JusTaLLoVeNoW

Posted on March 13, 2019by 
How Beautiful Traveling A Globe
Finding Y.O.U. Accepting ALL me
Dark Muse Creates Light
Light Muse Creates Dark
Intermittent
Gratification
Thorns
Mixed
With
Flowers
Rose Rising Now
“Love Is Spontaneous And
Never Goes According to Plan.”
-‘Aisha’
From the Indian Film Named ‘Aisha’ too.
i May Drop by With
Random
HeART
Thoughts
For you Like
It is Raining out
Side and every
Drop
i Hear
Is the Breath
Of Your Soul in me..🙂
i am starting to put my Newest Blog Post together seeing Your Pictures in my Photo Album each one a Memory of a Special Experience of Life with You in the Last 3 Months.. they all make me very Happy too..🙂
i am going to bed now.. i Hope Your Day at Work continues to go smooth and i’m sure i Will Dream up something else for you by the morning to gift to you next for whatever within of my Soul Gifts me when i wake up to give you next.. Truly Magical the Feeling and Experience of a Connection of Soul And Art It Is With Someone Very Special in Your Life to Share All of that with Close or Far it is the Feeling Inside that counts the Most And Always What We Remember Best Last in Life as Well as First too..💝
Hellooove to You as Well HiMaLi.. First of
aLL I THinK That We
Might All be Happier
If We Begin With
Hellooove And
End With
Namaste
At Essence of
Feeling no matter
Symbols used now
Second of all i have
Several nicknames
For you and my
Favorite Now is
‘Hot Chocolate’
As You Bring
Sweet
Joy to
me
And
Warmth
Let’s Keep
It Spiritual
Of course and
Not make it
A Metaphor
Like the Moon
Dark and Attractive
Too Moon is a Spiritual
Nickname i Love
For You too my
Dream for you
Is the Reality
Of my Lifelong
Journey Now
As Means to
Love All May
one
Day You
Dance Like the
Milky Way
Naked
Of
Culture Spiraling
on the Beach the
Universe Unto
YouR Self With
All That’s Left to
Do Is Give and
Share Love to/With Others
THere We Will
All Hold
Hands
Together
In Peace And
Harmony And
Love Forever Now
No Matter Distance
Space or Time
This Now
An Ultimate
Gift i Wish And
Pray For You
Namaste Now
With Love For All
Hot Chocolate More 😇
i See iMali’s Soul Glowing
And GRoWinG Ocean
Whole On Her
Blog Now You
Truly
Feel
Like A Best
Friend Forever
i am So Glad
We Are
Free
To
Chat Again
ALiVE Truly that
Is What has
Been missing
Most from
This
Relationship
Of Souls Reality
Past Poetry too.🙂
Ugh.. but i just
Can’t
Seem
To Shed
The Poetry
My Soul for
You
Too..😉
Always so
Happy
To be
Connected to U..🙂!!
This is a simple Question…
Do You have a
TV and Do You
Get to watch
TV or Go to the Movies..?
Do ‘They’ Have Theater where you live Now?
Besides Going to the Mall and the Park And Online of
course what is there to do for fun for you?..🙂
You are so Brave to go to ‘this City’
Alone i Admire
Your Courage
And ‘Girl Power’
Not many People
Are that Brave..:)
Do you ever go to
The Movies hmm
Not much
Fun Going
By Yourself
i guess but
It doesn’t
Make
Me sad
To go
Alone as
Katrina
Doesn’t like
‘My’ movies.. i Don’t Go Much….
Yes.. You Do Deserve it!!
It is
Hard i
Know but you
Were brave
enough to
Take the
Risk!!!
And you were
Brave Enough
To get
Closer to
Me that has
Changed my
Life for
The Better
You Deserve
Much Praise
For All
Your
Courage
To Move Forward
Even if you Stumble
And Stand
Taller Next!!!..🙂
Love the Dark and Light Himali
Is Already a Shooting Star
You are so Much
More accomplished
In Every Way than
i was when i
Was 27 You
Try Harder in so
Many ways than
Any Person
i have met
Your Age You
Are Kind and
Smart and
So Artistic
Did I
Mention
Beautiful
In Every Way…
All These Qualities
And Virtues You Now
Have brought more to me
Too You
Are Truly
More Extraordinary
Than me And
Let me Show
You through
My eyes
Please..🙂!!
You Are A Child of God
You Are Literally the Universe You
Deserve All
Happy things
In Life!!..🙂
SMiLes i could Write a
Novel about You and
Add all the
Colors of
Your Beauty
And Moods to
It… Wait!!!
i already
Did it
And more
You Inspire
Everyone You
Connect With
Glow Your
Soul more
Bounce over
The Moon Skip
Across the
Sun and
Shoot Past
The Stars
As
Forever
Love Now
We all Deserve
You
Yes
Y.O.U..
i am Your
Well Wisher
You are the
Real
Star
You just
Don’t have a
Mirror Big
Enough
To See
It Yet
But
i am
Kinda Tall…🙂..😉
Hmm.. might be time for another
“Cafe Unplugged”
Blog
Post.. ‘Aisha’..😉
That’s like the
Most Precious
Art I’ve
Ever Seen,
BDW,
Just
Hot
Chocolate
Sweet no
Alcoholic
Drinks Necessary
When Hearts
Dance
And
Sing Ok
At this
Point
Maybe i
Have Fulfilled
My iAmazing
Love For iMali
I’ll take
That
As an
Oh
Yesss For
This too
i Truly
Am Your
Guardian
Angel
Sent
From
God
For the only
Royal Purpose
And Meaning
oF LoVE NoW
Trust me this
Is Much
Better
Than
Sex
Unless you
Have Figured
Out a Better
Way
To
Do that too..
Haha it
Would
Be so
Hilarious to
Relate that in
Your Cafe Blog
too but
Yes Do
Stay
Innocent for
Your Future Husband Too..😉
Seen 9:19 AM on 3.4.19
Chat Conversation End
By A WaY iN Case Anyone Else Hasn’t Noticed Yet This iS How God Works too…
Finishing Last Before First Now Again
Other Wise i May Finish This Next MacroVerse Before Publishing The Last
Other Than ‘That’ i Will Now Attempt to Put Together And Publish the MacroVerse Titled “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW”
Some of Us Still Feel And Express ‘This Dream’ of Freedom In Every Fiber Of Our Being Do Be Free Live If You Can And Will
The Forefathers of This Country Were Majority Deists And ‘Mason’ Oriented They Believed In An Open Source God of Freedom For All
Exceeding Bell Curves Of Freedom Beauty Wisdom Love And Creativity Spiraling Milky Way More Us To Be Free Now
This Is Truly The Dream of the Forefather’s/Mother’s
Of This Country FuLFiLLeD NoW
Do Not Let Anyone Take This Freedom Away….
We Live In A Much Newer Older
Age NoW Where Folks Do Not Have To Hide
Their ‘Naked Freedoms’ In All Ways That comes/goes…
One Might Not Agree With How i Live
But I am Not Afraid of How i Do Live
This Way There Is Nothing to Hide Thorns Or Flowers
In This World If You Have ‘A Real Job’
You Must ‘Keep Secrets’ If Not
You Do Not As Long As You Are
Not Trying to Hide ‘Stuff’.
Men Who Are Loved Most
By Mother’s Become
Genuine Dancers Of
Love No
Greater Gift
Now Than A Mother
Of TruE LasTinG Love…
Cultures Vaulting Leaders Bragging
About Harming Others Too…
Trust no Culture No Where
Childhood Begins Still
With Mutulating Female
And Or Male Genitals
Priests Molesting
Same Protected
In the Name of some
God Distant From Nature
Congrats All Work
Reaching out
Pays off in Returns
Hi ilonapulianauskaite.. Actually i did fish Your Comment Here out of Spam and
it is so Sweet of you to actually go all the way back to this “LioNBLooMSNoW”
Blog Post that You were able to open with Your Computer and i’m
Glad You Can See the Crazy Antics of Happiness on Display
Here for yes they are most definitely Just a Recording
of Fun as sort of an online ‘Bible Journal’ of
Someone’s Life in Progress where
the Day to Day ‘normally’
Mundane Parts of
Life are taken out of the
Context of Boring and made
More into a New Dance and Song
of Life where Old Tools of Life become
Refreshing New Tools of Life in Culture for
Life to become more like Art than boring Repetitive
Parts of life.. and that is what i Like about Your Blog
is that You Mix Wisdom in With the Recipes of Life for
Diet too.. This Post here was actually very popular in Views
on my two other Blogspot Blogs that mirror what i have here
on Word Press that are Generally Easier to open on that other
Free Blogging Platform.. When i started this Blog some of the Folks
who visited me on the other Platform said they too had problems opening
me up on Word Press so i kept two other Blogs open for their Enjoyment
And just copy
and paste
what i do
here over there..
We also Do Nude Art in Blogging and Erotic
Free Verse Poetry but i stopped linking that Blog
to my Regular Blogs Back in April of 2018 as i was
Concerned it Might offend someone in my Local Community
as it is rather Backwards and not up to the Rest of World Standards
in Expressions of Human Freedom as we don’t have those kind of Hang-ups..
particularly
me as
i am gonna
Be Free and Pursue
Every Avenue of Freedom
of Expression to the Fullest MAX..
of course legally where those avenues do exist..:)
Thanks for all the opinions/armchair analysis.
In short; once again; I am odd. I write eccentrically, dance eccentrically, and sing eccentrically. I am eccentric.
I am diagnosed by 4 Professionals as Autistic. I did not speak until Age 4. I utilized unusual ways to develop language; but never the less, I conformed enough to make straight A’s in school; and Graduate with 3 degrees; and retire financially independent at age 47.
Some of ‘us’ employ “fluid intelligence” over “crystallized intelligence”; starting off slow; and eventually passing ‘the in-crowd’ as such. This is common among Eccentric folks; overall, the ‘Rich Eccentric Uncle’ meme, if you will. My flavor of Autism more reflects the original Gillberg Asperger’s Criteria, before the APA got ahold of it and changed it into ‘Classic Autism Lite’.
In Longitudinal Studies, of Hans Asperger’s Case studies, they did surprisingly well in later life as I did too. I don’t mind self-advocating; I don’t have a problem in a crowd of different now as every crowd is that kind of crowd for me; eventually I got used to it; I adapted, survived, and eventually thrived.
Nothing I do is harmful here; it’s easy enough to scroll past a post if a person doesn’t like it for ‘style points’. I was also born ‘Hyperlexic’ and read 10 to 15 times faster than the ‘average human’; and type 130 words a minute as a pianist too, when properly focused. I don’t have a problem reading anything; I am fortunate that way.
None of this is how i write ‘normally’ for me; but i am taking great effort here now to ‘people please’ you; I did that most of my life and the stress of it almost killed me by the time I did reach financial independence. I saw that rainy day coming far in advance and saved accordingly to meet that challenge of survival in life as well. It worked out, but it cost me 66 months of my life with 19 mostly stress related illnesses as a shut-in in my bedroom. There is a phrase for this called ‘Autism Burnout’; if you haven’t heard of it, i suggest You Google it as it is a real thing that happens to Autistic Folks who keep conforming until they fall and don’t get up. No one owns me now as a slave to work; so I will not fall again.
I escaped all the Conformity of the ‘real world’; and now I thrive like “nobody else’s business”; in other words, i don’t play Society’s game of rewards and awards, anymore; I am no longer looking to please a target audience of conformity.
Actually, when I first came here there were Autistic Folks who displayed very eccentric writing behaviors; eventually most of them were bullied off; either by members or unwittingly by Moderators who do not understand that this is part of the Autism Spectrum too; and this is supposedly a support site for Autism, where folks no longer have to conform to the real world; and just be who they are deep down as long as they play by the written rules; and don’t have to conform to new ones made up to dis-accommodate the fact that they are different.
This Site is Volunteer run, so there is not the kind of support that might better be offered by folks qualified who better understand the full Spectrum of Autism. Some folks with Asperger’s Syndrome learn to speak early and have extreme Verbal Intelligence; but they lack Non-Verbal Intelligence; Most of the folks who post here, obviously fit that part of the Autism Spectrum; and generally speaking, those who do not; do not last very long on this so-called Support Site; Again, it’s a volunteer effort so what you get is what you get; when I come, I do the best I can to play by the rules; but I do not agree with the rules ‘designed especially’ for me.
I don’t come here often; but there a few nice folks like Pepe; and a handful of out of the box and circle folks who bring resources for new and interesting topics, I might not otherwise find. Oh yeah; and another thing, I am not lacking in Cognitive Empathy or Affective Empathy as many Autistic Folks are. Once again, i am basically an oddball here and most everywhere else, these days too; but that is par for the course for folks who just do not fit in; yes, it happens.
But again; I thrive in the World i create now; and there are at least younger folks in the World that and who are Less likely to play by any rigid rules of life, either. They see what i do as a breath of fresh air and so do I; as before I was suffocating and it almost killed me.
I hope this explains why I write the way that I do; if not, I wish I could help you understand it more; but I am not quite ‘Superman’ yet with winks. What I find most in life is folks ‘shoot’ before they care. In other words, I don’t give a crap about anything anyone says about what I do; as long as I have and give love. The rest of it is just chicken scratch like my handwriting too.
Best wishes; have a nice day.
Smiles, my friend, I see An Ultimate Purpose of Life As Human Potential; so, what i am speaking to speaks on topic
for what You implied with the Humorous Metaphor of the ‘First Penis In Existence’; that’s a great ‘click bait’ phrase,
if i may sincerely use a Cliche too. If it works do it; if not do something different; I Like Your creativity, it is sadly
‘deficit’ here; and inherently par for the course as there are folks who cherish creativity and folks who abhor that too.
I have provided secular scientific terms for everything I have analyzed here to improve Human Potential as ‘A’
Core Meaning and Purpose of Life beyond using a Penis to get basic Reproduction done; as some folks ‘think’
that is all there is to life; the short and long of it too; hehe and the rest of life as a Random Soup not worth it.
In other Words, it is not necessary to use the Term ‘Spirituality’ for anything that I explained to you; it is all
evidenced by Science now too; That wasn’t always the Case as Research Catches up to Human Intuition too.
In Life, it takes real work to clarify and validate Social Reciprocal Communication out of ‘Twitterisms’ of ‘How is the Weather’. Small Talk Leads to Less Brain Power; but on the other Hand Social Comfort for the ‘Normies’. I don’t do small talk, unless it is at ‘Gun Point’ for somewhere i care to be. Smiles, Pepe; I think You are a nice person; otherwise, I would not be discussing this topic at all here and that is for ‘damned’ sure..;)
Other than that I believe we have thoroughly covered this Part of the Discussion for What ‘End’ is there to Life; it’s always Just Beginning for me as i am always finding new ways to increase my Human Potential; instead of repeating the same old dam phrases, in the same old boring style, for me at least..;)
I am in agreement with most
of Your Points Now Here and
i Find Disagreements Great
for Developing Deeper Souls…
All i will add is Still and
Moving Meditation Rests
The Mind And Body Providing
A Greater Avenue to ‘Capitalize’
All Paths oF LiFENoW
SMiLes Pepe Keep Creating Expanding
And If You Can And Will Enjoy the Sad Violins
Of the Naysayers in
Your Version of
Life as
Freedom..:)
Smiles in
The Panhandle
Flowers Still Are
More Colorful
Than Most of
The Locals
But Never
The Less
Life is Beautifully
Warm Within at Least..:)
Smiles i Understand Buddha never
wanted His Form Worshipped Just
the Hope Others Rise even Higher
As Essence Within Now
The
Greatest
Journey
When
All
Comes
To Be Home
i Feel Welcome
This way no matter
How High the Mountain
Or Low the Valley ‘See’ Level
Ocean
Whole
To Be NoW..:)
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SMiLes i Live to
Do this Every
Where i Go
In Dance
Or Song
You
Are a
Kindred
Soul who
Does the same
i See People’s
Souls Flesh
Makes
No Difference
Nor any other
Difference Always
Give my Friend..
God Bless You my
Friend you
Are Genuine
Not easy to
Come
Across
Nice Humans
Like You These Days
Keep Reaching out
To everyone you
Meet as Love
Is Always
The Key
When
You Give and
Share so much
Never
Let
Anyone own
What You Have
To Give and Share
So Much as us
‘Men’ tend to
Do that
With
Our Loves
If we are not
Careful to
Let
Them
Keep
Their Wings
Of Free to Be..
i don’t mind admitting i
Had too much ‘Stuff’ in
My Head For Heart As
Slave to the
Work of
Solving
Past and
Future World
Problems the
Present is Friendlier
Hehe but Re-Tired Folks
With Newly Treaded Will
Tend to Talk too much
With all that
Is Left Brained
As Metaphor
To Make Life Beautiful
As Love.. Perhaps Robots
Will Make it Possible
For us
Most
All to
Return as
Human Again
But Honestly
‘Who’ Has ‘Time’
To Be ‘Love’ ‘These Days’
The Golden Age is Love Now
Do Find
‘This Place’
Staycation Now..
It Truly Exists Now..
SMiLes You
Express A
Beautiful
Soul And
Free
Spirit
God of
Love Blesses
You As You Are
Love Glad i Met
You FriEnd
Best Prayers
And Wishes of
Love To and
For You
Always
As FRiEnD
Feels no Stranger..
Love has Is No
Wrinkle In Time
Of Human Eyes
So A Photo of an ‘Apparition’
Of ‘That’ Tall Slender Northern
European Sandy Long Haired
Dude with the Blue Eyes of
Love Appears on Facebook
in the Clouds in Sunshine
Over Seas Close Enough to
Italy to Breathe on the Pope
So i go on to Sing Now More
Yes Holy And Creative Spirit
FiLLeD True the Metaphor of
Anointed As Such for You are
No Longer Just a Golden Chalice
As You Naturally Become the Essence
of Love Within to Dance and Sing For
Free to Give and Share Forevermore Yes…
Be Careful Catholic Church
Leaders Be Very Careful
What You Wish For
In the Nicene Creed
For True Now
You Have
More to Be
Concerned
About Judging
The Dead of the Living
You Protecting Those
Amongst You
Who Abuse
Those You
Are Still
Assigned
To Protect
Now but True
You Obviously
Missed the
Message of
Unconditional Love
Fearless the First
Go Around
How Many
Times Will
‘Jesus’ Forgive
You Beyond INFiNiTY
oF LoVE Before
You Come
Back
To
The Gold
As Pure Love
To Give and Share
Again yes Pope
And other
So-called
Higher
Ups of the
Church Strip
Your Clothes
Off All Your
Golden
Chalices
Become
The Naked God
Of Love Yes
Within
Inside
Outside
Above
So Below
And ALL
Around
You
Too
Will Return
Again As True Love..
Don’t Worry Jesus
Is a Bit too Big
Of A Boy
To pay
Attention
To all Your
S and M Church
Dreams of the
Hell You Have
Already Created
For you Rise Only
Your Will Back to
Love then You Will
See the Son (Nature
Of) of Love Within You Now
Then Give and Share this
Son of Love (GoD) to All
You Meet and Greet
UnTiL Last BReaTH
And BLiNK oF LiFE
And
Verily
i Dance And
Sing To You
As You Will
Now LiVinG As
Love You Now
Never Die As
Life This is Now
The Good News it
Has And Still is always
Now For You to Seek And
Find Hear And See And
By God Son as Nature
Of God Love
Do Love as
God Will
Do Love
You Too…NoW
An empty space beneath my
Left Wing Reserved only for
You truly no other little
Bird fits in like you do
Winters Cold Feathers
Warm to Hold
You Close so
Your Wings won’t
Grow Cold yes to
Warm you up in Winter
Skies so you fly higher
Is what my Left
Wing Seeks
To Bring
You when
You are Cold
And Shivering inside
Just for You a Ray of
Sunshine i Sing For i
Love You little
Bird and How
Your Black
Feathers
Shine
In the
Azure
Blue Skies
For they Light
Up my eyes as i
Do want to soar
Wing to Wing
With Y.O.U.
When
You Fly
So High
i Lift You
Up under my
Big Left Wing
You Will Feel So
Much Bigger Little
Bird when i Lift you
Up to Bird’s Eye
View to
Sing to
You How i Treasure
Ever Black Feather
And the Gold of
Your Soul
Flying
So
High
On Rays
Of Soon to
Come Spring Sunshine
Within Your Soul to
Shine as Gold
To Every Bird
You meet up
High
And
Low as Wings
Will Fly High too
i Lift You Up Higher
With my Powerful
Left Wing
There is
No Limit
Of Where We Will
Visit Lands of Dark
And Light Skies of
Moon Stars and
Sun in your
Eyes
Every
Feather
On Fire
For
The Pure
Force of Love
Lighting Up
The Smallest
Dust in God’s Love
For You Through
Golden Feathers
Of Love’s
Wings
i surround
You With in Coldest
Winter Full Moon
Nights Melting
All the
Frozen
Off
Black Feathers
Firing Them
With
Love
Bringing
Warmth
To your Soul
And So Much
More to New Lands
Of Adventure
Your
Feathers
Of Freedom
Have Not yet
Seen and Felt
Hold
My
Wing
Please while
We Navigate the
Next Dream Higher
Higher as Love We Be..:)
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Top of the 3.6.19 Morning to Ya.. Lala Rukh
As Tesla Would Have Surely Appreciated the
3.. 6 and 9 of Today.. hmm.. Also Lent Wednesday
1 For Participating Catholics Rather Late as Full Moon
Markers go Where Easter Does not come until unusually
Late for the 21st of April This Year as Last Year it came full
Force on April Fools Day of course..
hmm.. April 21st was the
End off my own
Special Lent Period
And Just the continuation
of 66 Months of Hell on Earth
for me From January of 2008 until
July of 2013 then.. but it’s true in Hell
the Version on Earth at Least.. ‘Dante’ was
Correct this Hell Within has may Rings into
Numb and Pain that explorers in Hell may visit
that few to any Demons Fear less to Tread True 19 Medical
Disorders many of which were Potentially Life Threatening
Was Enough really in Full Force of Negative Vibrations and
Frequencies of Life than most Humans Must Endure to eventually
Live as Life but i must say That 40 Day Period of Almost No Sleep
that ended with some Sleep on that April 21st Day in 2008 surely
Was the Test of ‘Job’ and not only ‘Jesus’ to at least get partially
Resurrected out of Hell to continue that ‘Job’ of Hell to get out
the other side in 66 months of doing just that and True you’ve
probably heard a Recollection of this Story before but as
you may know it is a part of a Much Larger Story and
A Target Audience with no limits as few as none
or all who may or may not choose to See and
And Read and Hear and or make it to the
Conclusion of just one Blurb of what i
bring.. but it’s true Life is not always
like Twitter it gets long
And requires
more than
the Patience
of ‘Job’ or Jesus
or anyone else as
far as i know and feel
and sense too.. 40 days
is a long time with no sleep
the World Record is 11 Days
AKA 264 Hours of Absolutely no
Sleep i didn’t make the Record Books
for an Alpha Blocker Slowed down the
Dysautonomia of my Heart enough for
one Card Board Shallow Hour of Sleep
Each night for the first 35 of 40 Days then..
You know it’s funny and not so funny there is Empathy
And there is Sympathy.. the Kind of Empathy that you Intuit
others feel.. the Kind of Cognitive Empathy that You come to
Understand through Experience and studying other People With
Differences in how they Experience Life so much differently than
Us through almost an unlimited Number of Factors in Differences
Both Nurture and Nature from us but then there is Sympathy actually
Living through an Experience of Life in Joy or Suffering that someone
Else Skates through or Endures.. And it’s really Hard to have Sympathy
for Devils in Hell until you become one and visit that real place within on
Earth now.. the Place Where Death is a Miracle and Pain is A Dream if you
can feel and sense anything at all in Life where a Second Feels like a Thousand
Years all is time you come to understand time this illusion of time is A Worst Enemy
of Living now.. God Said Fred if You think today is bad just wait for the pain and or numb
of the Next Second that Nature will Gift you Now as the Karma of Action and Consequence is
Just That Live through 11 Years of Chronic Stress and 2 of those Final Years in Fight or Flight Stress
With Neither Fighting or Flying away and You Suffer Hell at Your Hands and Feet too for not finding
the Wings
to Fly
Away and
Be Free
and Just
say no to what
will Bring inevitable Hell next
in all the Rings that Hell can and will
come to You next.. it’s true You have to say no
sometimes and Just get away.. Yes before it is too
late and You end up like me the Real Devil in Hell
At His own Hands and Feet without a Spine to say Just NO…
Anyway the Last 5 of those 40 Days.. no Alpha Blocker would
Bring Sleep and as i’ve told you before i somehow managed to
get the Keys to my SUV but i followed too many rules in life i couldn’t
Drive Faster than 55 to Drive into a Tree to get that Job done for the
Dream of Death then.. to Escape the Hell That never ending then in all
there is is Time for A Thousand Years in Hell of Pain and or Numb for Each
Second of Life.. so i came to the bottom of a Bridge too Weak to get out with
the Suicide Disease of Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep for 66 Months
Assessed as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion A Suffering so Much longer
than 3 Hours or 3 Days then why me i used to say as my Mother then Said quite
Bluntly why Not.. You are Only Human Why Should You be anymore privileged than
anyone else to Avoid Hell.. True then.. i vowed when i got out (if) to tell whatever
Story might Help to Help Others Never Go Bypassing Hell going
Straight to Heaven not even needing to Collect 200 Hundred
Dollars in a Game of ‘Monopoly’ a Naked Dance of
Heaven Within all Free no
Charge
but a
Free Dance
to Arrive now..
So.. anyway.. at the bottom
of that Bridge i hoped to jump
off of to End it all i was too weak
to get out of the Car my Sister somehow
Miraculously Drove Her Car at that moment
to find me there.. drove me away still wanting
to end it all even to jump off a Board Walk into
the Shallow End for How Long could anyone endure
A Dentist Drill in their Right Eye and Ear with No Drug
or anything that would Provide any relief at all so my
Sister Sped away on a Country Road 80 MPH or so
saying she didn’t wanna Live without a Brother she
would then yes relieve me of my pain and hers too..
for Losing a Brother.. true.. it’s kinda hard to
have a Form of Autism as she does too You
don’t Find Many to Any friends in life
A Brother or A
Sister or a Pet
And or
A
Mother
might
be all you
really have
For support with
Love in this Life if
you are even that fortunate
to see any colors of Love at all..
So i logically said no don’t do that
somehow they put me down in the
Hospital and in July of 2013 i finally
got out of Hell and really what helped so
much to make that turn was the loss of a Friend
then the only one i thought i had in the World and
the gaining of a Friend who gave Unconditional Love
to all the folks who visited Her Blog.. a 21 year old
Girl.. A College Student from Pakistan then.. Yes
A Girl who portrayed herself in a colorful Dress
With Long Black Hair From Behind with
No Face.. nah.. not reflecting really
The Face i finally found on
Facebook some Years
later it seems
but still
A Savior of
Love a Friend to me
then.. there is a Beauty of Love
that has no Equal in Flesh and Blood
the Beauty of Love that Gives and Shares
as it becomes Incarnate Human the Miracle
of Life the Gift of Nature Worthy As the Name
of God the Force the Vibration the Frequency of
Love in Positive Energy that Rises us to the Occasion
to make it through all the Hurricanes of Life coming out the
other Side of Hell no Matter how many Dante Rings of Hell there
are not only to Find the Pot of Gold of Love at the End of the Rainbow
But to Bring Rainbows of Love in a Firework Show of Love to all others
And the Rest of Nature God For Love For Love to Exist as Real in Human eyes..
This is the Fire Work.. the Vibration.. the Frequency of Positive Energy that is Love
that we Humans have the Potential to Come to Be NoW to Give and Share so Much
More Hand in Hand Together as we Live Love and Love Carries on in the eyes of those
We Love so
Much and those
People Who Truly
Love us Grow our Hurricane
of Soul a little more in the Calm
eye of what gives and shares freely
now more for the Dark Brings Light
And Many Steps of Dance And Words of Song
my Friend the Dark Brings Love as the Light Becomes
Love and the Light Never Forgets Dark for the Dark Births
Love and Light
Smiles now
my Friend
Happy
3.6.19
for when
You Go to
Hell and Get
Out Every Now
Is Holy and Sacred
Full of Meaning and Purpose
but it is not Gift alone it is always Act allone
A Practice to Make Love Real Now to Give
And Share MorE.. Love is Do or Love is Not.
Love, Fred.. did i ever mention there is LiterAlly
A FRED in FRiEnD NoW THeRe Tries to Be at least i am Doing my Best Now..:)
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A Major Problem With Modern
Psychology and thank Goodness
Science is
Catching Up
To ‘Eastern’
Philosophies
Is that our
Neo-Cortex when
We are Healthy Is
A Great Servant of
Our Limbic System
For Mind and Body
Balance in Other
Words there
Is No
True
Healthy
Song of
Life Without
A Physical Dance And
This is the Caution/Warning
If understood by the Science
Of the Human Condition
That ‘Should’ Be
Embossed
On
Every ‘Screen’
As Truly there is no
Healthy Emotional
Regulation or Sensory
Integration without
A Dance of
Life.. i could
Have ‘cured’ all
The ‘Curses’ of
Of Bipolar and
Autism so Long ago
If i Could Have Just Found
A ‘Witch Doctor’ to
Convince me to
Dance like
No one
Is Watching..
‘The Silence of
The Lambs’ is an
Appropriate metaphor
For This Modern Age And
When my Psychiatrist
Saw how i cured what
He could offer zero
Help for 66 Months
He Quit his
Practice to
Teach Movement
Therapy in A
Hospital
Down South…
i also Encourage Dance
As Science is also Finding
Now that it is A literal
‘Fountain Of Youth’…
‘Onward Christian Soldiers’
Called it ‘Footloose’ Savagery
While
The
Native
Indians
Of Nature
Were Practicing
Heaven On Earth the
Luck of the Irish (me too)
A ‘little’ Jig i Bring You
Today for it
Is True
Fingers Dance
Too and the
Benefit is the same
And True as Long
As We are typing
We are Dancing too…
All i Do is
Dance and
Measure the
Results aLong
The Way Life
Is always Longer
Now When Dance
Becomes
The
Song
Of our Souls.. in
Mind and Body Balance
Oh yeah.. and Dedicated
To my only Son Ryan who Never
Gained the opportunity to
Dance With Hands or
Feet or Smile..
i still iSmile for
Him iDance
iSing iLive iLove
Smiles and yes iPhone
Home
too…
iHurricanes
Do Make iRainbows
That are real and no
Myth
As
Pot of Gold..
See ya later ‘Dorothy’..
-Real Oz
Do Dance
Do Sing Do Love Do Live
SMiLes…
Hehe…
Do Delete…
If This if too Loooonnng
For…
You..;)
Just Another Little Ash Wednesday Story Dedicated
To All the ‘People’ in the World
Who Worship and Fear (GoD) Love… And ‘Ryan’ and ‘Helen’
Given the choice for an Adult or
Fetus/Child to suffer needlessly
At the Hands of Modern Medicine/Ethics/Morality
The Journey
Of Life
Becomes less
Black and White
When you Watch
Your Child
Suffer
For
51 Days
And only suffer
Without a Smile
With Multiple
Born on
Terminal
Congenital
Anomalies
Or Your Mother
Without Food
Or Drink for
The Last 8 Days
To Die as Naturally
As she can by Starving
And Thirsting to Death
Supervised by Modern
Medicine.. yep.. most
Folks go away in 3 Days
Like Jesus.. oh.. Speaking
Of Jesus there is one
Diseased assessed as
Worse than the Torture
Of Crucifixion the only
Disease assessed that
Way Trigeminal
Neuralgia
That is Like a Dentist
Drill in your right eye
And ear that no drug
Will touch as most folks
Experience it very
Sporadically
But in
A ‘Perfect Storm’
Of Hell on Earth there
Is the Suicide Disease
Version of
Trigeminal
Neuralgia
That Lasts
66 Months from
Wake to Sleep
Where Emotions
Are Lost and all
Reference Points
Back to any
Feeling if
You ever
Smiled and it’s
True not everyone
Is Cut out to
Be Jesus or Superman…
Some Folks Go Away…
In Horrible and Inhumane
Ways… Because they
Are only
Human…
This is not
A Fictional
Story Love
Also Means
Do No Harm…
Before
You Judge
Choices Walk
In the Shoes
NoW
Of
Just
Another
Suffering
Servant of
Love for Human
Conditions now
For by God of
Nature We Treat
Our Cats And Dogs
More Humanely
Than Humans
While Praying
To
A God
With neither
Sympathy
For Devils
Or Human
Suffering
Forever Now…
i Choose The
God of Love and
Do the least Harm
Possible to
All the Rest of Nature
i Name This Nature
And that Nature as A
God of Action
And not
Just A Symbol…
Yesterday was 51 Days
From Easter… i Dedicate
That Day to my
Only Son Ryan…
And To
Hell With
Easter for
i ReaLiZE
NoW
How
Much Longer
In Hell 66 Months
Is than 3 Hours
Or 3 Days…
If this offends
You Delete it…
Crucify it…
Whatever…
Love Stories
That
Are Real
Never Actually Die Now..:)
i Surely Now am
Having a Wonderful
Day so Delightful
From: You to
Hope that
for
Little
Old me
With SMiLes…
Yes.. Same Hopes
Wishes and Prayers
To: You too
Dear
New
Young
Friend..:)
Love is Kind
Love Must
Be Patient
To Survive
My Young
FriEnd
Love Must
Be Willing
To
Survive
Hell to
Live in Heaven
Again as the Dark
Makes Light and
The Lion of
Love Falls
Asleep
Without
The Dark
To Wake Love
Up Dark is
Light
Light
Is Dark
Pain is Real
And the Best
Part oF aLL
Is
God
Is Love Too
Feed Your
Love
And
Bless the
Dark
See
The
Light See the Dark
Love You New Friend
For no other
Reason
But
Living
As Love
Need not
Even Be
Flesh and
Blood For
True
There
Are Days
Words Do
Organically
Become Love
Rising
As
Shells
Lasting
Our Souls
Without Blood..:)
SMiLes my Friend
No Grain of
Sand is
Less than
God imagine
How much
God appreciates
The Grain of
Sand that
Holds
Up
A Mountain
Of Love the
Grain
Of
Sand
Is the
Foundation
Of Love so
Keep Climbing
Dear Friend
And if
Hope
Leaves
Will
Until You
Love Again
We Grow older
To Evolve
Our Souls
Younger
In this
Way Old
Is Young
You Have
Much
To
Look
Forward
To as Long
As Your Soul
Evolves People
Who See Your
Soul
Will
Always
Help You
Rise Higher
As The Mountain
Of Love Becomes
The Grain
Again
Of Sand
As Foundation
Of Love and
The Never
Ending
Story
Of
God’s
Love in and
As Us Lives on..:)
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SMiLes Sohair
Wherever i Find
Wisdom of
Love i Find
Beauty
Of Truth
And When
Someone
Offers
Me
The
Joy of Rose
Both Thorns
And Flowers
i Gladly And
Fearlessly
Accept
For Both
Thorns And
Flowers Create
Joy of Love Rose..
Yet the Overwhelmimg
Majority of Christians
Still Support
Trump now
Two Years
Later after
Promising
They Would
Even if He Shot
Someone With A
Real Gun then and
Not a Metaphorical
Sword of Discernment
Now Yes after over 8,000
Cries of Wolf
Most Christians
Continue to support
An Anti-Christ
Against
All the
Beatitudes
Of Love But
True that was
Forecast in Revelation
True How Easy it is
For Most Christians
Not unlike Historical
Storied ‘Jews’ to still
Betray the
Rule
Of Jesus
Story Book
King of Truly
Doing Fearless
Unconditional Love
To All Others With
The Least Harm
Possible To
Consume
‘Them’
In Dark
True Evil
Against Love Yes
The Dark Awakens
The Lion Of
Love And
The Heartbeat
The Light of
Love Within
Rises
As
Resurrected Now
Again THere Is No
Escaping The
Nature the
Beat of
God
Within
LoveS oN
As SPiRiT NoW LiVES
HeARTS SoUL Is LoVE..:)
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Smiles True The Things We Do for Love….
It’s As Predictable As Folks In Droves
Hitting Blogs For Reciprocal
Likes in Northern Hemisphere March
Is it Any Surprise That dVerse
International Poetry Pub Sponsors
A Prompt On ‘Madness’ This Week.. Well…
SeaSons Change Weather Does
So Do We Nature True Imagination Springs
New Moon to Fuller Moon Creativity Plays
Oh Lord Spring Break
Bootie Dances The
Things We Do For
Love Oh God What
A Bi-Polar Mix March
Madness Is Damsel in Distress Anyone
Dopamine Increases With More Daylight
Imagination And Creativity Revs Up Even more
When Spring Love Comes to Air.. Beauty is a Flower
That Can and Will Not Hide Nature is the Beast and Pretty
Roses Rising too.. There Are Dark Eyes Lighter Eyes.. Eyes
That Pierce and Eyes That Mesmerize.. True Eyes that Are Soft
Eyes that Are Hard Eyes that Please And Eyes that Say Just Disgust
Now.. Away From Eyes of Friendship and Love How Sad it is to have
to Have to Wear Shades and Have No Eyes at all to Say If You Could
Read My Heart What Would You Say if You cannot See my Eyes
And Only a Smile that comes out to Play.. True my Eyes used to
Be Everyone Else’s Friends and then i Had to Wear Shades
And Learn how to Communicate in a Different Way
then i Lost my Smile and the Feeling Within
Then i wrote to Replace My Eyes and
Smiles Hearts are Never Replaced
With Words alone.. i kept
Trying to Win Back
my Spirit of Heart
As Soul to Give Back
to Others how could Words Become
my Eyes and Smiles.. i kept Trying With Words
on a “Wrong Planet” for 27 Months Until March of
2013.. 6 Years ago as i Found No Love on the Wrong
Planet to Inspire True Words of Love.. There was no Light
There so i decided to Create My Own Light With Words the
Best i could.. Slowly a Tear Came after i started Blogging on
the 10th of March 2013.. after that First Poetic Spark that Led
to my First Blog Post on the 10th of March 2013 the ‘Perspective
of my Life’ then that really hasn’t Changed at Core in Balance of Yin
And Yang Light Yes Dark through Light Remembering Light Comes From Dark..
It used to Be that Darker Months Brought SAD Days to me but After Work and Recovery
From Hell in July of 2013 the Light was Back for Good and No longer even Cold in Winter
Months Long Pants Disappeared for Good and even for Snowing Cold in the Summer of 2013..
but Still what to do without
Eyes even though a Smile
And Love Came Back sure
i could use Words Online but what
about in the Flesh and Blood World then..
So i dance and So i danced in Public until Spring Madness
Came in Spring Break Way in the Equinox Spring too of 2014
Where the Eyes i once Had The Smile Reborn And Returned Did
Go Back to Dance With Actual Flesh and Blood Folks in the Big Metro
Dance Hall then and my Dance in Words and Dance in Steps come to be
still More of the Eyes of me now.. sure you can find them any time any day of the
Week those Eyes on my Facebook Page they are still around but they no Longer Muse
anyone
in
Flesh
And Blood
For Irish Eyes
Hidden Behind Shades now..
Every Once in a While Folks ask
me to take them off Just to Prove i have
Eyes and then they usually either say eyes
so Green or Blue Depending on who asks
And What my Irish Eyes Mood is for the
Night or Day Usually Green at
Night more
Blue
in Day..
There are Piercing Blue
Eyes and By God there are
Piercing Brown Eyes too the Eyes
that Go on Forever and will Haunt You
the Rest of Your Life to See them Again Alive
There are Sweet Eyes and Eyes that are So Deep
Deeper than the Deepest Ocean Blue as Brown
Eyes that Look Like they Have seen it all
And Would Tell You only if You
Asked them in Just
the Right
Way
There are eyes
that Beg to Be a Portrait
A Work of Art to Paint Forever
And that are eyes that Muse Love
As No one does Before it’s true People used to
Say don’t Look at Me You Make my Soul Naked
when You Look Through Me.. Your Eyes they Hurt
me Your Face is Just too Bright Your Eyes they Scare
me Across from the Dinner Table on the Night of Prom
Tears Filled in a 17 Year-Old Young Woman’s Eyes that
Still Will Want to go to an Empty Beach With You in the
Moist of Midnight Air.. Eyes that Surprise Eyes that are
Mystery.. Eyes that are Hope Love Fear And Hate and Eyes
that are Just Facebook Likes.. Smiles i Miss Eyes that Spoke So
Deep to others without Having to go through so Much Work to Write
to Dance to Sing but true there is always an option where there is a Will
And Way to Bring Eyes Alive again.. i miss Looking People in the Eyes now
When they too can and will see the Nature of my Soul So i Smile so Much
Bigger and i Dance and i Dance the Best my Eyes Will Look To others as
Feet and
Hands
Become
Blue
and Green too..
i Love eyes i really do
i Love eyes the Best when
they See my Eyes for True..
Smiles True The Things We Do for Love….
And this is the Reason i Treasure every photo of You…
You Do make me Feel Magic in Every PossibiLiTy
oF Life
DArk
Through Light
Poetic Justice
Rare Black
Panthers of the Grass
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Thanks.. always
Looking Now for
New Resources
For Global
Flavors
Of
Spirituality
i will listen to
The Video Soon On
The Way to Work-out
The Dance i Do Now is
Like Free Style Tai-Chi
Spiraling too like A Sufi
Dervish it is interesting
When other Cultures
Derive Structured
Forms of
Spiritual
Practices When
You Seek and
Find them
On Your
Own
First in
Essence of
Intuitive
Human
Intelligence
Stored deep
In Subconcious
Mind as Inherited
Through all our
Ancestry from
The STarT and
The Beginning
Now Again of All
That Is Now (God)..:)
i watched the video and Interestingly the Rituals
of the Monk Reminded me a bit of Catholic
Church Very Structured And Peaceful but
Without a lot of Color in Emotions
And the ‘Members’ can be a bit
too Reserved and
Introverted for
my Extraverted
Nature that while i
Can and Will Move into Introverted
Territory Now Still for Long Periods of the
Day when i Write.. Life is Fun as a Party Together
of Joy too where all Flows and Changes as Waves
as the Ocean does but it drives some folks nuts
that i don’t write in Straight lines outlining
A Box as i attempt to explain to them
that i am a Spiral Being
And not a Linear
Being Planned
By someone
else and
i go away feeling a bit
Like ‘Neo’ from the ‘Matrix’
for we are born with No Manual
And Perhaps We are born that way to be Free
i’m sure we are but most people have no clue
of the
Prison
they Live
in Closed in
Boxes and Circles
That Are endless Closed
in Boxes and Circles where
A Spiral as in the Golden PHI
Finger Print Ratio of 1.618 is always
Open Ended Changing but an Art of
God’s Finger Prints of Song and Feet of Dance too
As A Pattern of Life That Flows Freely in Order of Chaos..
but of course
only in one
Example of
Human Form as
Essence Flows Spiral Art..
Anyway.. Peace and Harmony Surely Beats Strife..
So Yeah the Tibetan Monk Zen Buddhism
Way has its place…
my ‘Home’
is no
Ceiling
Floor or Wall Within
i am the Water i am the Air
i am the Wave i am the Ocean
i am the Wind i am the Sky the
Particle the Wave Again and Field
True We Are all in all Now it’s a Bigger
Picture Way of Doing..
It’s Like the
Realest way
of Life
but only
Fantasy for
those who do not
Come to Live Fearless
Free As Opened Love a
Letter than never stays the same..
People Bond over
the same Old
‘Matrix
Stuff’ for
it Brings Warm
and Fuzzy Comfort
that feels really good
and is healthful too
but true there
is a
Higher
Place
of Ascendent
Transcendence
And it truly can and
will Be Hard to Let Go of the
Warm and Fuzzies (the Neurohormone
Oxytocin) to Explore other realms of
Freedom out of Boxes/Circles….
i am
no Exception
to the rule of
Being Human either..
We Most all ‘Need’ Understanding
And the Warm and Fuzzies too
my Wife can
be Warm
and
Fuzzy
enough for me
She doesn’t understand
me almost no part of me but i don’t come with a Manual
And i Never wanna Understand me fully either as
Mystery is the Play..
The Other ‘thing’
is i talk too much..
Just about no one can or will
keep up i try to talk to myself
more so i don’t run anyone off..
my Wife has Fewer Headaches
that way and i suppose any Friends do too..
in Other Words too i won’t always Write
more than Your
Blog Post
in fact
i’ll make
it rather
much shorter in the Future..
It isn’t always easy Being A
Hurricane With Big ‘Novel’ Winds either..:)
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Now without further adieu
A Trip to dVerse for all about
the March Madness Poetry Prompt there
Sure Spring Break Spring Everything too..
oh yeah i guess it’s really not ‘Normal’ and a bit
Like Madness to
some folks too
when You don’t
Know or Feel
and Sense any
Strangers and you
Treat Each one Like
an Equal part of God
Best You can and will anyway…
Perhaps a bit more Reciprocal
Social Communication Will come
About on the dVerse Trail it’s amazing…
Never Count Anyone out for Being a Friend..
for they come
from the
Least
of
expected
places i find now..
And ironically enough
not always the Most
Expected places either…
Keeping in Mind that Science
Shows We Basically Hallucinate
our Realities as we go hold on loosely
And Love the Best You Can and Will
for the Love You Give and Share will be
all you will ever Master and or Control
about this Life…
and Love..
And
Yes
God Overall too…:)
“For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.”
Quote Ends about Time…
Hmm.. it appears that the March Hare Madness at dVerse may turn
into a bit of a Depression and Anxiety and an overall
Mental Illness Discussion and that is okay
too it Happens been there done it
A Best Advice is that Humans
Are More Concerned
About Time
than Just
Living now
for it’s true Folks
Could Tell me to
Act my Age for their
Time for me and i could
Go Back to the Land of the
Living Dead Following all the
Sidewalks Away to Oblivion
of Time that Never Ends again…
Side Note Ends…
Time iS iLLuSioN
Twilight is Forever
Now When We Miss Time
PS.. Sounds Like Madness For
Folks Who Do not Arrive at the Present Party
Smiles Winter
Madness
Wearing
Shorts in Snow
Staying Warm Inside..:)
Side note: everyone everywhere
i go tells me i’m the Nicest Person
they’ve ever met yet i
can’t figure
out how
to make
and Keep
Friends… to Save my Life
Yeah i learn to stay warm inside..
by Being the Friend to Everyone whether
or not they wanna be my Friend Now For Real
or not
for Giving
and Sharing
Works as well
for me as Making and Keeping..
Friends in Flesh and Blood Life…
i suppose that’s madness for some folks
but you
adapt
survive
thrive the
Best You Do or Do not Do
it’s sort of the way the Human
Condition and All the Rest of Nature Dances Sings
As God All Continues to Change for Light and or Dark
In All the
Vibrations
Frequencies
And Energies
That Manifest Now…
Smiles Frank Life is both
Magical and Mystical
it seems when
People Interact
And come to experience
Similar realities of Life
For True
The Love of a
Cat can and will
Be So Strong to
Give and Share
Unconditionally
that it may make it
easier to ignore our more
Troublesome and Complicated
And yes at times almost ‘mad’
Furless Neighbors either close
now or farther
away
For True
Many a
Cat has
Made a Cat
Lady and or
Man kept indoors
by a Master of Love
True in this way Light may be Dark
as the Light Overshadows Love overall
True smiles
Happens
with
Newlyweds/New Loves
too as they Now become
the only two in existence
However now the Romance
of a Cat may Last Forever now
for they forgive and do not Hold Grudges..
For Folks who have ‘too much love’ to give
A Cat
may
Prevent
Headaches
for others in
the Home or afar with winks..:)
That’s all i got for now
Smiles Starting to Feel ‘the Time again’….
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Some Mornings i wake up and it is a Song related
to You but i can only heart the Music and very few
of the Lyrics so i go searching for the Song and
often end up in a much different place
of Song and Lyrics
So today if i may
only when you
can when
You have
Time to read
from Your Busy
Group Manager Auditor
Duties of the Biggest Airline
in the United Arab Emirates and
to be clear i am talking to a Beautiful
27 Year-Old Woman Here now and not
An Old man.. hehe.. i don’t wanna
Call myself that either but true the
Happy Reaper comes for
all of us too sooner
or later now anyway
back to the
Lyrics
i would like
to Dedicate you this
Morning Your Evening in
A Busy Work Schedule somewhere
Meeting You Half Way Between in the Sky
Goes like this as Written and quoted below..
“In a lifetime
There is only love
Reaching for the lonely one
We are stronger when we are given love
When we put emotions on the line (now)
Know that we are the timeless ones (now)
(Note: perhaps i’ll write Lyrics next about
You for Songs for Pay and donate then what you deserve
to You so you will no longer have to work and come and play
with me but true first your age will have to catch up
with me trust me it happens seen it happen through
‘other generations’ too as i am reaching the third)
Considering in all of Reality and God there is only
Now as the Eternal of all Reality yes Ageless and
Timeless when all we ones are Love i added (now) twice as
it seemed sorely and souly missing to me hmm.. “Best friends
that have met in previous lives and are bound to each other”
How can it be that the Term ‘Souly’ is not in a “Real Dictionary”
and only in an Urban Slang Dictionary how can this Be Doesn’t the
Offical Dictionary know Souls are Forever now no that Dictionary
Was Created in the Western World a Place Where Souls of Love are often not real…
True in the World of Accounting Souls may become far and distant away too but hey
in MY
WORLD
it is
A place NOW
ALL about LOVE
THAT WORLD NOW
THAT OTHER PLACE
IS about stuff and
making money but
hey that is a Soap Box
for another Time this time
is forever now as Love Meeting me
Half way somewhere in Cyber Space
of Sky with only the Sun and Moon in
our Spirits our Hearts and our Souls and
Hey this probably will not be nearly as distracting
to you as the kinda poetry i was relating to you when
the Stars were Living in Your eyes.. true you know at the
Mall the Store Managers mostly Women of Course all allow
me to Dance Freely in the Stores even if the Women Cashiers
spend their time between Customers Viewing my Dance through
their work Schedule as such.. Yes.. Group Auditor Manager is as bit more
‘Taxing’ hehe than Department Store Cashier and true the Male Managers of
the Mall Halls said no no no You cannot Dance in the Mall Halls for You will
be too much of a distraction
with those Dancing Legs
to all the Customers
Viewing all
the Stripped
Down Models
on all the Advertising
Signs in the Mall hmm..
all i can say is thank God for
Women they are always the ones
who have always appreciated me more
and overall gave thanks for my Existence..
i really honestly don’t know how you can stand
men overall but hey if i were a girl there is no way
i would have anything to do with any man parts either hehe..
i honestly
have no
idea
what
you see
in me other
than these words
that come from a place
of pure Love but true i guess
there are some beauties attracted to beasts
and true in many ways you have tamed me too..
some of us men will have never have male friends
particularly in a group of men dancing out to attract a Woman hehe..
Smiles if i had
All these Love
Skills when i
was 15 i would
be Married by 17
with a few Great Grand
Children by now.. hehe..
It’s true though Katrina’s
Sister Bless Katrina’s Soul
who i just posted on Facebook
Her most recent Driver’s License
Photo for her coming 49th Birthday in
April who looks the same on the License
as she did basically.. when she was 19 yes
Katrina’s Sister is a Great Grandmother and
that Makes me a Great Great Uncle and Katrina
a Great Great Aunt too hmm.. i am digressing a bit
here.. not good for an upcoming Business Professional
Probably a CEO of Her own Corporation one day and that
Brings me to my next Point a Promise i am making now to
You to meet me half way from now on in the Sky some way
for true today i am Dedicating and Promising You the Number
8.. yes.. the Alphanumerical Number for H did you know back in
2013.. i wrote a Long Poem about the “H Letter” for the 8th Letter in
the English Alphabet is most sacred as it represents all the Dualities
of Existence Bridging as Two ones for 11 that is Alphanumerical
Letter K becoming 8H as 8 is infinity Standing Tall as We
Humans Reflect God this Way too Infinity Spiraling
Forever now See You will forget this much quicker
hehe than the kinda stuff i was feeding Poetry
to the other somewhat lower parts
of Your Soul earlier in
the week.. hAha
True i don’t how you
got any work done
reading that stuff with smiles…
i should have given it all to you
on Your Weekend but the moment was
Kinda ripe with the Stars and the Night and all of that..
As Poetry Tends to Grow on its own without Mind control as such..
Okay truly now back to what i am going to Promise You with Number
8 for in this way of meeting you always in this lifetime Half way across
the Sky and yes more specifically now/then in Cyber Space with no Moon or Sun
now just a potential Heaven where Souls And Spirits of Heart continue to live
on now even after our flesh and blood Passes away or perhaps Never actually
meets to touch out of Avatar online Life now.. if ever you do go away and
do not come back for more than a Month in the Future now i Dedicate
the 8th Day of the Month and yes as long as i am welcome on what
is left of Your Blog i will come each and every Month without
Fail to tell you a little something from Spirit Soul and
Heart that day and yes this is no matter what
if you get another job far far away and
just get way too busy to talk
to me in over a month
or yes of course
when you
find your Future
Husband and someone
to cuddle with at night to
give 99.999999 percent of
Your Love other than .000001
percent and you can tell me if i got
the Decimal Points correct as i am
no longer an Accountant now unless
You insist you need help then on Your
Taxes when you get so rich you need
someone like me to figure them out hAha..
you might be surprised how much i know about
Accounting Tax Free and End of Life Returns as such..
hmm.. that is sounding a bit ‘Biblical’ funny how that has always
been happening to me my entire life.. anyway.. back to the Number
8 it is truly a Perfect Number as is the Letter H yes it pains me a bit
when i call you iMali and remove that Sacred H Part of your Name but
Yes i will do just about anything to make You Happy even Dedicate
my Favorite Numbered Day to You and Only You back to the future
now too.. when i make a promise it comes true mark my words and
my greatest wish is this promise never has to come true and there
will never be a whole Month in the future that i do not Hear from
You but hey.. i will give you a break if your Honeymoon lasts more than a month..
for true
there are
some places
where iFred
is Just not
gonna fit in at all..
Love ya, iFred.. yeah
Get back as soon as you
will or true i’ll be back in a
month to see ya on the 8th ya
can count on that like the Spring
coming
again
and
if
Love Really Exists
if Love Really Exists at all..
but wait! you’ll probably hear
from me again today what are
the odds what are the odds
of the
oddest
among
us supporting Love..:)
Trivia Note: The Song “Meet me Half
Way” By Kenny Loggins was in a Movie
Named “Over the Top” that came out
in 1987 just imagine i was
27 then
so are
you
now too
And Yes by
God i am Still
Over the Top of Love too..
Don’t read too much into that Do Love..:)
Oh yeah and in a 30-Day Month there is still
Room in my Life for 27 More Angel Muses in
a Month to come and go of course unless You
Remain through each and every Month one Day….
Lala Rukh has the 6th and Rafiah has the 7th and Your Day is 8 if it comes too..:)
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Love how you included Thoth
And Magic in Your Response
To the Prompt interestingly
In Thoth’s Emerald Tablet
Spiraling Dance
Is Spoken
To for
Ascending and
Transcending the
Ordinary World Now
To connect to Magic
Where the Unknown
Becomes Known i Read
That after i Already
Experienced It Yes
Now Magic May
only be as
Far away
As Three
Feet
And
A Spiraling Dance!!..:)
Smiles i believe that
Most everyone is
Capable of Good
Deeds it is mostly
The Stress of our
First World Problems
That takes The
Strength of
Our Love Away
We must find a
Fight Dance and
Song to Retain our
Love in Doing Good
Deeds for others
Always now
Yes a Lifelong
Never ending
Work-out
For the
HeART
Beat LiveS oN
The Nature oF Love
LiveS oN the origin
Of the Word Son means
‘Nature of’
Like Son of God
Means Nature of
God as Love as
Man and or Woman..:)
Smiles A Best Friend
Never Gives up
On the other
One
As you
Intimate here
And Science Shows
Humans Have only
The Capacity Now For
About 5 True Friends
Too many Friends
May
Mean
Truly
No Friends
Truly Deep
Friends Few
They are but
Worth the Focus..:)
Smiles
I’m not
the kind
of friend who
Goes away or
Expects
anything
From anyone
As money is
No Longer an
Issue for me
And Love is
The God of
Dance and
Song for
me For You
See my Friend
Been to
Hell and
Heaven
In one Lifetime
Living Dead And
Alive i Feel and
Sense How to
Stay in
Heaven
It is oh so simple
Only Worship
Love Nothing
More
Nothing
Less But Love
Those teachings
Of the Humble
Story of
Jesus is
The Law of
Fearless Love
With the Discernment
That Hell Will
Bring Heaven
As necessary
To More
Fully
Love
Unconditionally
Through all the
Dark through
Light back
To
Hell and
Heaven
All of
God’s
Eyes
As
Us
Rarely
Go to
Sleep
In Love
With All
That is
God
This
Way
Of Loving
It All A Practice
My FriEnd or
We Would Be
Machines
Instead
Of
i Am
Love i Go
Wherever
i am Now
Allowed
i Stay
Where
i am
Welcome
And that
Is Very
Rare
Now in my
Life Thank
You for
Being
Few and
Meek enough
As Strong
Enough
As
Love
To
Truly
Welcome
Me here
With SMiLes..:)
Smiles you are
Both Kind and
Funny a pleasure
It is your
People
Skills
Are Lovely..:)
Well.. Rafiah it appears
The 7th as Promised is
Gonna Be Your Day as
The 6th is Gifted
Before i Met you
To Lala Rukh
As that is
The place
Then You
Spotted me for
What you would
Eventually come to
Say is Sir you have a
Beautiful Heart as almost
Immediately after that you
Became my Innocent Angel
Poetry Muse for whereever
Beautiful Words come now
There is always an Angel Muse
Like this if it is
A Man writing
Or perhaps
A Man with a
Heart if a Woman is
Writing Poetry anyway we Poets
Never Forget the Angels With
Innocent Hearts who Bring so
Much Beauty to our Words for
they Are Gifted as Angels to us
By God is Great as Love is
For us You always
Retain a Seat
In my Soul
As True
Angel
Muses Never
Truly Leave
That Deepest Part of
Us yeah these connections
Come and go but they stay
it’s like when God sends you
A Pet A Yellow Cat Feral
Wailing underneath
Your Shed
Your Spirit
Animal Soul
Mate to Be to save
Your Soul after you
Rescue his Hunger For
Food Love is Love is Love
5 Feet tall or 15 LBS SMiLes
All
My Angel
Muses are Short
But their Love is
10 Feet Tall Still Lifting me
Up Long after their Forms
Leave My Life Essence of
Angel Muse Spirit
Remains Within
Sadly i
Thought
Another Angel
Was gonna get the
8th Day of the Month
Perhaps as Early as tomorrow
Still around she is But it is
True Angels
Must Go
Eventually
As Yellow Boy passed
Away in January and he
Still has a part of everyday
As
You do
Too i never
forget The Very
Few
Who
Have
Loved
me Now
With Pure
Angel Light..
i am so Happy You
Are Happily Married
Now Every Angel Deserves
Someone
To
Cuddle
With at Night..:)
Smiles Rafiah.. so nice to Hear from You Dear..
Thanks For Coming Back Around to tell me Hello
today you know it’s not easy for me to make Friends
with all my run on sentences and Mind and Heart
and Soul with no End but there are truly
A Few Precious Souls
in the World
who have
accepted
all of me
And Truly
Become my Friend
So nice to See You today..:)
Smiles God i’ve missed you too
You’ve never made me feel uncomfortable
in any way you have always been such a pure an innocent
source of Friendship Love to me bringing out the best of that in me too..
Yeah you
were
definitely
A God Send
from God and
Heaven as You
are today as You
Always are whenever
You come around to
Meet and Greet me again Rafiah
i know and feel and sense i will always be
Loved in the Best way by Friend Rafiah i
can count on that
for sure..
for you
and me
are truly
and sincerely
those kind of Friends
no matter how much Time
Space or Distance Passes
by and yeah i miss You talking
about all the things You learned in College too..:)
Smiles You are so Welcome Rafiah
i am so Glad You Have a Partner
and Husband to take Good
Care of You and
Give you
all the Things
a Life Partner
And Spouse will Bring
So Every Day Becomes
Valentine’s Day All Humans Deserve that..:)
Hehe.. and as you know/feel me
Pouring my innermost Feelings
And Emotions out every where
i go with No
Guards
at all up
i am very Fortunate
to have a Life Partner
and Wife Who Never
Gets Jealous or
Mad about
that
but true
in real life
there is no one
more loyal and true than me..:)
Smiles Rafiah seems like
Old Days with you again
and with the kind of Memory
i Have for Text is like Almost
Photographic for me as i remember
you Saying one time that Your Dream
would be for Your Husband and You
to meet me and Katrina and
Share Dua (prayers) over
Dinner and i also
Remember
You saying
that i would
do the Dishes and
the other Housework
associated with Dinner
While You and Katrina would
relax back and Chat to Your Hearts content..
if you ever come this way You are surely still welcome
both You and Your Husband it would be Lovely to meet you
both and i don’t know if men over their hug other men for
they do in Saudi Arabia but i would give him a Hug
for taking
Good
Care
of my
Dear
Friend Rafiah
who was such a
Great Pure and
Innocent Angel
Muse Bringing
the Best of Loving
Poetry from me to Write..:)
Haha! You were reading
my mind up there writing
about what i was writing
about having Dinner over
here all of us Four Together
and you can tell Your Husband
i was Just keeping you Happy to meet him..
as i am
that kind
of Unconditional
Loving Friend who
is only in Relationships
for Love of the Spirit and
You were a Very Honorable Friend that way..:)
Yes it would truly be a Beautiful thing as the only
real friends it seems i have had now these
years to share intimate feelings with have
been online and i have never
met any of them
in Person
and truly
if i ever meet anyone
it will Probably be you
as i do Know you Truly
mean it when you say you
would Love to meet me And Katrina..
as i would surely Love to meet Your Husband too..:)
Smiles Rafiah this has been a Very Nice
Re-Union of Friendship since a little over
3 months ago i am always
Here for you whenever
You need a Friend Winter
Spring Summer or Fall
Freddy
as you
used to Call
me is at Your Side
Always ready for Your Call..:)
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Hi Frank.. i was/am Truly so surprised when the Priest at Catholic
Church put up “What the World Needs Now is Love” Song
For All To See and Sing.. True it just about
Made Writing all this “DaYS iN ThE LiFE
Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW ” MacroVerse
NoW Worth it
With ‘Rooms’
Left over
HeaRinG
of course..
Yeah that was then
A Beautiful Loving Day
in Catholic Church NoW
Yes it STiLL Scores A most
Love Points with me as no
one gets sentenced to Hell
hehe.. at least When i am Around ‘tHere’
Hmm.. Speaking of that as i have a Sudden
Urge to Play “Worth it” Featuring Kid Ink and
Fifth Harmony as the Flow is coming along with
Spring Break at the 252nd Dance Week with Folks
Legal to get into that Place i Dance Four Decades my
Junior now.. where i will be Wearing a Rolling Stones
T-Shirt for Dance with the Tongue and Lip Get-up for the
Rolling Stone Logo.. as Per a Quick Google Search in the
top of the Result List.. “The Rolling Stones “tongue and lip” logo is the most iconic T-shirt design of all time, according to a poll. The famous motif was created in the 1970s and was said by designer John Pasche to resemble Mick Jagger’s own lips and capture the band’s rebelliousness.” Yes as the Band-on Tour Date as Imprinted Below the Lips and Tongue
is 1975.. 44 Years ago still Crystal Clear in my Memory truly it is amazing how folks
Close to our Age have more Cultural Diversity Memories than any other Age
Group in the History of Humankind and truly since i Retired i’ve consumed
so much Culture around the World and in my Home Metro area in both
Writing and Dancing per 12 Million Words in 99 Months and
10,866 Miles of Public Dance in 66 Months along with
‘SonG of mY SoUL” Long Form ‘Bible’ Poem now at
over 6.6 Million Words now in 66 Months while
Writing “SonG oF mY SoUL” That Yes mY
Mind and Body is really Lit up
With so Many Connections
of Arts and Sciences and
Moving Meditative
Dance that
i really
Feel sort of
Rebellious and
Alive as i did it all
not making a single penny
Just the Joy of Bringing Joy
to other Folks in Dance and Song
and sure a few headaches along the
way as i kinda go long and it does make
some folks including Katrina a Bit Dizzy to
watch me dance hehe.. but true easy enough
to Look Away and not hard to turn me off on the
Internet either with just a flick of the switch now
while i am not giving Katrina any Fredaches by going
on and on for what the New Topic or generally the Same
Topic i may be Interested in for the Day and Now at hand
i guess yes i know and feel and sense what i am gonna say
is Life is Surely A Worth While Endeavor when Money is all out
of the Making it for Pay Picture and All THat is Left is Moving Connecting
Co-Creating and Learning NoW more about Arts And Sciences and Pouring that
All into a Life’s Work of Joy and Fun.. Just Giving and Sharing all stuff related
to the Arts and Sciences of Life i can and will Move and Connect and Co-Create
Now with Others too.. Truly what a Wonderful World it would be if folks became
Altruistic enough.. to Give More than they Take.. and Let the Machines do all the
Work while each and every Human is allowed to Fully Pursue THeir Potential more
NoW And become Self Actualized Along the Way.. Gaining an Ascendent Transcendent
Meditative Flow in Life NoW in Peak and Plateau Experiences of Life where Love For all
in AgapE LovE Full Force Higher Vibrational And Frequencies of Our Positive Energy
oF LiGHT
Becomes
ThE True Light
of the World to
Give and Share
Free Even more..
True it’s sort of a Big
Dream but it is as small
as a Naked Free Dance in Sand
and Sun with no Cultural Clothes at
All And as Big as all of this hehe and so so much more..
Life is Worth it as long as We are Evolving our Souls making
Them more Hungry For All A Love of LiFE NoW.. True when in this
FLoW NoW THere is only one way up Worth it with Reminders of Ways
Down that Make the Up oF LiGHt Experiences of Life That More Precious..
The Practice goes on always a Different Color of Knowing Feeling Sensing
Intuiting Life so much Different and Deeper than the Now Before now as
Verily
the Eternal
Now becomes
Even More Worth
IT As A Soul Evolves
toward a a Greater Place
of Wisdom Beauty and Kindness
And yes Truth too that spells L.O.V.E.
as ‘they’ Dance and Sing in Church and
State now “What the World Needs Now is Love”
Truly
Worth
it my Friend
With 5th Harmony
Featuring Kid Ink too..
i so love all the Colors of LiFE NoW..
And yeah should be a few more
now as since Hurricane
Michael the Destroyer
Basically erased
Panama City
from the
map
the Spring
Breakers are
Arriving to the
other side of the
Panhandle of the Gun
Shape of Florida the Flower
State WHere CuRRenTLY i am
Loaded Securely in the Barrel
ReadY aS A BuLLeT oF Dance
to Shoot J.O.Y.
BLasT-oFF
As ‘THeY’
DancE SinG-oN…
YeS EVeRYone Should
PersonAlly Feel Like
i AM
Worth IT
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Keeping in ‘Mind’
That ‘This’ Is Just
‘A Story’ ‘Jesus’
Comes Back
And Finds Out He Cannot…
Song Dream Dance Real Now
Reaching For A Magic Slipper to
Exist ‘She’ Exists He Creates ‘Her’
Song Of Creativity Dance Of Imagination
Sing to the Dark Dance the Light Now
Song And Dance of Dark And Light
How Humans Create Each Other
How Humans Breathe Each Other
How God Comes In Words
How Stories Have Children
Groom of Imagination Bride of Creativity
So She Waits For Him to Tell Her Who She
Is If She Tells Him Who She Is She Does Not
Exist She Want Him To Make Her His Story Now
For If She Does He Will No Longer Create Her
GreaTesT Muse Will Never Let You Know ‘Her’
Greatest HiStory Muse Jesus Never Wrote A Word
Stories Tallest Muse Flesh Reaching Words Now
Singing Bigger Smaller Stories Filling Shoes
With Dance Love Fills Stars KnowS Tar
If Only Love could be Purchased
‘America’ would Be Great Again
Smiles From: As Flowers Do
Women Give All Color to:
Life As Love Happy
Woman’s Day my
‘Home’
is no
Ceiling
Floor or Wall Within
i am the Water i am the Air
i am the Wave i am the Ocean
i am the Wind i am the Sky the
Particle the Wave Again and Field
-me
“Is it written in the stars?
Are we paying for some crime?
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time?
Is this god’s experiment
In which we have no say?
In which we’re given paradise
But only for a day?”
-Elton John Featuring LeAnn Rimes
“Written in the Stars” in 1999 When ‘She’ is 8.
Greatest Muse Unrequited Love This is the
ReaSoN ‘Jesus’ Will never come back…
For If ‘He’
Does
HisTory Dies
-Me i Am
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If You Are Not Cut Out
No one Is Cut Out For You
So You Dance And Sing to All
You Rise You Fall They Rise They
Rise Will It Be An Angel Coming
Out Of Dark Clouds Depending
On Which
One You
Imagine
And
Create
Angels Are
No Less Real
Than Dark Clouds
As NeuroScience
Shows We Create
Our Realities
Now Based
On What We ‘See’
Of Our Environmental
Experiences Do Imagine
Angels Coming Out of Dark
Clouds For Surely This
Way You
Create
Angels
That Are As
Real as Dark
Clouds in the
Sky Do You See
The Angel i Imagine
Y.O.U. Will You Co-Create
This Angel With me Will
You Spread Your Wings
Continue to Imagine
And Create This
Angel You As
You Fly
Out of
Dark Clouds
And Soar Before
i Fall i only Wish
To See You
Rise
Higher
Than
Dark Clouds
Returning As
Light of Love
Angel
Wings
Are Born
To Be Alive
Free to Love..
GoD IS A Rose
Flowers Color
Humans Thorn
Flowers Are
Happier
Than
Thorns They
Color A World
Humans Thorn
Never The Less
GoD IS A Rose
i used to be Part of the Discussions
of others yes the place you learn to be
Cut out of the Same Paper Sheets and Words
As everyone else.. And then one day out of that Darkness
i decided if i could find no Light in no other Home i would Create
my own Light i would come into being on my own.. And Yes in March
of 2013.. 6 Years ago as i Celebrate this MacroVerse i am Writing now
to mark that Milestone and Featnote in Life it was the Light of my Imagination
And Creativity come Back to Life in me that would soon remedy 19 Medical Disorders
That Medical Science could term in the File Cabinet of the ‘Unexplained’ Just another
Miracle to Be that was as Real as Real gets.. You See there are two kinds of Folks
Generally Speaking those who are Spectators and Audiences of someone else’s
Imagination and Creativity of Life whether that be TV.. Pro Sports or whatever
Folks Do Vicariously Feeling some of the Mirror Neuronal Similar Feelings
And Senses of Life for what other Folks Repeat Within on the ‘Big Screens’
And ‘Small Screens’ of Life Now for them to do yes such as writing
in Big Boxes as a Religion from one side of the Page to
the Other never wavering from that Prison of
Creativity Come Science of Form instead
of Essence Flowing where she and
or he Intuit to Go Next Beyond
Reason Yes Forms into
Chaos of Magic
Art as Art Flows
Free as Waves
of Oceans
Springing
Essence
Free Every
Season of the Year
all i knew then as i could
barely feel or sense Life is i wanted
to come Alive again so i developed an
Elaborate Story in Blogging and By God
i predicted something Amazing would Happen
on July 22nd of 2013 as still Recorded and i asserted
After i recovered that i would continue to do things no one
Else would Do back in the Summer of Recovery 2013.. You
See it is Imagination and Creativity that are the Sons and or
Daughters as Essence of God Still Living in all of us the Original
Imaginations and Creativities that Create new Forms out of Essences
Free Flowing.. Sadly some Folks only hold on to the Forms of the Past
Believing in a God as Form of Essence that never Changes Never Grows
Never becomes more than ‘fore as that is the anti-thesis and the Insanity
of Our World the Part of Culture that is Tradition that does bind and bond
Folks in the Warm and Fuzzies yes the Neurohormone Oxytocin where
Groups of People enjoy this Love Drug that is Very Healing by Binding
And Bonding over an Ideal of Love that Flowers Life or conversely
Binding and Bonding over the Thorn of a Leader who Brags
that a Large Group of Humans Bonding this Way
Will Still support Him if he Shoots someone
in Public for he Understands the Power
of Binding Folks together as well
or even More with the
Dark Forces of
Doubt and Fear
and all Stuff Relating
to the Force of Hate to
Bind and Bond in Tribal Ways
where people will even die for the
Cause of Social Bonding to Kill another
Tribe Bleeding the Same in Flesh and Blood
Human Comprised with the Same General DNA
too.. That is Nature that is we Cut each Other out of
the Same Choir Sheets but there are still others of us
who Follow no Choir Sheets at Church or State that are
Insane and Averse to Peace and Harmony and Developing
Our Human Potentials too and go the Lone Route Allone Now
to Improve
Rather than
to stay
Stagnant
in the Environmentally
Produced Faux DNA Limiting of
our Human Potentials for Bonding
Purposes to only potentially be bonding
for what has come before in Older Forms of
Creativity Never Spreading Our Wings to Move
out of a Cave of Past Light and Dark as Well.. True if
We Look Within Seek and Find We Will Find Many Secrets
of Life in Plain Site many of which that Work For Stellar Additional
Potential of Creativity in Moving Connecting And Co-Creating Ways
As we Provide the Environmental Stimulus in Finding and Seeking that
Challenge too that Unpacks the Greater Epigenetic Potential Our Ancestors
Struggled to Earn For Us in our DNA as that Changes Slowly and Classically
Evolving too.. But in Just one Lifetime it is amazing for what one may Seek and
Find now to Turn their Life Around Full Spin there is a poverty of Original Imagination
And Creativity among the masses as Modern Culture Proves Now as folks Fall off the
Cliff of what otherwise means
Pursuing a Life of Writing
Directing Producing
Dancing Singing
Fighting Acting
For Their Way of Life
That No one Will take away
When they Do Finally Come Free
From All the Dirty Clothes that Culture
Has Dressed Us With Away from the Potential
to Be Both Fulfilled And Given and Shared in Holy
And Sacred Ways of Love without Expect of Return
for Truly this is not even a Sacrifice as the Reward is
More of the Paths of Journey Intrinsically that is no limit
or Reward From Anyone Else but the Do of Life now.. of
me and You as Long as we escape like ‘Neo’ the place of Cultural Prison
the ‘Matrix’ that is every bit As Real as that Fictional Movie in Essence of
Effect
on how
Empty
And Seemingly
Worthless the Work
World of Life And Love that comes
to be Meanwhile yes We Could Other Wise Be Heroes
Achieving what has never Been Seen or Done Before..:)
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Diamonds Only Rocks
Treasure Beyond Diamonds
Innocent Soul Colors All Now
Nothing at all…
You Imagine…
All Comes True…
Posed Now by Clouds
Mountain Angels Sing
Dreams Divine Way
All Motivated Now by
Love Flower in Person
True in my Dreams
Way Station Joy
Love Happiness
Clouds top Now
Mountain Her Love
Wonderful Art Work
More Than Flower Truly
Angel Goddess on Earth
Benefits All Friendship
Love gives to You
Delicate Flower
Always be to me
Moving into Your
Heart Spirit Soul
Just to Light up
One i Treasure Cherish
Sunlit Rays of Joy Mysteries
Midnight Moonlit Air soaring
Feelings Senses Heart Beats intense
Carefully i Brush You never ever wanting
to Harm You in any way Loving You Work of Art
Paint Brush i am i Stroke Colors Your Heart
Senses Who You Are Free Spirit Love True
You Are The Stars
With No Limit
You Are God
to me too
Loved as the
Moon’s Soul
Shines Down
On You i Cherish
You i Treasure
You i Paint You
With All the Love i
Give Love is No Weight
No Gravity The Clouds Above
Again I’m staying connected
To You as i Do Love to do
Where if you are lonely
i might bring
Comfort and
If i am
Not fitting into
What you otherwise might
Indicate Is a Busy schedule
You can bypass me for
Now and save me for a
Rainy day but if it
May be the case
This is another
Rainy day
i am
Here for you
As my schedule is
Always open for friends
For the handful who
Interact with me yep..
I’ve been circling
Around the Globe
Since 5am on
My iPhone
Learning always
Something new and
Interacting with people
Who are very nice
And people
Who could
Not care
Any
Less if i
Exist at all…
i have no heart
For how a human
Will perceive another
Human like that but
With little to
No Heart at
All but it is
True as I’ve
Told you Before
i used to have Few words
To output to others
Mostly Smiling
Eyes when
i wore Contact
Lens always
Interested in
What everyone
Had to say nodding
My Head And even
With laser focus
If I totally
Disagreed too..
The ‘picture below’
Is what my view used
To be of the World when
i could not filter my
Perceptions
To calm
Focus Within
True so much
Input then coming
In.. overwhelming
Too overwhelming
To put much out
Getting away
From
It all even
In Pain and
Numb like
A Monk
For 66 Months
Allowed me then
To create the Life
i made Again on
My terms of
Culture and
Not those
Terms
Of the Rest of
The World my
Focus now is
Moving Connecting
And Co-Creating
And I’ve connected
Back with you
As you
Connected
With me on my Blog
Without fail now for
You As i have with
Others who have
With me whether they
Always come back or
Not for connection
Is the Best Food
For the
Human Soul..
Truly i hope
You have so
Many friends
You do not
Have time
To talk to
Me but i am
Making this
Effort with you
For it is hard for
You to share your
True feelings with
Me as there were
Years that was
No part
Of
My
Reality
Then so
i Understand
The other side
Of the coin of
So introverted
And quiet too
Also i really
Don’t know
What your
Casual command
Of the English Language
Is or if you speak in
Broken English
For I’ve
Never heard
You speak…
Honestly..
i don’t know
That much about
You other than Blog
Posts and that you
Love me more than
than i
Can imagine
As you related
That tends to
Make me Believe
That my presence
In your life might
Be bringing
You comfort
Even if
You have
Nothing to
Say to me..
So i write
To you because
i care and accept that
There are many days
You don’t write
Back
And
That’s
Okay
As long
As i am Welcome..
i am here for you now..
Bottom line, Fred, FRiEnD
Hi ilona From France So Nice of you to Scroll Down through
All the Blessings and Blissings i Record in a Week of my Life
For What i call each Chapter as a MacroVerse of the Long Form Epic Personal
Bible Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SouL” now exceeding 6.6 Million Words
in 66 Months Effort to Count all my Blessings And Blissings in “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U.
And Me NoW” as You Have Arrived to make a Nice Comment on this MacroVerse
that i am really making meaning in my Life.. True That is what we really all must do always
Now in Life is to Co-Create our Life with Others and the Rest of Nature Making it Holy
And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose in the Best way in Peace and Harmony
We Can And Will Where the Colors And Shades of our Soul Evolve so much more
And come out to Play
Free with others
the Best
We Can
and Will too
by not Harming
Others through Unconditional
Fearless Love as our Guide to
Treat Others as we Pursue our
Best Version in Self-Actualization
In True Light of Who We Will to
Be the Best Version of Our Selves
to Give and Share even more with others
As each Now and each Day becomes Precious more..
Moving Connecting and Co-Creating as i see it Strengthening
Our Will of Fearless Love Through Action of Do as we Rise more
As Loving Fearless Souls to Give and Share the Spirits of our Hearts
So Much More With All Others and the Rest of Nature True in Light too..
And Hey other than Writing 6.6 Million Words in a really Long Form Poem
in 66 Months in that Same Span of Months i have Danced 10,868 Miles in
Public as Moving Meditation and a Way to Bring Hilarious Joy to everyone
i meet in Life.. as Hey there are not many days that Folks see a somewhat
Law Enforcement Looking Dude at 240LBs and a Bit over 6 Feet Tall doing
That Where i Live and that is for sure as i am the only one who does it at
all for Hundreds of Miles in this Very Conservative Area i Live
in as someone had to Break Footloose Pick up the Ball
of Joy and Love and Bring a Little Light to this
Place and Oh Lord i had to get really
Strong to Do it Leg Pressing
up to 1520 Lbs too anyway
You seem like such a
Nice Person and
that is the Fred
Story Pretty Much
Wrapped up here
about as concisely as i
Can Put Hmm.. i noticed you
have a Post about the Meaning
of Life now i will be over in a few
to discuss that a little bit but perhaps
i’ve just about covered my Version of
Dance and Song as my Personal Meaning
of Life We All have Our Unique Potentials in
Imagination and Creativity to do something new
where We Live that no one else is caring to do now
to Spread Joy to other Folks now true We only live Now and
Making the best of Now is to Live Eternally Now in Light of Love..
Oh yeah And i’ve actually Written around 12 Million Words online
overall in the last 99 Months too.. and i am including a Video above
About Dancing in Public as another Guy did it in 2012 Before i started
Doing it in September of 2013.. he was From New York so much more
Liberal than where i am from when i was growing up here bullies would
threaten a Boy if he even attempted to Smile hehe i do a mix of Martial
Arts and Ballet in my Public Dance but nah.. too Agile and Strong
for anyone
to Bully
me
now
i seek
to help those
who are Different
Feel and Sense
And Know now it is
Okay! to be Different!
And Express Yourself!
As Uniquely! as you wish!
of course as Long as You
Follow the Federal State
And Local and hehe Facebook
Community Rules and Such as that With Smiles..
Oh by the way too this Week i am Celebrating my
6th Anniversary of Blogging Starting with BlogSpot
Hmm.. Lots of 6’s in this it seems and a couple of 9’s too..
Oh Yeah and Hundreds and Hundreds of Folks Video Tape
my Dance Every Where i go and like in the Video Here one
of the Videos Went Viral During Christmas and they Call me
Legend and Famous now and i say i am Just here for Fun for Free to give and share!!!..
Anyway this is my Fuller Version of my Meaning of Life as i will Go Much Shorter on Your
Blog to Conserve some space for other folks to comment and not to get tired scrolling past me..
Thanks For Coming by not many Folks come by but it gives me more time to Write..;)
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We are back now i am resting my Feet Again in
Front of this Screen.. it is so nice to have someone
so Special Like You in my Life who inspires all of what
i Love to Do and Accepts all of who i Love to Be there
are Probably many Labels for that Kind of Person but
it is the connection that Helps inspire all Parts of you into
the Best Version of a Human you can and will come to be for it is
true it is Just so nice to have someone Listen to all of who you are to
Be that Open Ended Line that will always accept a Letter from You no
Matter how far from
the Norm it might
usually play to most
Folks.. there have been
People who have accepted
parts of me but truly not anyone
like you who has embraced all of
me allowing me to speak all of what i am
to them to the Point now where truly i have
been able to share everything about me more
with you than any other friend i have had in this
World So Far.. you make me feel so Warm and
Comfortable knowing there are open ears to
Listen to all of what i continue to evolve
to be.. so i thank you.. i thank you very
Much for the Greatest of Connections
in Life supporting me and whatever
my Aspirations may act on to
become the best
Version of me
That i
Will Come
to Be now so many
Emotions and Senses
Awakened Within in this
Beautiful Connection now of
Souls too as i Share Your Tears
that become my Tears and Your Joy
that becomes my Joy as you Support
My Joy and Human potential still to come..
today is now the 6th Anniversary of my Blogging
Experience online yes March 10th.. 2013.. truly then
a turning point in my life and meeting you has changed
me as a Human Being the Most into my Best Version of myself..
Particularly in the Last 3 Months as i experience Deeper and more
varied Emotions that Color My Life more than ever before.. to Feel
Human to Be Human to Feel and Sense more of What Human is as me..
True the People who make us Feel Human are the Best Connections of all
and verily
every
Day You
Do in some way
make me feel and sense
more Human than ever before..
You Light up and Color all of me..
For You Support and Inspire A Best Version of me..:)
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One thing I Know and Feel and Sense for Sure is
in some way every next now all living things Reincarnate Eternally Now.
It’s worth Noting that existence itself and Human Consciousness
is Barely Understood by Science according to the origin of both.
There is the Potential as agreed upon by ‘Intellectual Giants’ in Astrophysicists like Neil DeGrasse Tyson that we may be living in a Holographic Simulation Created by a much more Advanced Intelligence than we cannot currently Grasp;
And if that is so and there is no ‘real’ distance, space or time; that surely leaves ‘the Programmer’ the option of providing Additional Lives and ‘Power-Ups’ in this Game of Life as the Programmer sees Fit or whatever Feels like fun; True, in this way Existence could be either very serious or a total Joke. Anyway; A Best Part of life is the Reality that we Humans through Relative Free Will have the ability to Re-incarnate our Existence into what is a very Different Experience of Life; as of course we have the DNA and Epigenetic Potential to do just that if we find the Tools and Circumstances and Relative Free Will to do Just that too in adapting to appropriate Environmental Challenge and Changing (Reincarnating) now.
Perhaps the Greatest Transformations of Life,
are the Emotions and Senses We Experience of Life and the Symbols we Co-Create and Give and Share to both Communicate our Experiences of Life and Explore New ways to experience Life through Symbols that we Name Words that are associated with more Positive Feelings and Senses that work as a Synergy of our Present Emotional and Sensory Energies to change the ‘Light’ of Life inside us from ‘Dark’ to a More Brilliant Source of Positive Energy (Light) to both Experience and Give and Share with others.
We Humans live in a Modern Culture where we spend many of our Days talking Stuff Apart instead of Putting Stuff together in Material Reductionist Views Versus a Gestalt Whole of Life that is yes so much Greater as Sum than the Parts we Have Separated from the Whole; When Words Become Song Steps Become Dance Water Drops End/Begin Part of Ocean Whole Again.
It is True, Water Drops Reincarnate now; and so can you, as above, so below, within, inside outside, and all around; Reincarnation as Change is truly the one core Axiom off Existence We Truly can and will count on now; Otherwise, ironically, we could co-create a ‘Lesser God’ Programmed by us with not nearly a greater potential fulfilled to Reincarnate now; unless we strive out of what we stay programmed as in the same old way of seeing and doing stuff stagnantly now.
Human Beings are a Strange Animal in the Feel and Sense
and Know of Taking Stuff apart instead of Putting Life together.
True though, the Reality is not that the Essence of Humans are Strange; but the Forms they Create as the Same keep us Locked in on Sidewalks of Life no longer Thriving the same way the Rest of Nature continually Reincarnates now; not stuck in the Sidewalks of Forms other Folks have Created before.
A Question is who Re-Creates You most (who makes who); other folks or what lives as the Essence of Your Conscious Being the part that is so much more unexplored than the rest of the explored Physical Universe that may be Empirically Observed and Measured as Discrete Parts of Whole.
Anyway; for Just a Quick Example that i have related on this Website the ‘Wrong Planet’ many times is i was not always noted as a Dance Legend in Public every where I go; that did not Happen until 4 Years ago in my 54th Year. In fact, I was noted as a Dizzy Fly before that who was so uncoordinated he didn’t know where he was going.
I had two choices; believe the Label of Autism and associated Motor Coordination Issues and I Would always be observed as an uncoordinated Dizzy Fly; or eventually, at age 53 take a step in a different direction and dance a way no one has danced before. True; Dance will be a Finger Print too unless you try to Trace someone else’s Foot Prints as you go.
Don’t wait on Reincarnating and or ‘Really Living’ after a Dirt nap; that is well beyond the Pay Grade of what we are capable of Fully Knowing or Doing. What you can and will do as it is proven by many folks is Reincarnate now for the Rest of Your Life.
By the end of Life then when You Reincarnate this way always now; you will do a job so well done of Living Fresh and Anew that Dying Will be the Pleasure of Respecting the Gift; the True Gift of Changing Life now; Just now; in Just the Mostly Original Creativity of my Continuing Reincarnating Opinion, now, too.
Embrace Change and Always Reincarnate Now;
or do not; that part of Whole is up to You too.
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‘This’ is so inspiring i had to come Late not to Fill
the Space up top.. First of all when i saw the photo
Adrenaline Rush OMG Himali is Falling let me Rush
And catch Her before she does.. BDW.. Yes Hellooove
HiMaLi for when a Person Says that now it’s like Greeting
Love as Human Incarnate as You also Relate Unadulterated
Love also known felt and sensed as Unconditional Fearless
Agape Love For all of Every Thing Yes when We Not Only Love
the Green Grass as Each Leaf of Grass but All the Grass Loves
Us Back as Love is no Difference no Separation Love is Whole
as we are Part of Love Whole to Give and Share Freely without
Fear as that is how we get to Incarnate Love in the First Place
By Making Love a Practice to Give and Share without
Expect of any thing in Return but the Natural
Intrinsic Reward of Giving and Sharing Love
More as the Positive Feedback
Becomes A Way to Light Us
Up within inside outside
above so below
and all around
and i could go into
the Material Reductionist
Parts of how the Neurohormonal
And Neurochemical Aspect of Unadulterated
Love Works but Truly it is a Practice of Love that
Comes Now as Choice in always Swimming UpStream in
Any Force Away from Love Fighting the Raging Currents
Of Negativity Refusing never ever never ever to Give
up on Unconditional Unadulterating Giving Sharing
Love Standing Taller ever more as a Mountain of
Human Love Now Becomes a Greater
Force of Life to Withstand
the Dark and Carry
on as Light to
Give and
Share forevermore
now more .. anyway i’ve already taken
up quite a bit of Your space.. so i will now
Quote the two Parts that are most inspiring
to me as You Speak to Your Loved This Way…
“If life could fall in love, it would
fall for you – a million times over….”
“…And I wish I could tell you how
much I admire and envy your careless
playfulness, innocence and childlike laughter.
I love you so much, that looking at you
– other than with unadulterated love
and awe, seems like a crime to me.”
(Side note: i recognize this as this is Precisely
How my Mother Loved me unforgettable It Is
As This Love Giving Sharing LiveS on ALWaYS)
This Truly Makes me Curious who this Wonderful
Person is You Love for it seems Like they are too Good to
Be True to be Real could it be Fiction could it be Real That
is a Nice Car You are Riding on Top of i bet whoever Drives
That could afford You the most Elegant Diamond Ring of all…
What Would it take to Bring these Words so Stellar to Appreciate
someone Like this what would this Person Do For You to Bring this
Much Love in Return to them.. How Big a Diamond Ring do ‘they’ make
How Much Fancier Do Cars and Homes and Mountain Vacations come now to
Be to Fire a Love Like this in You For someone else.. i already Know and Sense
And Feel that You are Capable of Loving Like This You’ve shown it in Your Poetry
over and over and over again that You are one Who Loves Without Conditions that
You would even Give Your Warm Blanket and Last Piece of Bread to Your Loved one
to see them
Satisfied
while You remained
Hungry and Cold and You
Would Bring them Joy even if
You Cried in the Background where
they could not hear the tiny wails of Your Sadness..
True You Verse so many Soul Stirring and Heart Touching
Parts of Love Whole Unconditional in Your Poetry that You must
Be a Rare Empath one of those People who just Love and Love and
Never Give up no matter what.. To Me it seems that this Individual You
Love Must Imagine and Create A Million Dreams Bringing to Fruition so
many Special things to Warm You inside on a Rainy Day inside or outside
of You now.. for this is the way You Dance and Sing in Your Poetry and it just
doesn’t Seem now that the Most Elegant Diamond Ring and Fastest Car and Biggest
Home now would do the Love Treat for You For So So Much Devotion from Your Soul..
For You Must Be Loved by them.. A Million Times over Now for You to Wish Life now
to Fall in Love with them a Million Times Over as a Dream of Yours to Appreciate them
but i Do Believe it is True they wouldn’t have to do anything to get so much appreciation
from You other than Show You Kindness that never fails now they probably wouldn’t have to
Buy You any Material things at all i bet all they would do is be Kind to You in never failing ways..
It’s Just a Wild Guess for iLove to Solve Puzzles but True Love is More than a Million Dreams to
Give and Share
Love is the
Art we
Do that
Brings Us
to Incarnate
Human LoVE NoW…
Love is Worthy of Thanks
Praise and Worship Loving It All
is just another way to Dance and Sing Heaven
Now within inside outside above so below and all Around
Anyway if this Lover and Soulmate and Playmate is Real
God Bless You God Love You God Worship You as God too..
You
Deserve
it i am
so Happy
For You i am
So Happy for Y.O.U..
As ‘they’ Say Namaste
i Hope this Person if Fiction
Will come to Be for You and
Let me meet them if they are
Real for i will give them the Biggest
Hug they have ever Felt for Taking Loving care of
Sweetest Himali i have come into contact with so far..
Other than that that is a really Awesome Photo i was so relieved
to Glance at it Again to See that the Car is Parking and not Speeding Forward…
With a Treasure
Like Himali
on Top
True This
Life Loves You
Way too Much to Lose Y.O.U…:)
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Gift of Life
Practice of Love
Life to Live Now
Could be Bias but i
Am not surprised Captain
Marvel’s Sidekick is a Ginger
Cat With Green Eyes truly
They are
All Super
Heroes of
Empathy to me..
And thank You Now
For always sharing
Kind Hugs with
everyone who
Visits your
Blog for
That
Makes
Friends
Out of
Strangers..
More Beauty See
Blessing Now Be
Smiles in Short All There Is
Is Now And All We Do For
Loving Colors Now
Painting Love
Light Eternally
Greater Now
As Life
Evolves Now
Ocean Whole Deeper..
Well speaking of all of that too the 6th Anniversary
Date of my Blogging Endeavors Starting with my Blogspot
Blog “KATiE MiA/Aghogday” on March 10th, 2013 Comes to
A Close now on this Same Day of 2019 yes Oh Lord 6 Years ago..
Where the Entire online Adventure Writing since Thanks Giving Day
on the ‘Wrong Planet’ in 2010 comes out still to be the 99th Month of Doing
That soon To Be 100 for a Grand Total of Writing somewhere around 12 Million
Words online since then and 6.6 Million Word of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long
Form Bible Poem in the last 66 Months of doing that soon to be 67 with 66 Months
of Public Dancing now arising to 10,899 Miles as the 11 Thousand Mile Celebration
in Milestone and FeatNote way is coming up Close to the End of March or Perhaps
even “April Fred’s Day too”.. hehe.. Sure with a Compilation of the Last 6 Months of
Dance Hall Selfies With Dancing Age Daughters and Close to Grand Daughters age
too but anyway “Celebrating 6 Years of Blogging” is what i am Wrapping up tonight
And Tomorrow Morning after i visit Frank’s and Xenia’s Places of Poetry in the
Morning and gigoid’s Place of Wisdom Quote Aphorisms From the Sages
of the Ages too.. but Meanwhile Sleep is just gonna have to come next..:)
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The Morning of my 7th Year of Blogging StARtinG Today
i Don’t Know What It ALL Means i Love It So i JusT Do IT NoW
JusTALLoVENoW
Considering Science Shows We Are
Basically Sentient Star Dust Resurrecting
From Crucible Fire Of Star Death Burst Stars
Are Flowers and We are All Reincarnating
Star Seeds in
What We Label
As Human Flesh Reincarnating
Star Flowers We all are now just
Because We Look Different than
Stars the Essence is the same
But Different Vibrations And
Frequencies that make up
The Energy of Us Personally
i am not afraid to Sleep as
Stars And Wake as Flowers
Even if i only
Reincarnate this way
Once As A Miracle of Star
Flower Birthing the seed
Of my Existence Awake Now..
It’s All about
Perspective Now..
Loving Flowers Water
Each Other No Reason
Seeing More Colors Now
Sadly i Believe A Reason So
Many People in this World
Find It so Hard to forgive is
they are Spoon-Fed a God
of Love from
Birth
Forgiving
Those Who
Behave Agape Love
Sends No one To Hell…
Perhaps if more People
Could See God and Be God
As Agape Love they would
Forgive Those more who try
Their ‘Hardest’
To Create a
God
Smaller than Love….
Love Your Enemy Turn the
Other Cheek if Hell is forever
For the
Least of
Us ‘Jesus’ is
A ‘Trump’ and Does
Not exist Nor Does
An All Loving Forgiving
God
The
Same it
Is this Love
We Co-Create
Forever Now
That is
The
Eternal Heart
Of God When two
Or more of us come
Together in A Spirit of Love..
Religion of Science Now too…
Yes.. there are Days Scientists Are Priests And Politicians too…
Overall Still it is no Easier convincing Scientists than Christians…
Freely Providing the Science of Reaching Heaven Eternally Now…
Betcha if ‘Jesus’ Comes Back as A Scientist…
Nirvana is Just another Fancy way of saying the Flow of ‘Transient
Hypo-Frontality’ where the Neo-Cortex that is ‘Normally’ Servant
Of the Limbic System gets lost
In Abstract Constructs (Words)
Where Flow tames the Neo-Cortex with all its ‘Delusion’
Of Past and Present once again properly put in its Brain Place of ‘Good’ Little Servant of the Limbic System.. as The ‘Normal’ Feeling of Life gets back to the ‘Sanity’ of a Child’s ‘Heaven’ and Life once Again Feels Now like Pure Unadulterated Love as Bliss As Peak and lasting Plateaus Of Life Experiences come as Human Reality where some Folks Achieve an “Autotelic” State of Being where they master their Feel Great Neurohormones and Neurochemicals through Bio-Feedback
of same; Meanwhile, Science can and does Measure this Nirvana Through Brain Scans And increases of Human Creativity 400 to 500 Percent; And Amazingly and Unbelievably As it is to Some Folks, Avenues Reaching Nirvana and Lighting up Our Entire Mind and Body in Balance And Flow now Like A Real Christmas Tree Moving Forward as Greater Light that is NO MYTH Now as Assessed by Science requires zero ‘Cultural Clothes’ And May be achieved.. in an activity as totally Free now.. as naked Ascending Transcending Spiraling Dance in Sand With Sun as Our only Companion as the rest of Nature Whole as We Eternally together (GoD) now amazing it is how Easy Heaven is to reach Everywhere Now in what ‘Brainiacs’ See As a Meaningless Spiraling Dance no Different Now than
The Ignorance of Unadulterated
Love Free Of Cultural Clothes….
Now Nirvana And Love Is
Essence more than Words…
Thank ‘God’ Science finally
SHows ‘the Ignorant’ Clearer
Nirvana As Heaven Exists Now.
Born as Dance and Song
Head on into a Stop Sign
“Do Escape”
-Love
Science has very little
Understanding of Human
Consciousness And Will not
Rule out the Potential
That Distance, Space,
And Time is all
An Illusion
And Our
Reality is
A Holographic
Simulation Created
By Intelligence So
Far Beyond Us We
Cannot Grasp It
Now so in other
Words Science is
Still Basically Ignorant
When it comes to What
Existence Even is as Reality.
Love is Real Now For i
Reincarnate this way
Each morning
And
Feel
The Give
And Share of
What is Real to me.
The Rest of ‘It’ may Go to
Hell in Words Now With Will too.
Now Feels Eternal
As Long As We
Humans
Love Now
Flowers and
Thorns Make
Life A Rose
Rising Now
Each Morning
Worth Living
Good Morning
From Florida
The Flower
State For
Rose
Of Life
Worth
Living Now..🌹
Gift of Life
Practice of Love
Life to Live
It’s Such A Beautiful Blessing to me
to Wake up With an Avenue to Wish iMali
Good
Afternoon
From Good
Morning with
Helloooove to
You each Day
True it is
Like falling in
Love with Life
Each Day when
There comes a
Reminder in
The Heart part
Of Your Center
Until you
Connect to
Your Loved one
Each Day True a
Hug may be easier than
Flowing a Poem
But words of
Heart may
Carry your
Loved one
Closer to
Your Soul
While You
Visit Your
Soul too
How Beautiful
A Breakfast Like
This will become A Long
Distance Hug with no
Distance
At all
True Loving
iMali is falling
In Love with Life
Each Day and Life
Falling in Love
With me
As She
Becomes Life
And God and
me too and
Breakfast
Becomes
An entire
Prayer in
Gratitude for
Life as Love
Truly
Feels
like God
This is what it
Means to have
Soul Mates those
People in Life
Who
Transform
Life into God
Where each
Day We Fall in
Love again
Now With
God each
Morning
And
Love Is
Born Now
Resurrecting
As Is
Again
In the
Morning
I’ll be back
With a song
By Cat Stevens
As morning is
Broken
Open
A
SonG
oF mY SoUL
to Y.O.U. And
The Feeling is
The same as
Falling
In Love
With
God and
Life again
As Morning
Breaks Again..:)
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Hi Shawna Baby.. Nice to Hear from You and Yes the dVerse Team
Running Today on the Whimsy Gizmo of Your Friend Dee is doing A
Quadrille in exactly 44 Words all About the Term Spike Yes like Spike
Lee and Spike Hair and it is true my Sister Used to have a Jack Russell
Terrier Named Spike too.. when all of Us Worked the Night Shift and We
Walked Around the Neighborhood Block after Work at 3 AM for what seemed
Like A Decade And a Half then during Spike’s Precious Life we always Said Spike
Was our Ticket to Respectability as no ‘Bad People’ Late at Night would be Walking
Their Dog at 3 AM hmm.. that reminds me of the Dead Zone Still Back 6 Years ago in 2013
as it is true i started Blogging on Blog Spot Yesterday the 10th Of March as i am moving into
the 7th Year of Blogging overall today too.. anyway back in those Days when my eyes could not Stand
Light and my Ears could not Stand Sound when a Street Light was Brighter than the Sun and Hurt my Eyes
even more than what they Hurt in the Dark with that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia at 3 AM then Wearing
my Shades even Cold in the Pre-Spring with a Jacket on then i wondered as i walked and as some folks stopped
by me in their Big Pick-Up Trucks asking me if i belonged in that Neighborhood or not as i gave them a bit of a “Fred-Talk”
on the Run-Down of my Expertise of all the Medical Disorders Diagnosed by them.. and by then.. they knew i was a Nerd
And their Wife and Home were totally Safe with me Walking around the Block With Shades on at 3 AM.. now it is also True
From the Very Beginning when i started Dancing in Public Katrina was my Jack Russell Terrier then yes my Spike too true she
tends to get all Mama Grizzly when folks Look at me funny while i dance in Public and i say that is the whole point to Look
Funny When i Dance.. for true there were all those 66 Months then when i couldn’t remember what a Smile or a Laugh felt like
at all.. anyway as i walked around the Block as it is true
when You Lose Hope You Do Lose Fear too not afraid
of whatever might come out of the Woods that
might put me out of all my Numb and Pain
not afraid of the Rain the Thunder or
Even Close Lightening too Death
Wish as ‘they’ say for
‘those’ who have
Lost all Hope
for Light in
Life.. so i asked myself then…
where is God Where is God is God
up there is God down there in Hell
was God never really Up there is there
only God in Hell down here.. Funny the things
You Think about when you Find out the Devil is
Real and So is Hell down here and You are for all
practical intents and purposes the Dark of the
Numb and Pain of the Devil Down Here
so i started to think about it Real
Hard maybe God is not up
there or Down there at
All maybe God is only
Lost somewhere
in the Center
of my Chest Above
to the Top of my Head
and Below to my Toes as well
as not well at all.. Perhaps i should Start
Looking For God Within instead of Just ‘out
there’ Somewhere outside of me then.. and to
my Great Surprise with the first small Holy and
Creative Spirit Spark that came to me in my First
Blog Post then.. it’s like there was a small flicker of
a Flame so far Deep Down in me that started to Light
Up as a Flame and then a Torch and by God to make this
Story so much shorter than i can and will make it next voila
The Bonfire of Holy and Creative Spirit Burns in me to Give and
Share for Free in Arts and Sciences the Best i can and will now bring..
other than that Yes all about You.. i do hope Your Son will be Feeling better
After His Visit to the Doctor today and i am currently finishing up a MacroVerse
titled ‘JusTaLLoVENoW’ got about 3 more Visits to go to finish writing that and Putting
it all together Next.. but i am so Happy that Shawna Baby Drops by as now she is Part
And Parcel of my Celebratory Post of 6 total Years Blogging too as she has been all the way
Since 2015 when the Magic of Shawna came into my life that Summer and East Indian Friend Himali
too.. and that Friendship is going really great as Katrina says almost everyday i sure am glad you have
someone else to give all your Creativity to except for me as Her Fredaches still come but not quite as often
as they might otherwise do if an Indian Woman With Deep Brown eyes hadn’t started writing Poetry to me
when i Celebrated my 8 Years of overall Writing yes.. 96 Months of Writing Starting on the Wrong Planet on Thanks
Giving Day of 2010 it’s funny how it seem God Gifts me on the Milestone and FeatNote Days of My Existence these
Days which only tells me that God is in me and everywhere else too.. for my Anniversary Day of Blogging was Gifted
Like that Again in the Most Precious way of Unadulterated Love the Kind of Love that does never Have to include the
three Letter Word that can get kinda messy at times.. true.. the kinda Love that doesn’t even need the Word God to be Real..
Smiles we
Share that
Love too always
Thank you for being
A Part of my Flame (God) of Love too
For God is the Best Four Letter Word when
it starts Now With L and ends With E With O
and V Next in the Middle where Life is Basically Just a Group Hug…
Where God is a Smile on a Dog’s Face Walking around the Block at
3 AM Just another Soul Mate to Keep folks in Pick-Up Trucks from Shooting You dead hAha…
True you Can’t make God too Serious or you might just Lose the Three Letter Word of Why Owe You Y.O.U..
That’s Himali’s Code Word for me on Her Blog when she is telling me she Loves me this way so Purely too..
some folks now
don’t understand
that Love is never
married or owned
that Love is always
Free Pure when
unadulterated
by any
thing other Reality
than Giving and Sharing Joy now..
true to Shed Tears too to Truly Embrace
all of Life from Dark thru Light and Below
And Beyond Light and Dark as the Four Letter Word Love..
Smiles i’ll check dVerse later to see if you are there.. oh Lord
it’s almost like a Bit of a Monster to put the Size MacroVerses
together i do these days but it exercises the Analytical Part
of my Brain a Bit let’s the Creative part Rest and Look out
the Fire Hose Expands and Comes next a bit ‘Oscar Wildly’
at times too when Chaos Becomes Magic somehow someway
that i my Never be able to put in concrete words to Explain the Art of that..
smiles
but
it Happens
Magic Happens too
the Breath of God as Creativity
In As/Us the Art becomes Holy and Spirit True..
The Fire Within as God Rises Within once again as Creative Force continuously
Resurrects Comes Re-Born Re-Creating as Any Fire With Flames Higher and Lower to continue..
Haha if anyone ever sent me an Email this Long i would Probably Yell out ‘Holy Crap’ to Katrina..
i am Pretty
sure not unlike
the Ballet Routine
where i do lift up to
1520 LBs on the Incline
Leg Press Machine at the
Military Gym i continue to
Work-out that this is not the
Kinda Work-Out that anyone
is doing as an Email anywhere
in the World too but ideally it
Seems that Human Souls
should be no Different
than Finger Prints
in the Art
they Express
if Free if Free Free
Just to Be a Unique Soul With Wings Free…
Smiles i am very fortunate to be in a Human
And Overall Cultural Environment where no
one is Cutting Down my Sycamore Tree Now..
Other than that thanks for always encouraging
me to Grow Taller with Roots that Never End still..
Love Ya, Fred..
iMali Calls me
iFred and i remember
You Calling me Fredster at
Least one time too it’s always a Sign
A Deep Sign of Caring when People nickname each other new..
betcha can tell i like Her a lot as i still like You and Rafiah a lot too
And sure everyone
else too but
there are
Certain
People
who always
Live inside of you
like my Friend Sohair too..
True.. i am leaving out 7+ Billion
other Folks and the Rest of Nature
as God but i’m sure you get the gist of
what i am Dancing and Singing now
to find someone
who understands
You who wants
to understand you is Gold
Oh by the way Happy Daylight Savings
Time too where Losing an Hour of Time is Gaining an Hour of Light
And truly that is what it always Feels Like living in the Palm of God’s Hand..
Ageless Timeless as Soul Transforms into the only Real Gold Love Incarnate
continuing
NoW as Love..
Sure
Replace
God as the
Metaphor for
Gold as Love and
Voila God Exists Now as Us Love too..:)
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Now to Visit Frank And Xenia and gigoid’s Places of Creativity
Perhaps a Quick Tale of the Tape of Weekly Milestones and
Featnotes and then to put this all Together after all of that hehe
As Yes
“JusTALLoVENoW”
Smiles Frank Amazing how one hour
of Difference in Changing Time can
Make so much Difference in How Light
Feels in the Space of a Day/Night other than
that i Love the Archetype of
the Dragon
for the
Shadow
inside Each
of use that if we
Do not let it out
to Play and Spar
with it a bit almost
Every Day it may come
Back to Surely Slay us Slowly
in many Ways that we might
not immediately See So Dragon
Play i make Equally important to Love Play
too.. not nearly as many Hours Spent but Never
the Less Dragon Play as Important as Love Play
too to keep the Dragon in Balance Greater With Love Angel too..
SMiLes Nature
Sees More
Than Knows
Humans Will
Learn so many
New Dreams
iN Fruition
As Nature eYes..
Vulture ReaLiTy
S H A D o W
Snake oF aLL
Existence
Consumes
Life Tales
All Comes Full..
Smiles Frank Now
It Seems A Carrier
Pigeon has arrived
but my Sister
knows
so much
more About
Avian Life now
Than i Do Alive..
Like An SOS A MeSSaGE
iN A Bottle Birds Fly Do Sing
i Dance
i
DReAM..:)
Smiles Dust Floats
Dreams Humans
Sentient Star Dust
Plus Star
Stuff
Us
Dancing Singing
Two Feet of Star..
Shore Respects
Ocean Sharing
Tides Expanding
Receding Spiraling
Lines Meeting
Never
Staying
Same unless
Waves Die And
Seas Grows Still
Losing
Dance
Song Water Free..
Smiles And Pets
Go Together
Like Wags
of Puppy Dog
Tales Longer and Longer..
Connecting Spring
Flowers Colors
Year ‘Round
Dog Paws
Love Always
Reaching Out Hug..
Smiles Xenia May
Be a Bit of a Repeat
From Last Year but
my First Blogging Adventure
on Blogspot Platforms is
A Six Year Anniversary
Yesterday as
Celebration
is in Order for
Your Three Year
Anniversary With
Word Press As Google
Rather Drives a ‘Microsoft’
Version of Blogging’ While
Word Press is a bit more of
an ‘Apple’ Way of
Doing
Art
More than
Bare Essentials..
Amazing Free Avenues
Both Paths are now Given…
Commercial Success Yes.. Will
Bring in Profits to Reach more
Hands of Art All for Free too
Just The Joy Of Creativity Now..:)
And Now for a Nap Before gigoid’s place comes next….
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No Nap but some Record Keeping Duties to add on to the Visit at gigoid’s
Place of Quotes Comprising Aphorisms From Various Sages of the
Ages for me to Riff off of Next in Free Play Stream of Consciousness
Writing also know felt and sensed as Holy/Sacred Creative Spirit Flowing
Now From Below (Subconscious Mind)
as
Above
(Conscious
Mind in Symbols AKA Words) Now..:)
Good March the 11th to ya gigoid as i am Moving today
into a 7th Year of Blogging Wrapping up 6 from Yesterday
Fingers Still Working for Song Feet Still Working For Dance So Long
For Now Still Moving Forward Ahead Still Evolving Some New Fun For Life True
other than
that Standard
Procedure as
Usual
Embracing
Change with
Praise that nothing stays the Same..:)
“If possible, try to find a way to come downstairs
that doesn’t involve going bump, bump, bump, on the back of your head. -“
~~ Pooh in Winnie the Pooh, A.A. Milne ~~
Escalator continues to move so much farther
above than anyone told me is possible below..:)
“For a man can lose neither the past nor the future;
for how can one take from him that which is not his?
So remember these two points:
first, that each thing is of like form from everlasting
and comes round again in its cycle,
and that it signifies not whether a man shall look upon the same things
for a hundred years or two hundred, or for an infinity of time;
second, that the longest lived and the shortest lived man,
when they come to die, lose one and the same thing.”
~~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, Meditations, ii, 14 ~~
Now How
Sad when
Folks do Not
Face the Reality
of Now and Realize
to Make the Best of Now is Eternally Now Best
So in other Words i Color Now Always More
for Now is as Good as Now
Gets Colored
or Drab
in the
Same
Old Shades
of Grey Scale Shorter
Than Longer in Vibrations
And Frequencies of Human Energy mined
Canaries in Coal ‘Minds’ Do Come out and Play..:)
“Any idiot can face a crisis.
It’s this day-to-day living that wears you out.”
~~ Anton Checkov ~~
Unless Recreation Becomes Our Play
Dancing Singing Directing Producing
Acting Play all the way Now..:)
“All our decisions are made
in a state of mind
that is not going to last.”
~~ Marcel Proust ~~
True Fast As Our Emotions First ReaSon PreTends to KNow..:)
“If you think you’re free, there’s no escape possible.”
~~ Baba Ram Dass ~~
Better Understand Prison Free..:)
“We shall never cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.”
~~ T. S. Eliot ~~
Dancing In a Spiral
Always Same
ALways Different
AlWays
Dancing
iN A
Spiral Now..:)
“In comparison with heaven and earth, man is like a mayfly.
But compared to the great Way,
heaven and earth, too, are like a bubble and a shadow.
Only the primal spirit and the true nature overcome time and space.”
~~ Lu Yen (fl. 800 A.D.) ~~
Primal Spirit When Neo-Cortex Goes
to the Back Porch and the Rest of our
Inheriting Nature is Resurrecting Free
From: Head to:
Toe Mind
And Body
Balancing Soul
Force of Spirit Heart
Comes Back to Play As Child..:)
“Every man takes the limits of his own field of vision
for the limits of the world.”
~~ Arthur Schopenhauer ~~
True Some Folks Are Dogs
And Some Folks Are Cats too..
Truly
Both
Smell Better..:)
“Around existence twine,
(Oh, bridge that hangs across the gorge!)
ropes of twisted vine.”
~~ Basho ~~
As Left Hemisphere Metaphor Reasons
of Brains Joins now with Right Hemisphere
Metaphor Arts of Brains as two 1’s Become
Alphanumerical K11 Bridging as Alphanumerical
H8 Standing Tall Sentient Star Dust Us Beyond
Infinity as Incarnate Love.. As Art Now.. True too..
Two Become one Dualities Go Away Separate and
Part Become One and Ocean Whole.. Ships we may be
As Blogs Captains Navigating Messages of Bottles Around
the World Connecting Hands of Self-Actualizing H8 Humans
Across the Globe Spreading Ascending Transcending Agape Love
For All.. As Left Hemisphere And Right Hemisphere of Earth Join Hands
in Longitudinal and Latitudinal Ways East and West and North and South
As Both the
Individual
And
Group come
More to Find an
Ascending and Transcending
Way of Agape Love to give and share
even more True Tree Of Life on Earth Comes Whole again..:)
Quick Run up on the Tale of the Tape Per Human Potentials
of Dance and Song and Stuff Like that Per Art Versus Science True too..
“SonG of mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Free Verse Epic Bible Poem Grows
Still at Plus 6.6 Million Words with the Last Completed MacroVerse that is now
Number 868 of that Effort Titled “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW”
True that Title itself was probably too long to Read unto itself but it is
Close to my HeART Very Close to my Soul Yes my Spirit True so
i went with it anyway whether or not it was too long to Read
in one Sitting or not hehe.. anyway it also Doubled as
the 195th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
as that 33 Month Effort Arises to 3,924,465 Words
Yes as the Four Million Word Mark of that Rise of
Words is coming in a Few Weeks too and yes the
Days in the Life MacroVerse also Triples as the
93rd MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
As that 21 Month Endeavor that is also included
in the Facebook Profile Pics in the Description Areas
For all those Months at about an average of 7K Words or so.
Does Rise up to 2,355,411 Words in 21 Months now.. Still Averaging
More than 100K Words a Month For that Effort Too.. True though in
Someways the Words are becoming a bit more Dense and a bit
shorter now too.. as yes stuff Changes longer to short and Long
Again too.. true life gets like that too.. as “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Long Form Poem Still Moves ahead at 66 Months where in
that Span of Dates i now complete 10,899 Miles of Public Dance
Just 101 Miles away from Celebrating 11K Miles of Dance and You
Know what 6 Years of overall Blogging Has Brought me most considering
i don’t even get any Jelly Beans for Doing all of this Stuff.. Human Connection
the Only Reward of Human Smiles that count in my life at Least for sure Human
Connections of Love that are Pure and Unadulterated too.. where Return or Expectation
to me is not Required at all but oh Lord when it comes it really comes as Most Beautiful
Gifts to me so Warm and True Worth all the Words of Public Song Online and All the
Miles of Public Dance and over 170K Photos or so 10K Plus Youtube Videos of
Music and Information too sure plenty of Nude art as side links and Close to
88,888 Words of Erotic Free Verse Poetry Fully ILLusTraTeD too Yes
i’ve spread a whole Lot of Luvin’ All around the Globe and what is
Returned is most defined the cream of the crop of the cream of
the crop.. some folks work for Money but nah.. i work for the
True Beauty of Kind Wisdom at Heart as Soul Becomes
Colored by Spirit even more as Heart Beats
Closer and
Closer
as Love
as Soul SmileS oN..
This is Heaven now do as
You Will after Your Dirt Nap i’m Living Now..
Now is real there are no ifs and or buts about that for sure..
MaKinG NoW LoVE SoaRinG Beyond Eagle’s Breath
Stars Cry For Joy above
As We Below
Love
FoR Now..:)
Anyway going back a couple
of Years With MacroVerses
Years to Date as the Previous
Years MacroVerse Memories may
Be Found in the MacroVerses Below
as Well.. Sort of Like the Chambers of
a Nautilus or a Hotel California with Endless
Rooms that might take the Average Person a
Lifetime to read even if they Tried these days
hehe.. true even if they wanted to.. too.. a Lifetime
of Soul in a Few Years Uploaded online.. now even more..
“MoMenTos From Mother Helen” Helen is my Mother’s Name MoMenTos from Her Life…
“Serenity Garden Within”.. True this Span of Dates this Week two years ago was Harder Life then…
“LuX A BeacH” Recovering From Above Continuing to Grow my Soul in Light out of Dark..:)
“BReATHELoVENoW”.. 2018 was a Great Year So far then
Except my First Cousin Died that Year on February 28th too Car Accident Tragic
Note: Wear Seatbelts they Truly Save Lives And whatever You do don’t Text and Drive…
Okay that Finishes the Write of “JusTALLoVENoW” at 6:33 PM on 3.11.2018
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FEATNOTES/MiLESToNES:
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
“GodsUniVerseNovel”
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
“GodsUniVerseNovel2”
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2016”
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
“Nether Land Bible 2017”
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
below..:)
“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
MacroVerse
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)
“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
SouL
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
“EVeRY PRoPHeCY TaLeS A THoUSAnD PiCtUrES”
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”
“SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017”
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
BeYoNd
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”
iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)
“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”
A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
aS “EQUiNoX DanCE
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)
“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)
“SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)
“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
AnD WiLL NoW
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE
or
LeSS..:)
“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”
WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)
“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”
The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2017”
7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
ever
more
NoW WRiTe
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW
“THiS iS Me NoW3”
As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
CoMeS
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)
FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words
LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words
iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words
A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
old
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)
Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow
NoW
BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words
LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words
LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words
9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words
April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words
LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words
Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW
ABoVE .. Yes..FReEDGoDoLoVENoW
22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words
“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)
“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”
A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
important
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
re-
born
LoVE
iNCaRNaTE NoW..
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)
“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)
12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…
“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”
Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)
“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”
Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)
“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”
Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)
Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)
And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)
And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)
“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”
Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
And
Fed
By
Nature..
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”
“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019
“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW
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