KATiE MiA FredericK!: sANDs of LOVE

sANDs of LOVE

Posted on February 12, 2015by katiemiafrederick

Ya.. know..

my father

rarely

spoke

many..any words

around us children..

my mother.. his wife..

AND perhaps one could

question his intelligence..

as he never goes above the high-school level..

and stays at the grunt level of deputy sheriff for 46 years..

but he has these eyes that speak so much more than words..

and now that i must wear shades to see..

i cover what lies underneath..

eyes of cold blue steel..

and then there are words…

as perhaps with the eyes

of my father’s eyes..

a life without words

is enough.. to say..

so much more than words..

and i find now that the dance of life in Art..

in All one does.. says so much more

than science and other modes

of mechanical cognition

in structured

guidelines

of life

will EVER DO.. in words alone……

There is life in Art.. IN all OTHER things..

as far as i see.. now..ONLY DEATH.

And on a lighter note..

as you may know..

i am still attempting to measure

the Art

of Renaissance

Michelangelo Male Nude Art

in modern selfie ‘David’ ways…

PErky.. one might say…

So perhaps this is A flesh and blood

Da Vinci Mona Lisa..

in middle-age

male flesh

and blood

photography Art..

with eyes that follow one

anywhere one goes in a room of life……

Hmm.. i guess i need to go on a diet..

as i am A 233LB version..

hehe.. and yeah..

i can use some more hair..

JUST ON THE TOP OF MY HEAD..

And yes.. Walt Whitman cherishes his human life..

immodestly so.. as well.. in poetic expression of freest verse words…

And is it no wonder that ‘strange’ women offer a womb up to bear his child…. And to be clear THAT is NOT happening with me.. yet..

Well ok.. comparing one’s self to Michelangelo.. DaVinci.. and Whitman..

in anyway.. shape or form.. is quite a feat.. that lies in

and at the dreams of women and men’s feet..

but there is another man named

Jesus in historical lore..

who says.. anything

is possible

in this

life..

for one who has Truest WILL..

Faith and Belief within

GOD that CAN be self…

as well as all else in Nature True…

It’s PRETTY sad.. when one’s own face

or rest of mind and body balance.. can inspire one like this..

Or is it just another gift from GOD to be cherished…

i suppose if Whitman is here to speak..

he will go with cherished..

instead.. of sad…

To do anything

else.. is to go

against..

GOD

in my opinion..

for weak humans that will love

AND HATE

to hold brave and WILLing Humans

with FAITH AND BELIEF IN SELF

with Trust in the rest of Mother Nature

TRUE aka GOD.. to FLOW.. WITH God..

BACK!

i say let ALL the F*NNING STU*F GO

AND JUST HAVE FUN!

Like the ICE Princess and Queen from ‘Frozen’..

who JUST Says F UN YOU.. i am what

i am and what i am I WILL BE!

NO MORE perfect boy

or girl for me either..

JUST ME

AS PERFECTION

IN PRACTICE OF ART..

with never competition or goal

against anyone else.. but as one with

GOD’s Gravity aligned AS ONE FORCE OF ART

But anyway.. i suppose with age comes wisdom..

so at any age THAT IS ALWAYS

SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD

TO IN THE PRACTICE OF NOW….

AS LIFE AS ART!

So it is a grain of sANDs of LOVE

that i STAND UP ON.. never looking down..

to fall on human will.. faith.. belief.. hope

OR LOVE lower than that grain of sand

that IS GOD TOO.. AS THAT GRAIN OF SAND..

is as high.. as i too….

AND.. as you may be tired of this song..

by now.. it’s HARD to appreciate it

as much as i DO.. perhaps..

as truly i AM FROZEN..

FOR FIVE LONG YEARS OF HELL..

AND i am NOW thawed as FREE

as A BIRD on TWO WINGS!

in HEAVEN….

NOW!

FU*niNG!

LET IT ALL

GO is what I DO!

EVERY NOW OF EVERY NOW

IN A RAGING PERFECT STORM

OF UNCONDITIONAL SACRED LOVE…

UH OH.. SPRING IS COMING..

AND SO IS A Creative

Explosion for me..

As the

seasons go..

SO DOES THE

CREATIVE SPIRIT OF MY FLOW!

IN SUN SHINE OF HE ART AS HEART!..!

WITH HOPE.. FAITH.. BELIEF..

IN ME AND TRUST IN GOD..

ALL AROUND AS

MOTHER NATURE TRUE!

And on the right.. the black and white

version

of my father..

with his identical twin brother

on the left..

at age 17..

or so….

Thanks GOD for my eXistence..

AND my X-Catholic Priest Paternal Grandfather..

who decides to leave the ‘ORDER’.. TOO..

and finds a 17 year old woman..

at his age of 36.. to get married….too…..

from his Parish…..

Mother Nature TRUE Beats human rules..

ALL THE TIME.. ALL AS GOOD…

in the end………all that is.. IS IS…..

And finally.. the censored version

for PG13 audiences of my renaissance male nude ART…

still developing last June.. about the time i stopped

censoring it..to break more social norm rules…

but STILL KEEPING IT ALL LEGAL..

ON RESTRICTED BLOG WAY.. after that…

And yes.. i will certainly be amiss..

if i do

not include

Mother

WHO DEFINITELY DOES

give me

the gift of Sacred Unconditional Love..

at the age of 17.. as above.. my Father…

And there is me

in the lower

right

hand

corner

17 too..

why break a trend…

*@word906@*

NONE

IT is real NOW..

so i stick with NOW..

as FIRST AND LAST CAUSE AS IS…

AND OH GOD.. IS life easy that way.. per GOD that’s NOW…

ALL truly GREAT enlightened and awakened philosophers focus on now…

Only abstract language.. collective intelligence and complex cultural abstract concepts take one away from GOD that’s NOW…

God IS the first and last cause NOW AS IS WonENOW…

And that’s just common sense and emotions.. even withOUT without abstract language.. collective intelligence.. and complex cultural ways.. of living life…

Seriously.. it’s best to worship GOD AS NOW…

Any questions…

Oh and by the way..

typo up there with two withouts..

sorry about that.. i’m sure it made it

even MORE

CONFUSing….

BUT THE bottom line IS..

i use common

sense to rule my life..

not religion or science…

AND that IS INSTINCTUAL

AND INNATE human potential…

And sorry to keep beating a LIVE horse

BUT IT IS THE innate and instinctual REASON

i press 930LBS with my legs at age 54

and the crowd thinks i’m on roller skates

when i dance.. literally speaking.. as i just receive that remark

and applause last night from a basketball crowd at my military gym…

i’m already in Ripley’s believe it or not IN LIVING COLOR REALITY.. PER REASON OF innate instinct and NOT RELIGION OR SCIENCE…

And seriously what i’m saying here is to focus too much on book learning and to forget what innate instinctual human nature can be when practiced is to miss the circus of life.. enjoyed as such…

But of course the CIRCUS IS NOT FOR EVERYONE.. friend…

i understand that…

But maybe there are other potential circus

performers in the reading audience

that can use some inspiration

to be ‘SUPERMEN OR

WOMEN

too..

But anyway..

the so-called

higher

power

GOD

is in instinct and intuition from within..

NOT RELIGION OR SCIENCE…

THAT’S ALREADY A

PROVEN FACT..

PER REFERENCE OF

scientists who study the

FEATS OF TIBETAN

MOUNTAIN

MONKS.

i ‘JUST DO IT’…

IN Public.. that’s the only difference…

IN other words ‘i came down from the Mountain’…

And i am moving them too.. in Metaphor.. of course…

Sure.. i for one.. am certainly not too all knowing.. to discount that…

Sure.. nothing is GOD too…

Ynot…

Yup.. i am most definitely into the FORCE THINGY AS GOD..

AND we and OTHERS are the sentient FORCE OF FORCE

as a synergistic SENTIENT FORCE…

Seriously.. if it wasn’t for psychopathic leaning religious leaders

ALL FOR THE POWER AND GLORY AND MATERIALISTIC GAINS THROUGH SUBJUGATION OF HUMANS THROUGH ILLUSORY FEARS.. AND REPRESSION AND OPPRESSION OF HUMAN NATURE this could be so DAM easy…

MY CAT Yellow Boy THANKS GOD EVERYDAY..

HE MISSED THAT PART OF HUMAN illusory LIFE…

AND Madonna has IT All FIGURED OUT TOO…

Oh and by the way..

for the non-metaphorical

deciphering minds out there..

the Devils are religion

and Love

GOD

And

Nietzche

is the POPE!