MIRACLE OF DANCE
A
BEDROOM
WITH
ONLY
A
DIM LIT
SCREEN VIEW…
A
TRIP
TO
WAL-MART
EACH
WEEK
SITTING IN OUR CAR
while wife Katrina does the shopping…
EMOTIONS ARE GONE…
THE
PAIN IN MY EAR AND EYE
LIKE
A
DRILL BIT
OF
DENTIST…
WHERE IS THE EXPRESSION
ON MY FACE…
ALL
IS
PAIN
ALL
IS
PAIN…
Smiling older folks
walking hand in hand
strolling in
AND
out
IN
LOVE..
i watch the world go by..
wanting so much to be part of it..
but
pain
TAKES
ALL
OF
LIFE
AWAY FROM ME…
YES.. FOR OVER FIVE YEARS
THIS
IS
ALL
MY LIFE IS..
i CAN not tolerate the colors of a photo..
or
the sound of music..
YES..
ALL
i am
IS
PAIN
NO one CAN SEE MY
HORRIFYING DISABILITY
BUT
ME..
i am like the
HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME
WITHOUT
A
HUNCH…
“PEOPLE HAVE IT WORSE OFF THAN YOU..
YOU SHOULD BE THRILLED TO HAVE ALL THE MONEY
YOU
WILL
EVER
NEED”
BUT
THEY CANNOT FEEL
THE LITERAL HELL
i
AM…
SO now as the month
of December closes
and i prepare to
look back on
2014..
as i did
2013..
in blog
reflection way..
i know NOW my
LIFE IS MIRACLE OF DANCE..
AS
ALMOST EVERYONE
FORGETS
i even
exist
in
those
5 years..
but a few in my
family…
When i finAlly re-enter
FULL HUMANITY
AT THE END
OF
JULY 2013..
i am no one to anyone.. outside of family
but a STRANGEr who wears shades…
OH MY GOD.. HOW i LOVE SERVING AND CONNECTING TO THE
PUBLIC IN MY DECADES OF GOVERNMENT SERVICE..
i just want connection again..
to make anyone
smile the
way
i
CAN BEFORE FOR ALL THOSE DECADES OF LOVE AM i…
So GOD teaches me a dance that WILL ONCE AGAIN
CONNECT ME TO
OTHERS AND THIS TIME.. IT is not just at work..
IT
WILL BE ALMOST EVERYONE IN THE
METRO AREA
OF
where i live..
APPROACHING 2800 MILES
NOW IN almost 16 months..
OF
Dance Walking
a martial arts..
ballet
style of dance..
in ALL stores
Katrina
LOVES
TO
SHOP…
And now all someone
has to do is
SEE
ME
FOR
ME
TO GENERATE
A SMILE
for
THEM..
SO GOD DOES LEAD ME
BACK
TO
LEAD
A
CHOIR
OF
LOVING DANCE..
And WHEN
A
TIME COMES FOR
MEMORIAL
OF
ME
‘THEY’
CAN
SIMPLY
SAY HE DANCED
THE DANCE OF
LIFE
LIKE JONATHAN
LIVINGSTON
SEAGULL
FREE
BIRD
IS
H
E
AND YEAH..
NAKED AS A JAYBIRD
TOO..
@444WORD444@
with more photos to come
THURSDAY NIGHT
in
celebration of my
38th RAVE
DANCE
week
AT OLD
SEVILLE QUARTER..
PENSACOLA FL..
DANCING WITH
ALL THE KIDS
WHO ARE
NOT
TOO
COOL
TO
DANCE!
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