Color World Love 2020

Posted on January 9, 2020by 
SMiLes ProFound Wishes
iN Deed Happy New Year
2020 ALWaYS CoLoRinG
World LoVE WiTH SMiLes
TaKinG Notes… Four Months in a Row With a Supermoon
February Through May And then my 60th Birthday on June 6th
Just a Side note for me.. hehe… Wonder Woman 1984.. Top Gun
Originally released in 1986.. First Version of Course… And Bohemian
Rhapsody Turns 45 on Halloween 2020 too.. with don’t forget the Centennial
of the Ratification of Women’s Constitutional Right to Vote comes on August 26, 2020
in Clear Vision too
Balance of
Justice
All of this
Seems Like Poetic
Justice with a Blue Full
Moon on Halloween of 2020 too
Meanwhile Still Coloring 2020 World Love…
Love that runs in Families
Is the Best Race Rare that i
Find Someone Old From the
Philippines the
Run of
Love Makes
The Difference…
And then there is For Your Eyes only
Not Quite New York But Perhaps You’ll
Get the Drift For Words Will only Say So
Much
That
Eyes
Dream of
in Kind Ways
of Connection more..
Chills of Midnight Rainy Night
Warm December Breeze What’s
The Temperature The Colors of Wind
That Paint A January New Year So
Warm Within How Do the Leaves
of Beauty Grow How Do the
Roots of Love Surface
When Branches
Reach out
Spring
in Winter
January In Summer Night
Really Really What Time is Love….
What Color is Love When
Love Colors
Time
For
YouR
EYes only
Hello 2020.. You
Are Very Welcome to Stay…
SMiLes to You too.. Happy
New Year Lovely
Human NoW
ANNoiNTiNG
FiGHTiNG
FoRWaRD
JoY EverY NeW
YeaR PreSenT NoW…
BeHoNeST WHaT YoU SeNSEFeeL
No True Angel Without Sympathy For
Devil… God’s Word No LiGHT Without DArK
Merry Night LivEDaY WiSHiNG YoU A ProFouND 2020…
A Child iN A Playground As LonG As YoU LoVE To Play…2020
Gentle Slopes And Valleys Hidden Treasures Nature’s DeLiGHT
STaRVinG ARTiST NeVeR EnDinG BuFFeT Muse We Find We Keep…
CouRT DeCiSioN We aRe MoRE THaN ‘THiS’ CRuDE MaTTeR NoW
No FaMe
LiKE
TRuE FReEDoM
PoLiTiCS DaNCinG SinGinG LoVE
Moving Not only into 2020 for #ColorWorldLove2020
Yes Color World Love 2020 Without the Tag Jazz but Tags
are Memes for the Current Age And This is Still the World’s Longest
Epic Long Form Poem Bible at 7.6 MiLLioN Words “SonG oF mY SoUL”
in 76 Months Effort Now With 12,537 Miles of Public Dance Effort to Gain the
Autotelic Ascending Transcending Holy Sacred Creative Flow of Being Lighting
Up all the Colors of my Christmas Tree From Head to toe to achieve a Feat like this
Sure Basically Naked too.. as others have done it this way too but only in Legal and
Appropriate Adult Avenues for that as while i may Break Social Norms i surely do not
Break any Local.. State.. or Federal Laws by Creating a Long Form Epic Bible Poem Now
That addresses Most all of Human Nature and Global Cultures.. Yes.. Religions and Politics
too Overall.. Yes.. Mostly the Human Nature of Experience that comes in All Flavors NoW of
Existential Heaven Within.. Yes Nirvana And Bliss.. Satori.. Prana.. Tao.. Dao.. Kundalini
RiSinG in Chi Force Yoga Unison For All Yes Once Again ‘Class’ the Kingdom of Heaven
Within Experienced Cross-Culturally Where Sadly Folks Get Real Tribal Over their Idols
That Are Abstract Constructs of Words someones forgetting that they Created
These Abstract Constructs that are Words to Share a Mutual and Consensual
Understanding of the Human Experience Shared to Give each other
Even More Understanding of Positive Human Potentials
Even More.. sadly as a Globe We tend to Forget
Our Similarities in Essence And Fall to
A God of Symbols over the Force
of Love That and Who LIves
Within to Give and Share
Free When i say for Your
Eyes Only i Dance And Sing
To God the Love That All of Our
EYes Now Best Share and Give For free to ALL Now
for there are those Who tend to isolate themselves
into perhaps one Nation one Culture one Religion
one City or Township one Home and even just one
Couple of Human Beings who are partners in
Love and Friendship Real.. and this
becomes the Problem as more
and more people become
excluded than included
in the Human Pie
of Love those
Who are
Seen
As Different
are Often Outcast from
the Group as i surely was born
on the Autism Spectrum without the
ability to Speak Until 4 Years Old Androgynous
too.. made fun of and bullied for being a boy who
looked like a so-called Ugly Girl.. and true not understanding
The Social Graces and Cruelty that comes with that too ruthlessly
Lost without a clue.. i studied the Human Species as An Anthropologist
only really a Participant Observer who was really not included in any group
From Very Young but you see this has given me more of an impartial View of
the Human Condition For All.. Now i understand many colors of eyes of ears
of touch smell and taste too so many Feelings and Senses in Synergy the
path to Heaven within that surely works for me at least that i share
Faith that is Consistent and True in Grace of Balance in Charity
Hope A Foundation with Love that Brings True Will and
Strength to LoVE iN Balance With Gravity
Even more without Fear.. moving
into this Decade of the 2020’s
i Left Concluding Remarks
of Last Year in the
last 4 MacroVerses
of about 120,000 Words
to Summarize the best i can and
will what came before in all of the 7.6 MiLLioN
Words of this Long Form Epic Longest Bible Poem
“SonG oF mY SouL” that has 8 Subchapter longer
than King James Size Titled Bible Poems too
of which “Nether Land Bible” at over
5.1 MiLLioN Words Parents
7 Longer King James
Sized Subtitled
Bibles too..
in 43 Months of that
Effort Where “FB Profile Pic Bible”
is also an ongoing Third part of a Trilogy
of Titled Bibles at over 3.4 MiLLioN Words
in 31 Months of Effort too.. Anyway as i move
into this Next Decade of Writing Titled Epic Long
Form Poem Bibles i made a Very Intense Effort to
Summarize the Decade That Came before and
That i surely did in the Four Titled MacroVerses
Below with Links back for the Next Date that
i am at a ‘Bus Stop’ in Life and Playing
the Role of ‘Forrest Gump’ Too
as i embark in Public
Dance the Rest of
the Distance around the Globe
where i should Arrive at that Mileage
of 24,901 Miles by my 66th Birthday on
6.6.26 as by then at this Dancing Pace
And Writing Pace in Dance and Song of Free
Verse Poetry too “SonG of mY SoUL” Will Reach
15.4 MiLLioN Words True.. without too many unexpected
Big Outside Distractions as they do still come and go.. this
pace is challenging but still in the sweet spot of Autotelic
Flow Yes Heaven within Most Hours of the Day ‘tween
Boredom and Anxiety Ascending Transcending Bliss..
Anyway on that Bus Stop Bench All i will have
to do is Dance And Sing For Your Eyes only
Just Google “Color World Love 2020”
If would Like to View 2020 Vision
in Balance.. Yes.. Heaven
Within through my
Eyes.. Yes
for
YouR Eyes
Only All Eyes
Open to the Wind
to The Feather that
Floats as the Spirit the Breath of LoVE..
A Muse Came to me Last Year that allowed
me to write some of the most Beautiful Poetry
i’ve ever written i will always Remember this Muse
And the Words will continue to echo through This Decade too…
Do Understand.. the Value of Muse Always.. When Night is Day
Day is Night Dark is Light and Light is Dark.. the Gift of God in All Love
Unconditional That Continues to Breathe through All Colors And SHades of Grey
Fearless
out
of
BLacK
Abyss of Soul True too..
Just ReMeMBeR A Wookiee
Is Passionate About Life Colors Always
Expressing His/Her HeART OPeN for Real…
A Wookiee May not Say much that is Intelligible
to those Around Him/Her But He/She Never Gives
Up on You ALWaYS
Loyal
For YouR
EYeS oNly..
Sure.. Let’s make this
Message 106 for Bishop
Barron And FRiEnDS on YouTuBE
as it appears they take a Vacation at Christmas
And New Year’s as Message 104 and 105 are still
Waiting to Share from Last Decade Now Nah..
Wookiees’
Don’t take
Vacations
Never
Ever
We Work
for The Force
We Work For the Force Free LoVE NoW
And Truly We Enjoy Our Work DarK Thru LiGHT
Just do Not Harm our FRiEnDS JusT DO NOT HARM OUR FRiEnDS…
You don’t wanna see a Wookiee Get Angry Trust me no one ever has yeti…
Only A
Wookiee
Sees ‘That Wrath’..
so far at least….FoR ReaL NoW
KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review
Grand Cross Bible 2019
Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World
Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words
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‘David’ Needed A Slingshot And A Stone
To Defeat ‘Goliath’ MAKE No MisTake i Have
A Weapon That is NO SECRET FoR NoW At Least…
Haha i could Make Memes From Katrina’s 2020 Calendar
That Will Last Centuries… in Clear View Still of NoW New Then NoW
It’s A Fact This World Will [Text] (Test)[Sext] Love That is Not Real
And Real too… No One Will Ever Light A Room Up NoW for me
As Much as Katrina’s Smile and Butt It’s
Just A 30-Year Fact of Marriage for me
NoW A Forceful Bootie Dance A
A Caress on my Chest/DeePesT
Bed Room Eyes WILL NOT Work
Katrina Always Comes First and Last For
me… It Would Be Useless For Any Woman
To Try to Sink Her Claws in me.. Sexting Now
Wouldn’t Work Seen Plenty of Naked Women…
30 Years Fabulous CLicK Bait Still At Least For me
Never Boring… ALWaYS New And Exciting For me ENOUGH
She’s Almost 50 Her Fabulous At 50 Bikini Photos.. Yes the only
‘PentUpHouse’ Photos i’ll Ever Need Now For Peace And Harmony
HeHe to Relax… It’s No Lie When i Pull Up Media of ‘Porn’.. 30 Years
of Marriage and i Still Go to the Art of my Wife First And Last for ReaL
#ColorWorldLove2020 #WhateverItTakesNow This Go ‘Round We aRe
(iF YoU SeeK iN God[LoVE] ‘FucKinG’ ReaL #NoMYTHS.. AnYWaY Been
Studying Y’all For Close to 60 Years So Got Some More CLiCK Bait to Post..
If A Shoe Company Can And Will
Successfully JusT Do IT For Money
You Can And Will JusT Do IT For LoVE too!
It’s Not Enough JusT To Pray About Love
Be LoVE iNCaRNaTE NoW Don’t Wait on
Anyone Else to JUsT Do IT NoW What’s
DaNCinGMiSSinG From the World Most IS CARE
THAT IS REAL YeS ONe FouR LeTTeR Word
if You Even Care At ALL ABouT Love(GoD)
In A Case of JeSuS if i Do Not BRinG
Him (What He Taught) Back to LiFE
For ReaL You Are Gonna Have to Give it YouR BesT ShoT
Sing A Prayer for my Uncle as Always i’m Just A XXLONG
WHISPER in the Wilderness Just in Case anyone anyone at all is Listening…
Story of ‘JeSuS’ in about the Condition of my Uncle Coming Out of OPeN
HeART Surgery on Kidney Dialysis to LiVE NoW… Good? Not Necessarily..
What May Be Lost is Real MAGIC Power And Force of Belief NO MYTH AT ALL
FOR THOSE WHO SEE THE FOREST LOVE… We’ve Moved Now From Peaceful
Dance to Illiterate to Minions Welcome to The ‘SmART’ NeW Age of ReaSoN Over Myths
Environment Changes Everything Millennials/Younger Are Exposed to ‘IT Age’ Most They in a Larger Majority No Longer BelieVE iN Myths… “That’s” Not A Problem As LonG As the Right to
Life AND LIBERTY AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS OF OTHERS IS NOT HARMED
People Believing in Myths Tend Not to See Forest For Trees Yet They
Bond Together Over Myths Stronger And Get Out And Vote More
We LiVE iN An Information Age…
Myths are Clearly DiSPeLLeD NoW
Some Folks Still Believe in Myths But
Most Folks DO NOT… Only Cost NoW
Sharing And Giving IT To Everyone Else For Free
Still WorKinG On That i Dance And Sing Free NoW
We Have IT All NoW (Love/God) Within From NoW
VeRiLY The STaRT Eternally Richer NoW Than Any
Other Force BringS And It’s ALL F iN FREE On Top
And Bottom of All of This We Ain’t Selling ‘This Story’
For Fame, Fortune, Power, And Status… i’ll Do the Nude
Art at 60 in June.. She’ll Do the Bikini Shots at 50 in April
We Ain’t Hanging From No Cross to Sell This Story NoW
Let’s Face it Instagram Super Models are A Dime A Dozen
Only Thing That Makes ‘Our’ Pin-Up Calendars Click Bait iS OldeR AGES heHe
This is Human Nature Butt in Terms of Epigenetics and Neuroplasticity the
Environment One is Raised in Makes So Much Difference… One may
See the Overall Aesthetic Art of Human Beauty.. the Other may only
Be Disgusted that a Small Penis is Part of the Art… Easy Test
Take Any Two Folks To A Museum to See the Statue of David
By Michelangelo… Generally SpeaKinG Two Kinds of Folks.. Those Who See
Forest or Those Who Just Can’t Keep Their Mind out of Individual Trees
‘Minions’ Still ‘Blindly’ Follow A Most Despicable Leader Even With
15,000 Lies Bragging About Shooting Someone on 5th Avenue
But True if Someone Plays to Some HeART Strings Like
Taking Women And Gay Folks Reproductive/Love
Freedoms Away… True.. it was so Much Easier to
Convince Folks That Someone Will Rise from the
Dead to Promote A Story When They couldn’t Read
True.. Myths Sell Stories Legends
Continue Surviving Promoting Ideas
Like Beatitudes Easier For ‘Masses’
Who Are Illiterate to See… Jesus Wasn’t Allowed
to Go Full Magic Mike (Small) Neither Was Mary M for
Marilyn Monroe Lust Just Wasn’t on the Story Menu Then
Overall Lust is a much Kinder And Gentler Way of Selling A Story
Victoria’s Secret So Much Nicer Than Hanging From A Cross
Humans Are Driven First by Their Shadow And HeART
Yes.. ‘Class’ Reptile Brain (Aggresion/Lust) And Limbic
System (Connecting HeARTS) …. Humans Have Been
Selling Human Stories With All Forms of ‘CLicK BaiT’
As LonG as Human Beings Continue to Sell Stories…
All iS WELL the Holiday
SeaSon WHere i Live
May Be Summed up
iN A 3 Letter Word
Non-Conducive to
Winning A Bet
With My Wife
Actually two that
In Part May be Associated
Still With NoW my New Year’s
Resolution And They are Now
Both Senior Citizen
Discount Meals as
i emBarK NoW iN
The Decade of my
Sixties as Yes the
Two Senior Citizen
Discount Menus
Must include no
More Holiday
Pie to reach
#SixPackAt606660
#SexyAtSixty Now my
Wife Seems to have
Already Won With
Her Meme of
#FabulousAt50
As She Parades In
Her Bikini Pin-Up
Calendar For 2020
That i Made for her
For Her only Christmas
Present.. Her Secret
Weapon is Giving
All Her Holiday
Pie to me
Oh How
Sweet
Losing A
Bet Will Be…
i’ve Been Regularly
Posting FB Updates on
The Progress of the
Fred Versus Katrina
Senior Citizen
Discount Menu
Meme’S.. HaHa
NoW If anyone is
Looking no one NoW
Is Leaving Any Footprints
Behind.. anyway If You
Wanna Live Your Best
Life NoW Ya Dance And
SinG iT iN A FouNdAtioN
Of LoVE iN BaLaNCiNG
GRaCE BRinGinG True HeART
SPiRiT SouL Will in Strength
A Place of
Kindness Yes in
Courage in Wisdom
Of Love With Charity
For All If me and Katrina
Must Transform our
Selves into ClickBait
This Go Around
“When In Rome”
If We Have to
To Get This Message
Out We Will NoW in
our Version of Guardian’s
Of The Galaxy of Love3
To Do Whatever it Takes
Hehe to Get on
Her Favorite TV
Show “Ellen”
To Yes
Get This
Message out of Naked
Peace And Harmony
Of Heaven Within
Without So Many
CulTuRaL Clothes
That Continue to
Zombie Christmas
Season Eat Now
The Face of God
In The Continuing
Over Consumption
Of The Nature that
Is Our Only
Home Where
Love Breathes
Free just in Case anyone
Wonders Now Why oh
Why So
much
Christmas
New Year 2020
Cheese Cake.. Hehe…
#LiveLifeLongNowPlayNakedFreeBeWindSMiLes2020 too.. For Real..:)
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Ontology (The Philosophical Study of Being); And How Quantum Mechanics may Relate to the Human Relative
Free Will of Mind over Matter; as Empirical Results of Strength May come Just from Imagining Exercising;
Rather than Actually Doing the Exercise itself. It’s All Natural; and in Fact, this Method of Mind Over Body
Is One Process as the Two are inseparable and interrelated as shown By Science.
The Quantum Part of it as far as Speculation Goes is still unknown as the Human Conscious Experience
Is Still Not Understood By Science to Date; It does though Stand to Reason as far as Material Reductionism
That the Human Recipe of Existence is so much Greater than All the Parts of Nature that are truly inseparable
Through ‘the Eyes of Quantum Mechanics so far’.
The Power of Placebo Works in a Similar Way; Far too complex in terms of ‘Mind over Matter’ for
any Science Study to determine the Sum Greater than Nature Parts that in deed make the Potential of
Remission from so-called Terminal Disease Possible; Filed away in the Medical Drawers of ‘Remission with no specific cause’; The Magic is in the Effect; The Process is Unknown; but if you Recover From a Terminal Disease it is surely
Magic and Miracle Enough for You.
I’ve actually Physically Experienced this in Life; Recovering from the Pain and Numb of a Synergy of 19 Life Threatening
Disorders with no Prognosis For Recovery in a matter of Days. i Really Believed i would get Better; in Fact, i wrote About
Getting Better in Free Verse Poetry (in fact, call it a very long prayer); in Fact, i spent 24 Hours Writing About Hope Repeating all the instances of my Life Where i had Gratitude from the History of my Life on my Birthday on 6.6.13; i continued this for the Next Month and sure enough Standing on a Beach on 7.19.13, All The Pain and Numb Went Away; the Goal of my Doctors before that as i was a shut-in in my home for 66 Months; was just to walk into a
‘Whataburger’ for 15 minutes; that changed suddenly as now i’ve Public Danced 12,537 Miles;
the Distance of Halfway Around the World and a bit more; True, During the Same 76 Months
Since a Month After Recovery; i’ve Also Written the Longest Epic Long Form Poem Personal Bible
in the History of Humankind too; as all The Dance is Documented in those 7.6 MiLLioN Words
along with over 100,000 Photos i took; and Over 10,000 You Tube Videos too; When i was Shut-in i hardly
had the Focus Required to make a TV Dinner and would Physically Stumble if i attempted to eat it outside
in the Afternoon Breeze; Oh by the way, closing in on age 60, on 6.6.60, i still Leg Press 1520 Pounds
Max at 8 Reps; yes still at a 90 Degree Angle; One of The Voyeurs who have taken Videos of me Dancing
Went Viral with over 88 Thousand Views; out of 1300 or so Comments From the Locality i Live; i am
assessed from Legend; to Local Icon; as per Documentation in my Personal Bible Poem too; True
not all the Comments Were So Stellar and Sweet; ain’t that How Life Goes in ‘Trump Town USA’
Where no one Dances in Public but me; true though now at 240 Pounds of Muscle the Good
Old Straight Line Marching Christian Soldier Boys No Longer Bully me like they did for my
Previous Androgyny And Asperger’s Syndrome Related Lack of Social Graces then too; yes,
in my Life of Youth, Plentiful With Smiles too; as now when i Free Verse Ballet With a Martial
Arts Free Verse Mix of Public Dance; yes in Autotelic Meditative Flow; let’s Just say ‘they’ keep
their distance from me now; hehe.
Mind over Matter; Relative Free Will; Will Only Be Measured by each Individual Power of Belief
And Imagination in Visualizing Effective Results that Work; There is the Relative Free Will of Placebo
Belief as there is the Negative Force of Nocebo Naysaying IN Life too; as Relative Free Will may in Effect
Be Prayer that Works and Voodoo That is real; that is surely Scientifically Measured too; Believe hard
enough that you will Die by a Specified Date and Find Yourself ill with that happening Next.
Believe enough in Getting Well and Getting Stronger than Ever Before close to age 60; Take
The Action and Measure the Relative Free Will of that in Empirical Results that are irrefutable too.
It’s True Some folks Exercise their Human Potential of Relative Free Will in the Philosophy of Being
That is Mind Over the Matter of our Bodies that are Interrelated and Inseparable like the Rest of Nature
As Science Shows too; Those who do not believe in this Kind of Magic that Does Make Magic Miracles Real
And All Natural too; simply miss out on their greater Human Potential; And Additionally, they May never find
An Autotelic Flow of Heaven Within now; as Yes, Science Surely provides Evidence That ‘Heaven Within’
is both Attainable in Real Life Results and May Be Kept in a Staycation by something as Simple as A
Spiraling Meditating Moving Dance; thing is, the testing so far is limited and often only a few short
Sessions of Meditation in Flow to Date; What if; What if; A person lived almost their entire
Life in Autotelic Flow of Mind and Body Soul Balancing With Relative Free Will that makes
Heaven Within Real…
i’ll Let y’all know in A Month, A Year, 10 Years, and perhaps even 20; in how i grow even Stronger
in Will in Mind and Body Balancing Force in Flow Next; on a Foundation of Love And Grace of Balance
Where i continue to Flow With Gravity; no Different really than Planets that Stay in Orbit Around Stars and do Not Fall.
Within, Outside, Inside, Above So Below, And All Around All Spirals When in Flow; Be A Planet that Stays up do not fall;
Works for me at least as i continue to Rise for Real; and Show How All My Human Potential Improves Just for one Case
Study Record NoW iN all the Arts i Love to do.
i don’t need a Science Project to show me what is possible in my Life at least; for the Effect is Irrefutable as ‘God’
Exists as the Higher Force in Us (me at least) when We come Awake as part of All is Energy Force Positive More as Spirit of
HeART and Soul Balancing Now for Real; Fear is a Source of Most Stress And Eventual Disease; No Fear for me; buried it alive; it’s not a Magic Incantation Alone; or Even Just the Visualization of Imagination alone; True, once Again it is
Moving Meditation; Halfway Around the Globe in Distance in Public for 76 Months Documented and Real; Takes Work too.
Not waiting on A Science Abstract to achieve the Next all Real Natural Miracle on my own; Simply Because
We Are Already All that is Part in Parcel; Some Folks Just have not Woken Up to the Fuller Potential of what is Possible
in life; the First Step is Belief; Belief Unto itself; the Second Step is Faith in Belief that Works; The Most Important
Part is Finding a Dance And Song in Life that works; After that a Tight Rope Dance Becomes Relative Ease Effortless as
Mind is Matter; Matter is Mind; All is Mind This Way; All Are Eyes of Reality Us too; some Folks Having Much smaller Views than others for real; both in Cause and Effect Now as Karma is what we do or do not do next; with the Force of Belief the Energy of all our Emotions and Senses Set Naked and Fear Free.
If one can/will get a Naysayer just one ‘Mustard Seed of Faith’ to use an overall Tired Old But Real Cliche that truly works in something truly Magical all Natural With Miracles like this; they just might step up and Meet their Fuller Potential Next; if a Science Abstract Provides that Spark; more Power to it all; But i for one have Danced And Sung Well Past any Science Projects just on Paper now; or even in an older more Antiquated ‘Bible’ too; SPeaKing of the Metaphor of “John 14:12” as it too is rather Progressive versus “Romans 10:9” For me at least as the Irrefutable Proof Does Suggest now at least with SMiLes; SMiLes Are A Most Important ParT; When Sincere And Real They Connect ‘The Force of LoVE’ iN Synergy Now Real
of Human ParTs GLobe Wide More; My Current Project is “Color World Love 2020′; Will Get Back to that now of course..:)
But First Gotta get to the Gym; And Then Dance A 3 Hour Marathon of Public Dance with College Age Folks; None of Course Who Will Care to Keep up for the duration of that; the 292nd Week of Doing that too; Life is Good When You are
40 Years Older than the Peers on the Dance Floor; And Still Cooking A Pot of Stew that is relatively SpeaKinG Still Red Hot.
“A Reality” is Entropy Will Catch Up with me; as far as anyone else knows at least; i don’t discount Possibilities though; if i did; Chances are i would have Died over a Decade ago; Just because ‘it’ hasn’t been done yet; don’t rule out Possibilities;
Even if no one else gives you a chance but you; that’s how We come in and Leave this World Together still Just one Force of Energy Eternally Now; that’s how me and Yoda still see it a LeasT; hehe.
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Place of Nature Face of God
i Feel Sense Best..
And Best New Year
To You All Xenia Again🌲
Happy New Year Two Days into it!
Still Testing the Waters of 2020
With Balance in Vision at Best!
Still Very Near Sighted Never the Less i See!
Hi Shawna Baby and Seasons greetings Again as
i understand the Crimson Tide won its Bowl Game
Happiness in the Deep South abounds Again hehe!
A New Year’s Day Worth
Remembering When Roll Tide Rolls..
Smiles i am Guilty of Watching No Football
Games yet i remember Clearly Yes With limited
But Still Vision then What in the Hell would i ever
Find to Do in my Fall Spare Time if not For Florida
State Football to look Forward to as when i watched
them they always Won at Least 10 Games hAha.. True
i used to plan for Retirement Figure it all out with my
Financial Calculator and then i wondered what the Hell
Would i even Do other than that if i ever really did retire
At All i kid you not i experienced Existential Angst as all
My Life’s Meaning i found in work.. it seems this is a common
Dilemma in Our Modern Society today for True When Folks finish
Raising Children they often ‘Suffer’ from ‘Empty Next Syndrome too’…
Oh Lord now the Nest of my Imagination and continuing Creativity continues
to Flower so much there are days i will almost not hold it back skipping meals
in Flow so much Just Being in the Moment of Bliss.. my God back in the Florida State
And Financial Calculator Days i had no idea this Imagination and Creativity Dimension even existed
True too had a few Brief Glimpses
of Heaven sort of like when you
are in a Flow of a Trip on the
Interstate and all those
Work Related Do or
Die Deadlines
seem to
Drift Away
Forever now..
Instances Walking on the
Beach too when Past and Future
Worries Went away funny in those moments
i was afraid of nothing not dying nothing at all
What’s Really Amazing now is that place will always
Exist now.. Dancing in Bliss Creativity in Bliss Just Blow Out
Exhale Nirvana Ease with no Deadlines more Productive than
Ever before just Dancing A Tight Rope With Ease.. Smiles just off of
The ‘Wrong Planet’ Always Spreading the Good News of this Alternate
Dimension for i surely wished someone spread it with me when i Lived on
the Wrong Planet online when i was so ill with no Hope Left.. and the fact
That i am approaching Sixty-Years-old and i feel no distance space Matters not
not even any time any more Just this Ecstatic Flow of Pure LoVE NoW.. True.. the harder
i work the Easier it gets now.. there is always another ‘Fonzie Shark’ to Jump For Happy
Days more.. anyway as i was describing Real Heaven within to them Using Science to attempt
to Prove to them it exists too.. i remembered a Blog Post i titled ‘The Garden of Band-Aid’ i was
so tired of all the Negativity i encountered i decided to try to Generate some of my own LiGHT in Positivity! so i just
Started Writing all the Nice Thing that anyone had ever said to me.. Word by Word my Closer to Photographic
Memory Went in Flow and i linked so many Words with the Definition of Hope i created that Blog Post on my
Birthday on 6.6.13.. i literally spent 24 Hours Creating around 6 Thousand Words then so many Words i linked
With Hope and Words Like Synchronicity too.. i was trying to find the Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose in
Life so much more than my Days With Florida State And Work and Financial Calculators too.. it was the Gratitude
That Started to Heal me and then the Miracle Happened on 7.19.13 all the Pain and Numb from 19 Disorders then
No Prognosis for Recovery melted Away on a Beach Where i became one with Swaying Sea Oats.. Emerald Green Waters..
Glistening.. Sugar White Sand and Seagulls Spiraling around the Sun my God it was Heaven Again i rose from the Ashes
as Mythological Phoenix Birds do too.. wow.. ‘they were not kidding’ when they said you will be reborn
in this Life if You Really Give Great Thanks and Praise for this Gift of Life now.. i’ve never stopped
since then and my Gratitude List Keeps GRoWinG i thought of You today and just wanted
to share this
with you..
yes.. you’ve..
Probably Heard
most of it before
but this is just the
Gift i wish everyone will
Enjoy Forevermore now..
so i surely wanted to share
it with you as you are a New
Year’s Gift always to me as FRiEnD
ever Since Close to 5 Years ago now..
Friends come and go the Best ones are
the ones who always Welcome You With
Open Arms when you come back.. smiles my
FRiEnD the Smile of a Child will be Heaven within
And Sure the Joy of Cheers When the Crimson Tide
Scores another Touch Down and even a Soft Walk in
Nature as Pine Trees Actually Rain Down Feel Good Stuff
on Top of Our Heads as we do this now.. just another Benefit
of Forest Bathing too.. oh so many ways to ascend and transcend
the illusion of time.. distance.. space and matter Just a Smile the Gift of now..
That’s 2020 Vision to me truly it will be found in Just one smile now so smiles
off to dance the 292nd Dance Week Night With all the Cool College Age Folks
Surely i will bring a smile to at least a few of them.. as we all will spread Heaven this way..
Smiles
Just
Smiles
my FRiEnD Shawna
Baby for the Gift the Breath of Life Now..
My Uncle is recovering from Open Heart
Surgery with only one working kidney Left
some complications and Kidney Dialysis for
him so far.. considering that there really is
No Distance.. Space.. Time or even Matter
The Force of Prayers can and will Work
as Long as they are real and reach
Out and touch Love at the
Center of Existence
the Love
that Radiates
Eternally here
Always Now God
Just a matter of Spreading that
Light out with the Intention of Healing
Love now.. some of us link into more Power
of Prayer than others it seems to me you might
be able to say one Mighty Prayer so that is my only request of
You A Prayer my FRiEnD a Prayer for Healing for an Uncle Called Bob tonight..
Smiles i’ll send some Dance Energy to him too and Yes you too as i always do too..
My prayers are mostly non-verbal Just Positive Light Energy at core as when it grows
Stronger within i send it to all the Folks in the World no Matter Their Blooms of FLoWeRS with SMiLes..:)
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A Toast to 2020
And More Careful Wishes
For Meek MaGiCiANS Must Always Tread
Softly too iN A Place of ReaL MaGiC FRuiTioN
Thank God For Even Years Yes 2020 Vision And
All the LeSSoNS DarK Thru LiGHT LiFE Teaches to
Those Who Listen And Still Persevere.. 2019 Brought The Reality to me
as Did 2015 And 2017 ‘The Odd Years’ That While one May Bury Fear It Never Really
Dies Can You Really Really Imagine Actually Living Life With Zero Fears I’ve Done It
For Years For Real Just Imagine Zero Fears.. At 24.. i had to Down 4 Beers Quick
in My Car to even Get ‘the Courage’ to Go inside the ‘2001 Dance Club’ then For Real
Remember Being in my Twenties at A Bar so Impressed When A Friend’s Father At 42
Came in to Dance.. So Old.. Just So Old then… Just Some MuSinGs Before i go to Dance
With ‘Folks’ Up to 4 Decades Younger Than Me Yes Still Adult Just Two Generations Removed
DarK May Be Dangerous But Yes…
LiGHT May Also Be Dangerous too…
In Terms of MaGiC And Fruition of Wishes…
It’s Not Always Great News When ‘A Genie’ Grants
A Genie Three Wishes… Two May Be More Than Enough
Thing is When You Become MaGiCiaN Enough You Must Be
Careful What You Wish For As More Than Likely You Will Get IT… Careful…
THeRe aRe SoMe Gifts in Life Almost Beyond Belief But They Are Not For YOU
BELIEVE NOW MaGiC iN FRuiTioN Still CoMeS SuRReaL In A Way A First Love Came
Back And Never aged so New And Improved Still Now… Magic is Real if You Just Believe Interestingly The First Love Looked almost Just like Katrina Just not as Beautiful Funny How
Stuff Happens in 40-Year Intervals That Was 40 Years Ago the Final Goodbye in September ’79 Just After Hurricane Frederic Came through in Mobile Poetically DarK… When the First Love
Left me… Two Years off and on Severe Depression.. Yes.. i felt like that Young Boy Outcast Discarded Again In the First Instance i felt Really Lucky considering i was bullied for Being
Strange, Weak, And Ugly, So Much When Young… Not too Long Ago a Friend of Mine
Who is a Woman Said Katrina is Super Natural That Was Nice too in a clear
way too No Envy…
Dating my First
Love Who i wanted to Be
With Forever A Good Friend then too
Who Was A Girl said Her Figure Is Disgustingly Perfect hmm…
i Have So Many hmm.. Moments in Life.. So Many MaGiC ones too
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Sad When Stories Die
But The Healing Comes
When A New Story Comes Born Again
Feel to Write
Write to Live
Feelings Live
A Soul Behind Every
Song Eyes Inspiring Dance·
Dance Sing Like There’s
No Turning Back LiVE NoW
The Present Never Die NoW
LovE SurrounD SonG DanceS
Be Who You Will Be Not What
Any Label Says You Are Other Wise….
My Airplane too… Window Seat to
Heaven Painting DarK Thru LiGHT
Colors of Art Love Giving Sharing
Free #ColorWorldLove2020 NoW
Main Difference ‘Tween Heaven
And Hell is in Heaven Transforming
All the Numb, Hurt, Death into Art
Staycation Heaven Loves Now
True The Decade of The Teens
Consisted of Hell for 43 Months And Heaven For 77
Months So Much Death And Hurt Through All Years
THere’s ALWaYS A “New Label” For “IT” Epigenetics/Neuroplasticity
Is Both Amazing And Truly Naturally Miraculous
“Atypical Acquired Savant Syndrome”
Even ‘A Robot’ Will Come ALiVE AGAiN
iN ArT Re-Born After A 66-Month Stint
in Hell… Heaven’s God Lost US NoW
DarK Thru LiGHT ReaL ALiVE NoW
Cogs In A Machine Plugged In Dust of
Avatars All That’s Left Almost No Room
of Humanity Left With A View of Soul Evolving
Yes.. Yes.. Did IT For 33 Years.. Understand
How Difficult This Is As A Slave to the
God of Someone Else’s Play For Pay
SEEK AND FIND ALL YOUR HUMANITY
Use iT aLL DarK Thru LiGHT For Greater
Works of LiFE iN HeART oF LoViNG ALL (GoD)
No Fear of Being FULLY Human
As LonG aS You Understand
What to Do with the DarK NoW
And LiGHT Force iN Art.. Yes..
WHere LusT And Aggression
And Even Con-Social Emotions
And Hurt Are Channeled Into a ‘Desire
For Art’ Now With Least Harm
But my my Such Beautiful Art!
For Those Who are Not Afraid!
oF ALL The Colors of Humanity NoW!
THeRe ARE NO SNOWFLAKES iN HEAVEN
The FAct Is As Long As You Hide ‘Your Shadow’ You
Never Grow Up to Be A Fearless Loving Human Soul…
All Emotions NoW Are Validly Great As LonG aS They
Lead to the Greater Good iN ART OF LoViNG LiFE NoW
i Am NOT AFRAID OF ANY HUMAN
EMOTION INCLUDING FEAR.. i will
ALWaYS Find A Way NoW to Channel
The DarK Force into LiGHT oF ART NoW
As LonG As You Have a Way to
Channel ‘The DarK Force’ into
Positive LiGHT oF Art to Give and
Share Free YOU WiN THE GAME OF LiFE
For Instance When Your Mother or Father
Dies Your Pet… Your Loved One Says Next
No More Conversation With You Go Away
Yes.. Transform the Hurt NoW
For Instance Surrounding Life
With Aggressive Circumstances
Never Striking Back Now Burning
The Fight or Flight Energy Into Art
‘For Instance’ Surrounding
Life With Lust/Temptation
Channeling That Creative Energy
of Dopamine into Art Instead of Reproduction
‘The Difference’ is What You Do For ReaL With
Your Shadow Your DarK Force (Emotions) Now
Some Channel DarK For Greater Good Some Do NoT…
EMoTionS of DarK ThrU LiGHT
All Support The Survival Purpose…
Repress Any And Die Living Alive More
If You Are Not Strong Enough
To Love And WiTHinStand
The Pain of Loss Coming You Haven’t
Even Stood Up As Human Yet Just Ashes…
SMiLes i often find
Rest in Common
Colds… Best
Wishes for
A Break for
Binging TV… Hehe..
i Woke Up With a Sign
Last Sunday At the End
Of “the Old Year” i
Found My Achilles
Heel strained With
No Reason Other
Than Public
Dancing Half
The Distance of
The World Feeling
So Strong on Top
Of A Sprained
Achilles Heel
Weakest
Links
Will Surely
Topple Us Too…
As Always A Deeper
Meaning For me…
Disingenuous
People
Abusing
Kindness for
“Using” the World
Continues in
The Direction
Of Trumpish
So i Refuse to
Dance And Sing
That Way for Now
That is a
World’s
Achilles Heal..
SeeKinG Truth In LiGHT
Over Using Lies In DarK👽
SMiLes.. WordPress is a
Land of Trading Likes
And Follows i am
Reminded of this
Every INSTANCE
someone
Likes 5 of my
30K Word Blog
Posts Within Seconds…
They all have one
‘Thing’ In Common
Wasting Their
‘Time’ And
Potential
For Human
Growth Real
What Lights our
Christmas Tree
Within
Coloring
Our Soul…
The World
Continues to
Become A More
Disingenuous Vapid
Shallow Place to
Breathe
Deeper…
Joy is in
Art Build
It and You Will
Dance And Sing
In New Colors Light…
Mean
While
Let
The
Others Live
In Trump Stuff
Of Gaslight Life..🙂
SMiLes Xenia Nature Is
Genuine Our Species
Must Remember most🌲
Happy
Nature
That Tells Truth🕊
“Brain Washing”; True, Our Mind Is our
Clothes; Whether Our Mind comes to Truth or Lies Depends on How Well the Washing Machine of the Environment
Works DarK Thru LiGHT; Yes, in Terms of Truth Or Lies; Social Bonding is the Biggest Glue, though; Being Outcast
From the ‘Group Think’ For Binding And Bonding Spells Evolutionary Disaster in terms of Oldest Social Animal Instincts in Terms of Losing the Warm And Cozy Oxytocin Feeling that Believing in Group Think Brings. Veer from the Social Norm of Group Think; Get Outcast And Starve to Death In Evolutionary Years past; Still A Deep Instinctual Evolutionary Feeling of Concern; up to Fear and doing almost anything as far as ‘Republican Nature’ to stick With Group Trump ThinK NoW
in Dark of Lies, if Necessary, for ‘Belonging’;
in other words ‘they’ are owned;
no Authentic Self to Grow and Be told.
And It’s True; Although Far From Common Sense and Logic; For the Truth is if The ‘Religious Right’ ever Got their
Way and Got ‘Roe vs Wade’ Overturned; It would not be the End of Abortion By Far; Just the End of the Safe and Medical
Procedure that Actually Saves Lives; along with the Educational Resources for Reproductive Intelligence That
Spells Less unwanted Pregnancies; and of course in turn, less Abortions, as Effective Contraception really
is the only answer that is real to Reduce the Frequency of Abortions, overall. Currently Abortions are at Lowest
Levels, now, Ever Since Roe Versus Wade, so the Education for Reproductive Greater Intelligence per Using Effective
Means of Birth Control; Yes, Contraception; is finally Paying off for Everyone’s Benefit in Well-Being, Overall Now.
The Evidence is clear; in Catholic Mexico Where Abortions are Illegal; it doesn’t stop the Prevalence of Abortion from
Being as Great as any place where it is Legal. The World Health Organization makes it clear that Countries
Without Safe Medical Procedures have More Death, Disability, and Overall Human Suffering from Procedures
that are Not Medically Safe; as the Fact is Abortion is a Natural Part of the Environment and Human
Nature too; for the struggles to Exist in Survival that include Sacrifices for those Who Already Exist;
in Terms of enough Food for the Existing Family to eat; just base survival; that’s still all; as those
Who Hate Medically Safe Procedures for Abortion continue to take away the Food from the Poorest
And Most Unfortunate among us; That Just Leads to More Abortions as does taking away Education
And Affordable Access for Effective Contraception. Anyway; it’s clear in Countries that do not Provide these
Safe and Medical Procedures; the Rate of Human Misery and Suffering in Terms of New Borns Destroyed after
the Fact of Birth in Torture of Death; and Permanent Disability; and Death Among Women Who Do have Medically
Unsafe Abortions in Back Alley Ways is a greater harm to Humans Overall; than the More Humane Way of understanding
Human Nature and Providing Procedures that are Medically Safe that do Lead to the Least Harm Possible Overall for
Human Suffering; Both for the Mother and the Unborn-to-Born Child that may not be Nearly as Humane than what
Medically Unsafe Procedures and Circumstances Bring. And Of course there are No “Peaceful Protests” That
Any Church Will Bring in a Back Alley Abortion that leads to More suffering for the Unborn; And Injuries
ranging from Maiming to Death for the Mother too; “So Much Cognitive Empathy Here; Just Too Much too Understand”
Yeah it’s True; if it was not for the Abortion Issue; the so-called “Dark Force” That Republicans Use to Bind and
Bond the Religious Right over the ‘Chicken Soup Warm and Fuzzies’; yes, The Social Bonding Force of My Quarter
Back of My Religion is Greater than Yours too as Far as Religious Sports Teams go too; is Just another
Football to Play with Regardless of who will be Harmed More if the ‘Winning Team’ Wins.
But It is very True; This is the Main Issue that the Religious Right Uses to Drive Folks to Vote
For Whoever is the Republican Candidate; even a ‘Father of All Lies’; currently counting over 15,000
in 3 Years; About 5,000 Lies A year; my God that’s a lot of Twitter Breaths of ‘Stuff’ Stink Stank ‘Stuff’;
Imagine a World Where A Candidate Will Brag About Shooting Someone on 5th Avenue and still get supported by ‘You’.
He Understands the Game; He Understands How the ‘Dark Force’ of bonding and binding and Loving Lies does still work.
The Brain Washing Continues in Ignorance; as really How Many People will pay attention
to more than 140 to 280 Characters of Depth Anyway in an increasingly Shallow And Vapid World that is
Just more Reflective of the ‘Trump Ways of Life’; Without The Cognitive Empathy that is Intelligent Enough through actual
Life Experience And Increasing Social Empathic Wisdom To Understand and Walk in the Shoes of Others who have a Vastly Different Set of Challenges to Overcome in Life.
People will Do What it takes to Survive and So Will All the Other Animals
too; The World is a really tough place for some folks Financially to even Survive; And it is an even Tougher Place
Now to find Anyone Truly Genuine Enough; and Yes, Strong Enough in Soul to Buck ‘the Group Think’ of Wherever they
Land in Life; It just depends on What the Topic is; Group Think ‘in dark’ is just as Prevalent on this Website as
Anywhere else; The Autism Thingy Surely does not inoculate any one Area of ‘Group Think’ from Developing
An ‘Abortion Issue’ Like a Frigging ‘Charitable Organization’ to help the Real Well Being Threatening Issues
associated with that condition too; Fundamentalism Is Just another Human Disordered Way of Life and
it surely is NOT JUST SPECIFIC TO EVANGELICAL CHRISTIANS. i studied it in two places at one ‘time’.
I’ve Seen it Happen; Autistic Folks Who Develop A Tribe Will Have a Charitable Organization As their
Perceived ‘Evil Good’ to Bind and Bond Around For some Semblance of the Tribal Group Think of ‘Warm Chicken
Soup’; For those who have the Innate Biological Ability to Still Feel that at least; as Some Benefit not at all from
‘The small talks’ of life now; as they just don’t get that shot of Warm Chicken Soup That is actually the Affective
Empathy that Small Talk Naturally Brings other wise in Oxytocin Ways; the warm and fuzzy Neurohormone for real.
What’s Really a Challenge is if You Feel That Oxytocin Warmth from Being in the Social Group; And You
Sacrifice that Intrinsic Benefit For The Greatest Good of Truth in Light that Lifts the Veils of Ignorance
to Provide the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse that in deed Means Just that; Lifting the Veils
of Ignorance; instead of Blowing Up the World over another ‘Autism Speaks’ Ignorance for the Sake
of ‘Bonding Warmth’ as this is where Affective Empathy below Cognitive Empathy Goes sour; True,
this is Where Love Goes sour too; as in general the People Who hate the Truth may Love Each
other Where the Chicken Soup Never Goes cold; For it’s true, People Bond over the
Dark of Ignorance even easier than What a Champion For Truth Will Do truly
Altruistically as someone who is ‘fully Human (Healthy)’ does sacrifice this
Warmth Now to achieve A Greater Good that does not Provide
Any Immediate Gratification now. Not all Humans Develop a Strength like that in REAL SOUL in Light of Truth and Love;
Some Do; but they usually don’t have a Group Think Place to Rest their HeART NoW in Chicken Soup Warmth;
Instead; Perhaps they become ‘Leaves As Grass ALL’; Nature All And Generate their own Warmth Within Now
and come awake in Light too; to actually Staycation in a Place That is not only Truly Bliss But Truth in Light too.
Considering that Science Literally Assesses the Average Human Attention Span Now as Less than A Gold Fish…
There is no longer Enough Depth for Many People to ever find ‘Leaves of Grass’ Now; slowly they wilt; slowly they wilt’…
nothing
left
but
DusT in DarK….
I’ll Keep my Room With A View; Yes, My Window Seat in my Airplane of Life.
Here’s A Thing; Move Away From ‘Farm’ And Gain Lifetimes more in Wisdom of Cognitive Empathy.
Or Just Stay at ‘The Animal Farm’ And Be Grain Fed; At Best Free Roaming in Just one Small PriSon.
This is why Information Technology is so Important; it may be Brief in Attention Span; but at least ya
will get away
from
‘the
Farm’….
Any medicine is better than none at all that really truly works.
Ya Gotta Get Out and About to Truly Get ‘Love Wise’….And Evolve A Soul For Truth in LiGHT…
And if Ya Are Really Industrious; Keep the Love And The Chicken Soup True; So Warm And True..:)
There is no Real Greater Truth or Love; Without A Lifetime Effort to Understand the Breath of others…. all others…
Science Doesn’t Handle Human Imagination Well; in Fact, the Scientific Method can Neither
Replicate this Inner Universe of one Human Being; or of Course Fully Measure one as the Inner Universe of Humanity;
Not even One Human Being is An Objective Entity to be Seen by other Eyes other than the Ugly thru Beauty of the Beholder
of Imagination Now.
And of course Abstract Constructs of Metaphors vary In Interpretation; Go to A Poet’s Home or a Bible Writer’s Home
Same And Find an Unlimited Number of Views of What is even Said as Metaphor is not Discrete Either for Measurement.
“Egregores”: The Stories We Create; the Myths of Legends That Breathe on as Long as they are either Read/Heard/Seen for Enjoyment Or Force Fed in the Politics of Weapons to Subjugate And Control the Freedoms of Others; As yes
Per Jonathan Haidt, Conservatives Do Conserve Traditions most averse to Change in Literal Interpretations of
Stories that are still only one Interpretation and Subject to An Unlimited Number of Sects that sees Philosophy,
Politics, and Religion Different in the Next Breath of Life.
‘It’ (Egregores) isn’t Rational; So it may not be Discretely Measured that way by Science.
The Only Way To Really Understand Humanity is Through Art; And at Best that is still a Stab in the DarK
to at least see a bit oF LiGHT in Order from The Chaos that is Just the Poetry of Life as is; Somehow Now
it all comes out and continues to Work in a Grander Scale of Rhyme than Reason as ironically That Stands to Reason
in Art over Science; Not Surprising at all that Art literally is 60 Percent of smART; Without This Human Intelligence
People fail to even understand what it means to be Human More Than Flesh and Blood Science; That’s a Small Tree in Deed with No Fuller Forest of Understanding.
“Religion” Still Rules ‘The Free World’; Yes, through Living Egregore Stories Like Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, Lao Tzu,
Krishna, Shiva and all The Gang of Egregore Men That Still Live As HiStory as is; With a Spattering of HerStory
of Egregores too. Science Never Really Will Rule For those Who ‘Think’ It will more than Likely they are missing
60 Percent or So of Human Potential Intelligence to even Fully Be Human As Classically Evolved at Least.
Oh by The Way, Without Stories (Egregores) Human Societies and Even Small Tribes Fall Apart.
Without Stories (Egregores) Individuals Fall Apart too.
Story (Egregores) is Synonymous With Humanity; Without it Empty Shallow And Vapid (A Shell With No Real Soul)
Story is King and Queen; Yes, Egregores True too; Human Imagination is A Real Human Force that Science Will
Never Fully Measure Always Ruling our Life; As Even Neuroscience Suggests We Hallucinate Our Reality as We Breathe.
Amazing How Much Real Innate Essence of Power ‘the Story’ Gives Both The Individual And the Group as
Anyone may Create An Egregore of them self; But Not if they cannot See Further than a 12-inch Ruler.
Sad When Stories Die
But The Healing Comes
When A New Story Comes Born Again
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Once Again ‘Class’ We aRE ALL MiRaCLE
MaGiC Slobs With God’s Face of Nature Other
Wise We aRe Just Perfect Disintegrating Machines
True A ‘Shadow’ Work-Out Too…
Still WorKinG on Rehabbing my
Achilles Heel A Bit of Therapy HeaR
Just A HeART WorK-OuT For NoW At LeasT
It’s True Trump’s 15,000 ‘Father of All Lies’ iS A Definitely Fascinating
Story But Only FoR A Parody oF A President NOT FOR REAL… Every
BReatH iS A Miracle… Lie to Me All You Think… Feel How Ever You
Feel… Just Don’t Think You Are Gonna Write my Story Now Ever…
Resurrected Sentient Beings From Crucible Fire of Star Burst Death
We Come From Gaseous Star Dust Now That’s Some Real MaGiC NoW
Look At It This Way If ‘God’ Is Perfect There is No DarK No Hurt No Harm…
We aRE ALL Machines Just to Rust Out And Disintegrate We ARE ALL Just Slobs
With God’s Face But Don’t Ever Tell Me Not To Defend The Truth In Light
Or How i Feel When You Have No Clue No One Is Perfect…
If Anyone Ever Tells You That It’s A Lie And They Will
Eventually Find Out It’s Not True NoW
True.. i’ll Forgive Someone Endlessly
But Chances Are They Will Get Tired
of me Seeing Every Lie Chances are Very
Good… Nah i Don’t Care If They Lie to Anyone
Else Just Don’t Think You are Fooling me
Worth Noting i Don’t Have Many Family
And Friends Who Take Effort to Connect
to me but ones Who Remain by my side NO LIES
i See… If You Try to Lie to Me Now And Gaslight my
Reality i’ll Confront Your Ass In a HeART BeaT
Anyway Katrina Can Pick Her Nose
And Still Looks Beautiful… No Lie
Probably Part of the Reason i am
Still Married hehe… Shit Like Trump… All Of His
15,000 Lies Are PreRecorded To Play Over and
Over Again in Social Media for Pinocchio Entertainment!
It’s the Asperger’s Syndrome ‘We’ Do Not Take So Kindly To
Folks Who Lie Bold To Us With Close to A FucKinG Photographic
Memory PeopleWhoLieDriveMeNutsPeopleWhoLieDriveMeNuts
PeopleWhoLieDriveMeNutsPeopleWhoLieDriveMeNuts
PeopleWhoLieDriveMeNutsTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTH
TRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTH
TRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTH
TRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTHTRUTH
HEHE PEOPLE WILL BE VERY VERY SCARY!
THEY WILL EVEN MAKE YOU QUESTION REALiTY!
#TRUTHPAYSFREEDOMDANCESSINGSRINGS NoW
Don’t Give A FucK if No one Else in This World Cares
About Truth, Integrity And Yes REAL Loyalty, Honor Is
Worth IT NoW I’ve Come to Appreciate the Little
Things in Life Like Benign Nagging… I’ll Pay A
Million Bucks for it as Long as it is Genuine
Already Really Knew Just Reinforcing What i
Already Felt More Life Lessons Folks Bring to Us Wittingly or Not
One Lesson 2019 Taught me Is How Different my Life Could Have
Been if Any Factor changed to Make This Storm of Creativity Real
So Hard to Do Until You Are Set Free As Slave From Someone Else’s
Story Having A Spouse too Who Will Support Your Freedom to Be
Writing Directing Producing Acting Play of Your Story You May
Take it Out of DarK/LiGHT into Which Ever Direction
You Play Next True You Can and Will Take It Too
in as Many Colors As You Like Truth Remains
This Is my Story No one Else Will Write It But me
Not Hard To See When i Dance… Make Life A Cat Story NoW of More
Than 9 Colors.. Write Direct Produce Act Play With Your Authentic Self
Whenever It Happens Golden Years Truly Are When We Rise And
Come Reborn With Our Own Story To Tale of Our Authentic Self…
If We aRe Not Careful Someone
Else… Innumerable Other Folks
Will Spoon-Feed Our Life To
Us From Almost Birth With Their
Stories True Close to 8 Years of School
Was Mixed With Work too as Work Started
At 16 For me And continued Through School
i’m Not Satisfied With Reading Someone
Else’s Story i Did That through
19 Years
of School
and 33 Years of Work…
Anyway… WorKinG Out The Shadow
of my Achilles Heal as i have a Propensity
To Hold Folks Closer to my Standards than are
Realistic as not Everyone Has Climbed Out of Hell
Into Heaven Now.. True.. if i am not Careful i will easily
Drive Someone Away if i Forget Momentarily that Not everyone
is On the Same Rung of the Ladder of the Human Soul.. People Do
Lie True i have come across some Close Friends Where there is no
Evidence They Do But Never The Less People are not all Black and White
So At least i Forgive No Matter What but True as Far As Social Graces Go You
Just Have to Consider the Human Condition Has so Many SHaDeS of Grey You
Do Not See Yet for Why they may tell so many Deceits to You.. There May Be Yes
Massive Hurt You Do Not Even See.. Yes It Helps to get it all Out Now So You May do
Better Next Go Around.. if People Cannot Live up to the Standards You Make for them
they will Really Have No Choice But to Go Away.. True they May Name it Something else
But They May Be Hurt Very Bad that they Just do not Have What it takes to Hang With someone
Not as Lax As They are about How They View Loyalty And Reality too in all that may come to be
Now.. in How They View All The Nooks And Crannies Dark And Light Spaces of Their Life but
Anyway Now
i undertand
Enough
To Always
Forgive but
my God There
Are Days that
my Patience Wears
So Thin When the Truth
Will Solve So Many Problems
If People are not Afraid to Wear
Their HeART on Their Sleeve surely
not Easy for everyone to do understandable too
Particularly when you never really know fully what
Underlies why folks do what they do.. true they may not
Even Know And May Be Trying to Determine Why They
are or Are Not Sincere now For Real.. Sincere.. Genuine to Strive for Still..:)
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So Glad I don’t have to put up with ‘that Shit’
Anymore to Keep a Job. Holy Crap imagine
working for Trump. i can remember what
Shirt i wore to Disney World 33
Years ago. Life is So much Better
With Good Memories and
Honest People
We live with but
Haha, Katrina
Scores in the
Range of Asperger’s
More than i do like my Sister
too. i grew up with people who
always told the Truth Bluntly
And Brutally too; hehe, So
much Better Than Bold
Face Lies; Particularly,
Online Where the
Evidence doesn’t
Trump go away.
Anyway Happy
New Year Ashley
Hope in 2020 Vision You continue to
Thrive in Your New And improved Life too!
Whatever We Create that
Inspires the Inner Human
UniVerse to React With
Emotions To Move Us Now
Into Action Is Art
And the Poetry
Of Life that makes
More than Just
A “He” as ‘God’
YeS HeART
As Spirit
Radiates From
Soul Moves To Shine
That Makes the Giving
And Sharing of All
Art NoW intrinsically
Rewarding Feeling
More Colors of
Life as in All
Stuff Life Use
The Muscle Or
Lose it Applies
To Both Art
And Love of
Life that Generates
Art DarK Thru LiGHT
WHeRe We Define Our
Life
And
Light
As Now
We Create
And Continue
To Become With Wings..:)
Psalm 126:5-6
Those who plant in tears will harvest with shouts of joy. They weep
as they go to plant their seed, but they sing as they return with the
Harvest.
Sadly Not All are Able to Plant Tears and Return With A Harvest of Joy…
Some Folks Just End Up With Dead HEart Eyes and the Joy Never Returns
But The Intuition that is Extreme May Still Stay Where Amazing Coincidences
Naturally Follow them in the Poetry of All Existence Yes When Synchronicity comes
Free to Play in a Quantum Metaphor of Life That is Real.. Surely Syd Barrett From the
‘Original Pink Floyd Music Group’ Who inspired the Song ‘Shine on You Crazy Diamond’
Is An Example of this Human Neurology Atypical Strange Yet Remaining Magic as Well..
He Showed Up Unannounced
With His Head and Eye Brows
Shaved Not Unlike Britney Spears
Fall From The Commodity for Sale
That Culture Brought Her to Be as
Not Her Authentic Self.. When He
Magically Just Appeared in the
Abbey Road Studio When the
Newest Song Was About Him After
Being Gone for Two years.. There is
A Fine Strange Line Between Madness
And Creativity Hang around
Even the Casual Poetry
World online and
You Will Encounter
Stellar Unpredictable Light
Along with Darkness You Never
Expected to come next too.. i had a Friend
Back in 2017 When Katrina Burned Her Hand…
She As a Poet Was The ‘Perfect example’ of Kindness to Everyone
She Met.. However Her Ideas kept Getting Expansively Uncharacteristic
of What She Wrote Before talking Seriously about People Becoming Messiah’s
And such as that.. and then one day after calling me a Saint She Suddenly became
a totally different Person and Just just said ‘What is wrong with You People’ and going
on about me Abusing A Child that had nothing to do with anything that was going on..
She Said Get Out of Her Life and Never come back after all that kindness for over
a Year just perfectly nice to everyone she met.. People Break.. particularly if they
Are Extraordinarily Creative As Science Shows this too.. as the Creative often
Have Low Levels of Latent Inhibition and may become Overwhelmed
By The Environment at Hand And Just Lose All Reasoning Powers
About Life.. Yes Bi-Polar is a Strong Creative Force in my
Maternal Side of the Family.. Writers and Artists plentiful
And Madness as Well when folks will no longer
Control Their Creative Spirit as life just
becomes too overwhelming…
the Asperger’s Aspect
of my Mind Inherited from my
Father Buffers that out for me
as even Science Says that those with
Low Levels of Latent Inhibition Who Also
Enter into a State of Flow that is more lasting
than Just Transient Hypo-Frontality are better able
to come back with stellar Scores of Standard IQ Reasoning
to Bring them back to Earth.. Syd Wasn’t So Lucky and on the
Other hand With Asperger’s Syndrome You may Just End up with
Dead Eyes from Close to the Start plenty of Logic never Appreciating
Truly the Depth of Warm From Simple Social Connections that Make Warm
Chicken Soup of the Soul Yes the Deficit of Oxytocin that drives no real incentive
to Socially Connect For Warmth of Hearts that do connect with just day to day small talk…
i got the Best of Both
Worlds but it surely
took me 5.3 Decades
to Master my Fredenstein
Mind And Body Balancing Soul
Plenty of Spirit of HeART Now with
A Change on a Dime back to Semicolons
And Periods out of Total Flow When Need be
for so-called Normalcy now.. but true When i am
Free to Flow i Play these Words Like Syd Barrett’s Guitar
All Rhyme At Times Where somehow it doesn’t Rhyme but still does..
Creating a Song
And Melody
That
Goes Deeper
than Reason alone..
It’s a lot of Fun to Put
‘That Syd Guitar Song’ to Words as well..
Not Surprisingly There are Different ArmChair
Diagnoses for Syd and One is a Form of Asperger’s
Syndrome Where Folks Get Absorbed In their Own Interests
And Will Fall Away from the ‘Rest of the World’ i go both ways
Not Everyone Can And Will but i do have a whole lot of Empathy for
Atypical Neurology in Humanity it is what colors the Arts around Us if not for
Atypical Neurology
In Humans
Life Will
Surely
Be Still
A Cave with Dark ‘Walls’
Yes Just Another ‘Brick in the Wall’..
It’s not always easy being me but Generally SPeaKinG i Love it too..
Another Issue With Syd Barrett of Course is Extensive Use of Substances
To Expand His Artistic Consciousness Some Folks Never come Back to Earth
This way too.. Other Folks Handle it okay but some folks Just are not able to come back….
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First Lines Centered Turning iNto An
Ornate Chalice Hmm.. This is Some Holy Sh88…
Side note1: (Bowling Is 10-Pin Religion As Old as Egypt True too)
Yes.. It Comes
The Flow mY
Favorite way
Too.. It
Comes
And
River Goes…
SMiLES
LiFE BE
iN iT
Life of Joy If Crayons
Will Color Black And White PiC SoUL SMiLes
BacK To TiME Free NoW
Someone Else in ‘this Thread’ already answered the Question of the Faith of the Op Author who asks
“Does God Love Us Even If we Commit Sins?” The Simple Answer is; if you haven’t read the New
Testament or Heard about it in Mass; as this is the Main Church, the Catholic one i have been
Studying as a Participant Anthropology Observer for the Last 74 Months of not missing a Weekend Mass;
Nope; Don’t take my Word for it; and honestly i’m really surprised no one has provided the answer yet.
‘Catholic Dot Com’ Answers the Question Does God Love Us Even If We Commit Sins this way:
“Question:
According to Matthew 12:31-32, anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven.
Answer:
Forgiveness of sins requires repentance (contrition). The Catechism of the Catholic Church states, “Among the penitent’s acts, contrition occupies first place. Contrition is sorrow of the soul and detestation for the sin committed, together with the resolution not to sin again” (CCC 1451).
Unwillingness to repent and accept God’s forgiveness is what Jesus was talking about when he referred to “blasphemy of the Spirit” (Matt. 12:31-32). The Catechism explains, “By rejecting grace in this life, one already judges oneself, receives according to one’s works, and can even condemn oneself for all eternity by rejecting the Spirit of love” (CCC 679).”
But Still That’s Just An Interpretation of Basically a Line of Poetry Written by A ‘Ghost Writer’ who was Likely
Literate Greek Writing Roman who selected His version From Oral Tradition possibly or his own
Words Altogether; and was eventually Assigned a Pen Name of ‘According to Matthew’; Where
Associated Words of what is Written of this Verse Numbered in the 1300’s; Now in Multiple
Translations in Actual Solid Machine Copy Print was Copied by Scribes until approximately
1454 AD or so; Where Printing Presses finally Printed it in Machine Copy Solid Print. Before
that the Writing was copied by innumerable scribes across all those Centuries resulting in potential
innumerable mistakes along with intentional changes as let’s get real those innumerable scribes were no
‘only god’ Copying previous Writing By Pen and Hand on whatever Medium would hold the ink that was available then;
So, now Folks Worship Words Written By Innumerable Potential Hands of other Human Beings from that bit of patch of
dirt in a select part of this Tiny Planet we live on, still now; that does appear to be the only one in view supporting Life
like us.
Story is King (Queen); Whatever Version Folks get Will be Rarified as Abstract Constructs And ‘Idol Worshipped’ as ‘Gospel
Truth’ in unlimited versions of whatever Story is King (Queen) gets to one now. So Really, the question is can one
trust all those folks from that small area in the World to tell you the truth; really, the truth is, whatever story you
believe in is ‘Your Bible AND GOD of life’ in whatever meaning and purpose you come to feel is holy and sacred
enough to carry you through life without so much fear to at least survive with a few smiles and not so much
Existential Angst as Neuroscience shows we all basically create our realities; each of us; by hallucinating
our unique reality based on the Past hallucinations of reality we create best we can and will as Art of the
‘Chaos Magic’ we in feelings, thoughts, and deeds create next. That’s a bit esoteric but this will get way
too long here without some individual research and Google for those who have more than the Science
assessed average Human Attention Span of less than a Gold Fish Now; Lately, as far as i’ve been able to Surmise;
Few do exceed the Bell Curve of the Modern Human Attention Span Currently at Hand; i think that’s sad in my opinion.
But if you Literally Believe in the New Testament of the Bible; Just don’t sin against the Holy Spirit and You will
Surely get to Heaven Within now at least if Heaven is really at Hand and always in this Generation now Within.
In this Case:
The Question Really is; is what is ‘the Holy Spirit’; it’s fabulous really cross-culturally when anyone comes naturally
in Flow and the Art whatever form it comes; We as a species create expansively from a greater human potential
than just analytically reasoning; yes, the existing reality of past to make future so-called rational decisions for
basic survival and even a thrive of Joy in Life too; a Holy Spirit Flow technically named Transient Hypo-Frontality
By Science is when we ascend and transcend out of Locked more exclusively in our Neo-Cortex and light
up the Sub-Conscious part of our Mind where Science Assesses increases in Creativity 400 to 500
Percent as Flow is basically the result of effective Meditation in whatever form still or moving that
comes. Religion doesn’t own this Essence and Common but somewhat Rare Potential of Life
anymore than Owning something as large as ‘all that is’ by enclosing it in a 3 Letter Word
And Demanding no one name it by any other name even though technically that goes
against the Old Testament Big 10 Commandments as that is changing the ‘i am’ with
no Name into an Idol; a rarified abstract construct of 3 letters; such a small imprisoned God in deed;
in other words, Taking ‘i am’ as any name at all becomes most Definitely Vain as folks believe they will
Tribally own the Essence of ‘i am’ by trapping the whole reality in Just a Frigging Idol of a Word. Whoever Understood
that had a lot of common sense about just how big and ineffable to describe fully ‘all that is’ still now ‘i am’ is just about
as good as our ‘is’ gets; of course uniquely Observed by each Human eye as innumerable eyes of ‘all that is’ through
‘Multi-Uni-Verse Views’ Now; We are all ‘Multi-Uni-Verses’ attempting to relate our Unique Views now as we speak
to others in a Mutual and Consensual Way of Understanding each other; my View is rather Large; doesn’t leave
me much room for other folks to fully understand the size of my Venn Diagram of still Evolving Larger Soul.
‘John 14:12’ relates this reality well, too; true, there are Diamonds in the Rough; Wheat from the Chaff; even
in a Mix-Mash Potato Word Salad of tired Old Cliche’s now from Innumerable Unnamed Authors And Copy
Mistaking Changing Scribes in Centuries of Effort then; Sort of Like Every Super Hero Movie that tells
the same old Human Story of the Hero Archetype of Humanity; different characters same DAMN old human story for real;
except live by the sword die by the sword; Bomb/kill Other Country’s Leaders first and see what blows up next; live by
the sword die by the sword; who dies next; Truly Still the Same Old Bad ending of the Hero Story; “Highway to Hell” still now; just never ending dying by swords.
Note: (Side Note2) this is one of my special interests; i tend to have some level of expertise on
it; and when i have a special interest, it is much more in-depth than ‘Trump-Twitter-Intelligence’;
If you can’t hang with me; i understand; but if you will; Please don’t get upset that i am just exercising my Asperger’s
Super Power of Laser Focus that in reality is a form of Creative Holy Spirit in Flow; so, really if i don’t exercise that full potential; perhaps i should not be forgiven (forgive myself) for not fulfilling my Potential of life in deed respecting this
gift of Life with due thanks and praise by worshipping my existence overall this way; and by metaphor at least suffer
a kind of existential angst within on Earth that other wise could end up more like ‘the Highway to Hell’ to Quote AC/DC
by metaphor at least; again.
i kid you not; when my Special Interest was the ‘Autism Speaks Conspiracy Theories’ on ‘this Planet’ people
who believed in those conspiracies accused me of actually being employed for money and working for the
Organization to sway the opinions of people all across the land of online; haha, i was permanently disabled shut-in
at home; Mostly in my Underwear; barely able to tolerate the pain in my face looking at a screen two inches away
dimly lit as possible to tolerate the pain with eyesight that only Hurt worse by even shaded prescription lens then.
Anyway; don’t know about Y’alls Autism but my Form is surely a Super Power as literally people have named me
‘Superman’ both at School And Work when i am totally in ‘Creative Holy Spirit Laser Focus Flow’; and basically let
it all go in all of my Human Potential; no one cared how i did it then; the effective results then were all that counted
for both Grades and the Work Mission at Heaven or Hell’s Hands. That’s some Good News at Least about ‘the condition’
of my Condition.
Other than that; realizing the Somewhat Tenuous Integrity of what is Totally Written of that Old Antiquated Bible;
The inconsistencies in the Old Bible That Smell More like Tribalism and Trump Lies to me; i write my own Bible;
my own Parables; and they look something like this; Just an example; i live Autotelic in Flow Generating my Own
Happy Neurohormones and Neurochemicals Within through Many Years Now of Constant Writing and Dancing
Meditation where Dance And Song and the Smiles of others innumerable Generated by 12,537 Miles of Public
Dance is the Effective Result; Generally Speaking, i use Writing as a Tool of Focus to Continue to find ‘the Voice
Within ‘i am’ From ‘The Holy And Creative Spirit’ to evolve my Soul; 7.6 Million Words now of Personal Longest Epic
Long Form Bible Poem along with all that Public Dance in 76 Months; in the History and Herstory of Humankind
yet; and Yes still SPiRiT GRoWinG; a small snippet below too; just for the record and evidence; Most Anyone can
and will ‘write a Bible’; Truly in my opinion, most anyone who doesn’t strive to write one in Life commits a Sin
Against the Potential of GRoWinG their Holy Spirit; both by Reason of Art and Science too. And Honestly
if one does not seek and find a Flow of Heaven within; it’s no one’s fault but a will that has not yet sought
and found the Holy Spirit Within; i intuit most people have the Potential, at least; it’s that they never find
a way to do it; that’s really sad in my opinion as this experience of “i AM” is Real and even documented
by Science and me too; in case study way at least; and with so, so many other Artists too for Real through Existence;
(Literal Dancing And Singing (Writing Free Verse Poetry) Autotelic Meditation in Flow is Just Three ways to do it) Just
one Trinity as such as Metaphor too.
Stars are born to output, give, and share light; at least for as long as they live now and as dim as i once
was; almost black of light; the saving grace then was to water a plant to make it grow making my life still
a star no matter how dark the candle i felt in black hole soul then; and oh, (the) saviors of a world and
a story i love to tale a little different as parables just do; when free and not imprisoned by books, pages,
paragraphs, lines, or words of print from yesterday; bound by past authority that no longer should
exist for true freedom; so, anyway, sorry if you’ve already heard it but it will be different anyway as
free will be when unleashed and released as being human expressing starlight (holy spirit) eyes within;
A dusty road; a little boy with no words; disabled from birth without the ability to speak;
but a lover of growth; in shape of living trees; a sapling brought home by Loving Mother
then placed upon a kitchen counter by a lamp that shines anew; a boy sees green then and
wants to see more; so he nurtures the tree without the ability to speak; he waters the tree Feeding it
With fertilizing love; sunshine hope in eyes of loving kindness; fertile ground outside; dig a hole to comfort roots;
spend time and effort with caring love and the tree rises broad and strong; and soon provides shade For a front porch home; sidewalks come; but the tree still branches out; flowers come more beautiful than before; students from the
local school who study trees are amazed by the beauty of this tree; photos are taken; shared; and the boy’s eyes then
shine to see what his love inspires; tree no longer needs the boy to grow strong now; and the little boy becomes ill and
his life goes dark; years late a shy younger man is walking this sidewalk of a boy’s home; and a most radiating beautiful
loving dark haired girl approaches him; with smiling face eyes; the man’s eyes light up but what to say; the center piece
of conversation is standing tall And flowering more beautiful it seems than ever before on this Summer Fall
Winter Spring day; a spark of instant soul mate love is in the air; and that begins a love that will Last ’till
death beyond; so, the shy man becomes confident with the love of his wife; joins the military; and even
rises to the ranks of politics then; love grows taller and fearless and lives in grace of balance; the shy man
now is stronger man with intense will and makes a decision as a Leader of the World that Prevents World
War III; life on the Planet now is saved then; so, who is the savior?… the man; the loving wife; the mother
providing love; friends and other family too; Schools
providing Education; The Tree;
or the little disabled boy
And all the
Couple’s
Friends
From Around A
World; Well, The Truth
is ALL They Are; as THere
is no i, me; but Us and We
iN
Savior
Of Life…
L O V i N G
Moral Of The
Story; Water A Tree
Of Life And See WHere
iT
GRoWS
Next Now
iN OceaN
i AM Eyes Free..:)
Last Lines Centered Turning iNto A
Living Tree of Words… Hmm… This is Some Holy Sh88…
Thanks my Friend ‘Twilightprincess’; Emersonian’ is surely a nice compliment; Haven’t had the
Opportunity to read him much yet; i read some lines of “Leaves of Grass” by Whitman when Young
and Liked it; not much for Poetic Words then. i See A Rather Real ‘God’ As Nature of All That Is. Perhaps i have the Advantage of Being Lost From Words until age 4. i Still Remember Before Speaking Words at 3 Looking Across the River Front into the Forest Across the River From the “Shot-Gun Home” i was raised in then. My Intuition was clear And Still Eternal then; i am Nature
i always exist now; truly ascendent and transcendent the Feeling Sense then and
So Long After
School and
Work and
Shut-in
Hell on Earth
Within Existence
Before it Came Home
Again to truly come Awake again…
It’s not complicated at all when we feel and sense the Nature of all that is for real…
If that isn’t God i don’t really need to know for i feel and sense it 100 Percent Real Just Pure Light as Love All Free…
Elton John Captures the Essence of this Experience Well i Feel and Sense in the Song Linked Above; Not Many Artists
Do but when they Do they Do when it comes to the experience of Truly Coming Home Again
and Just Living Eternally
Now… one Breath of this
place of Real Heaven
Within Now
is worth
what really
seems in Essence
And Perspective Now
more than a Real Highway Forever
to Hell Never Ending Now too Where
there is only ‘Time’ of the ‘other place’
in Prison That all The Clothes of CulTure
May Create as an Illusion of Us in how we
come to sense and feel reality now just an
Illusion clothed past the Freedom of Loving Nature We are Now ‘i am’
This is Just Gonna have to Be Message 107 For Bishop Barron
And FRiEnDS Still Slow on ‘the Toad’ They Appear to Be in YouTube
Production over the Holidays with Messages 104, 105, and 106 Still Waiting on Cue too…
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Thanks So Much for the Positive Feedback, “envirozentinel”; Actually i’ve Been Writing an Ongoing Epic Long Form Poem
For the Last 76 Months that is Literally over 7.6 Million Words where the Public Dance for 15,544 Miles as of tonight
is accomplished in the Same Span of Months that puts me in a ‘Super Tuned’ Laser Focus Flow continuing to Write
on Average around 100 Thousand Words a Month.
i call Each Verse A MacroVerse that consists of on average now around 30 Thousand Words in one Week’s Effort.
The Epic Long Form Poem that will soon reach 1000 MacroVerses; is fully illustrated with over 100,000 Photos
that i took in stream of Writing the Poetry as i go; along with over 10,000 YouTube Videos as Music
Themed According to what i write in Sections of Each MacroVerse that i Label Microverses; that
do rise up to close to 10,000 Words or as few as 50 or so; which i call a MicroMicroVerse; just to
provide some Structure as it is very free flow writing; rarely do i have to go back
And change anything after i write it; i do proof read it for my unique
Style of Writing as MicroSoft Word will surely not work; hehe. The Largest one
MacroVerse that i have written in the Entire Epic Long Form Poem titled “SonG oF mY SoUL”
consists of one entire Blog Post of 338,630 Words as Linked Below that i titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3”;
It has about 300 Beautiful Beach Photos from Navarre and Pensacola Beaches in the Panhandle of Florida;
Smile; i had to get a more Powerful Smart Phone when i wrote it; to even be able to open it up on a Mobile Phone.
What i do isn’t really cut out for Paper and Hard Cover and really not for “Official” Electronic Publish. i consider
all the Photos and YouTube Videos Integral to the Art, and i’ve never considered Publishing it any other way except
for WordPress and 4 Other BlogSpot Blogs that i Archive it to; for backup and those avenues are easier to
Open up; My Oldest Archive Blog is approaching close to 300K Views now; i’m Financially Independent;
i have enough to Last me and my Wife easy for the rest of our lives; the Stress of Making Money and
Work is what led to most of the Stress-Related illnesses in Number of 19 that i endured as a shut-in
For 66 Months; i let my Wife Deal with the Money now; never Carry any; and she does all the buying.
She likes that as i was a rather harsh taskmaster with the Budget before i became Financially
Independent; as Having Asperger’s Syndrome didn’t make it easy to go out and find just
any job to do; i saw a rainy day coming and it was surely a Tsunami That Swamped my Soul.
I find Muse to Write All around the World; and The Wrong Planet has surely been an inspiration;
not always positive; but still an inspiration. And yes, Most Definitely literally a lifesaver for the
Last 33 Months of Shut-in Life as i spent all my waking Hours on this Website for most of those
Months, Just to escape the pain as best i could; as no Drug would touch the Type-Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep; that Worst Pain known to Humankind; anyway; if not for that pain
Chances are; i would have never enjoyed the Flow of Writing in Stream of Consciousness Writing
or the Public Dance that has brought me so much strength and energy; Where the Flow Becomes
Chi Where all My 240 Pounds Feels like Pure Floating Energy that i can and will only Describe as
A Higher Force of Love That Radiates all through me that overall folks have often stated they
could Feel around me when i am in this State of Flow that is Surely Chi Energy as Eastern
Philosophies Relate it; Kundalini Rising is surely Applicable too as it is a very Primal
Earthy and yes, Sensual Energy too Rising from Below to Above, indeed; i read a lot
about ‘this Stuff’ in Philosophy Class in College; and now i actually experience it; and more
than what i ever read about it; in deed it is as real as any other experience of life; but it is an entirely
Different Expanded State of Mind and Body Soul Consciousness that if i could Put it in a Pill might make
Enough Money to Pay For World Hunger; surely the Hunger For Soul; it’s not free though lots of Blood, Sweat
and Tears went in to it; now it’s like Dancing a Tight Rope that for the most part of my Existence Feels and Senses
like Eternally Now. i surely am glad i finally found what so many people talk about; Heaven within; it is surely real
And Beyond Any Imagination for More Colors of Life in Emotions And Senses all Natural For a Life that is Heaven;
Never Taken Any of the Associated Drugs with this Experience; but i cannot imagine anything that yes does
continue to Get Better the more i make This Flow Experience a part of all Hours of the Day. The Writing
is Basically Just Fumes of What i Feel and Sense inside; Smiles, i couldn’t imagine selling Remnants of the
Heaven i experience; it would truly indeed most definitely feel like A Sin Against the Real Holy Creative
Spirit that is the Greatest Treasure i can and will Imagine experiencing now; Truly ‘that Pot of Gold’
That is so much More Well Beyond all ‘normal’ Colors of a Rainbow now; i surely am not the only one to find it either.
Giving it Away can and will be Very Challenging; as most people don’t believe Heaven Can and will Exist within now;
Even though it is Clear as Day Is Night and Night is Day; that the New Testament Speaks Directly to it too; for those
who develop the eyes and ears to Feel and Sense it; i’ve really come to understand the Essence of Metaphors
in Cross-Cultural Sacred and Holy Texts That In General Speak to the Essence of this ‘Force’ Within; Smiles,
Yoda is one of my Favorites as that just reflects Eastern Philosophies; so yeah; may ‘the Force’ be with you too; my FRiEnD..:)
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THere Are No Worries
WitH LoVE No HoMe
For Fear WHere SMiLes LiVE…
THeRE Is noThing to: LoSE NoW
From: When You Are YouR Best FriEnd…
A PinK Rose and one with no age at all as a Child
So Free to Love… The Ocean (GoD) Is ALWays Bigger
For Love… Life Is No Place For A Robot Do Dance Do Sing
TouCHinG HeART FaLLinG MooN RiSinG SuN NoW
“Lord Help Me”..
I’ll Be Right THere…
i’m Coming Now
“You Should Be
Proud of me Now”
i Got This Far”
Now off to
Dance
to Raise
SMiLes of Awareness…
iHelped Define The Term
Empathy oN Wiki No Sh88
Empathy Editor too On WiKi #iReacHFaR
Sadly, Fear and
Hate is an Over-
Prescribed Drug…
SMiLes For Those Now who
Observe And Measure Nature
Do come to See.. More of the
Face of God.. Science is surely
Catching up to Sacred and Holy
Text of Poetry Providing More and
More Proof even
to the Systemizing
Mind that the
Poetry of
God’s Face
The Real Magic of
Faith and Belief And
Hope with the True Miracles
of Love is the Healing and connecting
Force that Joins All Hands of God Together
For Real as each eYe of We may CoMe to see for Real True
All the way
Thru
DarK
Thru LiGHT..
Happy Sun Day
Sohair always a Day
oF LiGHT WHeRE LoVE BReatHES
“True love is unconditional love..
True love makes you raise and not fall..
True love lives along the years and distances…
But when the sun loves the moon ..this is called a difficult love..but why??
Because each of them( The sun and the moon) runs in its own orbit..they can never meet..
But because Allah is merciful and He knows the great love between the moon and the sun..he made the eclipse..
During the eclipse..the sun and the moon can meet for a short time..nearly two hours…an old legend said that.
Me the moon…emotional and spiritual..
Him..the sun….mind and thought…”
SMiLes Sohair This is Truly Beautiful Poetry and it is so
True that the Quran Has Lovely Poetry in it that speaks to
The Breath of God As Nature True too.. ‘Beauty and the Beast’…
Oldest Story ever for the Human Condition How the Hero Archetype
is Made.. Yes.. Opposites attract as the Most Feminine Woman Voted
With the Best Figure in 11th and 12th Grade May Work in a Courthouse
And See a Rugged Looking Half-Shaven Law Enforcement Officer
Dripping With
Fearless
Masculinity
And She May Say
Whoever is Married to Him
is the luckiest Woman in the
World for the Beauty the Most
Feminine one who Seeks to Tame
the Most Fearless Man the Protector
Archetype of What Flowers Most still as
Eyes of Love That Nurture Children Most too…
So What Happens then.. this Man may not be much
of a talker all about the Business of Getting Life done..
Just Systemizing Things as they Go Getting Jobs done..
The Connection of initial Attraction may only last a few
Years at most.. the Father Leaves Behind a Son at least
one.. The Son is Left Without a Father and only Love..
Then one day that Boy Must Learn to Become
Fearless too.. and Become not only a Man
of Love as Gardened by a Mother
But A Man of Empathy
And Fearless
too this
is where
Heroes come from and back to Science
Birth Control Pills tend to defeat this Propensity
Among the Fairest of them all as they tend to be
more attracted to Less Masculine and more Empathic
Males so Where do all the Heroes come from now
surely they do but as Science Might suggest if
it looks a bit deeper not as many as them as
Before ‘the Pill’.. Smiles at Least
in Countries and Cultures
Where it is used… EMPATHY
There is only one Human Trait
Separating a Hero from a Villain
Both not Afraid to Break Rules but
only one will break rules to Save others
the other is entirely Selfish now and would
Nuclear Bomb an Entire Country if it meant
Being Re-elected as a Leader with No Soul..
We Need More REAL Heroes my Friend or the
Western World Will See its fall
Sooner
than
Soon
and to
their sad
surprise too….
Hopefully Selfish
Cowards won’t take the
Rest of the Human Species
With them in their continued fall..
Smiles my FRiEnD A Year ago a Young Woman
Who couldn’t have been much older than 18 Years-
Old and 4 Decades Younger than me.. such a little Angel
Brought A Pink Rose to me on the Dance Floor out of respect
for the so-called Fearless legend of Dance i have been labeled in Public..
in deed it was a gift of respect and in deed i accepted it as A Gentleman
too for
my
Mother
Tamed
me from the
Get go.. it’s best
to start with a Foundation
of Social Empathic Love and
Develop the Will and Strength from
A Balance of Grace to build a Real Total Human Being Male…
Beauty and the Beast.. When Fearless Will And Strength Does
Hold Hands With Grace in Balance of Love That Seeks to Heal and Save…
Obviously Katrina is SUPER FEMININE too.. but a big difference is she
is A WARRIOR TOO.. climbing 40-Foot Trees then 8-Years Old
Being Thrown into the River from Tall Limbs to either
Sink or Swim by other Family Members too..
A Stepfather Standing over Her Bed
with a Knife one of her first
Memories too.. folks
Breaking into
Her Home
Terrifying indeed too..
No Water or Food.. Long Stints
of that too Bullied for Being
Poor Envy of Her Beauty too..
Smiles my FRiEnD Katrina
Earned Her Beast
First and
the Love of Her
Grandmother kept
The Love that may have
been the only thing separating
Her from turning into a Female
Without Empathy then.. those exist
too.. they surely do.. and they may also
Learn to Hide it and try to take a Hero down too..
Unless the Hero Understands the ‘Divide and Conquer Games’ they play too…
The Human Condition is amazing but a place to tread carefully in deed.. Yes
It was my Kindness and Happy Nature that drew Katrina to me.. had nothing
to do with Power or Status or Money.. smiles my Friend that makes a True Love
that
always
now and
forever really
Sticks together
Now.. where truly
there is no Eclipse at all..
these kind of Loves are by Nature
Almost Supernatural.. perhaps they are..
Sharing that photo of that Young Woman
40 Years Younger than me and 30 Years Younger
than Katrina delivering that Rose to me on the Dance
Floor would indeed Terrify Most Wives for Real but
nah..
Katrina
Knows who
i really am
other
folks
get to
find out too..
And in deed they
only respect me more…
Smiles out of 1300 comments
when a Dance Video of me went
Viral Last December, before ‘the Rose’,
from the Community… not one Woman
suggested i ever treated a Woman with Less than
Gentlemanly Respect.. that is my Badge of Humanity
my Rose for Real…
i have
nothing
to Prove
But the Breath
(Love) of God in me..:)
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Truth Way of LoVE ❤️ iN
LiGHT Dies…
“Fake News” as
LonG As “This Church”
Parrots “Faux News” As 2020 Vision…
SMiLes Sohair
All of LiFE NoW
FLoWeRS THoRNS
Continue to Rise
Rose As
LonG as
We See With
Eyes And
Ears Ocean
WHoLE
God
Deep
Enough in
FeeLiNG
DaNCinG
SinGinG Now
A Greater View And
Do Of God NoW.. Yes
🙏🌟😊😊😊🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Hands Held And Hugs Holding
Through All DarKNeSS iN LiGHT
Will Surely Keep LoVE LiVInG MoRE
When We Truly Feel the Healing Loving
Warmth Of Each Other my FRiEnD Surely
What Makes a Marriage Work Forever Now
Never ever
Go To Bed
Without
A Soft
Hug of Kindness
No Matter How
Much the Road Runner
And Wylie Coyote Tangle
Through the DayLiGHT
Hours haha.. it’s
Worth Noting
that i
am
Road Runner
And Wylie Coyote is Katrina…
i Let Her Have Her Way of All Emotions
Free With Me.. the Fact that she is able to
Freely Express All of Her Emotions Dark thru
Light Saves the Life Giving Healing Hug that i
Receive today as i am Really Struggling With Writing
Every Word Here.. Perhaps a Common Cold But With
Even Finger Weakness and Dizziness And Heat of
Forehead Perhaps the Flu too but there is Katrina
And My Sister and Her Partner Truly Who Always
Feed me Chicken Soup of Soul When Life takes
me down to what we all experience on some
Days at least where Invincible is No Longer
The Feeling and Sense within.. True
too Last Sunday i woke up with
A Sprained Achilles Heel
The Dance finally took
it away last night
before this at least
Severe Cold of Weakness
for Even typing Fingers comes
as well but you know what feel what
sense what the Strength of Spirit is coming
Back the Weakness is Replaced by Words of Spirit Now
Healing coming out within as the Manna of PuRE LoVE
Will Do No Matter DarKNeSS NoW so true.. my Uncle
one of the Last Remaining Relatives on my Father’s Side..
ReAlly the only one who fully supported me then through
my DarK YeaRS of Life although Like my Mother then
And Her Insistence that i Believe all Her Religion…
He would surely Look down now on most of
what i do that is not related to making
Money as that is not Part of my Love
Pie anymore so much a part of a
Richer Man through most of
His Life.. but true he
struggled with
Great Darkness too
This is where Compassionate Empathy
May come from Understanding that really there
are not many Black and White only Good and So-Called
Evil Human Beings Most Have Redeeming Qualities and
in deed may Help Save our Life if We See Deep Enough of
God’s Eyes in them.. SMiLes my FRiEnD Katrina insists that i don’t
forgive some folks in my Life but i have been too much in the Dark
Side to Ever Leave Anyone Completely behind.. but true she does set
the rules when she says no she means it but she is one of the Most Patient
People for Kindness.. Truth..and Compassionate Love i Do Feel and Sense so
Priceless
Beyond
All
Dollar
Bills Hiding
Love All Ambition
More than A Loving
Hug And Hands that
Heal Our Soul Bringing Love Simple and True
i don’t Keep any Secrets some days Road Runner
And Wylie Coyote do still tangle but AHa.. At Night We
Are Always FRiEnDS of Hugs and Holding Hands Love…
Life does not have
to be complicated
if We are
Financially
Independent
As We Will FoCuS NoW
All on Art of Love Leaving
All Dollar Bill ParTS of God Behind
How Fortunate am i to Still Have a Hug Every Night
From Katrina… Peace in Rest Be Your Husband’s Soul too My Friend…
Obviously a Stellar Honest Soul As You Remain True as Light out of DarK Will too…
My Uncle Had a 50 Percent Chance of Surviving HeART Surgery He Survived This
Week After Kidney Complications too.. Yes true too.. Interestingly His Wife Ages Very
Slowly at close to 78 as well as the Wife of my Other Uncle.. an Identical Twin
of my Father.. Yes As She Just Turned 86 a day After My Mother’s Birthday on
December 11th As Identical Twins will Surely do Similar Yet of Course Different
Fates now too.. Life IS ALL Mind of God And Poetry as Reason too Some of us ‘See’
This
ReaLiTY
MoRE Than
Others as ALL
in LiFE BeCoMeS
Holy And Sacred Full
of Meaning and Purpose
WHere even every Word Will be
A Metaphor and a MeMe of God True in LiGHT LoVE NoW
too Through ALL DarK And LiGHT too.. That We Most All May Co-Create
With This Great Gift of Relative Free Will Together God Creates As ALL NoW LoVE..:)
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SMiLes Frank.. Thanks for coming by to Visit “KATiE MiA Frederick 2019.. a year
(Decade) in Review”… Somewhat Ironically when i wore that Shirt “Fred The Man.
The myth. The Legend.” That My Sister Gave me as a Christmas Gift
i woke up the Next Morning with a Sprained Achilles Heel..
And Just When i finally got over that i came Down with
What Seems thanks Goodness not the Flu but
A 24 Hour Cold Bug that Really brought
A Knock-Out Punch to me Yesterday
And put me in Bed for 18 Hours..
almost too weak to type..
Haha a bit of Humble
Pie after the T-Shirt
then of the Previous
Saturday at Least but surely
greater appreciation for the Health
i continue to Enjoy.. Yes Allee Willis Wrote
the Earth Wind And Fire Song “September” then
Released in 1978 moving into my Freshman Year
of College.. fond memories of Disco Day Dances then
and ugh the First Introduction to Peer Pressure to Drink Alcohol
As A Summer Routine then where Groups of Folks Would Get so Drunk
in Parking Lots of Stores and the Cops would even come and Chit Chat
Shooting the Breeze as Drunk Driving was not as big of a deal then.. anyway
as a Cold Will take away our ability to Regulate Body Temperatures such a Beautiful
January Morning today as here of course there is still so much Evergreen Still.. a bit
of Warmth to Feel so much More After Chills of Common Cold.. it was sort of nice just
to Stay
in Bed
for 18
Hours
as i surely
caught up on my Sleep…
Happy New Year 2020 to you too Frank..
the World has Become Such a Deceitful Place
Outside of these Walls of my Home.. very rarely
do i watch TV anymore and Very Sad to Hear ‘Faux News’
Supported in Church Parroting that TV Channel and the Man it serves
True now they have ‘Jesus’ Serving Trump too.. but hey i still like to Sing..
So i keep on Going.. and Hold my Nose Where applicable in all the places Lies Thrive..:)
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My Wife is the TV Expert
But she missed the Golden
Globes.. We Both acquired
The Upper Respiratory
Virus down South…
So Humbling In Bed
For 18 Hours Almost
Too Weak to type
i wrote some
feverishly
Delirious Poetry
In my Head.. No
TV thoughts though
Just Words Words..:)
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Getting Sick for a Bit is a bit of a “perfect”
Reboot For A New Year.. Simply because it is
A Reminder that we are not Perfect and the DarK Reminds
Us Just How Flavorful the LiGHT Is SamE With Truth for one
Will Take it a bit for Granted until one encounters an Environment
At the Macro Levels of Politics and Religion or in Interpersonal Relationships
of Human Beings True
There Are some Folks
Who Will Avoid Being
Honest about their Feelings
no Matter How Much Deceit may
Have to come into play for their Basic
Soul Survival as they Just have not evolved
Yet in Human Soul to even get in full contact with
their Emotions and even Put them in Words at all in an
Attempt to Mutually and Consensually Share them with
Unconditionally Loving Other Human Beings who
Try their Best NoW to Help them Connect to their
Authentic Self.. Yes.. the Feelings And Senses
of Life Free Where We Find Words on
Our Own From Deep Within
To Express Who We
Are as Soul to
Those Folks around
Us Who Unconditionally Love
Us and Truly would Love to see Us
Evolve as Soul Free Authentic Human Self
With No more Hidden Secrets as there is nothing to
Really Feel ashamed of Once All of Our Authentic Self is
Fully Exposed in the Brave of a Human Being Truly Set Free
As Self Defining Soul So Deep Within Now For Real.. not everyone
Will Tolerate Being Criticized or Judged When Folks are Just Trying to help
them out for it is True without the Honest Expressions of Human Emotions and
Senses long Term Relationships are bound to eventually fail by the one too afraid
to truly
Express
Their Soul
Deep Deep
Within in Words
of their Own Soul
Words that Finally Rise
As Soul Voice Deep Within
True it May Be Non-Verbal only
A Meditative Dance to Set oneself
Free as Free Verse Poetry Will as You
Let it all Go and find Yourself no Longer Frozen
As Madonna So Eloquently Dances Sings Still in Her
Art of this Human Potential in Hopes that others reach
New Beginnings Always And Melt the SPiRiT HeART oF Soul FRoZEN
Yes.. i Lived in this Place of Frozen Soul WHere HeART No Longer FLoWeD
As SPiRiT From Soul For a Decade or So even Before i reached Hell for 66
Months Within.. Hell is another Dimension that Slowly Freezes Soul from Childhood
Eyes Free to Imagine Feel and Sense.. and then there is the Reborn of Coming Truly
Coming Back to Life Where Each Human Must Make this Journey From DarK To LiGHT
To Rise
AGaiN
More
Fully
ALiVE
Love is a Bird
She Needs to Fly
Let all the Hurt inside
You Out in Expressing Art
of HeART When You Are FroZeN
in SPiRiT oF HeART Dead Living
SouL Truly You are the Living Dead..
This is surely no new Dilemma but the Way
Our Minds work use it or lose it applies Leave ART
out of SMart and out of HEart and truly all that
may be left is S And M of He whether You
Are Female and Or Male or Not.. There
is another direction.. two paths..
one of Love and Hope
Without Fear of
Being Authentic
SPiRiT HeART of SoUL
And the other place of Fear
That may eventually Give up and Live as Hate..
Thanks Giving For Giving Always Sharing For Free
The ReaSon and Feeling and Sense i do not go back to
‘that other
place’…
You
Hold
the
Key the
Key to Open
the smART Now
of YouR heART MoRE
Once Again as Colors MoRE
of Soul LoVE iN 2020 Vision NoW
Grace of Balance without Fear.. Yes
Will and Strength that Spells iLove
iT ALL (GoD) For iFree..
Yes DaRK Thru
LiGHT NoW
No Escaping
Either Place
Just make It
All HeaVeN NoW
When You iCan iWill iFly iFree to iBe iAM..:)
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And Now for this New beginning of 2020
After being a bit Sick to Remember more Fully
The Gift of Health Before in the place of Hell Shut-in
in My Home For 66 Months my First Blog Post on “KATiE MiA
Aghogday” on 3.10.13 it wouldn’t be but 4 Months and 9 Days Before
i would escape the Frozen of Pain and Numb of 19 Disorders on a Beach
the Navarre one on 7.19.2013… Pain And Numb Going Away Heaven coming Back
Free Again Within the Place of No Fear and Love Within Where We Feel All connected
now with all that is No Separation the experience the Verb of God We all May Come to
Be Soon and Sooner one will Hope without Fear with Love without Hate for Now at least..
Just a Private message to my very First Facebook Friends “Mags” on February 28th Late
into the Night on Facebook Then the Magic Flow of Words coming Foreshadowing In deed
My Soul that Will Come Back Alive again out of what was the Living Dead then.. once again
Just a Shut-in in my Home.. this one person just said thanks for standing up with Empathy
that was a Moral Code i could no Longer Feel and Sense then She made me feel a
Bit Appreciated at a period of my Life where almost no one did online as online
was the only place i could communicate at all at least tolerating Pain and
Numb Within as the meditating aspect of Writing coming to slowly
heal me then ascending transcending the Pain and Numb
A Bit more LooKinG WiTHIN as Moving
Meditation keeps me in Heaven
Within now too just the Natural Inheritance
of Humans When Living in Grace of Balance
Foundation of Love aS Well for Greater Will and Strength
True i couldn’t find too many Saviors to Save me online so
I looked for the Light Within and found it again to rise once more for Real…
Anyway.. my Perspective on Life then before i came out of Hell Back on
March 10th as Blogged from Original Words on February 28 of 2013…
i think i was born as
a kind of Classical Pantheist..
as i saw patterns and connections
in things that were more of my thinking
process, along with the tactile sensory world..
than what I think most people may experience
as an internal dialogue of thought…
i still have a vivid memory of
connection to everything in
the world.. as if i had been
here forever.. before i was
able to speak that i cannot
fully put into words.. from
about age 3 looking out
into the distance over
the river i grew up next to..
But i think in some ways i knew more
about my existence then than i do now..
as i could not separate myself from what
seemed like a very old home of nature…
i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
and young adult.. without any fear..
and feeling one in being with the
waves.. white sand..
emerald green
gulf.. sea oats
and sea gulls..
with no dramas
in my head…
But even my ancestors
could not experience that with
not being sure where their next meal
was going to come from… Not likely that
many creatures in the Universe could
experience a little slice
of nirvana like that…
i can remember
getting back into
my car and being
jolted back into the
reality of all that is the
complexity of modern culture..
which at that point in time was so..
so limited as compared to today..
i was never quite the same after
home computers come along..
as i drifted further and
further from a
home of nature..
The people i dealt with
in the public at that time..
in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches..
i loved my exquisite
sensory experience of life…
It was worth not being able to
touch man made texture without
goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
Self”.. the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
that people could only see.. in the gleam of my eyes…
People often told me they wished they had what it was
i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
i had no idea what they were talking about
because there was nothing i wanted
but to exist.. for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that
no one’s negativity could take
away from me.. not even when
the rest of the world told me i
was not one of their kind…
Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
i hope you don’t mind…
My point i started off
with was religion and
Classical Pantheism..
which is all of nature
and science for me..
the cultural complexity
of what has come from human
collective intelligence.. including
all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
my father and mother.. and their ancestors
where there could be no break in the chain
of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
and all the other ancestors not identified and material
substances that came together to make that possible..
from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
That one point that i can only abstractly
define because of the human collective
intelligence that provides the map
to what can be described.. as one
point that we all share that can
never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
of like the intro to the “Big Bang
Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking
the knowledge that i gained
that this is one sliver of conscious
existence and what really is a little slice
of heaven for some that do exist..
considering just the benefit of
a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
and things now considered so mundane
that took billions of years to come into
existence that were not here a little
over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
But i could never experience that connection
of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
i have everything and everyone before me to
thank for that experience.. Including collective
intelligence and the understanding of that
one point that still exists in all of us
and everything else…
i never met a stranger..
not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo..
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
wisdom of that three-year-old child that
only exists in my memory and pictures…
i sense that type of wisdom requires
no human intelligence at all
beyond the core that is shared…
i think it can be lost so much easier
in a human into a little sliver of hell
somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
Particularly in lives where instant gratification
has become the norm…
i am at the service of
my fully inside cat..
but he has never
had that gleam in
his eyes.. or the
same struggles to survive…
The yellow cat in my Google plus
avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
was a feral cat that only knew struggles
in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
a balance in his life when we allowed him
a place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
younger and stronger appears intermittently out
of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced
to become a fully inside cat…
i am watching him slowly
lose that gleam in his eyes..
with the call of the wild slowly
drifting away.. along with all the
likely incredible sensory experiences
that come with an outdoor world that
the other cat that never gets injured in fights
at age 18.. can still fully experience…
As i sit outside toward the back of
my yard.. in the afternoon sun.. he is
pacing back and forth politely..
still with a humility of respect
for a place of subsistence that
keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
what i was taking away from him.. i would listen..
But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
means to have that connection and balance…
When i watch him pace back and forth..
it is one of the few things in life
that will bring a tear to my eye
that reminds me that i too am still connected..
Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
off the logic to move into figurative space..
At least for me.. even one word
can be a gift that leads me
to a place in words that i don’t often visit…
KATiE MiA
Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
Mindful in Awareness
Autistic Love
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity
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Good Morning
Good Evening
Good Morning God Evening
Science Suggests All May
Be Conscious Perhaps
EartH ANGry at one Man👨
Love the Grade the Rate
only Fool Proof Pay in Truth
oF LiGHT🌲 SMiLes Believing in Love When
Truth Practicing Love as Truth Living
Love When All of Us
Is Surely A Goal
Worth Doing Now
For Love Is All Healing
When Truth For Love is
All Practicing and Living When Us…
SMiLes the MeeK iNHeRiT the EartH This
Way in Fearless Will of Strength Doing no Harm
As Art
of EartH
Surely Dances
And Sings in us
Free to Be This Way..
Other than that at Least
Where i Live there are Two Versions
of ‘Back to The Future’ and sadly the Conviction
of the Human Species in this Locality is ‘Biff’ now is
The Leader of ‘their’ Version of Fear that Leads to Hate and Death…
Meanwhile it’s a Beautiful
Day in a Forest Backyard
the Sun is Shining
The Air is Crisp
And Fresh
what does
appear as a Flu
Virus Puts me in my
Place Just another Grain
of Sand and Less of Nature
Fortunate enough to still be breathing
sad how folks ‘believe’ they need more than
Love Just Something to Eat and Drink Shelter
And Yes it helps to LiVE iN the Forest too for
Peace
And Harmony’s
Spirit Wind.. Love
As Truth Will Love to be i am Free..
SMiLes Sohair.. Happy Breaths of Love to You…
And on a totally unrelated note to anyone mentioned above
Just something that needs to be cleared up somewhere at least
a place and date for that too.. i am not the Most Adorable.. Katrina
And me are not the Youngest Looking Couple Either.. sure.. i’m Extraordinary
but only for the effort i put into Life.. i am not simply the Best and everyone one
meets surely will not gain a Competitive Title Like that but for only if to stroke an
Ego to Keep someone coming back to Stroke someone else’s Ego Next.. i have a Shadow
We All Do.. Playing with the HeART Strings of Others Building them Up Idealizing them then
Devaluing them and Discarding them Once.. Twice.. Thrice is surely enough to figure out who you
really are and the fact is you do not know there is no judgement Here only sorrow for one who
Might
Otherwise
truly Deserve
A FRiEnD Who
Never Leaves one’s Side..
There is Nothing Left but the Kindness
i freely Give and Words Idealizing me ‘Gifts’
i never needed in the first place just to Breathe
Free Just to be the Wind…
Love the Grade the Rate
Only Fool Proof Pay in Truth
oF LiGHT🌲
Good Morning
Good Evening
Good Morning God Evening
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SMiLes Sohair i open my self up to Sunshine
At Least for A short While whenever it comes
to Visit… Back when i Worked and went to School
i really suffered from ‘Seasonal Affective Disorder’
but no more for i
am Free to
Breathe
The
Sunshine
Whenever it comes
Next.. SMiLes.. i remember getting
a Promotion Once for more pay into a small
office with no Windows to Nature Free.. for
me at least
A bit of a
Shadow
of Hell
The Hell
We Build around
Us out of Free Rays
of Sunshine Healing…
True.. Environment Counts a lot
to whether we See this Life as Bright
And Sunshine Warming our SKin or Cloudy
And Cold as We March to the Tune of Work as
Good Soldiers
Will to
make
Ends Meet..
When i will Afford
it i will Show Everyone Heaven now..
True it may be Just A Spring Winter
Day When We Become the Breeze..:)
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When i Will Afford
It i Will Show Everyone Heaven Now..
True It may Be Just A Spring Winter
Day When We Become the Breeze…
Yes.. Worth Repeating It Seems as i start
to Recovery more out of Illness into the Art
of Wings RiSinG Freer HiGHER AGAiN to Give
And Share even More For Free.. For some it is external
Tools That Humans Create.. Yes.. those things We Make
Together That In deed We May Even Come To Value More than
Flesh and Blood True Abstract Constructs of Power and Status that
Bring Greater Feelings of Serotonin and Androgen Self-Esteem Will
Do the Similar too but Then Again Now There is the Internal Engine Flesh
And Blood of Mind and Body BaLaNCinG SoUL SPiRiT RiSinG as HeART DaNCinG
Truly Lifting Us
Up More From
Within than Just
All the Tools We Attach
to our Values that in deed we
may become Slave to.. as the Tools
We Create Become Us in Deed as True
iMaGiNaTioN Works this way It is up to Us
ReaLLy All to Color Love 2020 or Just Follow
A Potential ‘Catastrophe’ that others more
Tool Driven And Valued will take
us to Next.. Hmm.. still those
of US Who Never
Give up Brave
Enough
For Inner
Authentic Emotional
Sensory Voice Not Afraid
in Telling our Truths Continuing to
Wing Freedom Where others may be Trapped as Tool…
Thing is i Already Afford IT All in All that i am Now For Real…
Other Than That You Cannot Force someone to go To Heaven Now..:)
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No Worries! You
A Fond Memory
Who Doesn’t Go
Away but never the
Less thank you for
Being A Real FRiEnD
Shawna B From Roll
Tide
Country
Hehe.. FRiEnD
Is only one Label..:)
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‘This’ is Just Gonna have to Be Message 107 For Bishop Barron
And FRiEnDS Still Slow on ‘the Toad’ They Appear to Be in YouTube
Production over the Holidays with Messages 104, 105, and 106 Still Waiting on Cue too…
And Yes those Messages 104, 105, and 106 will Continue to Exist on the ‘Blog Post Linked
Below’ and the Coming Next Blog Post titled “Color World Love 2019”.. i must Say the unabashed
Support of Faux News talking Points of Lies Like ‘Fake News’ Parroted in the Homily in Support of Trump
Just Intimated as Such but anyone who understands the Culture understands Lies are just being supported
More in Terms of 15,000 Lies that would Likely Be the Envy of just another ‘Father of All Lies’.. Well.. the Truth is Theology
As Practiced today in ReaLiTY is not Spiritual but Political Still… WHere Lies are protected… Truth in the Way oF LiGHT Love
Dies and the fact
is Younger Folks
ARE NOT GOING
TO BUY THE LIE..
FIND THE SPIRIT OF JESUS (UNCONditional Fearless LoVE)
DO NOT WORSHIP IDOLS NoW THAT ONLY SUPPORT LIARS
With All the Colors of Fear that Leads to Hate and Living Death.
i haven’t given up on You Folks Yet. ‘See’ Three Lines Up if You Can and Will Now.
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The 7th not the 6th but i’ve Fallen Recently to what seems
like is the Human Flu Spending About 30 of the Last 48 Hours
in Bed so weak i could hardly lift a finger to type.. Nature puts us
in our Place Nature Puts Us in Our Place as ‘the tiniest’
Things Will Bring Us To Our Knees
to Greater Appreciate the Air
We Breathe Prayers still
For You my FRiEnD Lala
Rukh from so long ago but
with a Memory like mine there
is No Time Effectively so i remember
Clearly the Danger posed by the United
States Nuking the Middle East During the
Last Unwarranted War Where likely over 100,000
Folks who did not deserve to die did so on the Merit
of Truly Faux News that most everyone Fell For but not
me it’s easy for me to See Lies in the Eyes of those Willing to
Deceive to Kill Others For Selfish Desires.. true i am at somewhat
of a Disadvantage in Text only Communication but rare will any eye
of Lie escape the Pierce of eyes who have seen so many eyes DarK Thru LiGHT…
Fast Forward Now 17 Years for True the reality of Nuclear Weapons being used by
someone Compulsive Enough to do it proven as a Progenitor of 15,000 Lies is alive
And Not so Well
to the Detriment
of the Health
of Life
Overall on
This Planet Now
We have a Choice come
in Peace or simply eventually
Go.. sure… say a Prayer with me that
Angels Rise over the Needs of Demons for Now..:)
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ReCoVeRinG From Flu in
my Captain Underwear Suit
Nothing iS iMpossible WHeRE i CoMe
FRoM NoW WHeRE THeRE iS No Distance Space
Time or Matter All iS Possible iN FRuiTioN NoW
Side Note: THaT/THiS IS A Real White MaGiC
Spell Not
All Will Get
A Fuller MeaninG…NoW
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“Words can do wonders and can connect different cultures together…
Political governments divided nations into pieces…but words gathered
them together as one…” Smiles Sohair.. You are a Natural Poet
Dear FRiEnD Keep Going SinGinG SPiRiT of HeART
Souls iN Focus in FloW Do Naturally Relate…
When i die all that will be left of my Online
Tombstone is Cheshire Smiles Plus
Unusual Honesty ALL About BEiNG HUMAN
SMiLes Poetry is my Morning Coffee
Any Kind of Poetry Even Hot Chocolate
Prose With iCe Cream Dreams on Top of That….
So So Much Better Than Watching An Orange Liar On TV
ArT iN heART SPiRiT DanceS SingS
FReeR IN Free Verse SoUL
Zen Walls
Zen Halls
Empty
of Poetry
For the
Symbolism
of our Breath
Free A Child’s
Gift Art NoW
Without Instruction
No Limits Without Sidewalks…
SMiLes You had
me at the Seagulls
So Free So Richard
Bach So Livingston
Higher to Reach…
It’s Like
Atlantis
A Child’s (Thoth)
EYes Of Wonder More…
Like Nothing Ever CoMes
MiSSinG From the Dance And Song
You Can’t Let the Magic Go
You Don’t Let the Magic Go
You Get Up And Do the Magic Again
Frederickrobustos Subspecies of Hominoid Getting
His Groove-Line-Spiral-Thing Back Together After the Flu Hehe
A “CaTastrophe”
54 Hours Sleep In
3 Days the Nostalgia
Of the Flu Cat Nap Week
Invincibility
Now just
A Dream
Hehe until
i escape the
Belly of this
🐳 🐋 Whale…
SMiLes Dear Rafiah Always a Pleasure to Hear from You my Dear FRiEnD..
Wow it’s been almost 6 Years now.. let me do the Math yes.. you were 20 in the
Summer of 2014.. just about alone as far as online friends went then always
an encouraging voice you were and still are… well..
i’ve Spent the Last 54 of 72 Hours
in Bed as This Version of the
Flu Spreading thru my
area is like Jonah’s
Whale Who Swallows
You Up no matter who
You were before as
Katrina has become
one with the laying down
position too.. hmm.. the week
before this i sprained my Achilles
Heel i do believe all this bed rest has
totally cured that too.. always looking on
the Bright side and i must say giving up
all intention to rest has been rather nice
nah this Whale ain’t so bad at all..
in fact i feel so much better
today i cannot imagine
much bluer skies outside
my Uncle also Survived a 50/50
chance at Heart Surgery and Kidney
Complications too.. true my New Year’s
Resolution is “Color World Love 2020”
And It’s also kinda Nice that no one
is blowing up anyone else today…
bottom line i’m breathing no
different really than Just
A Butterfly Fluttering
in the Wind whatever
Navigation from the Spirit
of the Wind comes next i will
freely go as DarK Turns into all
the Colors of the Wind More to Co-Create..
Smiles.. hope your Mom is doing better Rafiah..
thanks for keeping in touch you are one of the
People who still bring me faith in the overall Human Race…
Yes Sohair.. i must Agree There is a Call that Comes from Within that
May have nothing to do with Where We are.. The mysteries of Life
The Voice of God From Ocean Deep Surfacing Calling Us to
Come out of Shallows more to Breathe.. i experienced this
Call to Change and Action at age 21 But Did not
Have the resources for it to fully take me with
The Spirit Wind.. However i did go in a Different
Direction of School a Different Direction of Work
So Far Away from Anything other than Connecting to
Other Human Beings and Yes likely in some way through
the Next Quarter of a Century i touched the Lives of others with
Smiles likely counting over 100,000 Then in the Flesh and Blood World..
And then there was online not a place i wanted to go to communicate..
as words were really not my thing to text text text.. true though with
Change came another Opportunity to touch others in another
Way of Symbols More than the Flesh and Blood Human
Touch of Eye to Eye communion of Human
Being Spirit.. Hell left no choice but
for me to be transformed
into Words.. it’s
Nice to Travel
Around in Symbols
my FRiEnD almost 110
Months of Doing this now better
Fitting through Fiber Optic Cables too…
Really the way we Communicate through
Blog Posts online whether we are with the
Words or not.. it’s likely i’ve touched over a
Million Folks easy in someway at least for all
of my Soul i’ve uploaded so far.. and then there
is the Dance And Then there is More and More Dance
in the Flesh and Blood World too.. Smiles Sohair.. i’ve
spent the Last 54 of 72 Hours in the Belly of a Mini Whale
Named the Flu.. a few Hours to reflect more on where i’ve been
and where i am going Next now.. honestly perhaps i’ve done enough..
but i am only starting anew as this is how we Color World Love 2020 in
Balance
of Vision
Driven
by What
Lives Within
i still feel the Ocean
BreWinG Deep in me..
As Long as i live i will
Dance And Sing more God Willing in me..
one additional thing i’ve learned is i was
in the Belly of the Whale all the way
through 2019 and somehow
convinced myself
i wasn’t
in that
place
truly
Fortunate to
escape as Whales
Will Very much Reflect
Charming Snakes Perhaps Cobras too..
It’s always a matter of harming others
the Least as all of Nature consumes Nature for Real..
“Words can do wonders and can connect different cultures together…
Political governments divided nations into pieces…but words gathered
them together as one…” Smiles Sohair.. You are a Natural Poet
Dear FRiEnD Keep Going SinGinG SPiRiT of HeART
Souls
iN Focus
in FloW Do
Naturally Relate…
As You have always
Sincerely done
Lifting Up
The Same
For me Sohair
As a True FRiEnD🌹😊
STarTing off with the Tale of the Tape.. visiting Frank and Xenia’s
Places of Poetry venturing into gigoid’s online home of Aphorisms
from Sages of the Ages.. to riff off of too.. all that will be Left to do after
that is MacroVerse Memories from 3 Years to Date as those Memories include
MacroVerse Memories reaching back to the beginning and for Practical Intents and
Purposes as at least a Never Ending Story With Just More Doors to Enter into Additional
Chambers of Nautilus
Stately Mansion
of Words
as surely
Oliver Wendell
Holmes Original
Architect of Those Words too..
but wait! Katrina is still recovering
from the more difficult part of her
Flu must crawl in Bed to Hug
Her First to Heal Her as
True Love Hugs
are the
Best
Nothing
to Hide When Love is Real..
Trust me or not every instance
We Hug God (Love) SMiLes Broader and Truer too..
Love IS A Gift the Essence That is Born And Gardened in
Human Being However Love is Never A Lie Love is the Essence
the Way of Truth as Well Honestly doing our Best to Harm others
And the Rest of Nature God in the Least Possible Essence And Measure
in consuming as well.. When Lies become Love Love Dies And Love For Now is GRoWinG
Colder without Hope of Truth to come back to Salvage what is Torn Limb from Limb of the
Tree of Life that is Courage Kindness in Wisdom Yes Beauty’s Truth of Love Still Living..
Love is not always
Easy but when
It is Truth
Love
is
MOST
POWERFUL
LOVE BECOMES
Both LioN CourAGE
LiON HeART and By
God Yes Eye of the
Tiger in Focus
to Just
get the Job Done Now…
Yes.. whatever it takes.. sadly
i find that Truth means very little where i live
overall when it comes to life or death Matters of Love
and very little as well in many of the places i’ve traveled Globe-
Wide in getting a Feel for What Works best as Cultures that do or do
not Garden the Essence of Love.. obviously those still Standing with me do..
It’s not so much a Label a Religion Culture or surely Age.. Gender other Orientations
of Labeled differences too yes it is the Essence of Love That Breathes Truth Real
Love
overcomes
When Truth
and Real
Yes Love
Overcomes all to Breathe Alive now
Lots of Folks talk about Love Lots of
Folks who have never been tested by the Fires of Hell that are Real.
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Now to the tale of the Tape quickly enough.. Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ Rising Past 7.6 MiLLioN Words as of the 905th MacroVerse
titled “KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”… 76 Months
for that Effort as that MacroVerse Also Doubles as the 233rd MacroVerse
of “Nether Land Bible” in that 43 Month Titled Long Form Poem Bible
Growing still at 5,113,698 Words and Yes Additionally Tripling as the
131st MacroVerse of the 31 Month Measure of “FB Profile Pic Bible”
Still Growing too at 3,502,566 Words that are also included in
my Facebook Profile Pic Description areas on order of
about an Average of 7,000 Words Each to Hold
Those Words on Facebook For Free Back-up
And easy access at least for me to Proof
Read on the Go Dancing all over
the place Spiraling around
here too… and yes since
the Flu the Public Dance Still Standing
Now Steady with a bit of a Slow Dance in
the Neighborhood to build my Strength back
up at 12,547 Miles now sure still more than Half
the Distance around the World.. in 76 Months too getting
this New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse “Color World Love 2020”
Finished this week quite the Challenge with the Flu too but yes
Still No Break in Days of Writing Since Thanks Giving Day 2010
as if you wanna Master any skill you just keep going as any Energizer
Bunny Will Still With Hope…
A Hopeful Sight In Deed
Frank Seagull providing
Prayer for
Orange
Lizard
in Grass
Far Below
Barred it seems
From Living Water
but maybe not…
Leaves Fall
Trees Rise
One Feeds
One Grows
All LiveS NoW…
Happy New Year Xenia! Greetings
from 2020.. i slipped in with an
unexpected Guest the Flu that
me and Katrina are resting and
recovering from now Singing ongoing
Dance a bit withheld until full recovery..
Soul Stones
Grains of Beach
Polished by Fire
of Waves Water
We come
From
Ocean
We Breathe as Soul…
SMiles our Sodded Back Yard GreW ill
over the Never Ending Summer now
Some kind of Winter Clover Covers it
All in Ever
Green
Colors Green
is Green to me
SMiLes Are SMiLes..
Not unlike the Whippet in the
Previous Blog Poem
i Sensed the
Snow coming
Soon Just
the Look
the Look of it all
Feeling Scotland Snow Coming…
Every Bit of Struggle
no matter how small
or large Turning
Point for
Change
for the
Better LiGHT From
DarK for 2020 Vision in Loving Balance
Continue to enjoy the Journey Dear Xenia…
“We fear things in proportion to our ignorance of them.”
~~ Titus Livius ~~
Sad for those Ignorant of Love
“What you keep to yourself you lose,
what you give away, you keep forever.”
~~ Axel Munthe ~~
True Love Continues to Breathe this way after Last Breaths…
“If I had a Q-TIP, I could prevent th’collapse of NEGOTIATIONS!!”
— Zippy the Pinhead
Stone Ages Still Grunt Throw Stones And KiLL IT
“Rare gift! but oh what gift to fools avails!”
— Alexander Pope (1688-1744)
— The Odyssey of Homer, Book x, Line 29
Love Spreads Lies too…
“Conversations among the ruins
Through portico of my elegant house you stalk
With your wild furies, disturbing garlands of fruit
And the fabulous lutes and peacocks, rending the net
Of all decorum which holds the whirlwind back.
Now, rich order of walls is fallen; rooks croak
Above the appalling ruin; in bleak light
Of your stormy eye, magic takes flight
Like a daunted witch, quitting castle when real days break.
Fractured pillars frame prospects of rock;
While you stand heroic in coat and tie, I sit
Composed in Grecian tunic and psyche-knot,
Rooted to your black look, the play turned tragic:
Which such blight wrought on our bankrupt estate,
What ceremony of words can patch the havoc?”
~~ Sylvia Plath ~~
Death of Truth
By Memory of Love
“By definition, when you are
investigating the unknown,
you do not know what you will find.”
— The Ultimate Principle
Joy of Escape from PRiSoN
“Security is mostly a superstition. Security does not exist in nature,
nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger
is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring
adventure or nothing.”
— Helen Keller, The Open Door (1957)
And Nothing is Black And White But Nothing..:)
“Euripides was wont to say, “Silence is an
answer to a wise man.”
— Plutarch — Of Bashfulness
True not too Shy to Dance to Breathe Freely
From Head to Toe Spring in Winter Breeze..:)
“It often requires more courage to dare to
do right than to fear to do wrong.”
— Abraham Lincoln
Truth surely not necessarily part of Group Think
or Religion or Culture or Humanity As Whole…;)
“Remember this,–that very little is needed to make a happy life.”
A True Hug of Love Will Do When Warm And Healing Life..:)
— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus — Meditations, vii, 67
“What makes old age so sad
is not that our joys but our hopes cease.”
— Jean Paul Richter
Hmm.. observing People Walking Hand-in-Hand
into Walmart With Glowing Smiles for Each Breath
it is not necessarily the Older who Have lost hope and that’s for sure…
In General Chronic To Acute Stress (Fear) Takes All of Life’s Hope Away…
Surely
not
an
indictment of age..
Where if Healthy
And What Leads to
Healthy Stress Drifts away…
“Don’t try to have the last word. You might get it.”
— Lazarus Long
More the ReaSon to keep Dancing..:)
MacroVerse Memories.. 3 Years to Date:
“FLoW iN ZoNe 2017” Still FLoWinG…
“FuLL HouSe FLows” Still Going…
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A year in Review”
Speaks for itself..:)
“SMiLES LiFE BE iN iT 2018” Feels For Being..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review
Speaks for itself..:)
#Y.O.U.2019
Extreme Lessons
in Understanding
And Forgiveness
Fortunately i rarely get dizzy..
even through ‘MindFields’ as such..:)
#SouLDanCinG2019
Same HeaR..:)
Previous Years New Year’s Resolutions
“BRAVE AS ONE 2014” Lord Yes..:)
“LOVING balancing CREATIVE peace FORCE 2015”
Lord Please More..:)
“Dance and Sing 2016”.. Yes Still Yes..:)
And This Completes the Writing of “Color World Love 2020”
at 6:59 PM on 1.8.2020..:)
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FEATNOTES/MiLESToNES:
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
“GodsUniVerseNovel”
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
“GodsUniVerseNovel2”
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
7.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)
“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)
“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg.. NoW..;)
“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2016”
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
whAT
F iN
EpiC..
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
WitH
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”
991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
“Nether Land Bible 2017”
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked
below..:)
“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
MacroVerse
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)
“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)
“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
SouL
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)
“EVeRY PRoPHeCY TaLeS A THoUSAnD PiCtUrES”
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”
“SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017”
Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
BeYoNd
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.
“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”
iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)
“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”
A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
aS “EQUiNoX DanCE
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)
“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)
“SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)
“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
AnD WiLL NoW
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE
or
LeSS..:)
“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”
WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)
“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”
The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2017”
7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
ever
more
NoW WRiTe
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW
“THiS iS Me NoW3”
As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
CoMeS
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)
FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words
LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words
iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words
A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
old
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)
Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow
NoW
BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words
LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words
LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words
9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words
April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words
LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words
Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW
ABoVE .. Yes..FReEDGoDoLoVENoW
22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words
“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)
“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”
A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
important
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
re-
born
LoVE
iNCaRNaTE NoW..
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)
“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)
12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…
“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”
Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)
“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”
Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)
“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”
Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)
Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)
And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)
Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Patrick’s
Day
Antics
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)
Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)
Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…
Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)
And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)
“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”
Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
And
Fed
By
Nature..
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”
“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019
“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW
“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)
Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)
“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)
Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)
“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)
“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)
“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)
“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)
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