UM am i Element of Confusion
Um..
i
MUST
say..
the
thing
that
IS
the
most!
confusing
about
me
TO
DAY!
2
SOME
OTHERS..
AND
HELL
NO!
NOT!
ME!
IS
MY
SEEMING
OBSESSION
WITH
STRIPPING
SINCE
JANUARY
OF
THIS
YEAR!
WELL..
i
think
i’ve
spelled
it
out
clear..
@
least
in
Part..
AFTER
ALL!
IS
SAID
AND
DID!
i’m
just
FOLLOWING
THE
GNOSTIC
GOSPEL
OF
THOMAS
REPORTING
JESUS’
AKA
YESHUA’S
SACRED
WORDS
OF
INSTRUCTIONS
ON
STRIPPING!
NAKED!
UNASHAMED!
AND
TREADING!
ON
one’s
CLOTHES!
TO
FIND
CHRIST
LIKE!
SPIRIT
LIKE
KUNDALINI
AND
MANY
OTHER
GLOBAL
METAPHORS!..
NOT
THE
MAN..!
YES
THE
NAKED!
SPIRIT!
IN
YA!
AND
ME!
TOO!
i’m
JUST
BRAVE
ENOUGH
TO
DO
IT!
IN
FRONT
OF
THE
ENTIRE
WORLD..
HOW
‘BOUT
YA!
ya!
don’t
have
to
answer
that
one!
RHETORICAL
question..
YES!
OF
COURSE!
after
years
of
brainwashing
to
believe
that
the
HUWOMAN
naked!
body
is
a
sinful
tool
not
to
share
with
ALL
others
from
head
to
toe
including
Penis
and
Vagina
too!
IT’S
NO
WONDER!
SO!
MANY
FOLKS
ARE
SO
UPTIGHT
ABOUT
LIVING
IN
GENERAL!
ya
SEE!
THAT
YESHUA
DUDE
is
a
REaLLy
smart
DuDe
no
matter
if
he
has
Theologian
credentials
from
HIS
TIME!
OR
NOT!
A
40
DAY!
STAY
IN
THE
DESERT
LIKE
HIM!
OR
A
40
NIGHT!
WAKE
WITHOUT
SLEEP
LIKE
ME!
WILL
SURELY
LET
YA
KNOW
WHO
THE
HELL
IS
IN
CHARGE!
MOTHER
NATURE!
AKA
ALLITIS!
AKA
ALLASONE!
AKA
GOD2!
NO
SH**!
MAN!
IS
NOT!
IN
CONTROL!
OF
THE
WHOLE!
DAM
UNI
VERSE!
NOR
CAN
huwomankind
ELEVATE!
ANY
HUMBLE
YOGI
LEANING
MAN
LIKE
JESUS
AND
PROMOTE!
‘EM
TO
KING!
OF
THE
FRIGGING!
UNIVERSE!
WITHOUT
HIS!
PERMISSION
NO
LESS!
truthfully!
@
LEAST!
UGH!
A
LABYRINTH!
OF
CONFUSION!
IS
THE
EARLY
CATHOLIC
CHURCH
THAT
DID!
THIS!
HORRIBLE!
ATROCITY
TO
THE
HUMBLE
LEANING
YOGI
MAN
YESHUA!
with
assistance
AND
direction
from
ROMAN
EMPIRE
EMPEROR
CONSTANTINE
OF
COURSE2!
IN
FACT!
MY
EX
CATHOLIC
PRIEST
GRAND
DADDY
WHO
SERVES
@
THE
VATICAN
IN
THE
EARLY
19TH
CENTURY..
WRITES
A
BOOK
ABOUT
IT..
IN
BOOK
NAMED
‘OUT
OF
THE
LABYRINTH’!..
GOOGLE
IT!
if
ya
like..
YES!
IT
DOES!
STILL
EXIST!
AND
WELL..
folks..
not
to
put
me
any
where
near!
in
THE
SAME
LEAGUE
OF
JESUS..
MUHAMMAD..
OR
BUDDHA..
HMM..
AND
ALL
THEM
OTHER
STELLAR
PHILOSOPHERS
OF
HISTORICAL
LORE!
i
do
have
the
academic
credentials..
and
YES
10
TO
15
TIMES
FASTER
READING
SPEED!
ABILITY
THAN
THE
AVERAGE
HU
WO
MAN
BEING
AS
PART
OF
MY
SO
CALLED
AUTISTIC
SUPER
POWER!
in
AUTODIDACTIC
GOOGLE
LEARNING
POWER
2
!
HMM..
TO
OFFSET
VERBAL
DIFFICULTIES
IN
SPEECH
DELAY
UNTIL
AGE
4
AND
STUTTERING
AND
ALL
THAT
DIFFICULTY
IN
WRITING
AND
SPEAKING
COHERENTLY
MOST
OF
MY
LIFE
IN
SCHOOL
AND
WORK
AND
PLAY
2
!
WTF!
DID!
HE!
SAY..!
IS
A
PHRASE
OF
CONFUSION
i’ve
heard
MORE
DAYS
THAN
one..
BY
FAR
FAR
FAR!
AND!
ANDROGYNOUS
YOUNG
PERSON
i
am
then!
with
still!
lowest
levels
of
testosterone
at
recently
tested
and
documented
levels
@
181
for
almost
any
male
around!
to
day!
The
introductory
rite..
by
my
BETA
CLUB
PRESIDENT
IN
HIGH
SCHOOL
MEETINGS
BACK
THEN
IS!
WELCOME
LADIES
AND
GENTLEMAN
AND
FRED!
WHATEVER!
i
am
what
i
am
then!
AND
DAM
IT
!
i
am
what
i
am
NOW!
And
dammit!
i’ll
be
WHAT
i
am
NOW!
but
nah..
no
confusion
on
at
least
what
i
look
like!
um..
while
i
float
like
a
butterfly
on
land
ya..
wouldn’t
LIKELY!
wanna
tangle
with
my
eye
of
the
tiger
as
ya
might
imagine
IF
seeing
me
naked
in
the
RESTRICTED
LINKED
photos
below..
this
ain’t
no
pussy
cat..
folks..
don’t
let
the
graceful
ballerina
moves
hmm..
UMM..
that
are
still
kinda
chaotic..
fool
ya
one
dam
bit!
but
sure..
IT’S
MY
BEHAVIOR
and
i’m
the
one
that’s
doing
the
fooling
huh!
not
ya!
hehe
haha!
hmm
umm..
i
have
RELATIVE
free
will
!
i
KNOW
EXACTLY
WHAT
i’m
doing!
2..
OF
COURSE
IN
TANDEM
WITH
THE
GUIDANCE
AND!
GRACE!
OF
ALLITIS!
ALLASONE!
AKA
GOD!
2
!
AKA
MOTHER
NATURE
ALL!
2
is
YeS!
ALL
ONE!
BUT
THE
OTHER
GREAT
THING
OF
INSPIRATION!
i
hope!
my
stripping
DOES!
2
4
THOSE
OF
YA!
WHO
ARE!
EXCITED
ABOUT
HU
WOMAN
FULL
POTENTIAL
ACROSS
THE
LIFESPAN!
IS!
IF
i
can
do
this
at
age
54!
imagine
what
a
25
OR
40
YEAR
OLD
DUDE
OR
DUDETTE
CAN
TRULY
DO!
IF
THEY
SET
THE
FULL!
POTENTIAL!
OF
THEIR
EFFORT!
IN!
BODY!
MIND!
HEART!
SOUL!
SPIRIT!
AND
BEYOND!
WITH
ALLITIS!
ALLASONE!
MOTHER
NATURE!
AKA
GOD!
2
!
AS
ONE
INCREDIBLE!
PART
OF
MOTHER
NATURE
AS
WHOLE
TRUE
BEING
WITH
‘HER’
TRUE
TOO!
AS
ONE!
FORCE!
OF
GOD!
ALL!
WE
CAN
BE!
TRUE!
TOO!
IS
EVIDENCED
IN
MY
LIFE
2
FOR
SURE!
NAH..
ya
can’t
learn
this
stuff
from
a
textbook
folks..
and
while
i’ll
try
to
spark
ya
with
the
insights
i
gain
along
the
way…
IT
IS
YoUR!
TOTaLLy
NATURAL
INSTINCT!
AND
INTUITION!
THAT
CAN!
AND
WILL!
DO
THIS
HUWOMANKIND
ALL!
NATURAL
MAGICK!
TRICK
AND
TREAT!
ultimately!
as
obviously
to
ME
@
least..
neverEVER!
separated
from
GO
d
TOTaLLy
as
long
as
ya
keep!
YA!
WILL!
INTACT!
AND
NEVER
EVER!
NEVER!
GIVE
UP!
EXCELLENCE!
IS
WHAT
GOD
DRIVES
IN
US!
IF!
WE
HEAR
THE
CALL!
IT
SPEAKS
THROUGH
ME
LOUD
AND
CLEAR
FROM
HEAD
TO
TOE!
AND
YES!
i
can
PROVE
IT
TOO..
WITH
THE
IRREFUTABLE
EVIDENCE
THAT
IS
MANIFESTED
IN
MY
FORM
FROM
HEAD
TO
TOE
NOW
2
!
i
ain’t
no
body
builder!
i
am
A
SOUL!
BUILDER
THE
BODY
OF
FORM
THAT
IS
ME
IS
MANIFEST
OF
MY
SOUL
WITHIN!
AS
INSIDE!
OUTSIDE!
ABOVE!
AND
SO
BE
LOW!
HMM..
UMMM..
AND
SOME
FOLKS
JUST!
THINK
i’m
trying
to
get
OFF
ON
THIS!
AND
MAYBE
TURN
SOME
STRANGE
GIRLS/WOMEN
ON!
GLOBaLLY
ACROSS
INTERNETZ
LAND!
WELL
SURE
THAT
TOO..
AFTER
ALL
IS
SAID
AND
DID!
i’m
only
HUMAN
TOO!
i
write
my
own
FRIGGIN’
TRUE
TALE
OF
MY
LIFE..
EVEN
IF!
AND!
WITH
ASTRONOMICAL
ODDS!
IF!
i
gain
some
interesting
all
NATURAL
EPIGENETIC
POTENTIAL
TO
WALK
ON
WATER..
OR
HEAL
OTHER
FOLKS
WitH
‘HEALING’
ALL
NATURAL
POWERS
2
!
BUTT!
NO
F**KING
EMPEROR
OR
SILLY
LITTLE
MAN
DRIVEN
CHURCH!
WILL
EVER
MAKE
ME
GOD!
YES!
i’m
married
and
monogamous
but
i
dam
sure!
ain’t
dead!
IT’
S
ALIVE
FROM
HEAD
TO
TOE..!
NO
DAM
ZOMBIE
SIDE
WALK
WALKING
FOR
ME
OR
ANY
DAM
PART
OF
MY
BODY
2
1
IS
WHAT
i
am2..!
SO
ya..
still
confused…
NO
problem!
i
am
A
LOST
ELEMENT
OF
CONFUSION
2
!
AND!
i
engage!
it!
ENRAGE
IT
!
AND
THRIVE
ON
IT!
TOO!
FREE!
ALIVE!
is
i
!
ALL
T
HE
WAY!
BABY!
FEET NOTE:
SOME
more
words
about
the
photos
below..
before
the
restricted
link
on
the
PG
rated
version
of
this
FULLY
UNRESTRICTED
BLOG
POST!
IF
YA
ARE
LANDING
ON
THAT
ONE
NO
W
!
My
little
river town
of
Milton
FL..
once
hOLDS
the
title
of
most
churches
per
square
mile
in
the
GUINESS
BOOK
OF
WORLD
RECORDS!
EXTREMELY
FUNDAMENTALIST
IT
IS
FOR
DECADES!
AND
TRULY
AS
ANTI
CHRIST
AS
IT
GETS
PER
THE
TRUE
REPORTED
WORDS
OF
JESUS
AKA
YESHUA
PER
THE
GNOSTIC
GOSPEL
OF
THOMAS
AND
OTHER
GNOSTIC
GOSPELS..
NOT
CENSORED
OUT
OF
THE
CENSORED
VERSION
OF
NEW
TESTAMENT
VERSION
PRESENT!
A
FEW
DECADES
AGO..
THE
standard
advice
to
a
new
military
black
man
or
woman
is
not
to
travel
less
than
20
miles
north
in
my
county
as
BLACK
AMERICANS
ARE
NOT!
WELCOME
THERE!
IN
JAY!
AND
YES
THAT’S
CHANGED
NOW
A
LITTLE
BIT
THANK
GOD!
BUT
WHAT
HASN’T
CHANGED
IS
THIS..
THE
VERY
POPULAR
LOCAL
RADIO
PASTOR
JUST
A
COUPLE
OF
YEARS
AGO
FEELS
ANTICHRIST
ENOUGH
TO
CALL
OUT!
ONE
OF
GOD’S
TOTALLY
NATURAL
CREATIONS..
HOMOSEXUALS
AS
DOING
DEMON
POSSESSED
ACTS!
AND
HIS
RADIO
HOST!
CALLING
HIMSELF
CHRISTIAN
SPEWS
OUT!
THE
VIEW
POINT
THAT
WOMEN
ON
WELFARE
SHOULD
BE
STERILIZED
AFTER
THE
FIRST
CHILD
TO
PREVENT
THEM
FROM
‘CARRYING’
ON
AS
SUCH!
IT
IS
THESE
SIMILAR
FUNDAMENTALIST
SENTIMENTS
THAT
IN
PART
IN
ISRAEL
AND
PALESTINE
TODAY
THAT
MAKES!
PIECES
OF
BLOODY
CHILDREN
IN
BODY
BAGS
A
REALITY!
THE
ONLY
SIN
IS
HARMING
OTHERS
AND
MY
AREA’S
CHURCHES
AND
SO
MANY
OTHERS
ARE
TRULY
EXPERTS
AT
ANTI
CHRIST
WAYS!
NOW..
DON’T
GET
ME
WRONG!
RELIGION
IS
GREAT
FOR
COMMUNITY!
LOVING
FOLKS!
BUT
IF
YOU
ARE
NOT!
PERCEIVED
AS
PART
OF
IT..
FOR
WHATEVER
REASON..
YOU
ARE
SIMPLY
SHUNNED
AND
WORSE
THAN
THIS
JUST
A
FEW
DECADES
AGO!
EVEN
HERE!
AND
NO
THIS
IS
NOT
WHAT
YESHUA!
TEACHES
EVER!
TO
EXCLUDE
ANYONE!
FROM
SACRED
LOVING
WAYS
OF
FULL
ACCEPTANCE
OF
ALL
OTHERS
2
!
AND
THEIR
NATURAL
GOD
GIVEN
WAYS
OF
BEING
TOo
!
i
am
SO
DAM
FORTUNATE!
TO
GROW
UP
IN
A
VERY
MODEST
SHOT
GUN
HOME!
THAT
DID
AT
ONE
TIME
SIT
ATOP
ON
CONCRETE
BLOCKS
ON
THAT
DIRT
PATCH
PICTURED
BELOW!
IT
IS
SACRED
LAND
TO
ME
STILL!
AS
THIS
IS
WHERE
i
FIND
GOD
ON
THE
RIVER
FRONT!
BEFORE
i
speak!
at
age
3
!
THE
ONE
GOD
OF
ALL
OF
NATURE
IS
PLAIN
TO
TRULY
‘SEE’
FOR
ME
THEN
AT
ONLY
THREE!
INSIDE!
OUTSIDE!
ABOVE!
SO
BELOW
GOD!
IS
EVERYWHERE
FOR
ME
TO
‘SEE’
THEN!
AND
BY
GOD!
NOW
2
EVERYWhERE
IS
GOD
TO
ME!!
AT
AGE
5
A
PICTURE
OF
JESUS
IS
HANGING
ABOVE
MY
HEAD
in
bed..
AND!
MY
CHURCH
TELLS
ME
THAT
THIS
ONE
MAN
IS
SOME
SPECIAL
GOD
ONLY
begotten
SON
OF
GOD!
DIFFERENT
FROM
ALL
OTHER
MEN
AND
WOMEN!
IT’S
TOTALLY
LUDICROUS!
i
KNOW
THAT
THEN..
THANK
GOD!
GOD
LIVES
IN
ME
AND
NO
MAN
CAN
MAKE
GO
D
one
MAN
TO
ME!
WE
ARE
ALL
ONE
CHILD
OF
GOD!
FREE
ARE
WE!
WITH
TRUTH!
yes!
ENLIGHTENMENT!
INSTEAD
OF
LIES
TO
CONTROL
REPRODUCTIVE
FREEDOMS!
TO
SUBJUGATE!
AND
IMPRISON
HUWOMANKIND
FREEDOMS!
FOR
MATERIALISTIC
GAINS!
i
AM
A
naked
WARRIOR
FOR
GOD!
AND
NO
ONE
WILL
SHUT
ME
UP
IN
THE
LAND
OF
THE
FREE
AND
YES!
ANY
COUNTRY
THAT
ALLOWS
FREEDOM
IS
UNDER
GOD
AS
GOD
IS
FREE!
AND
NO
MAN
WILL
EVER
TRULY!
IMPRISON
GOD
IN
SILLY
LITTLE
HUWOMAN
CHAINS
OF
PSYCHOPATHIC
INTENT!
TO
CONTROL
THE
EMOTIONS
OF
OTHERS
THROUGH
FEAR!
OF
AN
ALL
sacred
LOVING
GOD!
of
NATURE
YES!
FREE!
MAN..
CREATES
SIN!
AS
ILLUSION!
GOD
CREATES
ALL
AS
TRUTH!
AND..
WELL..
PEOPLE
DIE
THROUGH
THE
ILLUSIONS
OF
MEN
AND
WOMEN
WHO
CONTROL
LIKE
THIS!
i
cry
tears
for
those
who
die
A
separate
ILLUSION
from
GOD
in
body
mind
heart
soul
spirit
and
BEYOND
WitH
TRUTH
OF
ALLITIS!
GOD
IS
FREE!
DON’T
LET
HUWOMANS
STEAL
GOD
FROM
YOU..
YOU!
BELONG
TO
GOD
NOT!
CULTURE
NOT
LIES!
AND
IT
IS
ONLY!
YoUR!
PATH
TO
DETERMINE!
TO
ARRIVE
THeRE!
NO
ONE’S
WILL!
BUT
YOU!
all
in
only
my
silly
little
restricted
huwoman
viewpoint
STILL!
OF
COURSE
TOO!
ON
MY
NEVER
ENDING
course!
IN
PATH
OF
ENLIGHTENMENT
TRUE!
SO!
THE
JOURNEY
GOES
ON!
THE
GOAL
NEVER
EXISTS!
THE
JOURNEY
IS
TRUTH!
WHOEVER!
YOU!
ARE!
LIFE
IS
A
PRACTICE!
NOT
A
GOAL!
YES!
IT’S
TRUE!
IF!
JESUS
COMES
LIKE
A
THIEF!
IN
THE
NIGHT!
AND
VISITS
CHURCHES
IN
MY
AREA
AT
MOST!
HE
WILL
BE
IGNORED!
AND
TRULY
THE
WORDS
ABOUT
THE
THIEF
in
the
night..
WILL!
COME
TRUE..
BUTT!
@
LEAST
HE
WILL
NOT!
BE
CRUCIFIED
AND
CAN
LIVE
A
RELATIVELY
SPEAKING!
LONG
LIVE
IN
THE
kingdom
of
the
HEAVEN
OF
NOW..!
WITHOUT
ANY
one
BOTHEring
him
too
much!
IN
ONLY
THIS
IMAGINARY
SCENARIO
OF
COURSE..;)
butt
what
can
i
say
i
think
deep
AND
ALL
OF
2THAT2
1
!
2
!
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