Napoleon Syndrome
Well..
i’m
not
much
for
buying
things..
but
i
am
collecting
some
movies
in
BLU
RAY
fashion
that
STRIKE!
MY
HEART!
AND
YES!
i
listen
to
my
HE ART1!
AND
SO
DOES
NAPOLEON
DYNAMITE!
IN
THAT
NAME
SAKE
MOVIE..!
Well..
for
anyone
who
knows
about
the
ASPERGER’S
SYNDROME
AS
REALLY
DESCRIBED
BY
HANS
ASPERGER
BOY!
DOES
NAPOLEON
CHECK
OFF
THAT
LIST
OF
SYNDROME
SYMPTOMS!
Before
it
IS
VOGUE
IN
SOME
CIRCLES
TO
GET
THE
ASPERGER’S
SYNDROME..
SOME
FOLKS
NOW!
GEARED
UP FOR
NEUROLOGICAL
SUPREMACY
AND
OTHERS
DISMAL
ABOUT
NOT
MAKING
HU
WO
MAN
CONNECTIONS
AS
SUCH!
Hmm..
well
except for my sing song
voice
that
doESN’T
match
Napoleon’s
monotone..
i
am
all!
too
close!
like
him!
in
middle
SCHOOL!
through
around
16
pictured
above
with
my
step
sister
at
HIGH
SCHOOL
AGE!
HMM..
YES!
MY
STEP
SISTER
IS
DIFFERENT
TOO!
SHE
PLAYS
RUGBY
AND
LOVES
GIRLS
LIKE
ME..
AND
YES!
MY
FULL SISTER
HAS
THE
ASPERGER’S
TOO!
AS
DIAGNOSED
IN
MIDDLE
AGE..
UNLIKE
ME
WITH
THE
NON-VERBAL
LEANING
TYPE
OF
HANS ASPERGER’S
DESCRIBED
GILLBERG
CRITERIA
ASPERGER’S SYNDROME..
STILL!
ALIVE!
IN
EUROPE
BUT
FADING
AWAY
IN
THE
GOOD
OLE
USA
AND
RENAMED
AUTISM SPECTRUM DISORDER
AS
ONE
HUGE
UMBRELLA
OF
A
CONSTELLATION
OF
DIFFERENCES
IN
ALL
THE
FOLKS
UNDER
THAT
UMBRELLA
NOW!
But truly what sets me apart
from
the
SO
CALLED
HIGHER
FUNCTIONING
AUTISTIC
FOLKS
TO
DAY..
AROUND
INTERNET
TOWN..
IS
i
TRULY
CELEBRATE!
THE
DANCE
OF
MOVEMENT
EVEN
MORE!
THAN
MOST
NEURO
TYPICAL
KIND
OF
FOLKS!
YES!
WHEN
i
am in high
school..
i
get
much
more
comfortable
in
my
own
skin
by
DANCING!
DANCING!
DANCING!
IN
FRONT
OF
THE
MIRROR
TO
NAPOLEON
DYNAMITE
TYPE MUSICK
PER
THAT
SUPER
KOOL
MOVIE
AS
SUCH..
HERE..
and
yes..!
it’s
more
like
me
too..!
as
i
do
it
like
this
in
reverse!
too!
Well..
most of my life
i
am used
to
folks
laughing
at
me
instead
of
with
me..
and
OH!
MY!
GOD!
THE
THOUGHT
OF
ANYONE
ACTUALLY
APPLAUDING
FOR
ME
INSTEAD
OF
DOING!
DOING!
DOING!
STUFF
TO
BRING
ME
DOWN..
IS
REALLY
EXCITING..
HELL
YEAH..!
AS
EXCITING
AS
NAPOLEON’S
EXIT
OFF
THE
DANCE
FLOOR
WHEN
THE
AUDIENCE
ERUPTS
IN
CLAPTOR!
THE
FIRST
TIME
i
dance
at
OLE
SEVILLE
and
the
CROWD
GOES
WILD
OVER
MY
CRAZY
DANCING!
i
AM
SERIOUSLY
SHOCKED!
AS
HELL
NO!
EVEN
IN
HIGH
SCHOOL..
i
can
move
my
hips
but
all
the other
body
parts
are
still
REPRESSED!
AND
AFRAID!
OF
LOOKING
FEMININE
LIKE
NAPOLEON
DOES
IN
HIS
FREESTYLE
DANCE!
WELL
HELL
NO
!
THERE
IS
NO
DOUBT
THE
SHORT
HAIRED
MILITARY
LOOKING
DUDE
IS
A
MAN
NOW…
YEAH
ME
UP
ABOVE..
BUT
BELOW
WITH
ALL
THAT
HAIR..
hmm..
nah..
no
feminine
flair
is
needed…
YES!
i
haVE
a
CASE
OF
THE
NAPOLEON
HUGE
WIRE
FRAMED
LENSES
TOO!
COVERING
MOST
OF
MY
FACE
WITH
BINOCULAR
FACE!
EYES
TINY
MICROFIED
BY
HUGE
LENSES!
YES!
SKILLS!
IS
WHAT
IT’S
ALL
ABOUT..!
COMING!
OUT
OF
COLLEGE
WITH
THREE
DEGREES
OF
KNOWLEDGE
YES!
ALL
THAT
KNOWLEDGE..!
ANTHROPOLOGY
SOCIAL SCIENCES INTERDISCIPLINARY
AND
HEALTH
SCIENCE..
STILL
WITHOUT!
THE
ABILITY
TO
COHERENTLY
SPEAK IN PARAGRAPHS..
AND
ORGANIZE
‘EM
GOOD
IN
WRITING..
THEN..
OH!
NO!
WHAT!
WILL!
i
do..!
THE
MILITARY
BOWLING
CENTER
CLOSE
TO
MINIMUM
WAGE
AT
START
IS
WHERE
i
begin
and
stay
for
almost
2
decades..
BUT!
i
learn
how
to
relate
to
thousands
and
thousands
of
other
FOLKS!
to
FINALLY
LEARN
ALL
ABOUT
THE
OTHER
HALF
OF
THE
BRAIN..!
HELL
NO!
NOT
MECHANICAL
COGNITION..!
THE
MOST!
IMPORTANT
KIND
OF
INTELLIGENCE!
SOCIAL
COGNITION!
AKA
EQ
EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE!
BUT
OH
CRAP!
AT
THE
END
OF
MY
CAREER
WHEN
THEY
MOVE
ME
TO
WORK
FOR
THE
CAPTAIN
IN
ADMINISTRATION
AT
ANOTHER
BASE
FOR
MY
COMPUTER
SKILLS
AND
BRING
ME
BACK
FOR
SAME
AS
COMMUNITY
ACTIVITIES
DIRECTOR
AND
FINALLY
ATHLETIC
DIRECTOR..
YES!
ME
THE
KID
PICKED
LAST
ON
SPORTS
TEAMS..
AT
PE
IN
GRADE
SCHOOL..
FALLS
TO
TOTAL
HUMAN
EXHAUSTION!
FINALLY
AS
SOCIAL
DEMANDS
EXCEED
SOCIAL
ABILITIES
AS
SUCH!
UGH..
WORKING
ON
THE
COMPUTER
AND
HAVING
TO
SUPERVISE
AND
INSTRUCT
FOLKS
AT
THE
SAME
TIME
AND
HELP
EVERYONE
WITH
EVERYTHING
NEVER
KNOWING
WHERE
TO
DRAW
THE
LINE
OR
HOW
TO
SAY
NO!
PUT
ME
DOWN..
AND
ALL
THE
MIND
THAT
IS
ME
IS
TECHNICALLY
FRIED!
A
VEGETABLE
ALMOST
i
BECOME
OF
NO
THING
BUT
ZOMBIE
AS
SUCH!
WELL..
YES!
ALL
THAT’S
IN
THE PAST
AND
HELL
YES!
NOW
I
EVEN
HAVE
SOME
MARTIAL
ARTIST
EXPERTISE..
TO
GO
ALONG
WITH
MY
UNUSUAL
DANCE
SKILLS..
IN
DANCE
WALKING
EVERY
WHERE
i
go..
almost
1700
miles
now
since
SEPTEMBER 2013
AS
ILLUSTRATED
HERE..
WELL..
THE
POINT
i’m
making
here
now!
as
i
close
in
on
800
words..
I
S
THIS!
HUWOMAN
ADVERSITY
AND
YES!
DIVERSITY!
OF
ALL!
TYPES
CREATES
THE
TOTAL!
EFFECT!
OF
AMAZING
HUWOMAN
SKILLS..
AND
IF
YA
LOOK
AT
THE
AMERICAN
PRESIDENTS!
MANY
ARE CHALLENGED
LIKE
THIS
2
!
WITHOUT
ADVERSITY
AND
DIVERSITY
THE
HUMAN
RACE
WILL
BE
BASICALLY
DOOMED..!
THAT’S
JUST
NATURE!
LOOK
ALL
AROUND
YA
!
IMPERFECTION!
IS
TRUE!
PERFECTION!
WHEN
ALL!
IS
SAID!
AND
DONE!
in
only
my
opinion
of
course!
now
at
word
EIGHTTHIRTYSIX!
WHEN IN
ROME
840
!
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