdering children of the opposing team then
as an eye for an eye.. the way of liFe noW when
one gender dominates the other of course with yes..
help of laws for FORCE and BOOKS CONTROLLING
FOR PATRIARCHAL CONTROL IN SICKEST WAYS now
OF HARMING WEAKER HUMAN BEINGS WITH FORCE..yes
WITH FORCE AND LIES AND LIES.. ANYWAY.. SADLY MUCH
OF THE WORLD POPULATION IN FEMALE FORM SUBMITS
TO THE SO-CALLED STRONGER WEAKER SEX NAMED MALE
WHO REFUSES TO CARRY THEIR OWN WEIGHT IN LOVE OVER
LAWS.. AND THAT TAKES MORE WORK IN LOVING THAN KILLING
WOMEN AND OTHER MINORITIES IF THEY DO NOT SUBMIT TO THE
LAWS AT HAND FOR DOMINATION… God lives in and as women same
as men.. homosexuals.. weaklings.. stronglings.. transvestites.. androgynes
and even Elohim.. at first was a mix of androgyne metaphor of masculine
and feminine before THEY made God into an angry old White man with
a beard.. just like the Angry Old men who dreamed uP the stories
for control of others.. through psychopathic dead heARt
ways oF BeinG then.. same as we see in the
middle east today.. ranging from
marriages made as institutionalized
rape when dowries are used for
non-consenusal marriage.. to
female Genital mutilation
to the old tradition
of separated
human’s
need iN protection
from the environmental
elements AKA FORESKIN..
RIPPED OFF FOR THE LIE THAT
WE ARE NOT JUST ANOTHER pArt
of the Balance of GoD Nature.. no more..
no less.. just killing the GAiA with the veiL
of ignorance still covering the eYes of
around half the world or so..
in harming lying
disgusting
ways…
Harm is
disgusting.. sex
when consensual and
between two mature adults
is sacred and holy.. but the lies go
on in pedophile priests.. buddhist monks
and ‘clerics’ over ‘there’ too.. it can be a sick
world without Love that never harms the free
WilL of another human being in relative way..
and wow this is one long poem but inspired by
a very inspiring poem by Bjorn.. about the
story of Lot turned around where the
woman who just wanted to
protect her daughters
from an incestuous
father who
wanted
some of
his own daughter’s
soft skin.. was turned
to a pillar of salt to keep
her mouth shut about the real
perverse of what was behind the
story to give men just another
excuse to harm women
and call them evil
at the same
dam time..
the truth gets out..
even in mythological lies
in the first place.. of stories whose
real purpose is to give one segment
of pArts of God power over the other
that is truly like God shooting God in
the God dam foot.. it’s sick.. it still happens
and the cure is fearless Love in harming no
other human being’s relative free will.. and those
people who would then Love to cover uP Real TruE
intentions of control in dominance for material
gains and reproductive control.. whether it is
a FucKinG 10 million dollar home for
sport.. or a man with 10 wives
as basically slaves.. or
whatever it is
that harms
those
with less
so-called power..
it is the greatest sin
and only sin to harm the
relative free will of another
human being.. God’s rule.. not
rules from a book.. just remember
God lives within all as Force.. to harm
any of that Force unjustified for greater
God’s Love.. iS separation to harm God
now.. God KnoWs.. FeeLs.. and seNses
iN human eYes and sKin.. to rape it.. sell
it,, or trade it for material Goods iS to do the
sAMe AS oNe to GoD ONE.. and the eventual
consequence is yes.. HOPE AND LOVE WILL
WIN OVER FEAR AND HATE.. AS LOVE AND
HOPE ARE MUCH MUCH GREATER FORCES THAT
LAST FOR THE LONG TERM OF HUMAN HAPPINESS NOW..
AND NOW off to the next link.. as i’Ve got a few more moments
left before the work-out comes to escape words with steps then..:)
The moment of never
say Goodbye can last
ForevernoW as long as hELLo
Now lasts in the heat of LovinG
every moment wiTh LuST for LiFe..
And trUly one who has LUst for aLL A’ LiFe..
can be happy with just one bed on the head
oF
NiGht..
sadly.. for some
folks the great main
pleasure is a variety
of places to put stuff in
and take stuff out.. and or buy it.. BuTT
the heARt..the SoUL.. the SpiRit kNoWs
more that putting
stuff in
and out and buying
in different places..
as objects over LoVE..:)
say Goodbye can last
ForevernoW as long as hELLo
Now lasts in the heat of LovinG
every moment wiTh LuST for LiFe..
And trUly one who has LUst for aLL A’ LiFe..
can be happy with just one bed on the head
oF
NiGht..
sadly.. for some
folks the great main
pleasure is a variety
of places to put stuff in
and take stuff out.. and or buy it.. BuTT
the heARt..the SoUL.. the SpiRit kNoWs
more that putting
stuff in
and out and buying
in different places..
as objects over LoVE..:)
And that does it for noW..
at 6:06 pm.. 05262016..
and as alWays
what i say..
Be Back
LaTers..:)
at 6:06 pm.. 05262016..
and as alWays
what i say..
Be Back
LaTers..:)
5282016
2:39 pm..
2:39 pm..
A few global detours
and now back
to dVerse for
a few.. before
i run to
Alice
and
Wonderland..
better yET.. drive..;)
and now back
to dVerse for
a few.. before
i run to
Alice
and
Wonderland..
better yET.. drive..;)
i Love the siGn of a free
bird flYinG iN thE
sprawl of Big
City Stress..
murder on the
24 hour news circuit..
muggings around the back..
as the birds just fly and do
what they do.. and yes… i
too.. am that free bird too..:)
bird flYinG iN thE
sprawl of Big
City Stress..
murder on the
24 hour news circuit..
muggings around the back..
as the birds just fly and do
what they do.. and yes… i
too.. am that free bird too..:)
Rose nose of smells
so sweet no knows
of fELt so red..
red FeeLs
oF pInk
petals so sweet..:)
so sweet no knows
of fELt so red..
red FeeLs
oF pInk
petals so sweet..:)
Sadly.. people are afraid of different..
glAdly.. not all people but some..
And that is a pArt of human nature..
dARk and what can bE liGht..
and that’s why we have
laws to
protect
the different
among us as
yes.. attitudes
do go DNA
deep
as far
as human
inclinations go
unfettered now.. by
laws that do protect..:)
glAdly.. not all people but some..
And that is a pArt of human nature..
dARk and what can bE liGht..
and that’s why we have
laws to
protect
the different
among us as
yes.. attitudes
do go DNA
deep
as far
as human
inclinations go
unfettered now.. by
laws that do protect..:)
LIFe.. a continuing practice
oF liGht that must be
fiercely hELd bRiGht..
less the dArk
overwhelm
what was once
and or first noW
LiGht.. and Now the
dArk.. too.. a pLace
of continuous practice
that must be changed one
step at a day to reach liGht
for the last or first now too..:)
oF liGht that must be
fiercely hELd bRiGht..
less the dArk
overwhelm
what was once
and or first noW
LiGht.. and Now the
dArk.. too.. a pLace
of continuous practice
that must be changed one
step at a day to reach liGht
for the last or first now too..:)
WeLL that was rather short and
sweet.. as Katrina says.. Fred
you better get moving for
Alice and
WonderLand
and she iS
correct.. i cannot
expect for Wonderland
to arrive here.. iF i
do not go tHeRe first
so.. see ya laTers aGaiN
when i gET bAck oN Course..;)
sweet.. as Katrina says.. Fred
you better get moving for
Alice and
WonderLand
and she iS
correct.. i cannot
expect for Wonderland
to arrive here.. iF i
do not go tHeRe first
so.. see ya laTers aGaiN
when i gET bAck oN Course..;)
3:00 pm..
Well.. goodness back
on 5302016.. as there
have been many many
detours below.. and
i am a gonna skip
wRite on Over to
dVerse Quadrille Monday
44 word prompt about
the wonderful term
Breeze.. catch up there
and publish this newest
Epic 672nd Verse of the
Longest Long Form Poem
ever.. wRite here as
it.. oh my God! keeps
GroWing like
thE Breeze
that Will
never stARt..
finish.. end
and always
begins now
butt no.. no
restrictions for
me but sure.. i’ll
keep iN the spiRit oF
the particles of micro
poetic expresSioNs heRe
to go along with the
672nd wave iN
Macro Verse
oF tHe entire
Field iN Ocean
oF thiS wHole BLog
Poem that is headed
sTiLL towards 4 milLion
words now.. with the shore
that has no horizon and
ALL Breeze aT means
oN sitE noW.. 7:02 pm..:)
on 5302016.. as there
have been many many
detours below.. and
i am a gonna skip
wRite on Over to
dVerse Quadrille Monday
44 word prompt about
the wonderful term
Breeze.. catch up there
and publish this newest
Epic 672nd Verse of the
Longest Long Form Poem
ever.. wRite here as
it.. oh my God! keeps
GroWing like
thE Breeze
that Will
never stARt..
finish.. end
and always
begins now
butt no.. no
restrictions for
me but sure.. i’ll
keep iN the spiRit oF
the particles of micro
poetic expresSioNs heRe
to go along with the
672nd wave iN
Macro Verse
oF tHe entire
Field iN Ocean
oF thiS wHole BLog
Poem that is headed
sTiLL towards 4 milLion
words now.. with the shore
that has no horizon and
ALL Breeze aT means
oN sitE noW.. 7:02 pm..:)
Breeze of fingertips
wandering travelers
along the sKin
of velvet tips
that yearn to spREad
a FeeLinG oF continual
bLiss.. Force oF ENergy
bEneath rosE skiN GloWeRing
as the belL TOlls aNd SingS
soft breath Breeze undulating SonG..:)
wandering travelers
along the sKin
of velvet tips
that yearn to spREad
a FeeLinG oF continual
bLiss.. Force oF ENergy
bEneath rosE skiN GloWeRing
as the belL TOlls aNd SingS
soft breath Breeze undulating SonG..:)
Breeze of Freedom Lonely
Souls for Soldiers known
only to God..
Giving so much
for LiFe’s LibeRty’s
Justice and yes.. the
pursuit of happiness..
UNsung heroes of long
near and far.. Soldiers
Song for God Free
no Glory..
jUsT
Free For
ALL N ALL..:)
Souls for Soldiers known
only to God..
Giving so much
for LiFe’s LibeRty’s
Justice and yes.. the
pursuit of happiness..
UNsung heroes of long
near and far.. Soldiers
Song for God Free
no Glory..
jUsT
Free For
ALL N ALL..:)
A Summer’s Breeze for
mE iN July of 2007..
in 100 degree Florida
weather.. a chill.. an
OMeN of what
soon WiLL
come neXt
iN Hell for
Me In 66 months..
i’d rather be RED BURNING
COAL hot than go through
thaT aGaiN.. SMiLEs..
WITH FiEry
ReD eYes
oF RelieF
iN CoLd
icE
PIECE BeForE
Breeze comeS iN
aS iN PAPER HeLL..:)
mE iN July of 2007..
in 100 degree Florida
weather.. a chill.. an
OMeN of what
soon WiLL
come neXt
iN Hell for
Me In 66 months..
i’d rather be RED BURNING
COAL hot than go through
thaT aGaiN.. SMiLEs..
WITH FiEry
ReD eYes
oF RelieF
iN CoLd
icE
PIECE BeForE
Breeze comeS iN
aS iN PAPER HeLL..:)
Grass blows in Breeze
of Memorial day rocks
as stones wHere heads
lay to rest of wars and battles
gone by.. Rockets.. bombs.. Fireworks
sky of Old.. beneath the bones and bloods
wE stand
to Be
free in
Rocks oF Breeze..:)
of Memorial day rocks
as stones wHere heads
lay to rest of wars and battles
gone by.. Rockets.. bombs.. Fireworks
sky of Old.. beneath the bones and bloods
wE stand
to Be
free in
Rocks oF Breeze..:)
Breeze of time has
no rigid ticks or tocks..
there was a tIme when
both i and wife walk around
the block after two years of
flight or fight stress for me..
she says oh that is weird
it feels like time suddenly
slowed down..
a split second
after i felt this
feeling of gravity
slowing time like
never ever before..
iN January of 2008..
i never looked at reaLITy
the sAMe after thaT or time
as ever just tick tock again
and no… now reTired since
then i have alMost no perception
oF tiMe aT all.. iN fAct i’M sure iT
doesn’T eXist wITh only noW aS reaLITy..:)
no rigid ticks or tocks..
there was a tIme when
both i and wife walk around
the block after two years of
flight or fight stress for me..
she says oh that is weird
it feels like time suddenly
slowed down..
a split second
after i felt this
feeling of gravity
slowing time like
never ever before..
iN January of 2008..
i never looked at reaLITy
the sAMe after thaT or time
as ever just tick tock again
and no… now reTired since
then i have alMost no perception
oF tiMe aT all.. iN fAct i’M sure iT
doesn’T eXist wITh only noW aS reaLITy..:)
Surely Funny sad
strange yes whimsical
and magical noW how the
same breeze one breeze
can be so different in the
next breeze same breeze..
and that was when i determined
i WiLL master the Breeze oF FeeLinG
aLL inside and REAL IN RELATIVE
Free WiLL.. ha..! iT worked wITh
so much practice but
yes.. bottom
linE It works
i AM thE master
of mY own FeeLinGS
and SenSes noW which
means zero nada no one
controls my FeelinGs or
SenseS now.. not even
the moon.. the clouds..
the Sun or skeYes iN
Breeze.. all iS BliSS
aLL iS Color aLL
A
BriGht
liGht oF REaL..
oh.. by the way.. sorry..
i went WAY over the liMit
but you so
inspired mE..;)
strange yes whimsical
and magical noW how the
same breeze one breeze
can be so different in the
next breeze same breeze..
and that was when i determined
i WiLL master the Breeze oF FeeLinG
aLL inside and REAL IN RELATIVE
Free WiLL.. ha..! iT worked wITh
so much practice but
yes.. bottom
linE It works
i AM thE master
of mY own FeeLinGS
and SenSes noW which
means zero nada no one
controls my FeelinGs or
SenseS now.. not even
the moon.. the clouds..
the Sun or skeYes iN
Breeze.. all iS BliSS
aLL iS Color aLL
A
BriGht
liGht oF REaL..
oh.. by the way.. sorry..
i went WAY over the liMit
but you so
inspired mE..;)
Oh Lord.. it’s been
oh God.. but this
reminds me..
yes.. 37 years
ago.. and i can
still remember the
smell and name of
that first perfume
of my first Love..
the name was BABE..
and oh my wife is so
much more Lovely and
still looks as young almost
as that 16 year old girl at 46..
seriously.. it’s true.. i’ve photos that
prove that.. hehe.. noW on my blog but
yes.. anyway.. it’s kinda sad as honestly i
cannot remember any of the smells
of my wife’s perfume or names.. but
oh! i kNow.. i FeeL.. i would NoW
if she ever leaves..
or faLLs aWay breeze..
perhaps.. i’ll now go grab
a bottle.. spray it all.. over
mE now.. and bask noW iN
thE nAMe and SmeLL Now
oF LovE TrUe..
oh! thanks so much
Candy.. this inspireS
me.. so noW.. mY friEnd..:)
oh God.. but this
reminds me..
yes.. 37 years
ago.. and i can
still remember the
smell and name of
that first perfume
of my first Love..
the name was BABE..
and oh my wife is so
much more Lovely and
still looks as young almost
as that 16 year old girl at 46..
seriously.. it’s true.. i’ve photos that
prove that.. hehe.. noW on my blog but
yes.. anyway.. it’s kinda sad as honestly i
cannot remember any of the smells
of my wife’s perfume or names.. but
oh! i kNow.. i FeeL.. i would NoW
if she ever leaves..
or faLLs aWay breeze..
perhaps.. i’ll now go grab
a bottle.. spray it all.. over
mE now.. and bask noW iN
thE nAMe and SmeLL Now
oF LovE TrUe..
oh! thanks so much
Candy.. this inspireS
me.. so noW.. mY friEnd..:)
Oh Lord.. Bryan..
Living on the River
Front home in
Panhandle Florida..
Summer Humidity..
sound of crickets
way back in 60’s..
and frogs.. through
open dead breeze paste..
turning the pillow over and
over again.. now infinity it
seems then.. stiLL noW
never a cooler spot
in mouth of River heat..:)
Living on the River
Front home in
Panhandle Florida..
Summer Humidity..
sound of crickets
way back in 60’s..
and frogs.. through
open dead breeze paste..
turning the pillow over and
over again.. now infinity it
seems then.. stiLL noW
never a cooler spot
in mouth of River heat..:)
Sharing deeper secrets..
sharing links a place
for Facebook..
sharing dreams
now in someone
else’s photo..
oh God..
wHere is
Real.. i WiLL
noT lEt ReAL Go..:)
sharing links a place
for Facebook..
sharing dreams
now in someone
else’s photo..
oh God..
wHere is
Real.. i WiLL
noT lEt ReAL Go..:)
Oh gosh.. this reminds
me of an entire Summer
of Digging as a research
associate in Archaeology
way back in ’83.. so young..
as Anthropology IS A degree
of miNd.. never a breeze across
holes that never end.. shovels
that alway dig.. dam it..
this frigging brown
collar work..
not college
boy stuff.. i felt then..
hehe.. now i’m tougher..
Bring on the hell hEat.. it’S
better than nOthing iN REAL HeLL..
oh.. wet behind the ears.. green with
no understanding then oF REAL BREEZE..:)
me of an entire Summer
of Digging as a research
associate in Archaeology
way back in ’83.. so young..
as Anthropology IS A degree
of miNd.. never a breeze across
holes that never end.. shovels
that alway dig.. dam it..
this frigging brown
collar work..
not college
boy stuff.. i felt then..
hehe.. now i’m tougher..
Bring on the hell hEat.. it’S
better than nOthing iN REAL HeLL..
oh.. wet behind the ears.. green with
no understanding then oF REAL BREEZE..:)
Vietnam.. A jungle
that never ends in
fiery breeze of gun
shot wounds.. my 1st
cousin in ’69..
burned
to death
in Helicopter
shot down..
breeze in
Washington
Still no feeling
for what counts
sAdly it sTill seems…
that never ends in
fiery breeze of gun
shot wounds.. my 1st
cousin in ’69..
burned
to death
in Helicopter
shot down..
breeze in
Washington
Still no feeling
for what counts
sAdly it sTill seems…
HeARt Of LiFe
Rose oF FeelinGs
SinGinG DanCinG
SmeLLinG
FloWers
sAME..
never an
Age when hUman
bLooms SonG
i
DancE..:)
Rose oF FeelinGs
SinGinG DanCinG
SmeLLinG
FloWers
sAME..
never an
Age when hUman
bLooms SonG
i
DancE..:)
Fall Breeze a favorite
SinGinG through
Northern Florida
tall pine needles..
cold front a sign
of North breeze too..
cure for humid ways..
WiNter even welcome
iN SAuNteRing FL DreAMs..:)
SinGinG through
Northern Florida
tall pine needles..
cold front a sign
of North breeze too..
cure for humid ways..
WiNter even welcome
iN SAuNteRing FL DreAMs..:)
WeLL.. as Shakira
says.. hiPs and eYes
do not liE..
and after 5444
miles in 33 full
months of dance..
i repreSent umm.. aLL
heR reMArk withouT
one word.. noW iN
thaT heART liFe..;)
says.. hiPs and eYes
do not liE..
and after 5444
miles in 33 full
months of dance..
i repreSent umm.. aLL
heR reMArk withouT
one word.. noW iN
thaT heART liFe..;)
Oh cRap..
i left out the
word Breeze iN
mY last poetic
eXpresSioN iN
rEsponse heRe..
never less i’LL
pARty oWn
iN
Breeze
oF Y i..;)
i left out the
word Breeze iN
mY last poetic
eXpresSioN iN
rEsponse heRe..
never less i’LL
pARty oWn
iN
Breeze
oF Y i..;)
SeNseS and EmoTions
lovers yeT not friEnds..
and the converse..
Breeze..
perverse..
and empty
space between
hugs.. longing
to hold
noW
lonGer
as Real..:)
lovers yeT not friEnds..
and the converse..
Breeze..
perverse..
and empty
space between
hugs.. longing
to hold
noW
lonGer
as Real..:)
BreaTh of Kiss
Breeze oF liFe
SonG oF FeeLinG
deePer than
toNgues
oF SonGSin
HAte..:)
Breeze oF liFe
SonG oF FeeLinG
deePer than
toNgues
oF SonGSin
HAte..:)
Been through it with
a baby too.. of 51 days..
LiFe is never
fAir wHole
but alWays
worth iT iN
Breeze oF
dArk and liGht..
but with modern
medicine.. one can
understand better
the gift of short
verses
aided
torture
of medical death..
It’s always relative
but more relative
when it’s
relative..
and to be
clear.. i am not
presuming.. juSt
responding from
the inspiRaTioN thEse
words bRinG mE noW..:)
a baby too.. of 51 days..
LiFe is never
fAir wHole
but alWays
worth iT iN
Breeze oF
dArk and liGht..
but with modern
medicine.. one can
understand better
the gift of short
verses
aided
torture
of medical death..
It’s always relative
but more relative
when it’s
relative..
and to be
clear.. i am not
presuming.. juSt
responding from
the inspiRaTioN thEse
words bRinG mE noW..:)
Oh.. to Love thE Breeze
tHe staRs oF shiNe..
WinGlits
Ocean
diAtoms
bRinGing
liGht Now to
neW moon
sKeYes..
to Love iT
aLL to bE iT
All comFort
BliSs
wE
cAn
bE
noW..
In sMiLes
oF LoVeAll..:)
tHe staRs oF shiNe..
WinGlits
Ocean
diAtoms
bRinGing
liGht Now to
neW moon
sKeYes..
to Love iT
aLL to bE iT
All comFort
BliSs
wE
cAn
bE
noW..
In sMiLes
oF LoVeAll..:)
9:00 pm..
all caught
uP! and ending
dVerse for noW..!..:)
all caught
uP! and ending
dVerse for noW..!..:)
6201
Hi.. gigoid.. thanks so much for stopping by
and absorbing 200 or so photos.. 15k words..
etc.. hehe.. about the average output of the
poets i visit in about a years time.. so truly
if most anyone visits me out of that crowd in reciprocation
of my reading their 50 or so words output.. we are now even for the
year.. hehe.. as tit for tat goes.. but yes.. seriously.. i was never
a word person as you know.. until 2010.. as before that hmm.. back then..
i just couldn’t use my eyes and ears at all after 2008.. for anything
other than pain.. and when i could use them.. most all of what i did
in my spare time away from work is the home stuff that had to be done..
and a few news shows.. and this same dam little snow boarding video
game that was just a way to escape all the worries associated with
work.. and keeping a job that for me lasted nearly a decade of
scares of losing a job over reductions in force.. working for
the government.. oh yeah.. and now to answer your questions
before this turns into just another one of my daily war
and peace size monologues.. or whatever
one would like to call an ocean Now
of flowing waving go go so long
words.. in Free Verse Stream..
the River is Blackwater
River here in Florida..
more specifically
what they
call now
tributaries
to it in the
Bagdad Mill
photos.. named
Pond creek.. as that
body of flowing water..
And Ellen was holding
some kind of game show
and Dubai.. is considered a
big tourist place to go and the
reason i used it in synchronicity of
this particular association is my dear
friend Himali.. originally from India lives
there now doing her new job noW in Management
Accounting.. so it’s kinda in honor of her and yes
only meaningful to me and her.. i guess.. if she ever
sees it wading through all i do.. which of course is noW
Legion.. and sometimes seemingly Foreign too of course too..
but considering this whole dam blog is the longest long form
poem in history.. i like to honor those who touch my life including
all the symbols and nature of life.. so a photo of almost anything
will meet my very low bar of LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE ALL STUFF LIFE..
AND ASSOCIATED SYMBOLS AS SUCH TOO.. AND yes the Marijuana working
Medical solution has been suggested to my wife before.. and i understand
that Medical Marijuana is becoming legal here in Florida.. but my wife is one
of those folks who cannot tolerate Alcohol or Marijuana.. and interestingly
while i used to drink to get rid of all my social anxiety and general hang
ups when i went to bars when young.. ranging up to the equivalent
of a 6 pack of beer.. or so.. just when i went out to vegetate
mostly as a wall flower.. as i was Oh God.. impossibly
too anxious to get up there on that dance floor
alone then.. and when i did dance..
it was really limited
where my arms never
went above my hips..
but no more alcohol or even
caffeine for me as i control inner
bliss like a faucet that goes way way uP.. staYinG
sTill in relative calm inside.. and any substance
would just take that balance away now… while many
of my friends smoke Marijuana.. although they don’t
talk about that to me.. hehe.. as they know i don’t..
when i did try it.. i hated the way it made me
feel as it took away the Natural high i had
when i was young.. and just made
me feel bored and empty
in sensory way..
i really
hated it
and of course
it must make other
folks feel much different
as it only made me feel low
instead of high.. but of course
i was born high.. more high than
most.. so voila Bi-Polar and the such..
but i’ve had decades of relative high
without lows as long as i stay away
from catch 22 stress.. that will
basically blow me up
to smithereens
as i don’t like
to leave any detail
hanging and must have
a clean slate to start the next
day of problem solved.. as the
natural perfectionist i can unfortunately
be as you see while there is no planned
form here.. it does come out rather smooth..
so perhaps the perfectionist even lives as
subconscious mind too.. and that’s why i dance..
as it allows me to really escape the Frankenstein/
Prometheus Brain as such.. and CAN LET IT ALL
ICE PRINCESS GO.. WELL OKAY.. HOPE YOU
DON’T COME BACK TO SEE THIS TONIGHT AS
YOU SAY YOUR eyes hurt and this ain’t gonna help
at all.. and Jesus F. Christ i am an expert on eye
pain if there ever was one.. so i feel for yA oN thAT..
but hey hey hey.. as Fat Albert WiLL say..
i can’t stop the Love Train from
Flowing go go go.. it still
comes what may until
the end here
wriTE noW..
as i continue
to shake my tail feathers
and Lord i had a great martial
arts routine in Tai-Chi like speed..
when listening to the theme song
here tonight at the military gym..
and the Chi was exploding
in all directions of
where the
body
sped away
iN liGht oF aLL
i can be as the
Army Recruiters
still do say.. have
a great night friend..
i’ve got some more reams
of poetry to write.. and some
dreams to do after that to wake
up and do some more go go go.. GO
iN SHAKING MY TAIL FEATHERS MORE..;)
and absorbing 200 or so photos.. 15k words..
etc.. hehe.. about the average output of the
poets i visit in about a years time.. so truly
if most anyone visits me out of that crowd in reciprocation
of my reading their 50 or so words output.. we are now even for the
year.. hehe.. as tit for tat goes.. but yes.. seriously.. i was never
a word person as you know.. until 2010.. as before that hmm.. back then..
i just couldn’t use my eyes and ears at all after 2008.. for anything
other than pain.. and when i could use them.. most all of what i did
in my spare time away from work is the home stuff that had to be done..
and a few news shows.. and this same dam little snow boarding video
game that was just a way to escape all the worries associated with
work.. and keeping a job that for me lasted nearly a decade of
scares of losing a job over reductions in force.. working for
the government.. oh yeah.. and now to answer your questions
before this turns into just another one of my daily war
and peace size monologues.. or whatever
one would like to call an ocean Now
of flowing waving go go so long
words.. in Free Verse Stream..
the River is Blackwater
River here in Florida..
more specifically
what they
call now
tributaries
to it in the
Bagdad Mill
photos.. named
Pond creek.. as that
body of flowing water..
And Ellen was holding
some kind of game show
and Dubai.. is considered a
big tourist place to go and the
reason i used it in synchronicity of
this particular association is my dear
friend Himali.. originally from India lives
there now doing her new job noW in Management
Accounting.. so it’s kinda in honor of her and yes
only meaningful to me and her.. i guess.. if she ever
sees it wading through all i do.. which of course is noW
Legion.. and sometimes seemingly Foreign too of course too..
but considering this whole dam blog is the longest long form
poem in history.. i like to honor those who touch my life including
all the symbols and nature of life.. so a photo of almost anything
will meet my very low bar of LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE ALL STUFF LIFE..
AND ASSOCIATED SYMBOLS AS SUCH TOO.. AND yes the Marijuana working
Medical solution has been suggested to my wife before.. and i understand
that Medical Marijuana is becoming legal here in Florida.. but my wife is one
of those folks who cannot tolerate Alcohol or Marijuana.. and interestingly
while i used to drink to get rid of all my social anxiety and general hang
ups when i went to bars when young.. ranging up to the equivalent
of a 6 pack of beer.. or so.. just when i went out to vegetate
mostly as a wall flower.. as i was Oh God.. impossibly
too anxious to get up there on that dance floor
alone then.. and when i did dance..
it was really limited
where my arms never
went above my hips..
but no more alcohol or even
caffeine for me as i control inner
bliss like a faucet that goes way way uP.. staYinG
sTill in relative calm inside.. and any substance
would just take that balance away now… while many
of my friends smoke Marijuana.. although they don’t
talk about that to me.. hehe.. as they know i don’t..
when i did try it.. i hated the way it made me
feel as it took away the Natural high i had
when i was young.. and just made
me feel bored and empty
in sensory way..
i really
hated it
and of course
it must make other
folks feel much different
as it only made me feel low
instead of high.. but of course
i was born high.. more high than
most.. so voila Bi-Polar and the such..
but i’ve had decades of relative high
without lows as long as i stay away
from catch 22 stress.. that will
basically blow me up
to smithereens
as i don’t like
to leave any detail
hanging and must have
a clean slate to start the next
day of problem solved.. as the
natural perfectionist i can unfortunately
be as you see while there is no planned
form here.. it does come out rather smooth..
so perhaps the perfectionist even lives as
subconscious mind too.. and that’s why i dance..
as it allows me to really escape the Frankenstein/
Prometheus Brain as such.. and CAN LET IT ALL
ICE PRINCESS GO.. WELL OKAY.. HOPE YOU
DON’T COME BACK TO SEE THIS TONIGHT AS
YOU SAY YOUR eyes hurt and this ain’t gonna help
at all.. and Jesus F. Christ i am an expert on eye
pain if there ever was one.. so i feel for yA oN thAT..
but hey hey hey.. as Fat Albert WiLL say..
i can’t stop the Love Train from
Flowing go go go.. it still
comes what may until
the end here
wriTE noW..
as i continue
to shake my tail feathers
and Lord i had a great martial
arts routine in Tai-Chi like speed..
when listening to the theme song
here tonight at the military gym..
and the Chi was exploding
in all directions of
where the
body
sped away
iN liGht oF aLL
i can be as the
Army Recruiters
still do say.. have
a great night friend..
i’ve got some more reams
of poetry to write.. and some
dreams to do after that to wake
up and do some more go go go.. GO
iN SHAKING MY TAIL FEATHERS MORE..;)
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These three yearly series of Facebook Algorithm memories..
demonstrate well i thInk.. the evolution of my writing style..
moving from slow flow to full sWeLLinG Flow iN ZonE oF
Stream of Consciousness Free Verse poeTry..
of course what is now the longest historical
poem ever at over 3 Million words whole
in my Word press Blog as whole
with this 672nd MacroVerse..
speaKing here of the
process as well
as the end as means
of product to all one..
anyway.. also on current
topic for this 672nd MacroVerse
of Super Epic PoeTry MacroWhole..
that will be named “tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE”..
per the importance of poeTry.. Confidence noW..
and overall zest for freedom of expression.. AS
i FeeL.. the best way to honor those who have given
tHeir liFe for Country.. is to be as free as possible..
as that is the greatest thing about this country.. Miley
can swing naked NoW from her WrecKinG Ball and i can
sure as hell dance in public.. and do iT ALL ONLINE..:)
demonstrate well i thInk.. the evolution of my writing style..
moving from slow flow to full sWeLLinG Flow iN ZonE oF
Stream of Consciousness Free Verse poeTry..
of course what is now the longest historical
poem ever at over 3 Million words whole
in my Word press Blog as whole
with this 672nd MacroVerse..
speaKing here of the
process as well
as the end as means
of product to all one..
anyway.. also on current
topic for this 672nd MacroVerse
of Super Epic PoeTry MacroWhole..
that will be named “tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE”..
per the importance of poeTry.. Confidence noW..
and overall zest for freedom of expression.. AS
i FeeL.. the best way to honor those who have given
tHeir liFe for Country.. is to be as free as possible..
as that is the greatest thing about this country.. Miley
can swing naked NoW from her WrecKinG Ball and i can
sure as hell dance in public.. and do iT ALL ONLINE..:)
And here is the oldest post from three years ago..
where i am gradually on my way to recovery and
re-entry back into humanity in the real flesh and
blood world at the end of July 2013.. whereas
before.. i couldn’t even go into a Whataburger
for 15 minutes.. as was my assignment
by my therapist then.. where not long
after that i was dancing
freely in public.. like
a butterfly escaping out
of an old and moldy cocoon..
that WAS my physical body then..
less and more of robot in human
flesh and Zombie too.. but anyway..
this altruistic effort was one of many
that helped me get my human back.. then
in trying to help other folks.. and eventually
it worked big time.. and i came back ON earth
from a living death.. and back then.. i had one
friend on Facebook.. and none at all the two years
before that and only this cat avatar of my beloved
Noble Arthur Brown tabby alpha neighborhood
block cat.. who was more frigging human than
me in the feelings and senses that really count
in social mammal life.. and the only other
avatar in there is my Yellow Boy
Kate Mia Avatar i used then on
Google plus.. as quite honestly
without an emotional life inside..
i didn’t feel like i had a face at all..
and my first selfies in August of 2013..
were of great surprise to me.. as i actually
saw emotion on my face.. and all my selfies
have been therapeutic in getting my humanity
more fully and fully back.. as quite honestly.. the
Trigeminal Neuralgia type two.. from wake to
sleep for those 66 months.. as well as a
perfect storm of life threatening synergy
of 19 disorders erased whatever parts
of me in Feeling and Senses that
made life worth living at all..
i built the good parts back up..
and left all the fears and anxieties
behind as well as input activities like
TV that did not allow me to develop the
output of life in moving.. connecting.. and
creating.. i still have the propensity for an
extremely systemizing mind.. so art is therapy
to F In Stay human away from Robot liFE.. as that
was what and how folks described the way my mind
worked both online then.. AND in my work life before
i got sick.. yes.. they called me a computer.. a problem
solver.. and a commodity for work.. well no.. i am NO
longer a cog in societies machine to make other folks
comfortable… i am now a poet.. dancer.. Singer renaissance
nude self artist in the photographer flesh.. bottom linE noW..
i’M
F iN ALive..
beginning.. ending
stARt.. and never finish
of never ending story i..
and when you die dead iN
life aLive.. if you ever you do..
iN REAL LIFE noW AND GO WHERE
Li’VE BEEN.. PERHAPS YOU TOO.. WiLL
LIVE LIFE SUPER EPIc iN HEAVEN NOW2..:)
where i am gradually on my way to recovery and
re-entry back into humanity in the real flesh and
blood world at the end of July 2013.. whereas
before.. i couldn’t even go into a Whataburger
for 15 minutes.. as was my assignment
by my therapist then.. where not long
after that i was dancing
freely in public.. like
a butterfly escaping out
of an old and moldy cocoon..
that WAS my physical body then..
less and more of robot in human
flesh and Zombie too.. but anyway..
this altruistic effort was one of many
that helped me get my human back.. then
in trying to help other folks.. and eventually
it worked big time.. and i came back ON earth
from a living death.. and back then.. i had one
friend on Facebook.. and none at all the two years
before that and only this cat avatar of my beloved
Noble Arthur Brown tabby alpha neighborhood
block cat.. who was more frigging human than
me in the feelings and senses that really count
in social mammal life.. and the only other
avatar in there is my Yellow Boy
Kate Mia Avatar i used then on
Google plus.. as quite honestly
without an emotional life inside..
i didn’t feel like i had a face at all..
and my first selfies in August of 2013..
were of great surprise to me.. as i actually
saw emotion on my face.. and all my selfies
have been therapeutic in getting my humanity
more fully and fully back.. as quite honestly.. the
Trigeminal Neuralgia type two.. from wake to
sleep for those 66 months.. as well as a
perfect storm of life threatening synergy
of 19 disorders erased whatever parts
of me in Feeling and Senses that
made life worth living at all..
i built the good parts back up..
and left all the fears and anxieties
behind as well as input activities like
TV that did not allow me to develop the
output of life in moving.. connecting.. and
creating.. i still have the propensity for an
extremely systemizing mind.. so art is therapy
to F In Stay human away from Robot liFE.. as that
was what and how folks described the way my mind
worked both online then.. AND in my work life before
i got sick.. yes.. they called me a computer.. a problem
solver.. and a commodity for work.. well no.. i am NO
longer a cog in societies machine to make other folks
comfortable… i am now a poet.. dancer.. Singer renaissance
nude self artist in the photographer flesh.. bottom linE noW..
i’M
F iN ALive..
beginning.. ending
stARt.. and never finish
of never ending story i..
and when you die dead iN
life aLive.. if you ever you do..
iN REAL LIFE noW AND GO WHERE
Li’VE BEEN.. PERHAPS YOU TOO.. WiLL
LIVE LIFE SUPER EPIc iN HEAVEN NOW2..:)
And Facebook Friend Benjamin.. my only
Facebook Friend.. now out of 50..
from the Wrong Planet website..
as it seems a dear one decided
to no longer use
Facebook recently..
from my college past..
so a core of 50 is left..
but anyway.. Friend
Benjamin. and by
another way
the other friend
who left Facebook
is named Ben too
or Benny Junior II..
not to complicate matters too..
much but Benjamin says in response
to my posting of this three year old memory
from the Wrong Planet website then in Blogway2..
Facebook Friend.. now out of 50..
from the Wrong Planet website..
as it seems a dear one decided
to no longer use
Facebook recently..
from my college past..
so a core of 50 is left..
but anyway.. Friend
Benjamin. and by
another way
the other friend
who left Facebook
is named Ben too
or Benny Junior II..
not to complicate matters too..
much but Benjamin says in response
to my posting of this three year old memory
from the Wrong Planet website then in Blogway2..
good post
And in
response
to that
i say..
response
to that
i say..
Yes..
Old Wrong
Planet memories..
Thanks Benjamin.:)
Old Wrong
Planet memories..
Thanks Benjamin.:)
Then Benjamin says..
You dont post there much anymore
And then i say..
Actually i don’t post there at all anymore..
since the end of July 2015.. the last straw
for me was when the moderator Bookashaya
or however she spelled her user name
banned me for a month for giving
Raptor back what he gives
people to try to make
’em feel bad…
i told her i wasn’t
coming back after
that and did mean it..
occasionally.. i drop by to
see if there is anything interesting
in the PPR section.. but i find the same
stuff that was discussed before.. basically..
so it’s kinda like a soap opera where i’m not
missing anything.. and anyone who frayed from
the standard Philosophy and Religious views were
ostracized by the militant atheists there.. and
bullied by little boys behind avatars that were
afraid to show their real face online.. anyway..
i’m glad i left.. i was trying to illustrate fully
how i overcame the most disabling impacts
of both my physical and Autism related
functional disabilities but most folks
wanted to continue on with their
misery Loves company
philosophy along
with cynicism of
anything more than
their book learning..
there’s more to life than
that and i find it out there in
the flesh and blood world more
than online.. so no.. i don’t miss that
place at all.. but it was a life saver when
i couldn’t effectively use my eyes and ears
in real flesh and blood life.. or connect with
any human much in the real world.. that hell
is over and i have found ways to insure i don’t go back..
and quite honestly the only nice person there other than
Sallamandrina who is Leah who i talk about on my blogs
and keep in touch with on Email.. is you my friend as
quite honestly you are only one of few that had any
common human decency there to treat other folks
like human.. in other words you weren’t retarded
in the worst way.. of not showing other humans
basic empathy.. and truly at least there on
the Wrong Planet the greatest problem
was a lack of real human empathy..
for those who did post.. not likely
many Autistic Folks with empathy
would post there as quite honestly
i feel like most people there actually
had personality disorders instead
of self diagnosed Autism..
namely Border Line
personality disorders..
particularly what i saw in
other online self-diagnosed
Autism Communities.. i couldn’t
speak until age 4.. but my mama
Loved me.. so i guess that was my
saving grace to develop human empathy..
anyway.. thanks again my old Wrong Planet
Friend for stopping by and all the support you
gave me while i was in hell here and there for REAL..:)
since the end of July 2015.. the last straw
for me was when the moderator Bookashaya
or however she spelled her user name
banned me for a month for giving
Raptor back what he gives
people to try to make
’em feel bad…
i told her i wasn’t
coming back after
that and did mean it..
occasionally.. i drop by to
see if there is anything interesting
in the PPR section.. but i find the same
stuff that was discussed before.. basically..
so it’s kinda like a soap opera where i’m not
missing anything.. and anyone who frayed from
the standard Philosophy and Religious views were
ostracized by the militant atheists there.. and
bullied by little boys behind avatars that were
afraid to show their real face online.. anyway..
i’m glad i left.. i was trying to illustrate fully
how i overcame the most disabling impacts
of both my physical and Autism related
functional disabilities but most folks
wanted to continue on with their
misery Loves company
philosophy along
with cynicism of
anything more than
their book learning..
there’s more to life than
that and i find it out there in
the flesh and blood world more
than online.. so no.. i don’t miss that
place at all.. but it was a life saver when
i couldn’t effectively use my eyes and ears
in real flesh and blood life.. or connect with
any human much in the real world.. that hell
is over and i have found ways to insure i don’t go back..
and quite honestly the only nice person there other than
Sallamandrina who is Leah who i talk about on my blogs
and keep in touch with on Email.. is you my friend as
quite honestly you are only one of few that had any
common human decency there to treat other folks
like human.. in other words you weren’t retarded
in the worst way.. of not showing other humans
basic empathy.. and truly at least there on
the Wrong Planet the greatest problem
was a lack of real human empathy..
for those who did post.. not likely
many Autistic Folks with empathy
would post there as quite honestly
i feel like most people there actually
had personality disorders instead
of self diagnosed Autism..
namely Border Line
personality disorders..
particularly what i saw in
other online self-diagnosed
Autism Communities.. i couldn’t
speak until age 4.. but my mama
Loved me.. so i guess that was my
saving grace to develop human empathy..
anyway.. thanks again my old Wrong Planet
Friend for stopping by and all the support you
gave me while i was in hell here and there for REAL..:)
Then Benjamin says..
yea wrong planet is crazy hey
And finally on
Facebook i say..
Facebook i say..
Yes.. Benjamin..
Amen..
Amen..
And i say here now.. of very interesting note..
Benjamin.. was actually an Autistic person
who spent sometime in his younger years
in the institution life for folks more
severely impacted by Autism..
he was a very caring person..
and passionate about life..
Another Individual on the site
also institutionalized named Ci..
more severely impacted by Autism
was also very passionate and emotional
about life.. but of course with difficulties communicating
aS that is the bottom line with Autism as difficulty in
reciprocal communication.. both verbally and
actually now with the new APA definition
of Autism more issues actually with
non-verbal language.. anyway..
the bottom line is both these men
were capable of expressing human
empathy in emotional ways.. whereas
most people there had almost zero
motivation or pleasure to socially
reciprocate human language..
in back and forth conversation..
and in my case.. in my life.. my problem
wasn’t a lack of wanting to reciprocate
social communication with other human
beings.. just a problem expressing it in
socially appropriate and wanted ways.. i still
tend to talk more about what i am interested in deep
deep ways.. than what’s for dinner.. or what’s on TV.. although
as i get older i get much much better at doing that and seeing the
inner workings of so-called normal every day folks online and particularly
Facebook in ways of share and likes for what the so-called common
human does.. has helped me greatly to get in the grove of what
most humans do in day to day life.. and sure.. i count these
blessings much.. in ‘this’.. Longest long poem form poem
ever.. as it reinforces A better way to really
connect to people.. as i receive that
warm fuzzy feeling aka oxytocin
release.. and Serotonin
comfort as trust and
Dopamine/endorphins
as a pleasurable healing
FeeLinG when i connect
to other human beings..
and sadly.. the medical fAct..
is some folks with Autism are missing
the ability to either produce or feel these
human neuro-chemicals/hormones from head to toe..
noW in cellular peptide way.. and of particular emptiness
the NON-ability to feel the social bonding hormone oxytocin..
the stuff of the nurturing human.. being both male and female..
and some don’t even feel it with sex.. therefore.. some of them..
never ever even want to have sex for that reason and many others..
BUT THE FACT IS.. MOST KNOW/FEEL NOT WHAT THEY DO.. AS WHOMEVER
WROTE THOSE WORDS OF SO-CALLED JESUS ON THE CROSS INTUITIVELY
UNDERSTOOD.. WHETHER OR NOT THEY KneW THE BIO-CHEMISTRY FACTS
BEHIND THE MISSING FEELINGS OR NOT.. so these people deserve empathy
and sympathy too.. and while folks love to call them evil.. and in literal
ways when they harm folks.. instead of bonding with them..
the behavior can be viewed as evil.. STILL.. OFTEN.. THEY
ARE MISSING SOME OF THE GLUES OF SOCIAL
ANIMAL LIFE IN WAYS OF NEUROCHEMICALS AND
NEUROHORMONES.. so it’s like they are running
on a very LOW OCTANE OF HUMAN GASOLINE
or viscosity of Oil that makes them rather
thick when it comes to wanting
and making reciprocal
social communication
a warm and fuzzy reality
in trust and comfort in others..
Nature.. and God yes.. in FeeLinG
Nature.. and SenSinG Nature as God
one and sAMe.. and this is why i could
most always predict the allegiance of a
militant atheist there.. by the lack of affect
of human emotion in their written language.. then..
and it is the same in the poetry world… there are
folks who do poetry.. as fill in the blank rhymes that
talk about the world like tHeir is no figurative language
of emotions too.. similar disease.. just no diagnosis in
general.. and truly all the most destructive diseaseS in
the world.. in terms of human psychological hurt.. carnage
and even potential World War three.. are both a direct and
indirect result of people who cannot easily get filled up in
heARt.. SpiRit.. and soUl.. of FeeLinG and ExpRESSinG
the warm and Fuzzy FeeLingS of liFE that are
unmistakable for someone like me
who can read that easily
in the eYes of
someone
who is not
dead inside.. or
just pretending to be
human in an imitation game
as such.. i can’t show THAT much
in my eyes anymore.. ’cause i must
wear shades.. for medical reasons
associated with Trigeminal Neuralgia
so that FucKinG Hell pain will not come
back.. and truly that is the biggest part of
why you see so much of my eYes online..
as that is how i for one best express my
soUl.. whether passion for survival
or the warm human Loving
touch.. and i have done
my best to make the
rest of my face
shine..
and my
body in DANCE iN ExPresSinG
aLL the Love i feel inside
fearless for both me and the
rest of humanity.. along with all
of Nature and folks dear to MEnOW
like Yellow Boy and all his paWed
and claWed brothers and sisters
of the world.. you see.. like
my nephew.. who is
my wife’s deceased
sister’s son.. who
is diagnosed on
the Autism Spectrum
he is in learning classes
for folks with difficulty in education
but when it comes to empathy and the ART oF
human touch he had a full adult understanding FeeLinG
of that.. from the age of his middle teens.. creative.. YES!..
Loves Disney movies.. attached to animals.. truly
human without the grades of life that social
cogs of machines can become
without the human FeeLY touch..
particularly from parents
who are too busy
for their
children
in touchY feeLY
face to face NOW hUwOmAniFEST
interaction for whatever reaSon
from the two parent high class jobs..
that take all their effort.. to noses in
4 to 5 inch screens.. at the dinner
table in restaurants where the
child is tugging at the
mom or dad’s shirt
and they are
not even
FucKinG NOTICED
BY THE PARENTS.. i got all
the attention i needed from my
mother THEN whether i could speak
to her until age 4 or not.. and the
greatest reward of all her effort
is I AM STILL FucKinG HuMAN
AFTER ALL i’VE BEEN THROUGH
IN HELL..
THE GIFT
OF A MOTHER
WHO TOUCHY FEELY
LOVES THEIR CHILD AND A
FATHER TOO.. iS FUCKING PRICELESS
AND CAN FUCKING SAVE THE WORLD
AS OPPOSED TO CLOSED HEARTS
AND EYES
WHO DO NOT
EVEN NOTICE LOVE
ANYMORE IN
THE WARM
AND
FUZZIES OF WHAT
HUMANAS ARE EVOLVED
TO BE.. FROM HEAD TO TOE
TO EYES TO HOLDING HANDS
TO HUGS.. AND THE SEXUAL
INTERCOURSE THAT BRINGS
PEOPLE TOGETHER TO RAISE
CHILDREN INSTEAD OF HEY
I SCORED
AND THERE IS
ANOTHER NOTCH
ON MY BELT OR BRA..
BOTTOM underwear/panty
LINe NOW
HUMANITY
COUNTS
WHEN REAL
NO MATTER
WHAT THE FUCKING
REPORT CARD SAYS
AT SCHOOL OR WORK NOW..
or in bars for scores instead of Love
Love is the only score that trUly counts
when the head meets the bed of death.. NoW
And the after life.. but i stick to what
i can prove not what i have 100%
Faith and Belief in the THAT
God speaks to me
in God’s way
of doing
thAT aLways
noW in Synchronicity
ways of ALLTHATISART
OF GOD’S EyES US NOW
WHEN FINDING SEEKING
AS OPEN TO ALLTHATISARTNOW
AND practicing allthatis alWayS noW
As Tapestry oF Fearlessly LoVinG LiFE as Art
with the just the science as vehicles and vessels
to drive
around iN
Fearless Sacred Love
wHere aLLiS Holy SacRed noW..;)
Benjamin.. was actually an Autistic person
who spent sometime in his younger years
in the institution life for folks more
severely impacted by Autism..
he was a very caring person..
and passionate about life..
Another Individual on the site
also institutionalized named Ci..
more severely impacted by Autism
was also very passionate and emotional
about life.. but of course with difficulties communicating
aS that is the bottom line with Autism as difficulty in
reciprocal communication.. both verbally and
actually now with the new APA definition
of Autism more issues actually with
non-verbal language.. anyway..
the bottom line is both these men
were capable of expressing human
empathy in emotional ways.. whereas
most people there had almost zero
motivation or pleasure to socially
reciprocate human language..
in back and forth conversation..
and in my case.. in my life.. my problem
wasn’t a lack of wanting to reciprocate
social communication with other human
beings.. just a problem expressing it in
socially appropriate and wanted ways.. i still
tend to talk more about what i am interested in deep
deep ways.. than what’s for dinner.. or what’s on TV.. although
as i get older i get much much better at doing that and seeing the
inner workings of so-called normal every day folks online and particularly
Facebook in ways of share and likes for what the so-called common
human does.. has helped me greatly to get in the grove of what
most humans do in day to day life.. and sure.. i count these
blessings much.. in ‘this’.. Longest long poem form poem
ever.. as it reinforces A better way to really
connect to people.. as i receive that
warm fuzzy feeling aka oxytocin
release.. and Serotonin
comfort as trust and
Dopamine/endorphins
as a pleasurable healing
FeeLinG when i connect
to other human beings..
and sadly.. the medical fAct..
is some folks with Autism are missing
the ability to either produce or feel these
human neuro-chemicals/hormones from head to toe..
noW in cellular peptide way.. and of particular emptiness
the NON-ability to feel the social bonding hormone oxytocin..
the stuff of the nurturing human.. being both male and female..
and some don’t even feel it with sex.. therefore.. some of them..
never ever even want to have sex for that reason and many others..
BUT THE FACT IS.. MOST KNOW/FEEL NOT WHAT THEY DO.. AS WHOMEVER
WROTE THOSE WORDS OF SO-CALLED JESUS ON THE CROSS INTUITIVELY
UNDERSTOOD.. WHETHER OR NOT THEY KneW THE BIO-CHEMISTRY FACTS
BEHIND THE MISSING FEELINGS OR NOT.. so these people deserve empathy
and sympathy too.. and while folks love to call them evil.. and in literal
ways when they harm folks.. instead of bonding with them..
the behavior can be viewed as evil.. STILL.. OFTEN.. THEY
ARE MISSING SOME OF THE GLUES OF SOCIAL
ANIMAL LIFE IN WAYS OF NEUROCHEMICALS AND
NEUROHORMONES.. so it’s like they are running
on a very LOW OCTANE OF HUMAN GASOLINE
or viscosity of Oil that makes them rather
thick when it comes to wanting
and making reciprocal
social communication
a warm and fuzzy reality
in trust and comfort in others..
Nature.. and God yes.. in FeeLinG
Nature.. and SenSinG Nature as God
one and sAMe.. and this is why i could
most always predict the allegiance of a
militant atheist there.. by the lack of affect
of human emotion in their written language.. then..
and it is the same in the poetry world… there are
folks who do poetry.. as fill in the blank rhymes that
talk about the world like tHeir is no figurative language
of emotions too.. similar disease.. just no diagnosis in
general.. and truly all the most destructive diseaseS in
the world.. in terms of human psychological hurt.. carnage
and even potential World War three.. are both a direct and
indirect result of people who cannot easily get filled up in
heARt.. SpiRit.. and soUl.. of FeeLinG and ExpRESSinG
the warm and Fuzzy FeeLingS of liFE that are
unmistakable for someone like me
who can read that easily
in the eYes of
someone
who is not
dead inside.. or
just pretending to be
human in an imitation game
as such.. i can’t show THAT much
in my eyes anymore.. ’cause i must
wear shades.. for medical reasons
associated with Trigeminal Neuralgia
so that FucKinG Hell pain will not come
back.. and truly that is the biggest part of
why you see so much of my eYes online..
as that is how i for one best express my
soUl.. whether passion for survival
or the warm human Loving
touch.. and i have done
my best to make the
rest of my face
shine..
and my
body in DANCE iN ExPresSinG
aLL the Love i feel inside
fearless for both me and the
rest of humanity.. along with all
of Nature and folks dear to MEnOW
like Yellow Boy and all his paWed
and claWed brothers and sisters
of the world.. you see.. like
my nephew.. who is
my wife’s deceased
sister’s son.. who
is diagnosed on
the Autism Spectrum
he is in learning classes
for folks with difficulty in education
but when it comes to empathy and the ART oF
human touch he had a full adult understanding FeeLinG
of that.. from the age of his middle teens.. creative.. YES!..
Loves Disney movies.. attached to animals.. truly
human without the grades of life that social
cogs of machines can become
without the human FeeLY touch..
particularly from parents
who are too busy
for their
children
in touchY feeLY
face to face NOW hUwOmAniFEST
interaction for whatever reaSon
from the two parent high class jobs..
that take all their effort.. to noses in
4 to 5 inch screens.. at the dinner
table in restaurants where the
child is tugging at the
mom or dad’s shirt
and they are
not even
FucKinG NOTICED
BY THE PARENTS.. i got all
the attention i needed from my
mother THEN whether i could speak
to her until age 4 or not.. and the
greatest reward of all her effort
is I AM STILL FucKinG HuMAN
AFTER ALL i’VE BEEN THROUGH
IN HELL..
THE GIFT
OF A MOTHER
WHO TOUCHY FEELY
LOVES THEIR CHILD AND A
FATHER TOO.. iS FUCKING PRICELESS
AND CAN FUCKING SAVE THE WORLD
AS OPPOSED TO CLOSED HEARTS
AND EYES
WHO DO NOT
EVEN NOTICE LOVE
ANYMORE IN
THE WARM
AND
FUZZIES OF WHAT
HUMANAS ARE EVOLVED
TO BE.. FROM HEAD TO TOE
TO EYES TO HOLDING HANDS
TO HUGS.. AND THE SEXUAL
INTERCOURSE THAT BRINGS
PEOPLE TOGETHER TO RAISE
CHILDREN INSTEAD OF HEY
I SCORED
AND THERE IS
ANOTHER NOTCH
ON MY BELT OR BRA..
BOTTOM underwear/panty
LINe NOW
HUMANITY
COUNTS
WHEN REAL
NO MATTER
WHAT THE FUCKING
REPORT CARD SAYS
AT SCHOOL OR WORK NOW..
or in bars for scores instead of Love
Love is the only score that trUly counts
when the head meets the bed of death.. NoW
And the after life.. but i stick to what
i can prove not what i have 100%
Faith and Belief in the THAT
God speaks to me
in God’s way
of doing
thAT aLways
noW in Synchronicity
ways of ALLTHATISART
OF GOD’S EyES US NOW
WHEN FINDING SEEKING
AS OPEN TO ALLTHATISARTNOW
AND practicing allthatis alWayS noW
As Tapestry oF Fearlessly LoVinG LiFE as Art
with the just the science as vehicles and vessels
to drive
around iN
Fearless Sacred Love
wHere aLLiS Holy SacRed noW..;)
9645
‘Funny’.. how ‘some” fundamentalist
‘Christians’ can Oh! DeVIL! YES!..
now sTiLL support an
‘Anti-Christ’
like ‘this’..
and don’t get me
wrong.. Hillary
ain’t a Saint..
but.. yeah..
just sayin’..
THIS IS TRULY InSANE..
iN.. HuMAN SPEAK AT LeAST..
And as of 5282016.. close to
9 million views of the viral
Facebook Video version
of this.. let’s shoot for
300 million or so..
but nah.. there
iS ZERO CHANCE
THIS DeVIL DUDE IS
GONNA WIN.. iT Is
AN EPIC
DEMOCRATIC
TRUMP CARD
FOR YEARS
TO COME
IN POLITICAL
LIBERAL LEANING
SUCCESS IN CHANGING
THE U. S. of A.. unless Republicans
can find the Real Jesus and convince him
to run.. but nah.. he or she would never slime to THAT…
Sorry.. no.. i’M NOT.. iF it hurts.. but truly like the big
J says.. THAT can set
yA
FReED..
yA kNow.. i would
Love to be in a room..
with TRUMP ALL ALONE..
let’s say with a bright light..
and we could just talk.. talk..
talk.. TALK.. for FucKinG 40 hours
NOW.. straight.. without sleep.. to see
who would win the DeViL/ANgEL NOW..
battle..
in REAL
HeLL.. bet he
would quit by
the 39th hour..
but in all fairness i would
have the advantage as i’ve already
gone 40 days with only 1 hour of shallow
sleep the first 35 of 40 with an alpha blocker
and none the last 5 out of 40 days with the
worst pain known to mankind and 18 or so
synergy of life threatening disorders.. in
REAL HELL THEN.. and sure 11 million
words of documentation along the way..
66 months now.. oh.. another 66 comes
up NoW.. how cool.. since November
Thanks Giving day of 2010.. oh joy..
when i started all this writing
then.. anyway.. as i say the
Monkey does not fall out
of the tree.. and the
Hawk does not
Fall out of the
sky and i never
kick anything less than
a fraction of an inch away
as i practice my FredFu ways
of Martial Art.. because wE noW
ALL PRACTICE CONTINUOUSLY
iN MORE THAN OLD ANGRY WHITE
MAN WAYS.. WITH TRUMP BUCKS
OF DEAD HEART.. AND SOUL NOW..
TRUST ME.. FEARLESS LOVE WINS
IN THE LONG RUN.. AND FEARLESS
HATE IS JUST A BOTTOMLESS PIT
THAT FOLKS LIKE TRUMP WILL NEVER
CRAWL OUT OF WITH THE EMPTY POWER
OF FEARLESS
HATE.. BlACK
WhOLE SOUL
ANTI-CHRIST IN
LITERAL HUMAN METAPHOR
THEY ARE UNTIL THEy FIND THE
LOVE TO FucKinG GET OUT OF
REAL HUMAN EARTH HELL NOW..
oh what an inspiring little VIDEO noW..
And yeah.. the end of Trump’s NOW
unsuccessful IGNORANT HATeFiLLeD
try at President is gonna
look a lot like ‘this’
video ‘here’..
MaRK MY WORDS..
iT’S GONNA BE RADiON
ACTIVE iN CHANGING THE
HIsTORY OF THE U.S. OF A..
TO A MUCH KINDER GENTLER
CHRIST LIKE WAY.. PER THE YES..
angEL VERSiON oF REAL JESUS..;)
‘Christians’ can Oh! DeVIL! YES!..
now sTiLL support an
‘Anti-Christ’
like ‘this’..
and don’t get me
wrong.. Hillary
ain’t a Saint..
but.. yeah..
just sayin’..
THIS IS TRULY InSANE..
iN.. HuMAN SPEAK AT LeAST..
And as of 5282016.. close to
9 million views of the viral
Facebook Video version
of this.. let’s shoot for
300 million or so..
but nah.. there
iS ZERO CHANCE
THIS DeVIL DUDE IS
GONNA WIN.. iT Is
AN EPIC
DEMOCRATIC
TRUMP CARD
FOR YEARS
TO COME
IN POLITICAL
LIBERAL LEANING
SUCCESS IN CHANGING
THE U. S. of A.. unless Republicans
can find the Real Jesus and convince him
to run.. but nah.. he or she would never slime to THAT…
Sorry.. no.. i’M NOT.. iF it hurts.. but truly like the big
J says.. THAT can set
yA
FReED..
yA kNow.. i would
Love to be in a room..
with TRUMP ALL ALONE..
let’s say with a bright light..
and we could just talk.. talk..
talk.. TALK.. for FucKinG 40 hours
NOW.. straight.. without sleep.. to see
who would win the DeViL/ANgEL NOW..
battle..
in REAL
HeLL.. bet he
would quit by
the 39th hour..
but in all fairness i would
have the advantage as i’ve already
gone 40 days with only 1 hour of shallow
sleep the first 35 of 40 with an alpha blocker
and none the last 5 out of 40 days with the
worst pain known to mankind and 18 or so
synergy of life threatening disorders.. in
REAL HELL THEN.. and sure 11 million
words of documentation along the way..
66 months now.. oh.. another 66 comes
up NoW.. how cool.. since November
Thanks Giving day of 2010.. oh joy..
when i started all this writing
then.. anyway.. as i say the
Monkey does not fall out
of the tree.. and the
Hawk does not
Fall out of the
sky and i never
kick anything less than
a fraction of an inch away
as i practice my FredFu ways
of Martial Art.. because wE noW
ALL PRACTICE CONTINUOUSLY
iN MORE THAN OLD ANGRY WHITE
MAN WAYS.. WITH TRUMP BUCKS
OF DEAD HEART.. AND SOUL NOW..
TRUST ME.. FEARLESS LOVE WINS
IN THE LONG RUN.. AND FEARLESS
HATE IS JUST A BOTTOMLESS PIT
THAT FOLKS LIKE TRUMP WILL NEVER
CRAWL OUT OF WITH THE EMPTY POWER
OF FEARLESS
HATE.. BlACK
WhOLE SOUL
ANTI-CHRIST IN
LITERAL HUMAN METAPHOR
THEY ARE UNTIL THEy FIND THE
LOVE TO FucKinG GET OUT OF
REAL HUMAN EARTH HELL NOW..
oh what an inspiring little VIDEO noW..
And yeah.. the end of Trump’s NOW
unsuccessful IGNORANT HATeFiLLeD
try at President is gonna
look a lot like ‘this’
video ‘here’..
MaRK MY WORDS..
iT’S GONNA BE RADiON
ACTIVE iN CHANGING THE
HIsTORY OF THE U.S. OF A..
TO A MUCH KINDER GENTLER
CHRIST LIKE WAY.. PER THE YES..
angEL VERSiON oF REAL JESUS..;)
10,109
Hmm.. gosh.. that Trump speech left somewhat of a bad taste
in my mouth.. but at least it is justification enough to
repeat the salient dance photographs of
my last Novel Macro blog post verse with
the cat and dog
debate
in ANN
candidate Dog
eat Cat eat Dog
style as such.. anyway..
aGaiN.. as i’ve clearly stated
before.. politics is no different
than a soap opera as it is based on
Human Nature as whole as there are
the more fearful conservative anxious
folks in the world who must have
control.. and then there
are the more
Liberal Leaning
open-minded folks
who want progressive
change.. the nomads as such
as it were and still is that made
this country great to get out of conservative
Monarchies of the Old English way.. WeLL..
Jesus F iN Christ and God too of Nature
they brought genetics over the
big pond of Atlantic
too.. so the soap
opera goes on in
conservative and
liberal ways and HA! TRUMP
A CONSERVATIVE.. hell no.. he is
a risk taker from hell.. with no fear
and plenty hate filled ways of Loveless
being selfish ways.. and that is how he
got way way ahead in a Billion or whatever
empty bucks he stores in cabinets and
Trump Towers of hell.. as such..
anyway.. he knows
how to pull
the heart
strings of scaredy
dogs of red who are
afraid of change.. he ain’t
no cat but he is clever enough
as all psychopathic leaders are in
how to push the buttons of fear like
oh my God oh my God they are gonna
take your guns away and turn this country
into one gigantic mosque Temple with covers
on.. Well.. wELL.. WELL.. IT is just really boring
but funny to me.. as it is so F iN predictable.. just
like when Gore lost and the re-constructor military
contract cronies.. with the head of Cheney snake
went into Iraq after 911 to make the really
big indusTRiO miLitary CompleX BUCKS..
AND THAT THEY DID.. but yes.. at a
price.. ’cause once aGAin.. Love.. and
Hope is stronger than Fear
and hate.. so the Dude
who had the audacity
for Hope got elected
over the oh god non-
charisma left of
God he was boring..
i almost cannot remember
his McCain dam name.. but
anyway.. that chick he was
with was F iN Hilarious and
i bet she would make a spirited
dance partner too.. getting down
at Seville as it were and now is too..
Hmm.. what else.. ’cause i already
had to go outside and do the
Sun and Sand dance thingy
to get that dEvil
bLack Trump
taste out
of my
wordY mouth..
oh yeah.. the new age…
the new world order as
promised by the book dude
Jesus.. and somehow how
Fundamentalist Religious
folks think oneness in a Global
way of Love is the F iN Sign of the
DeViL.. WeLL maybe iT iS iF YOU CAN
catch the FULL METAPHOR OF THAT..
but MOST WiLL NOT..
HEHE.. SO THAT
iS why i can say
WTF.. yes.. whatever
noW the FucK i liKe…
tHe deeper pArts WiLL
Jesus F iN Christ of how
that story goes as Thief in the
night not be read and if read totally
go wRite oVER ANYONE’S HEAD
THAT iS crazy as me as fearless without
any FucKinG Real empathic Right Brained
way in figurative interpretations to now get what
the FuCK i even said.. somethings.. never change..
Fundamentalist religious folks still don’t get the
fact that Jesus was a Naturist who
explored human potential with
the God oF Nature at hand..
to gain greater potential
in metaphor and
Force way..
like Luke
of Star wars
says too.. anyway..
THAT should do.. the wife
is asking me about issues
with the insurance bill.. which
means i had to put my Lawyer
Fred Head hat on and just about
have lost my artistic flow here
back into the mechanical
cognition of humanly
prescribed abstract
constructs that
are so far
beyond
the Nature
of human being
they are like poison
in the water of Life but
it is the mind and body that
gets corrupted before anyone
can even find a saving grace
of one drop of God water in hell now..
kinda like the place where Trump… Bush
and so forth and so on live.. but WAIT!.. i underStand
G.W. is now painting puppy dogs with quite a great
FeeLinG in Brush way.. so maybe he found a heARt
after all after Living in Cheney Snake heLL back then..
for the dude with only a mechanical apparatus of heart now..
anyWay.. i wanna get back to dVerse and catch up some tHeRe
as Alice and Wonderland is at the theater just waiting for her
to join
me hEar.. hehe..
with mysterious
and everlasting
magic joy down
the rabbit whole
of all oF tHAT
iS noW oF course..;)
in my mouth.. but at least it is justification enough to
repeat the salient dance photographs of
my last Novel Macro blog post verse with
the cat and dog
debate
in ANN
candidate Dog
eat Cat eat Dog
style as such.. anyway..
aGaiN.. as i’ve clearly stated
before.. politics is no different
than a soap opera as it is based on
Human Nature as whole as there are
the more fearful conservative anxious
folks in the world who must have
control.. and then there
are the more
Liberal Leaning
open-minded folks
who want progressive
change.. the nomads as such
as it were and still is that made
this country great to get out of conservative
Monarchies of the Old English way.. WeLL..
Jesus F iN Christ and God too of Nature
they brought genetics over the
big pond of Atlantic
too.. so the soap
opera goes on in
conservative and
liberal ways and HA! TRUMP
A CONSERVATIVE.. hell no.. he is
a risk taker from hell.. with no fear
and plenty hate filled ways of Loveless
being selfish ways.. and that is how he
got way way ahead in a Billion or whatever
empty bucks he stores in cabinets and
Trump Towers of hell.. as such..
anyway.. he knows
how to pull
the heart
strings of scaredy
dogs of red who are
afraid of change.. he ain’t
no cat but he is clever enough
as all psychopathic leaders are in
how to push the buttons of fear like
oh my God oh my God they are gonna
take your guns away and turn this country
into one gigantic mosque Temple with covers
on.. Well.. wELL.. WELL.. IT is just really boring
but funny to me.. as it is so F iN predictable.. just
like when Gore lost and the re-constructor military
contract cronies.. with the head of Cheney snake
went into Iraq after 911 to make the really
big indusTRiO miLitary CompleX BUCKS..
AND THAT THEY DID.. but yes.. at a
price.. ’cause once aGAin.. Love.. and
Hope is stronger than Fear
and hate.. so the Dude
who had the audacity
for Hope got elected
over the oh god non-
charisma left of
God he was boring..
i almost cannot remember
his McCain dam name.. but
anyway.. that chick he was
with was F iN Hilarious and
i bet she would make a spirited
dance partner too.. getting down
at Seville as it were and now is too..
Hmm.. what else.. ’cause i already
had to go outside and do the
Sun and Sand dance thingy
to get that dEvil
bLack Trump
taste out
of my
wordY mouth..
oh yeah.. the new age…
the new world order as
promised by the book dude
Jesus.. and somehow how
Fundamentalist Religious
folks think oneness in a Global
way of Love is the F iN Sign of the
DeViL.. WeLL maybe iT iS iF YOU CAN
catch the FULL METAPHOR OF THAT..
but MOST WiLL NOT..
HEHE.. SO THAT
iS why i can say
WTF.. yes.. whatever
noW the FucK i liKe…
tHe deeper pArts WiLL
Jesus F iN Christ of how
that story goes as Thief in the
night not be read and if read totally
go wRite oVER ANYONE’S HEAD
THAT iS crazy as me as fearless without
any FucKinG Real empathic Right Brained
way in figurative interpretations to now get what
the FuCK i even said.. somethings.. never change..
Fundamentalist religious folks still don’t get the
fact that Jesus was a Naturist who
explored human potential with
the God oF Nature at hand..
to gain greater potential
in metaphor and
Force way..
like Luke
of Star wars
says too.. anyway..
THAT should do.. the wife
is asking me about issues
with the insurance bill.. which
means i had to put my Lawyer
Fred Head hat on and just about
have lost my artistic flow here
back into the mechanical
cognition of humanly
prescribed abstract
constructs that
are so far
beyond
the Nature
of human being
they are like poison
in the water of Life but
it is the mind and body that
gets corrupted before anyone
can even find a saving grace
of one drop of God water in hell now..
kinda like the place where Trump… Bush
and so forth and so on live.. but WAIT!.. i underStand
G.W. is now painting puppy dogs with quite a great
FeeLinG in Brush way.. so maybe he found a heARt
after all after Living in Cheney Snake heLL back then..
for the dude with only a mechanical apparatus of heart now..
anyWay.. i wanna get back to dVerse and catch up some tHeRe
as Alice and Wonderland is at the theater just waiting for her
to join
me hEar.. hehe..
with mysterious
and everlasting
magic joy down
the rabbit whole
of all oF tHAT
iS noW oF course..;)
10,926
Alice Through the LooKinG gLass.. not to give
too many spoilers here.. a basic story about
a young woman whose milestones are
are to do six impossible things
in life.. and you WILL to
does this no matter
what all the
control
freaks and
naysayers say in
Life about her achievements..
and yeah.. blah blah blah.. sure
Fred can relate as relatively speaking
Fred has used the power of Hope.. Faith
and Pure Belief with the assistance of God
all that is.. see i told you i wouldn’t give you
any real spoilers.. matter of fact.. at this point..
let’s just go this REAL TALE.. FRED THR0UGH
THE LooKinG Glass at this point here in
my never lAnd’s longest Free Verse
Poem iN the History of humankind
in Long Poem Form here
at the 672nd Macro Verse
that of course would be
impossible for any
kid who could
not speak
until age 4
with Autism huh..
Well.. kNow like Britney
say.. Oops i just did iT iN
ever increasing poetic SpRinG
Verse of SonG NoW MoVinG Faster
iN oN 4 Million words of a total
of over 11 million total since
66 months ago on Thanks
Giving Day.. at the
Start oF all this
Lightening
Run of
deeper words
oF i.. after not BeinG
able to effectively use
my eyes or ears to read
or hear music or most any
words at all for 3 years almost
to that date then.. Zombie Hunch
Back of Notre Dame i was then..
yes.. sorry.. blah blah blah..
you may have heard
this before.. but
yes.. sure.. empiricAlly
speaking it is one of the
perhaps most inspiring
stories of human
being that
juste happens
to be me through
FUCKING SHEER WILL
AND LOTS OF LOVE FROM
GOD.. YEAH.. LOL.. GOD EXCLAMATION
POINT NOW.. WITH THOSE OTHER 18
OTheR MEDICAL DISORDERS AS A SIDE
ORDER OF HUMAN HELL TO GO WITH
ALL THE REST.. anyway.. back
to impossibilities in what
humans normally
think humans
can or cannot
do.. so yeah.. that
Autistic boy Graduates
with three degrees at close
to the top of his classes in college..
then Marries a woman who still looks
the same at 46.. from 27 years ago..
when he first met her then.. that’s two..
Dance Walks Everywhere he goes for
now over 5400 miles in 33 months
approaching the distance of
back and forth across the
U.S oF A.. this Memorial
Day.. from sea to sea..
in Super Walmart..
Target.. the Mall
etc.. etc.. all
through the Metro
area for 3 and although
i didn’t have to do much
obvious work to keep the
wife young.. it’s still the
impossible more or less
in norm of human way..
okay.. let us move to number
4.. and leg pressing that close
to half a ton.. 30 times now at
the military gym.. much more than
any other elite military dude who has
attempted that there.. and with my arms
raised up in the air in perfect balance
slowly and surely on that parallel
leg press machine that is
almost twice as hard
as the standard
Leg press
machine ya
mostly see in
big man gyms..
and now to five..
sure.. 112 weeks
with somewhere between
600 to 800 photos of me and
oh God.. so many Gorgeous girls
and remember i have Autism and
that ain’t standard operating procedure
for that challenge for sure.. in the realm
of what most folks raising an Autistic
kid would say would be impossible
approaching age 56 now.. well..
what about number 6.. that’s
a secret.. and although
i talk about it all the
noW it’s stlLL
a secret service
noW in convenant
between me and
the God oF aLL
Nature.. and every
REAL FAIRY TALE noW
NEEDS SOME MYSTERY
OR A HOOK AS SUCH TO KEEP
THE INTRIGUE GOING FOREVERMORE
NOW FOR WHO KnoWS.. PERHAPS A THOUSAND
YEARS OR MORE.. OR WHEN SERVERS DIE.. WHICH
EVER COMES MORE FOREVERMORE IN THE RELATIVE
REALM OF HUMAN BEING.. in what most folks would say
is impossible unless they witnessed iT FirsT FucKinG HanD
noW on Facebook.. hehe.. in real time while it’s GoinG onOW..
and yeah.. just the fAct that i did all of this NoW
for NO God DAM money aT all IS A FucKinG
Miracle iN itself all own it’s oWn..
FucKinG Free now..
so.. i guess
We WiLL
make number
7 the secret
and go from there..
as the LooKinG Glass
and Rabbit hole grows
deeper and deeper with
hidden paths exposed in
JOURNEY OF REAL NOW..:)
too many spoilers here.. a basic story about
a young woman whose milestones are
are to do six impossible things
in life.. and you WILL to
does this no matter
what all the
control
freaks and
naysayers say in
Life about her achievements..
and yeah.. blah blah blah.. sure
Fred can relate as relatively speaking
Fred has used the power of Hope.. Faith
and Pure Belief with the assistance of God
all that is.. see i told you i wouldn’t give you
any real spoilers.. matter of fact.. at this point..
let’s just go this REAL TALE.. FRED THR0UGH
THE LooKinG Glass at this point here in
my never lAnd’s longest Free Verse
Poem iN the History of humankind
in Long Poem Form here
at the 672nd Macro Verse
that of course would be
impossible for any
kid who could
not speak
until age 4
with Autism huh..
Well.. kNow like Britney
say.. Oops i just did iT iN
ever increasing poetic SpRinG
Verse of SonG NoW MoVinG Faster
iN oN 4 Million words of a total
of over 11 million total since
66 months ago on Thanks
Giving Day.. at the
Start oF all this
Lightening
Run of
deeper words
oF i.. after not BeinG
able to effectively use
my eyes or ears to read
or hear music or most any
words at all for 3 years almost
to that date then.. Zombie Hunch
Back of Notre Dame i was then..
yes.. sorry.. blah blah blah..
you may have heard
this before.. but
yes.. sure.. empiricAlly
speaking it is one of the
perhaps most inspiring
stories of human
being that
juste happens
to be me through
FUCKING SHEER WILL
AND LOTS OF LOVE FROM
GOD.. YEAH.. LOL.. GOD EXCLAMATION
POINT NOW.. WITH THOSE OTHER 18
OTheR MEDICAL DISORDERS AS A SIDE
ORDER OF HUMAN HELL TO GO WITH
ALL THE REST.. anyway.. back
to impossibilities in what
humans normally
think humans
can or cannot
do.. so yeah.. that
Autistic boy Graduates
with three degrees at close
to the top of his classes in college..
then Marries a woman who still looks
the same at 46.. from 27 years ago..
when he first met her then.. that’s two..
Dance Walks Everywhere he goes for
now over 5400 miles in 33 months
approaching the distance of
back and forth across the
U.S oF A.. this Memorial
Day.. from sea to sea..
in Super Walmart..
Target.. the Mall
etc.. etc.. all
through the Metro
area for 3 and although
i didn’t have to do much
obvious work to keep the
wife young.. it’s still the
impossible more or less
in norm of human way..
okay.. let us move to number
4.. and leg pressing that close
to half a ton.. 30 times now at
the military gym.. much more than
any other elite military dude who has
attempted that there.. and with my arms
raised up in the air in perfect balance
slowly and surely on that parallel
leg press machine that is
almost twice as hard
as the standard
Leg press
machine ya
mostly see in
big man gyms..
and now to five..
sure.. 112 weeks
with somewhere between
600 to 800 photos of me and
oh God.. so many Gorgeous girls
and remember i have Autism and
that ain’t standard operating procedure
for that challenge for sure.. in the realm
of what most folks raising an Autistic
kid would say would be impossible
approaching age 56 now.. well..
what about number 6.. that’s
a secret.. and although
i talk about it all the
noW it’s stlLL
a secret service
noW in convenant
between me and
the God oF aLL
Nature.. and every
REAL FAIRY TALE noW
NEEDS SOME MYSTERY
OR A HOOK AS SUCH TO KEEP
THE INTRIGUE GOING FOREVERMORE
NOW FOR WHO KnoWS.. PERHAPS A THOUSAND
YEARS OR MORE.. OR WHEN SERVERS DIE.. WHICH
EVER COMES MORE FOREVERMORE IN THE RELATIVE
REALM OF HUMAN BEING.. in what most folks would say
is impossible unless they witnessed iT FirsT FucKinG HanD
noW on Facebook.. hehe.. in real time while it’s GoinG onOW..
and yeah.. just the fAct that i did all of this NoW
for NO God DAM money aT all IS A FucKinG
Miracle iN itself all own it’s oWn..
FucKinG Free now..
so.. i guess
We WiLL
make number
7 the secret
and go from there..
as the LooKinG Glass
and Rabbit hole grows
deeper and deeper with
hidden paths exposed in
JOURNEY OF REAL NOW..:)
11,663
“Somewhere, something
incredible is waiting
to be known.”
incredible is waiting
to be known.”
-Carl Sagan..
i’LL go one DancE
step further to say..
aLWays NoW
more to
FeeL..
SensE..
and talk about
later iN poEtry..
And yes.. in terms of bombs
and wars the human race has
become a great annoyance to
the rest of NAtuRE.. including
hUman BeinGs.. so.. i sImply
DancE and SinG aS noW
iN a key of C sHarp
EarTh humm..
unTiL iT’s
noW to Go to
theEneXt AdvenTuRe..:)
step further to say..
aLWays NoW
more to
FeeL..
SensE..
and talk about
later iN poEtry..
And yes.. in terms of bombs
and wars the human race has
become a great annoyance to
the rest of NAtuRE.. including
hUman BeinGs.. so.. i sImply
DancE and SinG aS noW
iN a key of C sHarp
EarTh humm..
unTiL iT’s
noW to Go to
theEneXt AdvenTuRe..:)
11,741
SMiLes.. many children smile.. giggle.. laugh.. share..
SinG.. DancE and give freely.. as they have not
forgotten how to be human
in the basic principle
of life
named
use it or lose
it humanity noW
but more on that
in a few.. my friend
Prajakta.. in your next
blog
post
wRite
oN course
of topic.. noW
of course.. Freedom is.. not
holding back
letting it go
voila
Go..
Go..:)
SinG.. DancE and give freely.. as they have not
forgotten how to be human
in the basic principle
of life
named
use it or lose
it humanity noW
but more on that
in a few.. my friend
Prajakta.. in your next
blog
post
wRite
oN course
of topic.. noW
of course.. Freedom is.. not
holding back
letting it go
voila
Go..
Go..:)
Hmm.. more
than hey.. i could write
a Novel on say.. in fAct
i do in size on average
every two weeks at 40K..
anyway.. to let it flow to let i go
to let the streAM of mind and body
Balance become river in ocean flow..
and to note..
even Einstein
who discovered
relativity.. learned
to stick his tongue
out before it was too
late to be human
and then he
said
the poverty
of humanity
is never moving
out of one’s inner circle
and loving it all.. pure
genius that man
became
as human
too more than
empirical science but
he understood the value of
imagination.. over one step
two step three and more for
A scientific method.. now then..
and as mentioned before.. use it
or lose it applies.. the gold of selfies and
the starvation of any kind of facial expression
interaction is the habit and the glory of that in
increasing natural humanity of what science shows
is 60 to 90 percent of natural human reciprocal communication..
in non-verbal expression.. and nah.. Emotive icons do not
match the almost infinite number of facial expressions
AS the human face potential that move our emotions
and inspireS our very basic ability
to move in life at all..
and literAlly
not get
depressed..
again.. selfies..
somewhat of a bandaid
to save the human face
from Zombie life as again..
in all things human and animal
too.. as i like to say.. why our friendly
Monkeys do not fall out of trees in India..
and other high places and hawks out of
skies is they practice practice and practice
more the ability to do what they naturally DO
do and not lose it as humans literally NoW
are as science shows 30% in measures
of behavioral empathy have dropped off
among college age adults in the
last several decades.. yes..
evidence that our
technological
ways of
being our tools..
and electronic sign
language.. is making
the Zombie Apocalypse
real in that it is eating away
our basic social animal nature
propensity to dance and dance
some more together in the most basic
dance steps that are the movement of
the human face to express emotions and
move us higher and higher away from
a depressing life of blunted emotions
that can move us like the atomic
fuel of basic neurochemistry
and biochemistry
whole
of
human being
as inoculation
from the Zombie
apocalypse… yes.. back in the
day.. they had signs on computer
labs and engineer classes that said
don’t forget YOU ARE HUMAN.. WeLL..
those signs are no longer posted as so
many
folks
have literally
forgotten in cold
frozen faces that do not noW look
uP.. butt the ice princess learned better
my friend.. she released her heart.. UP!
her spirit.. her soul.. and yes sensuality
whole as the potential for humanity to
come back more is still tHeRe to practice..
And that’s pArt of the reason i’ve now danced
5400 miles in public.. believe me it forces some
kind of facial expression of dance.. on at least
some folks lost in the REAL ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
AND MAKES MY BODY GLOW BRIGHTER AND BRIGHTER..
NO.. not even 40K thousand words every two weeks of multi
dimensional emotional words in the sign language of blogging
comes close to the original language of human that is dance
that can say it all in just a smile or a twinkle of an eYe
that moves.. CONNECTS.. and
CREATES uS toGeTheR
NoW..:)
than hey.. i could write
a Novel on say.. in fAct
i do in size on average
every two weeks at 40K..
anyway.. to let it flow to let i go
to let the streAM of mind and body
Balance become river in ocean flow..
and to note..
even Einstein
who discovered
relativity.. learned
to stick his tongue
out before it was too
late to be human
and then he
said
the poverty
of humanity
is never moving
out of one’s inner circle
and loving it all.. pure
genius that man
became
as human
too more than
empirical science but
he understood the value of
imagination.. over one step
two step three and more for
A scientific method.. now then..
and as mentioned before.. use it
or lose it applies.. the gold of selfies and
the starvation of any kind of facial expression
interaction is the habit and the glory of that in
increasing natural humanity of what science shows
is 60 to 90 percent of natural human reciprocal communication..
in non-verbal expression.. and nah.. Emotive icons do not
match the almost infinite number of facial expressions
AS the human face potential that move our emotions
and inspireS our very basic ability
to move in life at all..
and literAlly
not get
depressed..
again.. selfies..
somewhat of a bandaid
to save the human face
from Zombie life as again..
in all things human and animal
too.. as i like to say.. why our friendly
Monkeys do not fall out of trees in India..
and other high places and hawks out of
skies is they practice practice and practice
more the ability to do what they naturally DO
do and not lose it as humans literally NoW
are as science shows 30% in measures
of behavioral empathy have dropped off
among college age adults in the
last several decades.. yes..
evidence that our
technological
ways of
being our tools..
and electronic sign
language.. is making
the Zombie Apocalypse
real in that it is eating away
our basic social animal nature
propensity to dance and dance
some more together in the most basic
dance steps that are the movement of
the human face to express emotions and
move us higher and higher away from
a depressing life of blunted emotions
that can move us like the atomic
fuel of basic neurochemistry
and biochemistry
whole
of
human being
as inoculation
from the Zombie
apocalypse… yes.. back in the
day.. they had signs on computer
labs and engineer classes that said
don’t forget YOU ARE HUMAN.. WeLL..
those signs are no longer posted as so
many
folks
have literally
forgotten in cold
frozen faces that do not noW look
uP.. butt the ice princess learned better
my friend.. she released her heart.. UP!
her spirit.. her soul.. and yes sensuality
whole as the potential for humanity to
come back more is still tHeRe to practice..
And that’s pArt of the reason i’ve now danced
5400 miles in public.. believe me it forces some
kind of facial expression of dance.. on at least
some folks lost in the REAL ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE
AND MAKES MY BODY GLOW BRIGHTER AND BRIGHTER..
NO.. not even 40K thousand words every two weeks of multi
dimensional emotional words in the sign language of blogging
comes close to the original language of human that is dance
that can say it all in just a smile or a twinkle of an eYe
that moves.. CONNECTS.. and
CREATES uS toGeTheR
NoW..:)
12,386
Oh the power of Chi.. truly
such a powerful force of human
and the rest of the UniVerse that
few people know and understand until
they experience it through the power of
the hUman heARt.. SpiRit and MiNd
and Body SoUl.. unleashed and
released.. iN Balance and
sure it comes
through body
language as postures..
facial expressions and
such as that.. but it slices
through concrete blocks for
the martial artist who comes
to iNnately.. iNstinctually.. and
iNtuitively master the force inside..
outside.. above so below and
all around as the Chi..
the Qi.. the Ki..
the KA..
Dao..
and so many
other words that
express what IS A
HIGHER power of God
available for human beings
to do amazing stuff in life iS
tHeRe for the taKing for those
who seek it.. find it.. practice it
and master it to higher and higher
feats of human potential and at times
in the snootier of stores.. like Publix..
some old angry white dude who ‘THINKS’
HE HAS power as established through the
illusion of the dollar bill.. with his golf buddy
buds.. as groups feel more confident in
expressing so-called male power
than a solitary male will
do when faced
with the
different
and hehe
THE
FUCKING
CRAZY FOLKS
AMONG US ENOUGH
to do memorial day JUSTICE
AS FREE.. thinks.. i ain’t paying no
attention to his middle age lady
gossiping in line.. and yes
the dude is probably 10
years younger than me
and his friends all
grey haired
and potbellied
fat cats on the
golf course they
just came off of..
but anyway.. he don’t
know the crazy 230LB
Alice in Wonderland wearing
shirt dude.. is an empath who can
feel what’s on the emoTioNs of
people without even FucKinG
seeing them in physical way..
has no idea how FucKinG hiGh
i am WitH Chi as i could break
a metal door off the hinges as i did
one time when i was 20 or so at a
McDonalds.. juST ‘casually’ pushing the
door open.. when in a state of this CHI
mind unknown to me what it was in mind
and body balance then.. but here’s the thing..
and no.. i can’t FucKinG prove it but anyone
who has mastered the Chi WiLL tale ya..
in the Eastern ways of doing this
first of course.. and as any
of our American Indian
ancestors likely
mastered
in the
call of the Wild too OF GOD..
i can easily look at a person
who is harming anyone with
either verbal or physical ways..
and like that video ‘up there’ about
Radioactive.. can penetrate them with
energy that says watch your step you
are on shaky ground my friend.. anyway..
all it takes is one direct glance from me
in non-verbal language wHere the dance
suddenly stops.. and i am motionless like
the calm of a Hurricane at eYe.. and their
heads go down.. and do not come up until
i continue A dance as the Winds oF Y i Hurricane
Chi goes.. as Holy Spirit of God released for both
Love and Defense AGAINST hate if necessary in
what makes even the smallest female martial artist
a holy terror to a pot bellied angry old white
man as it were and still is..
as God IS A equal
opportunity employer
in making Shepard boys
like David in metaphor KinG
oF thE Lions sTiLL noW.. in
ways of sWeeping Hurricane
Winds with cAlm oF eYe at
the Center now.. and yes..
i thInk.. the lady with
the name
of a certain
flower has a
song for that now..
and you do realize
that when Jesus said
me he was talking about
God in me.. unleashed..
released.. and ready to
ROCK AND FucKinG RoLL..;)
such a powerful force of human
and the rest of the UniVerse that
few people know and understand until
they experience it through the power of
the hUman heARt.. SpiRit and MiNd
and Body SoUl.. unleashed and
released.. iN Balance and
sure it comes
through body
language as postures..
facial expressions and
such as that.. but it slices
through concrete blocks for
the martial artist who comes
to iNnately.. iNstinctually.. and
iNtuitively master the force inside..
outside.. above so below and
all around as the Chi..
the Qi.. the Ki..
the KA..
Dao..
and so many
other words that
express what IS A
HIGHER power of God
available for human beings
to do amazing stuff in life iS
tHeRe for the taKing for those
who seek it.. find it.. practice it
and master it to higher and higher
feats of human potential and at times
in the snootier of stores.. like Publix..
some old angry white dude who ‘THINKS’
HE HAS power as established through the
illusion of the dollar bill.. with his golf buddy
buds.. as groups feel more confident in
expressing so-called male power
than a solitary male will
do when faced
with the
different
and hehe
THE
FUCKING
CRAZY FOLKS
AMONG US ENOUGH
to do memorial day JUSTICE
AS FREE.. thinks.. i ain’t paying no
attention to his middle age lady
gossiping in line.. and yes
the dude is probably 10
years younger than me
and his friends all
grey haired
and potbellied
fat cats on the
golf course they
just came off of..
but anyway.. he don’t
know the crazy 230LB
Alice in Wonderland wearing
shirt dude.. is an empath who can
feel what’s on the emoTioNs of
people without even FucKinG
seeing them in physical way..
has no idea how FucKinG hiGh
i am WitH Chi as i could break
a metal door off the hinges as i did
one time when i was 20 or so at a
McDonalds.. juST ‘casually’ pushing the
door open.. when in a state of this CHI
mind unknown to me what it was in mind
and body balance then.. but here’s the thing..
and no.. i can’t FucKinG prove it but anyone
who has mastered the Chi WiLL tale ya..
in the Eastern ways of doing this
first of course.. and as any
of our American Indian
ancestors likely
mastered
in the
call of the Wild too OF GOD..
i can easily look at a person
who is harming anyone with
either verbal or physical ways..
and like that video ‘up there’ about
Radioactive.. can penetrate them with
energy that says watch your step you
are on shaky ground my friend.. anyway..
all it takes is one direct glance from me
in non-verbal language wHere the dance
suddenly stops.. and i am motionless like
the calm of a Hurricane at eYe.. and their
heads go down.. and do not come up until
i continue A dance as the Winds oF Y i Hurricane
Chi goes.. as Holy Spirit of God released for both
Love and Defense AGAINST hate if necessary in
what makes even the smallest female martial artist
a holy terror to a pot bellied angry old white
man as it were and still is..
as God IS A equal
opportunity employer
in making Shepard boys
like David in metaphor KinG
oF thE Lions sTiLL noW.. in
ways of sWeeping Hurricane
Winds with cAlm oF eYe at
the Center now.. and yes..
i thInk.. the lady with
the name
of a certain
flower has a
song for that now..
and you do realize
that when Jesus said
me he was talking about
God in me.. unleashed..
released.. and ready to
ROCK AND FucKinG RoLL..;)
13,007
WeLL.. the 60’s or so VW Bus in multi-colored
Memorial Background was a popular hit
with the Lady’s as far as i like your shirt..
but NO.. not so much for the men.. as ya
know.. down here in Southland..
a colorful man can scare some
Homophobes.. but anyway..
no complaints here but i did..
get a Mississippian
Biloxi native scream
out of his Big Red Truck..
last time i wore this at the
Casinos and was dancing on
the sidewalks getting squeals
from women driving by.. and yes..
Hot Apple Pie.. A comment indicating
a crude way of referring to a Woman’s
Vagina.. in Urban Language technique..
anyway.. it’s like those anonymous online
haters who hide behind avatars.. iT won’t happen
to my face.. but distance saves the day.. in hater way..
Anyway.. just imagine.. Jesus Driving the VW Bus in never
land of heaven.. wHere all pArts of existence are equally
important as grains oF sand holding up the mountTaiN oF
Love and for the homophobes that attempt to climb
on the Jesus Bus of Love.. Jesus will probably
say.. i’m sorry i don’t know you in my Book of Life..
but.. you know not what you do.. as you are probably
scared you like penises yourself.. so grow up..
and come out of the closet.. won’t ya.. instead..
of hating up on what you kNow you are
deep down.. and are God dam afraid..
of.. but anyway.. you humans
have been ruining the earth
as Nature with your
increasing numbers
so WTF do you expect
God to do to limit the numbers
of you killing cockroach culture
human beings against the rest
oF God’s Nature one and sAME..
YeS! perfect solution.. same sex message..
ya big dummies.. that’s what God LovE noW..
does.. iN particular to keep the numbers of yA
offspring down from killing the
rest of my precious species..
Anyway.. i find it rather
disgusting.. in church..
yes.. my church too..
that the so-called Sacred
Sacrement associated with a dude
in a book that said all pARts of Nature
are one as same.. even in today’s God
Dam scriptures.. still discriminates pArt
oF God’s Nature as less sacred and
holy in ability to do the Sacrament
of Marriage vow thingy in the
church.. WeLL.. let’s see..
the Catholic Church believes
in Evolution and Science.. so.. perhaps
sooner noW than later they will quit splitting
hairs out of tradition.. and JUST FUCKING
DO THE TRUTH AND LIGHT AND SING NOW
THE HAPPY SONG OF LIFE AS FEARLESS
LOVE TOGETHER.. I HATE IGNORANCE AS
IT IS PROPAGATED BY FOLKS THAT FEAR
AND HATE THE DIFFERENT AMONG US..
And anyway.. pretty much a moot point here
in the U.S.. noW but i’ve already lost at least one
nice Muslim friend in ways of social reciprocal
communication that NO.. it’s not kool to Stone
Lesbians in Iran after they are buried in dirt to
tHeir chest SO they cannot cover their
eyes.. and be killed like that out
of hate and ignorance.. anyway…
while this person.. did not
agree that Isis should
kill folks who were
of different faiths..
it’s still apparently a free
for all of torture and agreement
on the target of God’s Gay Children
square in misery and suffering way..
And.. sorry.. although only me and
one person were human enough
to disagree with her.. all her other
American readers stayed silent..
And that’s where murder..
torture.. and so much
more fear and hater
stuff begins.. ends.. and
begins for more.. when folks
do not value humanity enough and
God who lives in all of humanity and
all of creation as one and sAMe.. ENUFF
to FucKinG sPeak up and just say that’s
enough that’s truly evil so just put a stop
to it or pay the Karmic consequence as
mArk my words they will if they do not
quit murdering people for ignorance..
in fear and hate.. anyway.. hope
all the gay folks enjoyed our
beaches down here..
as the U.S. oF A..
is finAlly acting liKE
ONE NATION UNDER
GOD as a real Memorial
Day for the folks who died
for Life.. Liberty.. and the
Pursuit of Happiness.. which
means everyone.. with no exclusions..
which is one up on the Frigging Catholic
Church.. i have attended every Sunday
for going on three years.. THAT iS
Still Separated from God..
in ways of fear and hate
against God’s Homosexual
children as just another part of
oF Nature as seen in our closest
primate cousin.. the Bonobo too..
As juSt pARt of maKing the balance
of God’s Nature work how iT should..
thiS way.. FREED.. NO EXCLUSIONS..
WHERE EVERYONE GETS TO RIDE THE
BUS IN FIRST TO LAST SEATING ACCOMMODATIONS..
IN HEAVEN NOW.. anyway.. the Homosexual folks i have
kNoWn over the years.. TRUMP… all the FOR CHRIST
LOVE I HAVE SEEN as compared to homophobes now
TrUlY iN LoVe liGht oVer thE DArk oF Fear and HATE..
BOTTOM
LiNE..
FEARLESS LOVE
KiCKS ASS OVER
FEARLESS HATE..
iN aLL tHe Trump
ways of
THaT..:)
Memorial Background was a popular hit
with the Lady’s as far as i like your shirt..
but NO.. not so much for the men.. as ya
know.. down here in Southland..
a colorful man can scare some
Homophobes.. but anyway..
no complaints here but i did..
get a Mississippian
Biloxi native scream
out of his Big Red Truck..
last time i wore this at the
Casinos and was dancing on
the sidewalks getting squeals
from women driving by.. and yes..
Hot Apple Pie.. A comment indicating
a crude way of referring to a Woman’s
Vagina.. in Urban Language technique..
anyway.. it’s like those anonymous online
haters who hide behind avatars.. iT won’t happen
to my face.. but distance saves the day.. in hater way..
Anyway.. just imagine.. Jesus Driving the VW Bus in never
land of heaven.. wHere all pArts of existence are equally
important as grains oF sand holding up the mountTaiN oF
Love and for the homophobes that attempt to climb
on the Jesus Bus of Love.. Jesus will probably
say.. i’m sorry i don’t know you in my Book of Life..
but.. you know not what you do.. as you are probably
scared you like penises yourself.. so grow up..
and come out of the closet.. won’t ya.. instead..
of hating up on what you kNow you are
deep down.. and are God dam afraid..
of.. but anyway.. you humans
have been ruining the earth
as Nature with your
increasing numbers
so WTF do you expect
God to do to limit the numbers
of you killing cockroach culture
human beings against the rest
oF God’s Nature one and sAME..
YeS! perfect solution.. same sex message..
ya big dummies.. that’s what God LovE noW..
does.. iN particular to keep the numbers of yA
offspring down from killing the
rest of my precious species..
Anyway.. i find it rather
disgusting.. in church..
yes.. my church too..
that the so-called Sacred
Sacrement associated with a dude
in a book that said all pARts of Nature
are one as same.. even in today’s God
Dam scriptures.. still discriminates pArt
oF God’s Nature as less sacred and
holy in ability to do the Sacrament
of Marriage vow thingy in the
church.. WeLL.. let’s see..
the Catholic Church believes
in Evolution and Science.. so.. perhaps
sooner noW than later they will quit splitting
hairs out of tradition.. and JUST FUCKING
DO THE TRUTH AND LIGHT AND SING NOW
THE HAPPY SONG OF LIFE AS FEARLESS
LOVE TOGETHER.. I HATE IGNORANCE AS
IT IS PROPAGATED BY FOLKS THAT FEAR
AND HATE THE DIFFERENT AMONG US..
And anyway.. pretty much a moot point here
in the U.S.. noW but i’ve already lost at least one
nice Muslim friend in ways of social reciprocal
communication that NO.. it’s not kool to Stone
Lesbians in Iran after they are buried in dirt to
tHeir chest SO they cannot cover their
eyes.. and be killed like that out
of hate and ignorance.. anyway…
while this person.. did not
agree that Isis should
kill folks who were
of different faiths..
it’s still apparently a free
for all of torture and agreement
on the target of God’s Gay Children
square in misery and suffering way..
And.. sorry.. although only me and
one person were human enough
to disagree with her.. all her other
American readers stayed silent..
And that’s where murder..
torture.. and so much
more fear and hater
stuff begins.. ends.. and
begins for more.. when folks
do not value humanity enough and
God who lives in all of humanity and
all of creation as one and sAMe.. ENUFF
to FucKinG sPeak up and just say that’s
enough that’s truly evil so just put a stop
to it or pay the Karmic consequence as
mArk my words they will if they do not
quit murdering people for ignorance..
in fear and hate.. anyway.. hope
all the gay folks enjoyed our
beaches down here..
as the U.S. oF A..
is finAlly acting liKE
ONE NATION UNDER
GOD as a real Memorial
Day for the folks who died
for Life.. Liberty.. and the
Pursuit of Happiness.. which
means everyone.. with no exclusions..
which is one up on the Frigging Catholic
Church.. i have attended every Sunday
for going on three years.. THAT iS
Still Separated from God..
in ways of fear and hate
against God’s Homosexual
children as just another part of
oF Nature as seen in our closest
primate cousin.. the Bonobo too..
As juSt pARt of maKing the balance
of God’s Nature work how iT should..
thiS way.. FREED.. NO EXCLUSIONS..
WHERE EVERYONE GETS TO RIDE THE
BUS IN FIRST TO LAST SEATING ACCOMMODATIONS..
IN HEAVEN NOW.. anyway.. the Homosexual folks i have
kNoWn over the years.. TRUMP… all the FOR CHRIST
LOVE I HAVE SEEN as compared to homophobes now
TrUlY iN LoVe liGht oVer thE DArk oF Fear and HATE..
BOTTOM
LiNE..
FEARLESS LOVE
KiCKS ASS OVER
FEARLESS HATE..
iN aLL tHe Trump
ways of
THaT..:)
Anyway.. when people say..
i don’t have the Key or KA
to tHe FounTaiN oF YouTH..
i juSt say oF course i do..
and heRe iS clear and
preSent eviDence oF
wHat thAT COULD
DO FOR YOU..
iF yA kNew
thE secRet
LoVe PoTioN
Fearless FReED2..;)
i don’t have the Key or KA
to tHe FounTaiN oF YouTH..
i juSt say oF course i do..
and heRe iS clear and
preSent eviDence oF
wHat thAT COULD
DO FOR YOU..
iF yA kNew
thE secRet
LoVe PoTioN
Fearless FReED2..;)
Yep… thaT dArK hAiRed slender girl
in Egyptian mythology..
referred to as Isis..
Nut.. and Mut..
iS noT
a real person
then.. just a prophecy
oF Sorts for NoW as shE Stands..;)
in Egyptian mythology..
referred to as Isis..
Nut.. and Mut..
iS noT
a real person
then.. just a prophecy
oF Sorts for NoW as shE Stands..;)
13,923
Oh.. Lord.. a quick
visit over to Shawna’s
continuaLLy changLinG Blogs..
visit over to Shawna’s
continuaLLy changLinG Blogs..
as i say..
Ha!
As soon
As i
Saw Holy
Now New
iT is you..;)
As soon
As i
Saw Holy
Now New
iT is you..;)
And Shawna says..
You can spot me
from a smile(y) away
any day..:)
from a smile(y) away
any day..:)
And then i say..
Ugh.. your myoutube
lInks aren’t working..
butt anyway.. read all your
poems and my favorite one
iS thE one aBout the fur..
as it reminds me now of
3D Anime Monster porn..
and thaT is so friGGinG
hilariOuS iN A veRy
dArk anD furry wAy..
hmM.. whAT elsE..
yeaH.. i staY
hiGh too..
aLL.. ah..
Nat
uRA
LLy butT i c H i
baLanceS iT ouT
WitH DancE anD
stroKes oF lucK!..;)
lInks aren’t working..
butt anyway.. read all your
poems and my favorite one
iS thE one aBout the fur..
as it reminds me now of
3D Anime Monster porn..
and thaT is so friGGinG
hilariOuS iN A veRy
dArk anD furry wAy..
hmM.. whAT elsE..
yeaH.. i staY
hiGh too..
aLL.. ah..
Nat
uRA
LLy butT i c H i
baLanceS iT ouT
WitH DancE anD
stroKes oF lucK!..;)
14,038
“Grain grows best in shit.”
~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~
Oh Lord.. Ain’T thAT thE trUth..
and probably one of the world’s
greatest problems iS not enough
people toe the sand anymore..
yes.. the struggle noW..
Now iS most Of thE
bATtle For heavenoW…
tHe Victorious neVer
give up or tUrn to
Vengeance
but yeS..
sWords
oF WiT..
SpiT diRt
iN
tHeir
eYes..
Blind..
mY FriEnd..
foR poTenTial aWake
wiTh SiGht aNd hEAr..:)
and probably one of the world’s
greatest problems iS not enough
people toe the sand anymore..
yes.. the struggle noW..
Now iS most Of thE
bATtle For heavenoW…
tHe Victorious neVer
give up or tUrn to
Vengeance
but yeS..
sWords
oF WiT..
SpiT diRt
iN
tHeir
eYes..
Blind..
mY FriEnd..
foR poTenTial aWake
wiTh SiGht aNd hEAr..:)
14,109
Yeah.. i realize iT’s almost
Memorial Day now but
truly there is only one
Holiday for me always
now.. and that is the
Independence day
of the 4th of July
where alWayS
noW iS Saturday
in the park oF Y i..
and does anyone
Know what time iT is
Thanks God i don’t and
that is why i for one make
aLWAYS now the Fourth oF July
oF Independence Day.. and truly
i Feel sorry for those who do not
exercise more fully that great
privilege and right wE have iN
this country for the unalienable
God oF Nature giveN right
for LiFE.. LiberTy and
the purSuit of
Happiness thaT
can mean the
U.S. oF A.. CaN
be thE REAL GARDEN
OF EDEN IN LEGEND WAY
THAT IS NO MYTH AT ALL AND
ALL iS RAEL now.. iN a place of
HeavenOW.. only dreAMed oF..
days beForE.. anyWay thAT
daY of allthatis aka God
and God’s Kingdom
as gifted as Human
Fearless Sacred Love..
iS noW for those who SeeK
iT.. FinD iT.. and practice allthatiS..
NoW iN MoVinG.. CoNecTinG.. and
CreaTinG.. way.. as to lose
Heaven when it can
certainly be found..
exercised and
practiced aLWayS
noW as i document
every God dam day
here iN Fred’s HeaVeN
iS possible for many otHeRs
too.. when they get to tHeir
own TrUth and LiGht WitH the
God Of Nature allthatiS now juSt aS iS iS..:)
Memorial Day now but
truly there is only one
Holiday for me always
now.. and that is the
Independence day
of the 4th of July
where alWayS
noW iS Saturday
in the park oF Y i..
and does anyone
Know what time iT is
Thanks God i don’t and
that is why i for one make
aLWAYS now the Fourth oF July
oF Independence Day.. and truly
i Feel sorry for those who do not
exercise more fully that great
privilege and right wE have iN
this country for the unalienable
God oF Nature giveN right
for LiFE.. LiberTy and
the purSuit of
Happiness thaT
can mean the
U.S. oF A.. CaN
be thE REAL GARDEN
OF EDEN IN LEGEND WAY
THAT IS NO MYTH AT ALL AND
ALL iS RAEL now.. iN a place of
HeavenOW.. only dreAMed oF..
days beForE.. anyWay thAT
daY of allthatis aka God
and God’s Kingdom
as gifted as Human
Fearless Sacred Love..
iS noW for those who SeeK
iT.. FinD iT.. and practice allthatiS..
NoW iN MoVinG.. CoNecTinG.. and
CreaTinG.. way.. as to lose
Heaven when it can
certainly be found..
exercised and
practiced aLWayS
noW as i document
every God dam day
here iN Fred’s HeaVeN
iS possible for many otHeRs
too.. when they get to tHeir
own TrUth and LiGht WitH the
God Of Nature allthatiS now juSt aS iS iS..:)
14,344
An Enlightened one of Nature..
yes..! Yellow Boy doing his early
morning Yoga Pose in Tai Chi Balance..
no less balanced than the way he walks to
conserve all energy for the fight or flight of liFe
when necessary to reduce cat suffering.. to be at
ONE with allthatis Nature also known as God.. or
if you are Buddhist you choose not to name it with
a humanly designed abstract three letter word concept..
but never the less a Buddhist Will tale ya.. no less than
a Christian that Heaven is possible after life and of course
in life in the State of Nirvana no less than what is relayed
in the New Testament of so-called Jesus that heaven
is at hand in a different state of mindful awareness
away from worry.. yes.. fear.. jealousy.. doubt..
hate.. and all other con-social emotions
but HA! IN BOTH Christianity and
Buddhism.. lust is considered
a sin.. instead of the
now scientifically
evidenced juice
of most all stuff
human in creativity
and basic productivity..
while meditation is the human
way of escaping negative thoughts
and thoughts in general.. Yellow Boy
is not saddled with this neocortical deficiency
as such.. as he comes with the full package of
innate.. instinctual and intuitive ways in mind and
body balance soul.. of Emotional heArt… expresSinG
this emoTioNal heArt as SpiRit in yes.. a miNd and boDy
BaLanCinG soUl.. without the ambulance traffic of worry
thoughts about oh my God i don’t have the biggest house
in the neighborhood.. the most shapely breasts or the
longest God dam dick.. in the gym locker room..
BUTT!.. YES.. before he got ‘the operation’..
he FEELS AND SMELLS the value of lust
to get the job of reproducing
done.. and there’s no
holding back
in wild CAT
ways of doing that
for long term survival
oF tHe cat species at hand..
and seriously.. out in the wild..
depending on the resources noW at
hand.. it can be a real struggle full
of misery and suffering.. no different
than what THE BUDDHA DUDE SO-CALLED iN India
SAW BACK then.. outside of the castle of all
ya can eat tender vittles.. anyway.. a balance
yes.. and attachment to material goods and
making the tools us instead of what we
naturally are all naked in nature..
is a big no no.. for simple
Nirvana and Bliss
of the morning
kitty kat
who lives
life in the liGht
of God of aLL Nature at
Peace.. without all the worries
of mortgages.. car payments.. and
sure he still has the tools of claws and
jaws to survive in the wild like he did before
he met us two years or so into his wild cat life to
bring him the easier ability to enjoy early morning
Nirvana in the SunliGht of GOD ALLONE WITH NO
GOD DAM HUMAN SEPARATION FOSTERED BY
FRIGGING WORDS COLLECTED IN BOOKS WITH
RULES OF PRISON WHEN THERE IS OBVIOUS
ABUNDANCE THAT COULD BE SHARED IN
SMALLER HUMAN GROUPS IF WE DIDN’T
LIVE IN INSANELY LARGE POPULATIONS
THAT HUMANS ARE STILL ONLY EVOLVED
TO LIVE with just 150 to 200 sets of
touch feely naked eye connections
together as one happy human
Bonobo-like family that
uses sex together
to get rid of the
frustrations Now
of Neo Cortical
existential thoughts
about what comes next..
or what was before.. particularly
in the case of human beings noW with
books.. and particularly big black books
that suggest that going away from human
Nature like repressing lust and becoming
celibate is a great thing to do to become a
spiritual leader.. overall.. as we already know
how that works with pedophile fetish priests.. yes..
God dam Buddhist Monks and Muslim clerics who have
also been caught with the little boys pants pulled down..
and yes.. the so-called men of God partaking of using little
boys for slaves to fill their sexual desire that would be
much better used in a willing vagina or hand than
harming a little boy as history shows always
happens when humans get out of the
Nature of God’s Balance that is
consensual Lust and Love between
Loving primates..
where humans
have made women
and little boys into slaves
to suit tHeir whacked out of Nature desires
now from a life of withholding lust instead
of letting it go and flow.. in consensual
non-harming ways.. YEAH.. tHiS iS A SOURCE
STILL OF MUCH MIDDLE EASTERN AGGRESSION
AND VIOLENCE By noW SHUTTING DOWN HUMAN
LUST BY FORCE.. THEREBY MAKING RECRUITING
TERRORISTS EASY BY LETTING THEM RAPE LITTLE
GIRLS OF OTHER FAITHS IN CONQUERING THEM.. AND
PROMISING 72 YOUNG VIRGINS AFTER LIFE IN SUICIDE
BOMBINGS.. ANYWAY.. i live in Miley Cyrus wrecking ball
land where sexuality is celebrating in oh so many wonderful
and lusty ways that increase human creativity and balance
except for folks with the disease of addiction that are gonna
get addicted to something to excess that harms them
no matter what.. as most often the core issue of
that disease is mammas.. daddies..and or peers
then and now who did not cultivate the garden
of touchy feely love at a relatively tender
young toddler age and in school boy.. girl
days and even work days too.. all around..
so yeah.. i veer paths with the ignorance
of both Buddhism and Christianity.. and
Islam too as ‘they’ FAIL TO UNDERSTAND WHAT
FUCKING HUMAN AND GOD GIVeN HuMAN NATURE FeeLinGsEnSes
EVEN iS.. and to suggest tHeRe is no God as a Buddhist
and then go on to say you are going to live forever in bliss
away from this earthly plane is the height of hypocrisy as
how the fuck do you get to control that if there is no other
higher power either named or unnamed.. it matters not
as Yoda Might say as this Force of God that can
certainly be unnamed but is still God dam named
when someone calls it the Force one and same
as Force underlying allthatis same and ONE..
i say.. LET’S GET REAL.. THiS iS FucKinG
GOING DOWN FOR REAL ALwAYS NOW
AND DON’T FOOL OURSELVES TO
BELIEVE THAT GOD LIVES
ANYWHERE BUT EVERYWHERE
ALWAYS NOW.. INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW.. AND ALL AROUND.. NOW NOW NOW..
there is no escaping the God of Nature.. no.. not
even after death.. as even science shows that
Energy always exists whether in matter or not..
and we are energy at core.. same subatomic stuff
as the Stone of the Mountain of gRains oF sand
that hold up the Mountain of Love as human
potential when we work together in naked
flesh of lust and love instead of against
each other when we make cars
lovers and brick houses
and pyramids
Gods.. NOW YES..
now WE are God
allisGod NOW
allthatis now…
and tHeRe ain’t no need
to fear attraction to breasts
Penises and Vaginas or even GOD YeS..
firm male butts if you are a valley
girl.. depending on whatever the FucK
God given sexual orientation the God of
Nature gives ya from birth or extension of
cultural leaning ways of being in Nurture NoW
iN aLL.. YES.. BALANCE iS KEY.. ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE
WITH THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION.. BALANCE Is NoW
KEY.. VERY POSSIBLE WITH A LOVING FAMILY AND
PEERS FROM BIRTH WHO MOVE… CONNECT.. AND
CREATE FROM BiRTH IN GIVING SHARING WAYS noW..
SO.. ON THIS MEMORIAL DAY WHILE I GREATLY RESPECT
THOSE WHO HAVE DIED WHO GIVE ME THIS YELLOW BOY
IN BALANCE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE BOTH TENDER LOVING
VITTLES AND THE GOD DAM CALL OF THE WILD TOO IN BALANCE noW
I SAY JUST REMEMBER YOU ARE A CHILD OF NATURE.. YES GODoNE
AnD SamE.. both seen and unseen and sure i intuitively FEEL the essence
of myoUr soUl LiVes forever the same as God dam Buddha.. or Jesus or
whomever the other countless enlightened primates or such as those
intellectual and artful beings have come to understand
all over and beyond the UniVErse and InFinity
beyond thAT alWays now.. anyWay..
Yellow Boy is far more advanced
in being one with God than
most humans mired
as tools are
today.. all
he needs is fur..
paws and claws to
be one with God in
thE Sunlight oF BreaKinG
dawn who he is at core noW
with the liGht of God Now..
and yes.. the tender loving
care and tender vittles helps
but no.. i’M not sure what brand
name Katrina buys.. but he only
eats what he needs to get BuY..
to maintain his youthful God cat
appearance in balance and bliss
in the law of claws of God set FReED WitH i..
Culture.. is an enormously large millstone for a
human being noW to escape with a vision quest that
is truly still necessary these days away from spoon
fed culture no different than the legends of the Buddha
and the Jesus and whatever is truly historical fAct of those
two men’s lives.. and sure.. Muhammad rates too.. but OH GOD..
levels of violence still propagated by that associated religion
truly does show it doesn’t work well as the sacred text is not
clear enough for folks as whole to actually practice
peace and harmony in BaLaNcinG REAL EFFECT.. and sure..
those problems exist everywHeRe.. including heRe..
wHeRe humans live in insanely large populations..
particularly.. in low resource areas like
desertS of course.. yeah duh.. that’s
just FucKinG common sense and
why tHeRe is so much CONTROL
FOR BASIC GOD DAM SURVIVAL..
so.. the answers are still
in A way like the
ones of the Jesus
and the Buddha.. they must
be obtained at the individual level
in seeking finding and practicing A INdividual
way that works for each person as we are all
different in the bio-diversity of God for the
struggle of life that allows us to survive
for the longest eras of now
ALIVeNoW bottom
linEnoW..
what works
works… seek It..
find IT.. use it.. or
never NoW find it or lose
iT as in all stuff animal
oF God oF aLL LiFeNOW now
so hEar with my Memorial
Day treatise on remembering
who and what we are at core..
a little Vision quest music and
the life of the Buddha celebrated
in PBS documentary way..
anyway.. no one
owns the
trUth and liGht
but the LiVinG God
as yes.. Force that lives
all that is inside us .. outside
us and all around us NOW above oh!
so below.. to make the best of iT
iN INTerdependent relationship
with allthatis God can be
YES.. RELATIVE
HUMAN WILL iN
MASTERING
THE NIRVANA..
THE BLISS OF HEAVEN
NOW.. BUT REMEMBER2 NO
ONE OWNS THAT BUT GOD
AND YOU ALL NEVER A SLAVE
TO TEXT OR ONE HUMAN ALONE..
FREEDOM IS FREE
ALWAYS
BOTTOM
LiNE
NOWFReED..:)
yes..! Yellow Boy doing his early
morning Yoga Pose in Tai Chi Balance..
no less balanced than the way he walks to
conserve all energy for the fight or flight of liFe
when necessary to reduce cat suffering.. to be at
ONE with allthatis Nature also known as God.. or
if you are Buddhist you choose not to name it with
a humanly designed abstract three letter word concept..
but never the less a Buddhist Will tale ya.. no less than
a Christian that Heaven is possible after life and of course
in life in the State of Nirvana no less than what is relayed
in the New Testament of so-called Jesus that heaven
is at hand in a different state of mindful awareness
away from worry.. yes.. fear.. jealousy.. doubt..
hate.. and all other con-social emotions
but HA! IN BOTH Christianity and
Buddhism.. lust is considered
a sin.. instead of the
now scientifically
evidenced juice
of most all stuff
human in creativity
and basic productivity..
while meditation is the human
way of escaping negative thoughts
and thoughts in general.. Yellow Boy
is not saddled with this neocortical deficiency
as such.. as he comes with the full package of
innate.. instinctual and intuitive ways in mind and
body balance soul.. of Emotional heArt… expresSinG
this emoTioNal heArt as SpiRit in yes.. a miNd and boDy
BaLanCinG soUl.. without the ambulance traffic of worry
thoughts about oh my God i don’t have the biggest house
in the neighborhood.. the most shapely breasts or the
longest God dam dick.. in the gym locker room..
BUTT!.. YES.. before he got ‘the operation’..
he FEELS AND SMELLS the value of lust
to get the job of reproducing
done.. and there’s no
holding back
in wild CAT
ways of doing that
for long term survival
oF tHe cat species at hand..
and seriously.. out in the wild..
depending on the resources noW at
hand.. it can be a real struggle full
of misery and suffering.. no different
than what THE BUDDHA DUDE SO-CALLED iN India
SAW BACK then.. outside of the castle of all
ya can eat tender vittles.. anyway.. a balance
yes.. and attachment to material goods and
making the tools us instead of what we
naturally are all naked in nature..
is a big no no.. for simple
Nirvana and Bliss
of the morning
kitty kat
who lives
life in the liGht
of God of aLL Nature at
Peace.. without all the worries
of mortgages.. car payments.. and
sure he still has the tools of claws and
jaws to survive in the wild like he did before
he met us two years or so into his wild cat life to
bring him the easier ability to enjoy early morning
Nirvana in the SunliGht of GOD ALLONE WITH NO
GOD DAM HUMAN SEPARATION FOSTERED BY
FRIGGING WORDS COLLECTED IN BOOKS WITH
RULES OF PRISON WHEN THERE IS OBVIOUS
ABUNDANCE THAT COULD BE SHARED IN
SMALLER HUMAN GROUPS IF WE DIDN’T
LIVE IN INSANELY LARGE POPULATIONS
THAT HUMANS ARE STILL ONLY EVOLVED
TO LIVE with just 150 to 200 sets of
touch feely naked eye connections
together as one happy human
Bonobo-like family that
uses sex together
to get rid of the
frustrations Now
of Neo Cortical
existential thoughts
about what comes next..
or what was before.. particularly
in the case of human beings noW with
books.. and particularly big black books
that suggest that going away from human
Nature like repressing lust and becoming
celibate is a great thing to do to become a
spiritual leader.. overall.. as we already know
how that works with pedophile fetish priests.. yes..
God dam Buddhist Monks and Muslim clerics who have
also been caught with the little boys pants pulled down..
and yes.. the so-called men of God partaking of using little
boys for slaves to fill their sexual desire that would be
much better used in a willing vagina or hand than
harming a little boy as history shows always
happens when humans get out of the
Nature of God’s Balance that is
consensual Lust and Love between
Loving primates..
where humans
have made women
and little boys into slaves
to suit tHeir whacked out of Nature desires
now from a life of withholding lust instead
of letting it go and flow.. in consensual
non-harming ways.. YEAH.. tHiS iS A SOURCE
STILL OF MUCH MIDDLE EASTERN AGGRESSION
AND VIOLENCE By noW SHUTTING DOWN HUMAN
LUST BY FORCE.. THEREBY MAKING RECRUITING
TERRORISTS EASY BY LETTING THEM RAPE LITTLE
GIRLS OF OTHER FAITHS IN CONQUERING THEM.. AND
PROMISING 72 YOUNG VIRGINS AFTER LIFE IN SUICIDE
BOMBINGS.. ANYWAY.. i live in Miley Cyrus wrecking ball
land where sexuality is celebrating in oh so many wonderful
and lusty ways that increase human creativity and balance
except for folks with the disease of addiction that are gonna
get addicted to something to excess that harms them
no matter what.. as most often the core issue of
that disease is mammas.. daddies..and or peers
then and now who did not cultivate the garden
of touchy feely love at a relatively tender
young toddler age and in school boy.. girl
days and even work days too.. all around..
so yeah.. i veer paths with the ignorance
of both Buddhism and Christianity.. and
Islam too as ‘they’ FAIL TO UNDERSTAND WHAT
FUCKING HUMAN AND GOD GIVeN HuMAN NATURE FeeLinGsEnSes
EVEN iS.. and to suggest tHeRe is no God as a Buddhist
and then go on to say you are going to live forever in bliss
away from this earthly plane is the height of hypocrisy as
how the fuck do you get to control that if there is no other
higher power either named or unnamed.. it matters not
as Yoda Might say as this Force of God that can
certainly be unnamed but is still God dam named
when someone calls it the Force one and same
as Force underlying allthatis same and ONE..
i say.. LET’S GET REAL.. THiS iS FucKinG
GOING DOWN FOR REAL ALwAYS NOW
AND DON’T FOOL OURSELVES TO
BELIEVE THAT GOD LIVES
ANYWHERE BUT EVERYWHERE
ALWAYS NOW.. INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE.. SO BELOW.. AND ALL AROUND.. NOW NOW NOW..
there is no escaping the God of Nature.. no.. not
even after death.. as even science shows that
Energy always exists whether in matter or not..
and we are energy at core.. same subatomic stuff
as the Stone of the Mountain of gRains oF sand
that hold up the Mountain of Love as human
potential when we work together in naked
flesh of lust and love instead of against
each other when we make cars
lovers and brick houses
and pyramids
Gods.. NOW YES..
now WE are God
allisGod NOW
allthatis now…
and tHeRe ain’t no need
to fear attraction to breasts
Penises and Vaginas or even GOD YeS..
firm male butts if you are a valley
girl.. depending on whatever the FucK
God given sexual orientation the God of
Nature gives ya from birth or extension of
cultural leaning ways of being in Nurture NoW
iN aLL.. YES.. BALANCE iS KEY.. ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE
WITH THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION.. BALANCE Is NoW
KEY.. VERY POSSIBLE WITH A LOVING FAMILY AND
PEERS FROM BIRTH WHO MOVE… CONNECT.. AND
CREATE FROM BiRTH IN GIVING SHARING WAYS noW..
SO.. ON THIS MEMORIAL DAY WHILE I GREATLY RESPECT
THOSE WHO HAVE DIED WHO GIVE ME THIS YELLOW BOY
IN BALANCE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE BOTH TENDER LOVING
VITTLES AND THE GOD DAM CALL OF THE WILD TOO IN BALANCE noW
I SAY JUST REMEMBER YOU ARE A CHILD OF NATURE.. YES GODoNE
AnD SamE.. both seen and unseen and sure i intuitively FEEL the essence
of myoUr soUl LiVes forever the same as God dam Buddha.. or Jesus or
whomever the other countless enlightened primates or such as those
intellectual and artful beings have come to understand
all over and beyond the UniVErse and InFinity
beyond thAT alWays now.. anyWay..
Yellow Boy is far more advanced
in being one with God than
most humans mired
as tools are
today.. all
he needs is fur..
paws and claws to
be one with God in
thE Sunlight oF BreaKinG
dawn who he is at core noW
with the liGht of God Now..
and yes.. the tender loving
care and tender vittles helps
but no.. i’M not sure what brand
name Katrina buys.. but he only
eats what he needs to get BuY..
to maintain his youthful God cat
appearance in balance and bliss
in the law of claws of God set FReED WitH i..
Culture.. is an enormously large millstone for a
human being noW to escape with a vision quest that
is truly still necessary these days away from spoon
fed culture no different than the legends of the Buddha
and the Jesus and whatever is truly historical fAct of those
two men’s lives.. and sure.. Muhammad rates too.. but OH GOD..
levels of violence still propagated by that associated religion
truly does show it doesn’t work well as the sacred text is not
clear enough for folks as whole to actually practice
peace and harmony in BaLaNcinG REAL EFFECT.. and sure..
those problems exist everywHeRe.. including heRe..
wHeRe humans live in insanely large populations..
particularly.. in low resource areas like
desertS of course.. yeah duh.. that’s
just FucKinG common sense and
why tHeRe is so much CONTROL
FOR BASIC GOD DAM SURVIVAL..
so.. the answers are still
in A way like the
ones of the Jesus
and the Buddha.. they must
be obtained at the individual level
in seeking finding and practicing A INdividual
way that works for each person as we are all
different in the bio-diversity of God for the
struggle of life that allows us to survive
for the longest eras of now
ALIVeNoW bottom
linEnoW..
what works
works… seek It..
find IT.. use it.. or
never NoW find it or lose
iT as in all stuff animal
oF God oF aLL LiFeNOW now
so hEar with my Memorial
Day treatise on remembering
who and what we are at core..
a little Vision quest music and
the life of the Buddha celebrated
in PBS documentary way..
anyway.. no one
owns the
trUth and liGht
but the LiVinG God
as yes.. Force that lives
all that is inside us .. outside
us and all around us NOW above oh!
so below.. to make the best of iT
iN INTerdependent relationship
with allthatis God can be
YES.. RELATIVE
HUMAN WILL iN
MASTERING
THE NIRVANA..
THE BLISS OF HEAVEN
NOW.. BUT REMEMBER2 NO
ONE OWNS THAT BUT GOD
AND YOU ALL NEVER A SLAVE
TO TEXT OR ONE HUMAN ALONE..
FREEDOM IS FREE
ALWAYS
BOTTOM
LiNE
NOWFReED..:)
16,134
Okay.. so in conclusion here.. while i might still go way up
back ‘up’ there and finish the Thursday Open
Link from dVerse poeTry poetic responses
to keep this Trojan Horse of
longest Long
Poem Form
eva in the
History of Humankind
with all the colors that must
come in to keep it somewhat
monolithically interesting too..
going.. approaching 4 million
words now in this 672nd verse
as inspired and in covenant
with God too of course but
hell no.. it ain’t like
‘we’ jUst
have a beer
and chit chat
to discuss this
stuff but haha..
it can even be stranger
than that in non-verbal
terms too.. hehe.. noW
of course iN synchronicity
ways of tapestry of all ‘A
God Art and science put
together in one whole painting
of beauty forevernowallmorenow..
so anyway.. basic instinct lie of Christianity..
Islam.. and Buddhism.. the big three religions
that some folks like to lie to themselves
and say Buddhism isn’t a religion
as i pull out my handy dandy
Wiki instruction on that
here and quote:
back ‘up’ there and finish the Thursday Open
Link from dVerse poeTry poetic responses
to keep this Trojan Horse of
longest Long
Poem Form
eva in the
History of Humankind
with all the colors that must
come in to keep it somewhat
monolithically interesting too..
going.. approaching 4 million
words now in this 672nd verse
as inspired and in covenant
with God too of course but
hell no.. it ain’t like
‘we’ jUst
have a beer
and chit chat
to discuss this
stuff but haha..
it can even be stranger
than that in non-verbal
terms too.. hehe.. noW
of course iN synchronicity
ways of tapestry of all ‘A
God Art and science put
together in one whole painting
of beauty forevernowallmorenow..
so anyway.. basic instinct lie of Christianity..
Islam.. and Buddhism.. the big three religions
that some folks like to lie to themselves
and say Buddhism isn’t a religion
as i pull out my handy dandy
Wiki instruction on that
here and quote:
Okay i’ll go easy on ya..
and use the long term
Merriam Webster
Def. of religion
AS we analyze
it in Layman’s
terms using
Fred Logic
here..
and use the long term
Merriam Webster
Def. of religion
AS we analyze
it in Layman’s
terms using
Fred Logic
here..
RELIGION
: the belief in a god or in a group of gods
: an organized system of beliefs, ceremonies, and rules used to worship a god or a group of gods
: an interest, a belief, or an activity that is very important to a person or group
: an organized system of beliefs, ceremonies, and rules used to worship a god or a group of gods
: an interest, a belief, or an activity that is very important to a person or group
Well.. the truth is Islam.. Buddhism.. and Christianity all meet
the third part of this three part and or or and definition
of religion.. and yes.. of course science and
the scientists WHO passionately
use science as an interest, a
belief, or an activity that is
very important to a
person or group..
Jesus F iN Christ
of course meet THAT
definition as clearly
expressed noW iN this
Symphony of science
video ‘heRe’.. same passion
same preaching with emotion
same mysteries and imagination
of God and Nature one and same
of what is known and unknown in
all the mysteries of what is as is noW..
Bottom line.. replace the word Nature with
God and they are talking about the same
God dam Interconnecting Force as
Interdependent relationship
of allthatis AKA GOD ONE
GOD ALL NOW ALL OK..
let’s not get caught up
in priSons of words
LET’S JUST GET
REAL AND ADMIT
IT IS THE SAME
GOD DAM THING
ALL REAL NOW.. ALL NOW.. OK..;)
the third part of this three part and or or and definition
of religion.. and yes.. of course science and
the scientists WHO passionately
use science as an interest, a
belief, or an activity that is
very important to a
person or group..
Jesus F iN Christ
of course meet THAT
definition as clearly
expressed noW iN this
Symphony of science
video ‘heRe’.. same passion
same preaching with emotion
same mysteries and imagination
of God and Nature one and same
of what is known and unknown in
all the mysteries of what is as is noW..
Bottom line.. replace the word Nature with
God and they are talking about the same
God dam Interconnecting Force as
Interdependent relationship
of allthatis AKA GOD ONE
GOD ALL NOW ALL OK..
let’s not get caught up
in priSons of words
LET’S JUST GET
REAL AND ADMIT
IT IS THE SAME
GOD DAM THING
ALL REAL NOW.. ALL NOW.. OK..;)
but anyway here is the clear evidence
of THAT NOW IN THE VIDEO HERE..
of THAT NOW IN THE VIDEO HERE..
Okay.. so back to Islam and Christianity now.. the other
two of the big three religions in the world today..
Well.. Christianity as whole clearly worships
a man on a cross named Jesus..
they stand.. they kneel and they
bow to Jesus too.. and yes..
although not all folks
do this with an idol
form of Buddha.. it’s
plain to see many do and
argue as to who is or is not
veering from the Buddha’s
teaching of who’s got the real
message real of supernatural
too.. yeah.. legend has it that
Buddha was born of a Virgin birth
too.. not unlike the same mythology
of Jesus.. and Horus of Isis and
Osiris too.. same story.. just
different God dam
actors in
the play..
of human history
stories that house
the vessels and vehicles
of Truth or Not and or both
Truth and Not.. and Islam..
well that’s a little more tricky
but as obvious as a man who
changed the laws of the day
to get his dick in one more
little girl who never has
a chance to find
her own
independence
first before owned
as a slave back then..
and sure if your dick
is really hard as pedophile
then.. you can get even get
10 AS more little girls by the
price of a dowry too historically
set as precedence by that somewhat
sick in the mind and body balance
dude Muhammad.. and Jesus F in
Christ.. per what so-called Nicene
Creed talks to about putting the
dead and alive on trial and
judging then.. i’ve already
given plenty of Muslim
Folks time and effort
to defend Muhammad
but they failed miserably
as they cannot deny the
lust of his selfish ways..
over love with slavery of
others by purchase instead…
sorry NO.. it pisses me and GodONE
oFF Very much.. in the eYes sTill of
stove top burned beautiful young
women in Pakistan.. tortured ’cause
A husband didn’t like the slave money
for the wife enough to be satisfied in
eyes of Muhammad still then now..
yeah.. i read about Muhammad playing
with the dolls of that 9 year old girl whatever
her name was that he purchased at a young
age.. and what particularly makes me sick
is Muslim women come to believe THAT is
sweet and loving.. when truly it is so
God dam sick.. in perversion
of what the greatest
gift to human
Love even is
more than
sticking a dick
in a little girl’s private
parts.. for perhaps the
reason he didn’t feel man enough
to do it with an ADULT woman at that
point in his life.. you know a
FULLY mature one and not
a little bitty girl..
ugh.. this putting
Devils on trial is not
a task i like to do.. but
ya know the Covenant
thingy and all to bRing
GREATER TRUTH AND LIGHT..
God is the Judge.. i’m just
the court reporter.. and
scribe.. and sure prophet
too.. in healing SOMEwayS..
yep2.. oKay..
And yes..
by penalty
of death.. if ya say
Muhammad don’t have
the last word from God you
can be punished by death
if you live over ‘there’..
FAIL.. MISERABLE
FAIL.. THE GOD JURY’S
OUT.. MUHAMMAD FAILS
MISERABLY FOR THE CAUSE
OF FREEDOM IN GOD’S CHILDREN’S
FREE EYES AWAY FROM SLAVES THAT
ARE BOUGHT WITH DOWRIES AND SUCH
AS THAT.. but yes.. it is what it was and CAN
be different if more folks wake up and quit
worshipping Muhammad as a God no
different than Jesus.. or for the
folks who bow down to an
idol of Buddha too..
and fear to veer
from whatever tHe
Fuck he suggested then..
while humans are never cookie
cutter replicas as sure some can go
without lust by nature.. but a balance
of lust and love is what makes humans
most creative and productive for survival
and that is why mostly the United States
has been the leader of the free world up
until around now.. where the U.S has
failed miserably.. recently.. in ways
of greed.. and killing others
for the almighty dollar
of illusion away
from the
God of Nature
now.. well.. anyway..
YES.. the trUth can hurt..
NOW but the liGht feels
great wide awake once
one arrives there.. and the
trUth and liGht is.. science so
far as both a religion and one
that can see the interdependent
relationship of all that is one and
same from inside us.. outside us..
and all round us above so below..
is doing the best God dam great
job so far overall.. with
at least not raping
too many little
girls.. stove
top burning
wives.. going into
Iraq by calling three
other countries the axis
of evil.. to use God to Kill
as a defense.. so dam INSANE..
or bombing A Japanese ISLAND
and killing almost 100 thousand
innocent people there same
as Iraq over there.. yep..
most everyone has
blood on their hands..
and yes.. science does too..
as mistakes in the medical profession
are the third leading cause of death
in the U.S. now too.. too many folks
relay on external substances to heal
themselves rather than the all
Natural Yellow Boy power
inside who is doing
fine by the way..
after surviving
feline leukemia
for around 8 or 9
years now.. and perhaps
it is all natural Tai Chi and
Yoga Poses at peace and
rest in still call of the Wild
Balance with a serving
of tender vittles love
to keep life
bright
and liGht
now.. it beats
raping little girls
for a price for dam
sure or the spoils of wars
in promises of 72 virgins
after life too.. tRust me..
God over all as God lives
in all is not very happy with
the human race.. and sure.. while
not many people may read this or give
a shit.. it matters not.. as God
Speaks For God allone
iN ALL of US
never separated
now when free allone..
the wages of going against
that allone is real sin.. the
balance with it is simply
Nirvana and bliss
now
ONE AND
SAME AS THE
HEAVEN OF NOW..:)
two of the big three religions in the world today..
Well.. Christianity as whole clearly worships
a man on a cross named Jesus..
they stand.. they kneel and they
bow to Jesus too.. and yes..
although not all folks
do this with an idol
form of Buddha.. it’s
plain to see many do and
argue as to who is or is not
veering from the Buddha’s
teaching of who’s got the real
message real of supernatural
too.. yeah.. legend has it that
Buddha was born of a Virgin birth
too.. not unlike the same mythology
of Jesus.. and Horus of Isis and
Osiris too.. same story.. just
different God dam
actors in
the play..
of human history
stories that house
the vessels and vehicles
of Truth or Not and or both
Truth and Not.. and Islam..
well that’s a little more tricky
but as obvious as a man who
changed the laws of the day
to get his dick in one more
little girl who never has
a chance to find
her own
independence
first before owned
as a slave back then..
and sure if your dick
is really hard as pedophile
then.. you can get even get
10 AS more little girls by the
price of a dowry too historically
set as precedence by that somewhat
sick in the mind and body balance
dude Muhammad.. and Jesus F in
Christ.. per what so-called Nicene
Creed talks to about putting the
dead and alive on trial and
judging then.. i’ve already
given plenty of Muslim
Folks time and effort
to defend Muhammad
but they failed miserably
as they cannot deny the
lust of his selfish ways..
over love with slavery of
others by purchase instead…
sorry NO.. it pisses me and GodONE
oFF Very much.. in the eYes sTill of
stove top burned beautiful young
women in Pakistan.. tortured ’cause
A husband didn’t like the slave money
for the wife enough to be satisfied in
eyes of Muhammad still then now..
yeah.. i read about Muhammad playing
with the dolls of that 9 year old girl whatever
her name was that he purchased at a young
age.. and what particularly makes me sick
is Muslim women come to believe THAT is
sweet and loving.. when truly it is so
God dam sick.. in perversion
of what the greatest
gift to human
Love even is
more than
sticking a dick
in a little girl’s private
parts.. for perhaps the
reason he didn’t feel man enough
to do it with an ADULT woman at that
point in his life.. you know a
FULLY mature one and not
a little bitty girl..
ugh.. this putting
Devils on trial is not
a task i like to do.. but
ya know the Covenant
thingy and all to bRing
GREATER TRUTH AND LIGHT..
God is the Judge.. i’m just
the court reporter.. and
scribe.. and sure prophet
too.. in healing SOMEwayS..
yep2.. oKay..
And yes..
by penalty
of death.. if ya say
Muhammad don’t have
the last word from God you
can be punished by death
if you live over ‘there’..
FAIL.. MISERABLE
FAIL.. THE GOD JURY’S
OUT.. MUHAMMAD FAILS
MISERABLY FOR THE CAUSE
OF FREEDOM IN GOD’S CHILDREN’S
FREE EYES AWAY FROM SLAVES THAT
ARE BOUGHT WITH DOWRIES AND SUCH
AS THAT.. but yes.. it is what it was and CAN
be different if more folks wake up and quit
worshipping Muhammad as a God no
different than Jesus.. or for the
folks who bow down to an
idol of Buddha too..
and fear to veer
from whatever tHe
Fuck he suggested then..
while humans are never cookie
cutter replicas as sure some can go
without lust by nature.. but a balance
of lust and love is what makes humans
most creative and productive for survival
and that is why mostly the United States
has been the leader of the free world up
until around now.. where the U.S has
failed miserably.. recently.. in ways
of greed.. and killing others
for the almighty dollar
of illusion away
from the
God of Nature
now.. well.. anyway..
YES.. the trUth can hurt..
NOW but the liGht feels
great wide awake once
one arrives there.. and the
trUth and liGht is.. science so
far as both a religion and one
that can see the interdependent
relationship of all that is one and
same from inside us.. outside us..
and all round us above so below..
is doing the best God dam great
job so far overall.. with
at least not raping
too many little
girls.. stove
top burning
wives.. going into
Iraq by calling three
other countries the axis
of evil.. to use God to Kill
as a defense.. so dam INSANE..
or bombing A Japanese ISLAND
and killing almost 100 thousand
innocent people there same
as Iraq over there.. yep..
most everyone has
blood on their hands..
and yes.. science does too..
as mistakes in the medical profession
are the third leading cause of death
in the U.S. now too.. too many folks
relay on external substances to heal
themselves rather than the all
Natural Yellow Boy power
inside who is doing
fine by the way..
after surviving
feline leukemia
for around 8 or 9
years now.. and perhaps
it is all natural Tai Chi and
Yoga Poses at peace and
rest in still call of the Wild
Balance with a serving
of tender vittles love
to keep life
bright
and liGht
now.. it beats
raping little girls
for a price for dam
sure or the spoils of wars
in promises of 72 virgins
after life too.. tRust me..
God over all as God lives
in all is not very happy with
the human race.. and sure.. while
not many people may read this or give
a shit.. it matters not.. as God
Speaks For God allone
iN ALL of US
never separated
now when free allone..
the wages of going against
that allone is real sin.. the
balance with it is simply
Nirvana and bliss
now
ONE AND
SAME AS THE
HEAVEN OF NOW..:)
17,573
OH.. yep.. and in addendum to
conclusion here..
iF anyone thInks
thaT Synchronicity
is not real.. in terms
of the ant who has no
idea what the hive looks
like when the ant finishes
the individual of teAM task
at the end of the day now..
or the fleA.. who dePends
on the Dog for its very
survival but has no
idea what makes
the whole
dog NoW
tick with
holy and
sacred blood
as meal for life..
Secrets in plain siGht
show clearly the phenomenon
of the same hive LiKE synchronicity
of human behavior too.. and no.. not an
individual or even nation effort alone but
an entire iNnate.. iNstinctual and iNtuitive
art of creaTiViTy thAt Flows iN God’s eYes
oF UniVersal Flow as a streAm that flows
into a River of Ocean one wHole ZonE..
now.. as wE.. and iT makes mE giggle
when conspiracy theorists
on the Internet suggest
there is some
kind of WHoLE
secret corporation
plan of ruling the world
in one world new age order
when it is simply and complexly
yes.. beyond the human power
oF reaSoNing to the
non-empirical
meaSuRinG
Art of God
wHOle nowoNe
Force of brush
aS paiNt iN Action
with beYond inFinite
hAnds on thE liGht oF
Brush noW iN yes dARk wAves
oF negative too.. so the best
advice is to grab hold of the brush
and ride in new heights of liGhts ReAL
wAvE.. trUe.. iT IS A TEAM EFFORT AND THE
CALL OF GOD HAS BEEN SET FREE back into
HuMans OF LITTLE AND BIG BLACK BOOKS aS
DancEs and SonGS oF artistS iN Global Wide wayS..
and even profit making organizations that sell shoes
that say JUST DO IT.. iN GOD OF VICTORY OVER VENGEANCE noW
WAY.. i added in the Vengeance pArt oF Course for a wheeL rehearsed..
No Harm Clause for the best oF Fearless Love LIFE Now.. a drink of
water for all when aLL liVes In JuST DoinG Fearless Love LiFE Now..
so with that sAid.. iT’s Memorial day and the gym is cloSinG early
for celebration ways.. but no different than when i started a
little warrior journey as A soldier of God at age 12 with some
rudimentary concrete and bar weights.. Fearless is required
to truly express Love.. thE GreaTesT iN love aS Sacred waY..
so here comes a three hour or so Exxtreme Martial arts..
ballet-waY iN intense strength training too.. noW witH
the technology of free FloWinG Nautilus
Golden Spiral machines that exercise more
range of motion and paRts of the body
than just free weight exercises and
such as that.. but no.. no rat
treadmill repetitive cage
movements for me..
all so freE noW..
i WiLL Tai Chi-like
move my way fast and
slow.. iN InfiNite more and
potential nuanced Movements
and Associated EmoTions aS
experienced per way of peptide
receptors of positive insPiRinG
Electronic music with associated
Neuro-chemicals and hormones way
noW hiGher to fiRe A praCTiCinG
play oF Y i.. aS A conTinUinG
pasSioN oF miNdful bodYFuLL
Awareness iN balance oF soUl..
wHere the creaTiVitY iN wayS
Of DancE and SonG oF poEtry
WiLL Fly hiGher and hiGheR
SOaRing around the God oF/iN/aS..
i.. wE.. mE.. uS.. sAMe ONEnoWonE..:)
conclusion here..
iF anyone thInks
thaT Synchronicity
is not real.. in terms
of the ant who has no
idea what the hive looks
like when the ant finishes
the individual of teAM task
at the end of the day now..
or the fleA.. who dePends
on the Dog for its very
survival but has no
idea what makes
the whole
dog NoW
tick with
holy and
sacred blood
as meal for life..
Secrets in plain siGht
show clearly the phenomenon
of the same hive LiKE synchronicity
of human behavior too.. and no.. not an
individual or even nation effort alone but
an entire iNnate.. iNstinctual and iNtuitive
art of creaTiViTy thAt Flows iN God’s eYes
oF UniVersal Flow as a streAm that flows
into a River of Ocean one wHole ZonE..
now.. as wE.. and iT makes mE giggle
when conspiracy theorists
on the Internet suggest
there is some
kind of WHoLE
secret corporation
plan of ruling the world
in one world new age order
when it is simply and complexly
yes.. beyond the human power
oF reaSoNing to the
non-empirical
meaSuRinG
Art of God
wHOle nowoNe
Force of brush
aS paiNt iN Action
with beYond inFinite
hAnds on thE liGht oF
Brush noW iN yes dARk wAves
oF negative too.. so the best
advice is to grab hold of the brush
and ride in new heights of liGhts ReAL
wAvE.. trUe.. iT IS A TEAM EFFORT AND THE
CALL OF GOD HAS BEEN SET FREE back into
HuMans OF LITTLE AND BIG BLACK BOOKS aS
DancEs and SonGS oF artistS iN Global Wide wayS..
and even profit making organizations that sell shoes
that say JUST DO IT.. iN GOD OF VICTORY OVER VENGEANCE noW
WAY.. i added in the Vengeance pArt oF Course for a wheeL rehearsed..
No Harm Clause for the best oF Fearless Love LIFE Now.. a drink of
water for all when aLL liVes In JuST DoinG Fearless Love LiFE Now..
so with that sAid.. iT’s Memorial day and the gym is cloSinG early
for celebration ways.. but no different than when i started a
little warrior journey as A soldier of God at age 12 with some
rudimentary concrete and bar weights.. Fearless is required
to truly express Love.. thE GreaTesT iN love aS Sacred waY..
so here comes a three hour or so Exxtreme Martial arts..
ballet-waY iN intense strength training too.. noW witH
the technology of free FloWinG Nautilus
Golden Spiral machines that exercise more
range of motion and paRts of the body
than just free weight exercises and
such as that.. but no.. no rat
treadmill repetitive cage
movements for me..
all so freE noW..
i WiLL Tai Chi-like
move my way fast and
slow.. iN InfiNite more and
potential nuanced Movements
and Associated EmoTions aS
experienced per way of peptide
receptors of positive insPiRinG
Electronic music with associated
Neuro-chemicals and hormones way
noW hiGher to fiRe A praCTiCinG
play oF Y i.. aS A conTinUinG
pasSioN oF miNdful bodYFuLL
Awareness iN balance oF soUl..
wHere the creaTiVitY iN wayS
Of DancE and SonG oF poEtry
WiLL Fly hiGher and hiGheR
SOaRing around the God oF/iN/aS..
i.. wE.. mE.. uS.. sAMe ONEnoWonE..:)
18,108
Oh Lord.. of Beers and Bowling Alleys
and all them years i had to drink
a beer to relax.. well.. i’m glad
i don’t need no more beers
to Chill out.. and noW this
‘tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE’
is dedicated on Memorial Day
to my 1st cousin Dickey who died
in a fiery Helicopter crash in Vietnam..
back in ’69.. i remember he said he
always wanted to buy a Camaro and
marry his sweetheart when he got back..
Well.. i was fortunate.. was born just at the
right time where i didn’t volunteer like my
cousin did for the ’cause of preserving
life… liberty.. justice.. and the pursuit of
happiness over here in the
U.S. of A.. and yes i married
my sweet heart and drove
a teal green super
sporty Camaro
for all of 14 years..
and sadly.. since then..
in ’69.. it’s hard to find a fully
truly justified war for good
but never the less.. plenty
of folks were still fighting for
freedom no matter what the higher
ups were arranging for them next..
and that reminds me.. never thank
a living Veteran for their service
on Memorial Day as more than
likely they will get a little
indignant.. and i was
talking to the X-Commodore
of the Naval Station where i work-
out about just this same thing a couple
of hours ago.. yeah.. an amazing dude
in his 70’s.. still squatting over 400LBS..
as solid as monument of a Human Rock..
without steroids.. yeah that Movie Star ‘Rock’..
in the REAL special services S.E.A.L.
operation and spending
years ’66 to ’70 in
Vietnam witnessing
the Loss off 44 of his
fellow sailors to deaths
as horrible as being chopped
in half by chopper blades in
front of friends.. and one guy
he said who only served 4 hours
and was killed.. oh.. the price of Freedom
iN Life.. Liberty.. and our current pursuit of
happiness has been the steepest price of all
for many through our history.. and hopefully now
with more freedom of information.. NO unjustified
wars where our own young men and women and
other young men and women of other countries noW
are NOT sacrificed for a dollar bill.. some reconstruction
of an oil country or whatever suits the administration
higher ups.. fancy.. of psychopathic leaning current
REAL INTENTION.. then.. no more.. JUST DON’T
DO IT HERE.. NEVER EVER DO IT.. YOU HEAR..
Life.. Liberty.. Justice.. and the pursuit of Happiness
are worth dying for overall for the Human species
to thrive alive.. but lies.. oh no.. OH NO.. OH NO.. NO NO..
DON’T
DO IT UNDER
ANY FucKinG Circumstance
as trUly the God oF aLL iS watching
iN and as aLL oF uS.. anD more
of US are free than
ever before..
and that
counts
for
a
LOT..
while WE ABIDE..:)
and all them years i had to drink
a beer to relax.. well.. i’m glad
i don’t need no more beers
to Chill out.. and noW this
‘tSuNaMi 7tH WaVe oF LoVE’
is dedicated on Memorial Day
to my 1st cousin Dickey who died
in a fiery Helicopter crash in Vietnam..
back in ’69.. i remember he said he
always wanted to buy a Camaro and
marry his sweetheart when he got back..
Well.. i was fortunate.. was born just at the
right time where i didn’t volunteer like my
cousin did for the ’cause of preserving
life… liberty.. justice.. and the pursuit of
happiness over here in the
U.S. of A.. and yes i married
my sweet heart and drove
a teal green super
sporty Camaro
for all of 14 years..
and sadly.. since then..
in ’69.. it’s hard to find a fully
truly justified war for good
but never the less.. plenty
of folks were still fighting for
freedom no matter what the higher
ups were arranging for them next..
and that reminds me.. never thank
a living Veteran for their service
on Memorial Day as more than
likely they will get a little
indignant.. and i was
talking to the X-Commodore
of the Naval Station where i work-
out about just this same thing a couple
of hours ago.. yeah.. an amazing dude
in his 70’s.. still squatting over 400LBS..
as solid as monument of a Human Rock..
without steroids.. yeah that Movie Star ‘Rock’..
in the REAL special services S.E.A.L.
operation and spending
years ’66 to ’70 in
Vietnam witnessing
the Loss off 44 of his
fellow sailors to deaths
as horrible as being chopped
in half by chopper blades in
front of friends.. and one guy
he said who only served 4 hours
and was killed.. oh.. the price of Freedom
iN Life.. Liberty.. and our current pursuit of
happiness has been the steepest price of all
for many through our history.. and hopefully now
with more freedom of information.. NO unjustified
wars where our own young men and women and
other young men and women of other countries noW
are NOT sacrificed for a dollar bill.. some reconstruction
of an oil country or whatever suits the administration
higher ups.. fancy.. of psychopathic leaning current
REAL INTENTION.. then.. no more.. JUST DON’T
DO IT HERE.. NEVER EVER DO IT.. YOU HEAR..
Life.. Liberty.. Justice.. and the pursuit of Happiness
are worth dying for overall for the Human species
to thrive alive.. but lies.. oh no.. OH NO.. OH NO.. NO NO..
DON’T
DO IT UNDER
ANY FucKinG Circumstance
as trUly the God oF aLL iS watching
iN and as aLL oF uS.. anD more
of US are free than
ever before..
and that
counts
for
a
LOT..
while WE ABIDE..:)
OKaY.. noW..
thE otHeR
YelLow Boy
CAMe BacK.. TG..;)
thE otHeR
YelLow Boy
CAMe BacK.. TG..;)
Facebook Friend Rafiah
from Pakistan says..
from Pakistan says..
As you talk about inner healing,
this reminds me to tell you that Ramazan
is just around the corner. And it all about
inner healing. I am going to be such a good baby.
Hahaaa wink emoticon grin emoticon
this reminds me to tell you that Ramazan
is just around the corner. And it all about
inner healing. I am going to be such a good baby.
Hahaaa wink emoticon grin emoticon
And then i say..
Oh Gosh.. Ramazan is like alWays noW for me..
and your Ramazan starts the day before my 56th birthday..
the 6th.. on June 5th.. sMiLes mY friend.. Rafiah.. you
are always a Good baby to me.. And good to hear from you..
i miss you ’cause you are my REAL FRIeND.. for
so long now.. going on
two years..
smile emoticon
and your Ramazan starts the day before my 56th birthday..
the 6th.. on June 5th.. sMiLes mY friend.. Rafiah.. you
are always a Good baby to me.. And good to hear from you..
i miss you ’cause you are my REAL FRIeND.. for
so long now.. going on
two years..
smile emoticon
Then Rafiah says
in another Facebook
Share discussion..
in another Facebook
Share discussion..
It’s very surreal where science and arts meet.
My presentation topic for my organic course was
biosynthesis of cholesterol in body. When I was
studying I was so much amazed at the how subtle and
beautiful the design is. Subhaan Allah, is the word.
P.s I am sure you’ll google the meaning of
Subhan Allah yourself. wink emoticon
My presentation topic for my organic course was
biosynthesis of cholesterol in body. When I was
studying I was so much amazed at the how subtle and
beautiful the design is. Subhaan Allah, is the word.
P.s I am sure you’ll google the meaning of
Subhan Allah yourself. wink emoticon
And finAlly i say..
Yes.. Glory bE to God
when art and science
comes together
iN the HUman
MiNd and BoDy
iN BaLanCinG souL
my friEnd also through
expresSinG EmoTioNow
noW aS SpiRit to gET
iT aLL toGeTheR NoW..:)
when art and science
comes together
iN the HUman
MiNd and BoDy
iN BaLanCinG souL
my friEnd also through
expresSinG EmoTioNow
noW aS SpiRit to gET
iT aLL toGeTheR NoW..:)
And then Rafiah shares
a Facebook Status about
“Never Let Me Go”
a Facebook Status about
“Never Let Me Go”
and i say..
Wiki makes
Me thInk
Good movie
And way..:)
Me thInk
Good movie
And way..:)
Rafiah says..
I liked the movie.
It was bi sad though. But it’s the
song with the same title that I love
so much. And me and my friend Juwairyah
go crazy over this song. Lol actually I go
crazy an she accompany me in my craziness.
It was her birthday. So yeah. smile emoticon
It was bi sad though. But it’s the
song with the same title that I love
so much. And me and my friend Juwairyah
go crazy over this song. Lol actually I go
crazy an she accompany me in my craziness.
It was her birthday. So yeah. smile emoticon
And finAlly iN conclusion i say..
WeLL… happy birthday to her too..
and stay crazy wiTh Good EmoTioNs..
as God WiLL bE Happy WiTh you too..:)
and stay crazy wiTh Good EmoTioNs..
as God WiLL bE Happy WiTh you too..:)
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