KATiE MiA FredericK!: Rosalinda's Eyes

Rosalinda’s Eyes

Posted on September 23, 2015by katiemiafrederick

Hi..

Alley

Cat..

i am A

very emotional

and sensitive person

in ways of human empathy of

feeling emotional contagion..

as well as super sensitive

to the environment

around me..

particularly

man-made

materials where i

cannot even stand

to touch

my own

pants..

i’ve lived most

of my life with my hands

closed.. around man-made materials..

And i’ve spent most of my life.. feeling all the pain

and joy in the emotions and senses of people around me..

Well.. if it’s happy and healthy.. people i’m around..

it’s a blissful experience.. but i’ve had great difficulty

in life not getting low in mood in feeling and senses..

if i am around people who are negative..or sick..

And yes.. i’ve learned to

regulate my emotions and integrate

my senses much better with my free style art of ballet

and martial arts-like dance everywhere i go in public

for over 4000 miles.. but never the less..

no matter how strong i look on the outside.. in masculine ways of male.. there is a soft heart inside that will always FEEL AND SENSE.. SO much.. and will feel it as well when people do not understand me.. and suggest that i am doing something nefarious when i am just being me..

You know.. and FEEL.. last week when Kazen Sakura and Bjorn gang up on me in that post about Gilligan’s Island.. it was very distressing and the reason i decide to no longer post with dVerse is i start to feel like i am getting bullied in middle school again.. just for being me.. as DIFFERENT.. with no ill intent toward others.. no matter how far from the established norm i express myself then and now..

I was so careful to meet the requirements of that prompt..

and outlined in such great detail how much it meant to me..

and how important the change of moving out of the cave of Plato

is for me now.. as i do this now.. and i made that clear that it was

no hypothetical but a metaphor for my life now in change..

IN THE ACTUAL POST ITSELF

WHEN I SAY I DO PRECISELY THIS..

But still as in times past when i clarify and validate

my existence as human being and people just turn a deaf ear

and a blind eye to me.. that continues to happen in my life..

where people can get away with it..

But yes.. in flesh and blood life..

i am like ‘Superman’ now..

in both strength and courage..

but i will always have that soft side..

that will not harm anyone if at all possible.. and try to make friends..

And last week when i am doing my dance in a small square footage

waiting at the end of the line at Starbucks in the mall.. as usual..

people are videotaping the

‘crazy latin dancing solo in herald square’

and yes there is a song for that.. i provide at the top..

that i am thinking of and FEELING now..

at this point in stream of

consciousness writing

named.. ‘Rosalinda’s Eyes’..

When i am 18 and dancing

with my first Love Sonia..

a half-cuban girl.. whose mother

is from Cuba.. and father..

an old salty

Irish sailor guy..

i dance robotic..

afraid to raise my

arms in the air..

’cause people tell me

that is feminine before.. and it looks gay..

Well.. i let it all go now.. and while i do not raise my arms in ballet-like dance in front of Starbucks.. i float around on my feet like Michael Jackson does in his moonwalk dance.. as hey baby.. this dance thing is my special interest.. and a hawk does not fall out of sky as the hawk practices all the time his or her flying.. and a monkey does not fall out of the trees as a monkey practices his or her climbing and swinging from branch to branch from wake to sleep.. and this dance thingy is my savant skill now..
AS MONKEY AND HAWK!..:)!

And this monkey and hawk.. never fails to
please the audience of people who have
not swung from Chandeliers
(a song for that too)
or flown on
terrestrial
land
like ME
on Butterfly
WinGs..

So a Lady comes up to me..
and tales me she is so inspired
by me.. yes.. just a lady drinking
her expensive coffee at a table
by me.. and a very intelligent
lady.. visiting from
another area of
the country who
has not seen me do
this before.. as my
GOD..
in real life..
i am literally
the most
well known
unknown
person in
the area as you might
imagine for the only dude
who dances in public everywhere
he goes.. in a very patriarchal military
area.. particularly with the shades on..
law enforcement look.. 230LBS of
muscle and all of that..
i am the last
person anyone
will expect to dance..
and i dance as over the
top as anyone might
do anywhere
at any
size and
shape.. so no..
people will never forget
me now.. no matter if they love
me or hate me.. i’ve already made my
mark in dance.. in inspiring people
far beyond anything i’ve done
online..
and to think
it starts with one step
back.. just one step
back and has
evolved
into a Milky
Way flow
of galaxY
in movement..

But here’s the moral of the story..
the main reason i am fearless enough
to do this.. IS i gET naked first and learn
to get comfortable in the gift of Temple of GOD
GOD GIFTS me.. and truly i wish that the popularity
of John 3:16 in the Christian world could be replaced
by Verse 37 of the Sacred Text of the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas attributed to Jesus
in what i believe is the crux
of a man who says
look within
for answers
and to Nature
no different
than Buddha
naturally does
before.. and other
philosophers of old
and new who escape
the lies of culture used
to control humans for order
instead of their natural limitless
potentials gifted by GOD when
TRULY SET FREE AS
NAKED
CREATURES
OF GOD..
’cause.. we connect
to Nature as God through
all of our body through
literal skin above and
beyond reading
words in the cultural
tool of books..
and when i stripped
down to my underwear online
and no longer am ashamed to be human
and finally make the plunge for the full Monty..
that believe me wasn’t easy.. as i was always
the kid who didn’t wanna get naked
in gym class..
that is what
FREED ME MOST AND
I THEN UNDERSTAND HOW
POWERFUL A METAPHOR FOR HUMAN
FREEDOM THAT THE REPORTED WORDS
OF JESUS ARE IN THAT VERSE 37 OF
THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS
AS IT RELATES
TO GOD LIVING
IN US.. AND WE
FREEING GOD IN US..
WHEN WE NOT ONLY TAKE
OFF THE METAPHOR OF THE CLOTHES
OF CULTURE BUT WHEN WE LITERALLY
GET NAKED AND FREE AND DANCE
ON THE SOILS OF GOD’S
EARTH.. AND BECOME
ONE WITH GOD..
AS THE AIR FLOWS
THROUGH EVERY HAIR
OF OUR BODY.. SQUARE INCH
OF SKIN.. AND THOSE TINGLY
PARTS THAT ARE AT THE
CORE OF HUMAN
LIBIDO AND
CREATIVITY
SQUARE
BETWEEN
OUR LEGS
BOTH MALE
AND FEMALE.. THE FASTEST WAY
TO LIMIT HUMAN ENERGY AND CREATIVITY
IS TO CLOTH THOSE MIDDLE PARTS.. AND TAKE
AWAY HUMAN SENSUALITY AND SEXUALITY FROM
THE MIX OF HUMAN REALITY MORE FULLY EXPRESSED..
TO NAME THE GREATEST GIFT OF HUMAN BEING
IN INNATE NAKED HUMAN LIBIDO AND CREATIVE
POTENTIAL EVIL AS NAKED INSTEAD OF
FREE.. AS GOD LIVES IN OUR
SKIN FROM YES HEAD TO
TOE TO VAGINA TO
PENIS..
TO EVERY SQUARE
INCH OF FLESH WE
ARE AS TEMPLE OF GOD..
AND BY GOD.. THE DAY
THAT MOST EVERYONE
IS ABLE TO DANCE NAKED
AND FREE ON UNRESTRICTED
BLOGS OF FREEOM ON THE
INTERNET IN THE INNOCENCE
OF THE sKiN provided
to them
all naturally
by GOD will
be the day that
Peace and Love rules
the world and
not hard
fists
and guns
of subjugating
heartless controlling
power.. so yeah.. true you’ve met one
person with Asperger’s syndrome and you’ve
only met one.. as some are super sensitive
to senses and emotions and some
are just overall numb to
all stuff in life..
i highly recommend if your daughter
is open to it.. you allow her to free flow
dance in her skin somewhere private to truly
naturally connect to GOD like this.. as to feel
free and comfortable in one’s own skin is to become
more confident and resilient in real life clothed situations
too.. WHEN THEY SAY IMAGINE SOMEONE IN THEIR
UNDERWEAR TO GET COMFORTABLE IN SPEAKING IN
PUBLIC.. PEOPLE do not have to imagine that to get comfortable
speaking to me.. all they have to do is click on a restricted link and
FEEL that i for one AM 100% COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN TEMPLE
OF GOD AND NOT AFRAID TO SHARE IT TOTALLY NAKED
WITH THE WORLD AS SENSUAL
AS MALE CAN
GET..
AND BY GOD..
IF ALL THIS CREATIVITY
I DO HERE.. DOES NOT ATTEST
TO THE EFFECTIVENESS OF BEING
NAKED AND FREELY EXPRESSING
HUMAN SENSUALITY
AND SEXUALITY..
WHAT DOES..
WHAT
GIVES..
i am the only 55 year old
poetic male who does this..
and there is no one who will
be like me.. seriously.. until they
find the courage to dance free naked
in front of the world too.. GOD is GOD..
NATURE IS NATURE.. THERE IS NO ESCAPE
BUT PAIN AND SUFFERING.. TO EMBRACE OUR
NATURE AS GOD GIVEN AND FREE IS TO BECOME
HUMAN AGAIN AND SEE GOD AND FEEL GOD AS ONE
IN US.. AS JESUS SAYS.. THE ‘HE’ THAT WILL RETURN WILL
BE THE YOU WHO FIND GOD IN YOU.. AND I FEEL THE BEST
WAY TO DO THAT.. IS TO GET OUT IN NATURE AND DANCE FREE
NAKED.. AND PERHAPS ONE DAY HUMANS WILL ONCE AGAIN DANCE
FREE WITH HEART FULLY NAKED WHERE LOVE AND EMPATHY WILL RULE
AND THERE WILL NEVER BE FEAR OF RAPE.. OR MOLESTATION OF NON
CONSENSUAL WAYS OF HATE IN THE AIR OF HUMAN
AS WHEN A HUMAN IS COMFORTABLE AND
CONFIDENT IN THEIR OWN SKIN
THEY ALREADY HAVE IT
ALL AND THERE
IS NO NEED
TO SUBJUGATE
OTHERS AND TAKE
THE FREEDOMS
OF OTHER
FOLKS
AWAY
WHEN
ONE HAS
IT ALL
ALLaSOnE
inside outside
above below
and all around!

And FUCK.. IT IS SO FUCKING HARD
TO GET THIS MESSAGE ACROSS TO most anyone
IN LIFE AS THEY HAVE BEEN FUCKING BRAINWASHED
BY THE CLOTHES OF CULTURE SO LONG BUT THE FUCkING
real man JESUS IS MY HERO AND I WILL SPREAD
HIS NAKED RULE OF GOD IN HUMAN
UNTIL MY FLESH AND BLOOD
AIN’T HOT TO
WOMEN
ANYMORE..
HEHE..
IT’S THE
THE THOUGHT
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY
THE REAL HUMAN METAPHOR
OF FEELING THAT COUNTS..
AND I WILL BE FUCKING IMPRESSED
AS HELL TO SEE A 90 YEAR OLD MALE
OR FEMALE DANCE NAKED ON THEIR
BLOG NO MATTER WHAT CONDITION
THEY ARE IN AS I WILL KNOW
THEY FINALLY FEEL
THAT GOD
LIVES
WITHIN
THEM FREE
AND THEY ARE NOT
AFRAID TO SHARE THE
REAL ALL NATURAL
GOD THAT
LIVES WITHIN
THEM AND IS EXPRESSED
AS THE MOST SACRED AND
HOLY TEMPLE OF GOD
FROM HEAD TO
TOE TO TIP
OF PENIS
TO THE
FLOWER
OF THE
FEMALE
VAGINA THAT
TRULY LOOKS
LIKE A BUTTERFLY
AT REST JUST WAITING
FOR ENERGY AND ACTION
OF HUMAN LIBIDO AND CREATIVITY
explosion of life SET FREE AS GOD WITHIN US
FREE
AS HUMAN
FREE CAN BE!

BUT ANYWAY.. in closing i always
love to quote and link the REAL
JESUS HERE..:)

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

And this is how i follow in the
REAL FOOTSTEPS OF THE
REAL FREE MAN JESUS
WHO SEES NO INDIGNITY
OF ‘DANCING LIFE’ WITH RICH
AND POOR ‘PROSTITUTES’ ALIKE..

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/03/free-verse-nude-poetry.html

With accompaniment by the modern
day prophet.. Lady Gaga in ART
and creativity and HA!.. ALLEY CAT..
UNLESS you are a servant
girl.. CAUTION.. you probably
shouldn’t
click on THAT
LINK ABOVE..
SMILES..
yes.. i do
it MOSTLY for the
SERVANT
GIRLS..
WiNKS..
i hope
at least..
for the total of
10K views or so
so far.. in my two
‘naughty blogs’..;)

SO FAR.. SO FAR.. HE AND KING
DAVID ARE.. AND ME! FROM THE REALITY
OF TODAY’S SO-CALLED CHRISTIANS
WHO KEEP
THEIR LEGS
CLOSED
SO TIGHT
AND
DEAD
IN GOD…
I WILL DANCE NAKED
IN FRONT OF ‘SERVANT
GIRLS’
AS LONG
AS MY FEET
WILL CARRY ME
ONE NAKED
STEP
FURTHER..
AS FREE!
AND UNTIL ALL THOSE
SERVANT GIRLS BECOME
FREE
TOO…
AS ME
AND GOD
AS SO WELL
MY FRIEND AsONe!
AND MAY YOUR
DAUGHTER WITH
ASPERGER’S SYNDROME
BE THE FIRST TO HAVE
THIS FREEDOM ON
PRIVATE
SOILS
OF HER
SOUL..
MY FRIEND..
ALLEY CAT..:)

Oh yeah.. and a final note..
on ‘Rosalinda’s eyes’ as this
will be the title of the next
blog post as i address
the ‘evil’ of
human and
cultural clothing..
Sonia was a fabulous
dancer.. me at 18
and she at 15..
she won dance
contests with
her brother
in couples dancing
at a place named
Riverside disco..
yes the same
river place i
am raised
looking across
the river at age
3 and feeling
GOD AS NATURE
FREE! LIKE ME!
and yeah.. she
broke up with
me eventually
’cause i was
too UPTIGHT..
WELL KATRINA
DOESN’T DANCE..
SO IT DIDN’T MATTER
TO HER NO MATTER HOW
UPTIGHT I WAS.. BUT THE
FACT IS I WAS NEVER FREE
UNTIL I DANCE BALLET..
SOLO CRAZY
LATIN
I AM
WITH
CAJUN
GRANDMOTHER
TRUE.. THOSE
LATIN ROOTS
RUN FREE
WITH SIOUX
AND
CHEROKEE..
AS THE GHOST
DANCE OF LOVING
LIFE
IS FREE
IN ME
SOLO
DANCING
IN HERALD SQUARE
BLOWING A HORN
OF SORTS..
OF FREEDOM
MY FRIEND WHERE
THOSE CUBAN
SKIES
ARE FINALLY
ALIVE IN THE
FEAT
OF FEET
OF ME!!!

OH GOD!
LIFE
IS MAGIC
WITH GOD..:)!
AND all those ‘Rosalinda’s
eyes’ i meet along the
path
of
life now..
YOUNG
AND OLD..
who see me
for what
I TRULY AM
AS A FREE CHILD OF GOD!
AS NATURE
sAMe..:)

2406

“Love is not BEcause
IT IS Despite”

Oh! i Love this
Himali..! quick!
let’s get approval
from the Pope
to add it to the
Catholic
Bible!
sMiLES
of
Him
al
i
LOvE!

WinKS..he’s
visiting
US
tomorrow
i’ll give hiM
aRing..;)

And Catholic
tRuly means
UNiversal
Faith
of Life..
Despite..
TO Love..
Despite..
IS
LiVinG
iN
LiGHT!

ReaSons iS
doGs collars..

Love IS
sMILEs
oN
doGs
FacEs..

Himali..!
bRings!
sMILES!
to me..:)!

2477

Ha..! Himali..

God helps me make up dance aS i ‘JUST DO IT’..
in words and steps.. And YES.. sonGs aS weLL..
AND that beautiful Dome IN MY SAINT ROSE OF LIMA..
Catholic Church Ceiling.. carries
Voices WitH Choirs of Angelic Host..

And yes.. it is metaphor..
But yes.. it is literal
Truth as
metaphor
as well..
iN LiGhT
my dear
friend..
Himali..
with yoUr
KinD
Unconditional
Love of course
that is nice
to finAlly
share wITh
People wHo
LiVELOVELiGhT
WitH GOD like tHis..:)

God IS Epic
and
so are
ALL
OF WE..
WHEN FULLER
EXPREsSinG
SPiRiT OF HUMAN
HEaRt IN MiND AND
BODY BALANCinG SoUl NOW..:)

2584

No More HeadLines
DeadLines..
JuST
FredlLines..;)

No More scheduLed
GuideLined
IntructioNaliZed
Poetic Prompts
JusT
wRite!
FREe!D!!

2600

And now to the joy of responding to
a few poems on the dVerse Poet’s
Pub trail.. in poetic verse
as words come
free..
and then to
the dance of life
all free.. and back
in steps of
words here..
later after
that.. sMILEs of
FUN Life IS when
WiLD and FREeD..
for me..
at least..
for whatever
may come
as comes
as FREEnOW!..:)

Oh.. best of fortune to you
my friend Anthony.. in the
world print of poetry..
and here the poison
tip in arrow
eyes of
Love..
without
Unconditional
heArt and spiRit
expresSinG to go alonG
with THAT soUl can tRuly
bE a poison..
i for one
do
noT
partake..
in cross
carrying way..
but yeah.. Now
i visit.. just for
fun.. HaHa! as Human
DisciplinE for ALL the WiN..:)

oHstOne
iMageSL0ves
gOnePAssimaGinary
LoveRSabsTractsoreal
n0limiTsTonefLesh
whEreLoVe
GRows
aFreSh
AsHorEs
aWasHinGsEa..:)

As i look around
the bars of moon
flowers now
truly it
has never
been more
difficult
to be
a lover young
now than ever before…
no longer a world for romance..
for sure…
heArts lost
in moonlight
stimulating gloom…

Oh.. to change human
nature to restrict
young men
away from
women.. whether
in priests with
imprisoned peckers..
or women hidden
away in brown
paper bags..
from Afghan
generals..
sick fetishes
are the result
and change
truly comes
when all
human
freedoms
are released
according to Nature..
instead of sick twisted
words of religion and culture..
anyway.. my Grandfather said
F it and
left the
Catholic
Church as priest
and exposed this
stuff well
before
now.. in
the middle of last
century.. additionally
with a book titled
‘Behind the Dictators’..
still available for free
with a PDF search
on Google..
i like to
thInk
and more
importantly
feel.. i carry on
his ‘work’ above
and beyond his
ideas
then..
yeah.. rapists
make me sick
and they come
in Dowry form..
too.. all legal
on the wedding
night in sanctified
rape.. as rape
IS
always
when
there
is only
one willing
part of consensual
tasteS.. anyway..
only a sign
of both
weak
men
and
women
false..still NOW..
people will do
anything to be
accepted in life..
no matter how sick
and perverted the rules do get…
Female Genital mutilation is rape as well..
UGH.. some
apex
predator
huh.. feeding..
mutilating now..
on members
of one’s own
species
sick…

LoVe.
alWays
floWer
valUe..:)

Well.. sadly
only five links
so far.. will be
back later..
now.. 3:11 pm..:)

Back again at 12:33 am
to give it another
try on
9232015..;)

So sad when women
become prey
or pride
instead
of Love
of GOD..:)

Well.. Victoria..
both you and
i sing the
Moody Blues
on blog posts
of different
avenues
today..
but still
the moody
blues are a great
poetic prompt
any time of
now for
me as
well..:)

Of course your poem
is brilliant.. they
always are to
me but
more than
anything
else i am
happy
to see
your
‘wife
Shawna’
here today
again..
i’m just
in it for
the social
connection..
F poetry
seriously
F off Poetry..
just
leave
the Love
forWards..
now.. like
cash
in
advance..
and we
will dam
sure
SHOOT
EGGS
WITH
GUNS
of
JOY
and
ROSES..;)

Oh.. images.. of what we
are supposed to
be rather than
realities
of what
we like
to be..
Joy
is Beauty
Loving Now..
whEre essence
of meaning
rUles over
beaUty
moreover
fORm N0W..:)

Puts detective
hat on again..
and wonders
if S depicts
X’s Wife
in photo
above..
S times
X equals
what..
IN
XS..
One tHinG.
i guess..
and i am
dead dam
alive serious
everyt ime
i read tHis
poEm i
see yoUr
soulA
more
and
more..
what more
can you
bRinG
to the
table
of
poetRy
iT jUst
don’t get
any beTter
than THAT!@!iN0W..;)

The younger
i get..
the more
i appreciate
imagiNATiONS..
RULE over
creativity..
sMiLeS..
aLong A
way..;)

Interestingly..
adulterous
women
make
the most
beautiful
children of
all.. and my
wife as offspring
is testament to that..
GOD is Love and Lust
for Life.. and most of all
GOD APPRECIATES LIFE
in all LUST AND LOVE THAT
COMES.. in my friend.. all colors
all creeds.. all nations.. all
sexual orientations and
yes the most
prolific
of prostitutes
as well ALLONE
as one GOD’s
HAPPY
BLOOD
FAMiLY
WitH
NO HoLDS
BARrED..:)

But anyWay..
someOne
2K years
or so ago..
already
is reported
as
saying this..
in other
words..
i am
just
heRe
to
back
HiM UP..
aGAIN..:)

Of course..
Pain is
not comfortable..
but as ALLways the
first stone is GOD.. Smiles..
Humans will never get smart enough
to judge the First and Last stONE..:)

Parables are still effective to get points across to those
who are ready to receive them..
And the first is of the
best in my H opinion..;)

And as a SIDE NOTE here..
Jesus suggests that
the Kingdom of
Heaven is at
HAND NOW..
in us
outside
of us..
all around
us NOW..
AND IN
THIS
KINGDOM
THERE WILL
BE NO MARRIAGE
AND PEOPLE WILL
LIVE AS BROTHERS
AND SISTERS.. BUT
anyway.. if people like
me wanna stay monogamous
and get married for legal
rights i say do as they will..
WHY NOT.. JUST DO IT..
as long as they hurt
no one else
by doing
it..
but yes..
GOD is
AS FREE AS
NATURE.. AND
THAT MEANS WE ALL
SHARE THE SAME
DNA AND
WE OWN
NO OTHER
HUMAN
INHERENTLY
WITH A PEDIGREE
OF PAPER.. UNLESS
THAT IS A CONSENSUAL
WAY OF BEING A COUPLE..

So yeah.. maybe Jesus
is correct and maybe
truly it is
marriage
that is
evil
and not
the roving
eye that wants
to make the most
beautiful strong
child it can..

BUT that’s
not my cup of
tea but it IS that
cup of tea of others..
i CAN respect that..

God plays by NO
HUMAN RULE AND
JESUS IS
ACTUALLY
BRILLIANT
TO OBSERVE THE
ENVIRONMENT
AS WHOLE
before
modern
day science
AND FIGURE
OUT THE SIMPLE
TRUTH THAT CULTURE
IS A DEVICE TO
CONTROL
HUMAN
NATURE
AND NOT
FREE IT
AS GIFTED
BY GOD.. SO YEAH..
THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE..
CULTURE THE CAMEL.. PRISON
OF HUMAN NATURE.. NOT FREE..;)

*SIDE NOTE ENDS..;)

And thiS greaTest
True Love
alWays
LiVES
withIn..
giVinG
jUst
giVinG
whole
WiLL
LOVE..:)

Hmm.. finished
at 1:13 am..
13 poems
total..
for
now..;)

Back again
at 9:06 am..

AND THIS calls for a
CELEBRATION OF SORTS NOW..:)

Ah yes.. bring me to the
Golden stream.. let
me swim NOW
in dream of
real.. past is
gone future
never NOW
IS Golden
Stream
of
Life..:)

i am speechless
truly i cannot
add any
WORDS..
to BE TRUE TO
YOUR VOICE..
SMILES..:)

Thank GOD for the
rebels the reAlly
so-called
crazy
ones who
WiLL challenge
the pre-conceived
order.. sMILES..:)

SIDE NOTE:
somewhat paraphrased
from Viv.. Steve Jobs
and Jesus..;)

*end
side
note..;)

Oh sweet egg shell
of human connections
you shatter so far.. so
few now..
wHere all
the KinGs
menwomen
wITh
glue
try..
just
try..
SO.. connecTinG
Blue skeyes
aGaiN..:)

Ah yes.. the heArt ‘knows’
best now.. the rational
mind is just
a dog
of reason..
and some WE’s
FEEL DOGS
WITH HEaRT
JUST NOW.. JUST
NOW.. the secret
has always been
in dogodog
just waiting
in
plain
site
paws
and canines
FREE.. STILL
REMEMBERING
WHAT IT MEANS
TO BE A FRIGGING
FREE AND FEELING
SOCIAL ANIMAL TRUeNOW..:)

9:39 am for now..:)

Ah yes.. greaTest challenges
of Finding ‘first and last’ Loves
is Losing
‘you’..
and
‘ALL’..
sMiLEs..:)

The End for Now..
10:37 am
NOW..:)

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Hello friend X.. back from dance.. in area stores..

a little nap on my mother’s easy chair.. as we deliver

her groceries.. and back to the lovely art of

responding in heart to the

song of other souls.. and oh goodness..

some nows it’s a boot and some nows it’s a kiss..

and that’s life.. and to be expected for anyone

who dances the edges of the Milky Way..

i am born a rover.. and i am most happy as a rover.. and ha! i don’t even need a home base blog.. as I’m a roving blog wherever i go.. sMILES.. again.. it is very difficult for me to feel negative emotions.. now.. and i always honor people who cross that boundary.. and create that feeling in me..

AS those are the nows that drive me highest to greaTest Lights inside me.. coming from darker areas of life.. expresSing as such externally.. more powerful than before as challenges grow.. and adaptations to

change come.. maKing me always stronger

than before.. as long as i have an

escape if the steaming

‘stuff’ gets too hot..;)

AND a little ‘cross carrying’ builds

strong muscles in an eternal kind of way..

God is real.. I have 100% faith in THAT.. so it’s all a total mix of Light to me..
knowing and feeling 100% that GOD gifts me with both dark and light.. as human..

WITH both the ability and GIFT still for mostly positive..
but yes.. the occasional dip in the cesspools of
Life.. i look at it like a vaccination for
eternity now’s challenges.. more.. sMiLES..

AND i have almost washed it all off..
for the most recent sWim..
sMILEsX3.. and be by
your place in a few..
with my RAmBLIN’ BLOg..;)

HA! and Jesus..
he will get the boot
in averted eyes.. in any
church in my area.. at least..
the real man Jesus..
yes.. including
my Catholic
Church.. but
perhaps the
priest will
have an
INKling
of sorts.. wiNks..
MOsT parishioners
will just
ignore
him
like
he doesn’t
exist.. sorta
like
a thief
in
the
night…
and the saddest thing
of all is they will die not knowing
or feeling it.. when they shun
his hand
during
the
Lord’s prayer..
and Jesus will
only shed a tear for them
again.. Yes.. FEELING ONCE
AGAIN.. GOD FORGIVE THEM
FOR THEY KNOW
NOT
WHAT
THEY DO…
people are alike
all over.. then
and now..
Tears of
Jesus
will
always exist
as long
as human
being
diversity
in relative
human
free
will
lives
on….
iN price
of separation
as well as UNitY..
GOD’SFREEDOM’S WAY
as MANiFEST in HUMAN BEING..:)

Anyway.. it’s been a tough road hiding the reality
that i am Jesus.. incarnate again..
as metaphor of course..
as ha..! i am not
even the same person
i am a second ago..
human beings
are all fluid
evolving
beings
never
ever the
same from
one second
to the next..
so HA! to the
best effect of affect
it is a moot point that
i am a metaphor of
Jesus incarnate
today.. now..
and then..
and
seriously
i could make
a case for it..
grandson of a Catholic
Priest.. a storied one
at that.. a rebel at that..
and my GOD that picture up
there with the beard at
age 22.. with
my father
in blood..
the resemblance
for modern art depictions
is kinda uncanny then..
so yeah.. i shave the
beard off.. put
on 60LBS of muscle
to hide the former
more effete
Jesus Look..
put some
shades on
all the time..
to hide the
piercing blue
eyes that can
see the soul
of anyone
so deep
with
a glance
of only
one
eye
so blue
and true..
And hmm.. well
as far as miracles go..
i’ve outlined all of that
to GREATEST DETAIL IN THIS BLOG..
DOING STUFF THAT NO OTHER HUMAN FLESH
AND BLOOD AT AGE 55 CAN DO.. AND SERIOUSLY
I AM THE EPITOME OF THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH
AS i can run circles around Marine dudes
who are less than half my age..
yes F IN LITERALLY DANCE
CIRCLES AROUND ‘EM
ON THE DANCE
FLOOR
OF LIFE..
hehe..
and does anyone
from my culture
recognize me
or understand
my philosophies
of life.. well one
need only look at
the likes on my
blog to see only
Indian and Muslim
Women.. acknowledging
my existence here with
likes.. so yeah.. that
whole thingy about a prophet
not recognized in his own
local area.. and Okay..
September 23rd is coming
up.. in case you haven’t
heard that’s the
day of
the SOMETHING
REALLY BIG HAPPENING
THAT FOLKS HAVE BEEN
FORECASTING ACROSS THE
WORLD IN TIN FOIL HAT
INTERNET AVENUES OF THOUGHT
COINCIDING AS WELLWITH
THE SUPER 4th BLOOD MOON
COMING ON THE
28TH OF SEPTEMBER
TOO.. AND YEAH.. 23
IS THE NUMBER THAT
SYMBOLIZES SYNCHRONICITY
TOO.. SO WHY NOT JUMP
ON THAT CULTURAL
MEME AND RIDE
IT LIKE THE
WIND.. HUH..
WELL anyway.. most
all religions are
expecting a savior
dude to come again..
it ain’t just Christianity
that is looking for THAT..
I MEAN MY GOD.. even Aleister
Crowley in his ‘The Book of the Law’
forecasts a human like this..
to understand more about
stuff than he does
then.. so perhaps
it’s a person to
represent each
of all religions
that hold this
hope.. or
perhaps
it is one
to represent
them all..
But imagine
what kind of effort
it will take for someone
to really step up to the plate
to make 7 in 1 a reality.. OR SO that
will take A REAL FUCkING EPIC EFFORT..
TO MAKE IT ALL REAL.. AND NO LONGER JUST
A MYTH OF HUMAN BEING.. WELL.. ANYWAY.. THE
CHALLENGE IS THERE.. THE SIGNATURE
OF PROPHECIES AS ALL IMAGINATION
AND CREATIVITY OFTEN
COME BEFORE
THE INCARNATION
OF THAT.. but anyway
there is no way for anyone
to please everyone.. and trust
me.. most everyone is gonna be really
disappointed when this new savior dude
comes and admits he’s just another humble
teacher that is placing the responsibility
ON ‘YOU’ TO GET IN BALANCE WITH GOD.. PROVIDING
WHAT HE OR SHE UNDERSTANDS THAT WORKS..
AND LETTING EVERYONE
MAKE THEIR
OWN CASTLES
OF BEACH
SAND
OR
SHiT…
AS ALWAYS
HUMAN RELATIVE
FREE WILL
IS THE BOTTOM
LINE.. THERE
ARE THOSE OF
US HERE TO
HELP WHO
HAVE ALREADY
MADE IT TO THE TOP
MAKING THE REAL GRADE
IN WHAT REALLY COUNTS
IN LIFE IN PEACE OF
MIND AND BODY BALANCE
IN KIND TOUGH UNCONDITIONAL
LOVING HUMAN BEING..
THERE IS NO HIGHER
PLACE OF HUMAN
BEING THAN
THAT..
AND ‘WE’
ARE JUST CRAZY
ENOUGH TO FEEL
WE CAN BRING
at least
one person
up to
WHERE
ALL OF
WE ARE
NOW
AT…
And honestly
it is amazing how many
people after all these years
will still SCOFF AT THAT..
BUT I FIND GREAT
PLEASURE IN KNOWING
AT LEAST SOMEWHERE
IN THE WORLD
SOME DARK
HAIRED
DARK
eyed
GIRLS
SEE
ME
FOR
WHO
i
am..
just another
humble
teacher
with
piercing
blue
eyes..
blonde
hair that
is no longer
as thick as
it used
to be..
but the touch
of an Angel
that will
melt any
real
woman’s
heart..
with
just a real
smile that
says LOVE
UNCONDITIONALLY
NOTHING REQUESTED
NOTHING REQUIRED
JUST BE
HERE
AND
i
am all
theRE IS
witH
no strings
attached..
but
LOVE.. AND
that my
friend
is TRULY
EPIC..
And as far
as i can see
and feel with
HUMAN EYES
AND TOUCH
THE REWARD
OF ETERNITY
OR 14.5 BILLION
YEARS WHICH EVER
COMES FIRST
OR LAST
FOR
NOW..:)

Anyway that’s just
what the LOVE OF
real FRIENDS CAN
DO TO AN
OUTCAST..
MAKE THEM
INTO
JUST ANOTHER
canDiDate
to frigGinG
SAVE
HUMANKinD
from
ITself
and that
my friend
is gonna
take a whole
army of savior
folks in Angel
form.. and that
my friend is my
REAL TARGET AUDIENCE..
dVerse AND THE Wrong
Planet was more or
less just
a TROJAN HORSE
FOR ALL OF THIS..
BUT YES.. THE REAL
TOURNAMENT IS STARTING
SO I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO
SHED ALL THE NEGATIVITY
NOW.. AS THE REAL GAME
ON
COMES
AGAIN
NOW..;)
AND i for
ONE MUST
GO IT
MOSTLY
ALONE..
BUT..
‘i
get by
with a
little
help from
my friends’..
WITH “ROSALINDA’S
EYES”..THE BEAUTIFUL
ROSE OF
CREATION..
OH YEAH.. I GO
TO SAINT ROSE
OF LIMA CATHOLIC
CHURCH.. MY COUNTY
IS NAMED SANTA
ROSA.. AND
WHEN YOU
COME INTO
TOWN
WE ARE
AT MILE
MARKER
33
ON THE
INTERSTATE…
i could say
more but HA!
what’s
the
point..
this is the
real thing..
after
all..
yeah
it’s GOING
DOWN
FOR
REAL
NOW..BABY..
ALLWAYS NOW
ALLONEiNfiNitY..;)